And don't worry, you'll fall for Justin eventually, just give it some time. But will he fall for you?(;... Read to find out more...
Wednesday, June 27th, 2012
12:00pm
I looked at Scooter with anger present in my emotions. Great, looks like I had about maybe a minute left before our relationship clock started. Hopefully we would ‘break up’ during his tour. Yeah, that would be cool… If only I knew what exactly to do…
“Okay, so I’ll just escort you two downstairs and you’ll be off.” Scooter said as he stood up.
I stood with him and turned to Justin who was smiling at me. He put his arm around me as we walked out of the room and I didn’t bother to move it from my shoulder. What was the point anyways? I stood in the elevator with Justin and when we got downstairs, it was time to start. I looked up at him and sighed before he moved his hand down and grabbed mine. We intertwined our fingers and walked outside into the empty parking lot. We stood waiting for our ride while I held Justin’s hand and leaned against his chest. I was good at acting, this would go over well.
“You guys are doing great!” Scooter said with a thumbs up.
I smiled just as an SUV pulled up and stopped in front of us. As we got in, I could hear little snaps; meaning that pictures were being taken of us. This was a great start actually; at least we’d look like we were dating now. When I sat down, I ended up on Justin’s lap because it was so packed. I looked around and there was a person around his age I think; great, his friend was coming along.
“(YN), this is Ryan. He’s just going to tag along, okay?” he asked.
I nodded and rolled my eyes as I looked back forward out of the windshield. How was this fair? I mean ugh. I talked quite a bit with Ryan though, he was a nice person. It was quite sad that I talked to him more than Justin...
When we arrived downtown, Justin helped me out of the truck and we began walking. It was like a long strip of shops, which would maybe get my mind off of things. Oh wait, we had to show PDA; well that wasn’t going to help. Maybe, just maybe, I have an idea. We walked around and looked at the stores while smiling at each other and holding hands. Everyone looked at us and took pictures, because our- well Justin’s guards kept their distance behind or ahead of us.
“Justin, do you mind if I have a friend come along?” I asked with a fake smile.
“Go ahead babe.”
I felt a little bit more happy as I dialed Tyler’s number and waited for him to answer. I was excited to have at least someone I liked coming along with me on this horrible journey to hell.
“Hey! Come downtown, to… The Tea Garden. Meet me there.” I said right away.
“Why?” he replied.
“Just come, and promise not to freak out?” I asked.
“OMG girl, is Justin with you?”
“Long story, just meet me there okay?”
“Be there soon!”
“Bye Tyler!”
I clicked end call and slipped my phone back into my pocket. I wondered what Justin would think of Tyler; hopefully he would like my friend if I like his.
We stopped in the Tea Garden and sat down together. I sat next to Justin after we ordered our drinks and found a table. Across from us was Ryan sitting alone. I don’t think that Justin knew that I had called a guy to come, but he would find out soon.
After we talked for a while, I turned to the door to see Tyler walk in with a smile on his face. I smiled and stood up to hug him. Right now, he was my freaking life saver. I wrapped my arms around his neck and looked at him with a smile.
“Thank you so much for coming, really.” I whispered as I dropped my arms.
“No problem is that Justin Bieber?” he whispered back.
“Long story short, that’s my boyfriend.”
He looked really surprised and put a smile on his face. Without saying more, we walked back to our table and Justin stood to greet Tyler. He shook hands with him and Tyler sat across from Justin and we sat in silence for a few seconds. I wasn’t sure how to start a conversation, but I didn’t have to when Justin turned to me and whispered in my ear.
“You didn’t tell me you were bringing your boy toy. Seriously, you can’t do this in public. You're my girlfriend.”
I looked at Justin as I backed away then I turned towards Tyler and smiled. I shook my head and pushed Justin back away from me. Obviously he didn’t know that Tyler’s gay yet.
“Tyler, this is Justin and this is Ryan.” I introduced them.
“Hi Ryan, hi Justin. I’m a big fan.” He said.
He shook hands with Justin once more and Justin nodded and thanked him. He turned back towards me and smiled and I rolled my eyes. Now he knew exactly what was going on.
"Yes, I'm gay, I hope you don't mind." Tyler laughed.
"No not at all, I just thought that (YN) was with you and all- but we don't mind."Justin laughed back.
After that greeting, we left the store, and nothing was awkward, surprisingly. I thought that Justin would make things weird with Tyler, but they got along pretty well. They even talked about me together, and why Tyler couldn’t convert me into a belieber. I just shook my head at them and ignored them. We walked into a few different places and Justin and I bought a few things, never letting go of each other’s hands. It kinda sucked; I mean I wouldn’t want to do this with any guy, holding hands this long.
“It’s already 6, do you wanna leave now?” I asked Justin as I stopped him.
“Sure, hey.”
He let go of my hand and turned back towards his little entourage to alert them. I stood and waited while Justin got the SUV to pick us all up. This day wasn’t that bad, I mean Justin wasn’t as annoying! It was really nice when he acted mature and was the man in this relationship.
We arrived back at our hotel and I got out and waved goodbye to Justin, only to realize that this wasn’t goodbye. I groaned as I saw him and Ryan getting out and walking towards Tyler and I.
“Yes?” I asked.
“What? We’re staying in the same hotel, didn’t you know that?”
I sighed and turned around to walk inside. Just as we all stepped into the lobby and headed towards the elevator, I had to stay next to Justin again. I thought I’d get away, but of course there were cameras everywhere in this hotel. I asked which floor, the same one. Of course it was the same one, why would it be fucking different?! At least our room wouldn’t be next to theirs.
We got upstairs and walked the same exact direction. I think I jinxed myself when I said right next to theirs... because our room was right next to theirs. I stood out in the hall with him, waiting for my mom to answer the door. It was taking forever, literally. I put my ear up to the door to hear the shower running. Great, now we were stuck out here for ever because my mom took the longest damn showers. I leaned against the door and closed my eyes.
“You can crash in my room for a little while until your mom’s out of the shower?” Justin asked before stepping halfway into his room.
“Tyler, do you want to?” I asked him as I turned towards him hoping and praying that he'd say no, but knowing that he wouldn't..
“Of course we will!”
I really wanted to stay out in the hall and wait; it would’ve been the better decision for me honestly. I sighed as the door shut behind us and I took off my sandals. I watched as Justin immediately took off his shirt and changed, right in front of us. I tried to look away, but it wasn’t that easy. I have to admit he did have a nice body as I took a peek. But other than that, I didn’t like him still.
I laid down on his bed and just laid on my back with my eyes closed. I was really tired from walking around all day, I just wanted to sleep. I actually started drifting off but just as I did, Justin plopped down next to me, waking me up completely as the bed moved. My eyes shot open and I turned on my side to see him staring directly at me.
“Yes?” I asked, annoyed.
“Nothing, just simply laying with my girlfriend like a normal boyfriend.” He smirked.
“I’m not your girlfriend.” I mumbled as I buried my face in a pillow.
He didn’t reply right away, we just sat in silence. You could only here the running water from Ryan taking a shower. Tyler went back over to check if my mom was done, which she probably was because he didn’t come back. Now Justin and I were left alone.
“I still don’t understand why you don’t like me, Tyler doesn’t even know.” He said.
“Because, you’re a self-centered jerk who plays girls. Simple as that.”
“Woah, that was harsh. You know, I have a heart too.” He joked as he laughed.
I groaned and closed my eyes once more. I wanted to go to sleep, but obviously that wasn’t happening right away. Justin kept either poking me, or tickling me, just to get an answer out of me. Why didn't I leave? Because it was either scream at my mom or listening to Justin. And I didn't want to steak my voice so...
“Okay, okay!” I yelled, “I guess I don’t have any other reasons. But you’re so annoying!” I whined.
“That’s why you hate me?”
“Well, that and you aren’t a good role model because you’re always with a different girl. Like you’ve never announced that you have a girlfriend; it’s just a different girl every night. That’s why I’m your ‘girlfriend’ now. Because they want you to have a better image.” I explained.
He became quiet quickly and I removed the pillow from my face and looked at him. He looked like he really was lost in his thoughts, maybe I got to him. If he could just change maybe a little, not change completely, just change his look; maybe I could actually be with him… Wait, what am I thinking?! I hate him, and I always will. I have to… Why do I hate him so much anyways? I never had time to think about it. Maybe he was right; maybe he did have a heart. Well obviously he does, but he was just like the rest of us, he’s human. I began realizing things quickly, that Justin may not be a bad person after all.
“Do you really think I’m a jerk? Is that how everyone sees me?” Justin asked.
I felt horrible about myself just seconds after he spoke. His voice just sounded so fragile and he seemed actually hurt. This was... getting to me...
“No, that’s just me. But as long as we pretend to date, no one will see you that way. Listen, I don’t hate you. You’re not a bad guy, I just thought you were. And I’m sorry about everything I said.” I mumbled quietly.
"It's fine," Justin laughed, yep he was back to his normal self, "oh and btw I'm not with a different girl every night! I actually don't do that."
"Oh whatever Bieber."
I really started to feel bad as I sat up and sat on the edge of the bed with him. I realized that he wasn’t that bad of a guy, seriously. But I still hated him, okay? That wasn’t going to change anytime soon, maybe.
“I’m going to go to bed, but I’ll see you tomorrow okay?” I said as I stood up.
I walked towards the door as Justin stood and let me out. I stood in the doorway and looked at him; he had a grin on his face now. At least I would leave him happy for the night. I began walking back to my room when I heard Justin’s voice behind me.
“Don’t I get a goodnight kiss?” he asked with a smile.
I looked up and saw a camera. I knew that I had to do this, just in case. It was only because of the cameras though, not because I wanted to. Because I didn’t want to, right? Oh god, I was confusing myself now.
I walked back towards Justin and leaned in to kiss his cheek. Just at the last second, he turned and our lips met. I pulled away just seconds later and pushed his chest playfully with a laugh coming from the both of us.
“Seriously Justin?” I asked.
“Hey, it was worth it.”
“I still hate you.” I said as I backed away into my room.
“Good night beautiful!” he yelled back.
I shut the door and leaned against it as I smiled. I couldn’t help but feel butterflies. What the fuck was happening to me?
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