29 May 2013
New Beginnings. Chapter 10: Secrets, Secrets.
Hi ladies, I know that I don't post this story very often, but that's because I gotta write it! I'll post again in a few days though.. I'm glad that you guys like it though! And it's sad to see KUDRAT leave from the blog ); but just for that, I'll write another one shot to keep you guys occupied. Love y'all(:
PREVIOUS CHAPTER:
"We aren't dating, well I don't know- no. He doesn't like me like that, he never will. It was just a kiss..."
Saying that, honestly hurt me. It was just a kiss, and I was right, Justin wouldn't ever like me like that... Ever.
"Was it?"
I heard a voice behind me and I knew that it was his. I turned around to see Justin standing near me. No, this was not happening.
SATURDAY OCTOBER 13TH, 2012
9:30AM
I pulled the phone away from my face and stared at Justin. It was completely silent in the room, except Lauren continuously saying hello to get my attention.
"Lauren I have to go, bye." I quickly said in to the phone before hanging up.
I set my phone down and walked towards Justin. We were just feet apart and he towered over me.
"What do you mean?" I questioned him.
"Was it just a kiss?"
I looked up at him with confusion shown in my face. How could it be more? Did he want it to be more? I was so confused and I had so many unanswered questions.
"D-Did you want it to be more?"
"Well I don't know, I just thought-" he paused, "I just thought that it meant more."
"Justin, do you like me?" I asked with a smile on my face.
"What? No..."
He looked away. I laughed and shook my head, now he was lying to me. It was adorable though, so I couldn't be mad.
"Okay, maybe." he admitted right away.
"Well what happens now?" I asked.
This was such an awkward situation. We both like each other and we already kissed, but we couldn't just date. That would be weird, we'd known each other for just under a week and it'd cause too much unwanted attention. People would want to know how we met, when we met, where we met... All those questions that could mae or break us.
"I don't know, this hasn't ever really happened to me..." he said.
"Are we-"
"Hey guys!"
Alfredo interrupted us as he rushed through the door and stood before us. I looked away and so did Justin, Fredo just made every single little thing awkward. Now we had to cover this whole talk up, at least I wanted to.
"Did I interrupt something?" he asked.
"Ye-" Justin began.
"No, you're fine!"
I looked over to Justin and mouthed the words 'BE QUIET'. He got the memo and shut his mouth before he made a horrible mistake. If we did have something, I wanted to keep it a secret for as long as we could.
"Anyways... I wanted to see if you guys wanted to go get some breakfast with me and Ryan Good." Fredo continued.
"Yes, we will meet you in the lobby. Does 30 minutes sound alright?" I answered.
"Cool see you then!"
Fredo left with a smile on his face and disappeared into the room across the hall to get ready himself. I sighed and sat down on the bed, reaching into my bag and searching for an outfit to wear. Justin sat next to me and watched me, still shirtless from last night. I found some clothes and set them out on the bed before looking back to Justin.
"Are we going to talk about this? Or just leave our relationship on hold?" He asked right away as he stood to face me.
"What is there to say? I mean we just met, I like you, you like me... ...now what?"
"Now we take our relationship farther."
I gave him a funny look as he smiled and knelt down on one knee. What the hell was he doing?! He grabbed my hand and kissed the back of it before looking back towards me.
"(YN), will you be my future girlfriend?" He asked.
"Wait what?"
"Ya know, I want to date you, just not yet. But if you don't promise now, to be my girlfriend in the future, you could find a different guy. So therefore, will you promise that i'll be your next boyfriend?"
A huge smile came across my face and I laughed a bit before nodding my head and pulling Justin up to his feet and wrapping my arms around his neck.
"Yes Justin." I whispered in his ear.
I felt him squeeze me a bit tighter before pulling away. I stared into his eyes and smiled before missing his cheek and letting to to go get ready.
I put on my <http://www.polyvore.com/edmonton/set?id=81261601> outfit that I had picked out previously and let my hair out of a bun and just brushed through it quick. I washed my face and brushed my teeth along with Justin who was standing by my side the whole time I, well we, got ready. He smiled at my after washing his mouth out and I smiled back and left the bathroom. I grabbed my purse and threw the strap over my shoulder and waited for him by the door.
"Future boyfriend!... Are you coming?" I yelled.
"Be right there!"
I laughed And within a few minutes Justin was by my side. He escorted me down the hall and into the elevator, our arms linked together the whole way. We decided to keep the whole 'relationship' thing a secret for now. I was glad though, because I wasn't ready for what came with it. I mean I was hiding what seemed like to me, one of the biggest secrets in the world. I was keeping it from millions of girls who knew every little aspect about Justin's life, it made me feel somewhat special!
When we got down to the lobby, Fredo and Ryan were waiting for us with some guards. Kenny wasn't there, because he was taking a vacation for a week or so to visit family. Justin put on his hat, he was wearing this outfit: <http://heyitsremi.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/01/20130126-194505.jpg>, and he ducked out of the hotel. I followed quickly behind him, covering up my face and getting right into the van.
"Looks like Bieber wore a normal outfit today." Ryan said with a laugh.
Justin tried tackling him, but it was hard because of the small space. Ryan was right, Justin did look normal and that barely ever happened. I didn't care as long as he was my Justin.
When we got to the restaurant, it was packed. I looked out of the window at the completely full parking lot, we were obviously not getting in there.
"Anybody up for McDonalds?" Justin suggested.
We all agreed and headed there instead. Who cares if it wasn't fancy, they had good hash browns.
Well leave some comments and maybe I'll post sooner...(;
-Ana.
28 May 2013
Announcement
Heeyy Y'all.
I'm really sorry, it's like happening for the second time.. But I don't think I'm going to continue on this blog anymore.:/
I've got vacations and I'm going out so it'll be like really tough, and I have my exams after school opens, and then we've got a function.
Goodbye :(
Kudrat xx
New Beginnings. Chapter 9: This Is Actually Happening.
Hello guys! Sorry that I haven't posted all weekend! I've been at my dads and I hadn't seen him in over a year so hopefully you get it! I had a great weekend and Memorial Day! Thanks for asking(; sorry if its not dirty, thats just not me. ill post a few dirty one shots for you ones out there who are more of that kind of person. here's the next chappy!
PREVIOUS CHAPTER:
After, I waited with Justin until he had to go above the stage for his big entrance. he was coming down as an angel, with wings and everything. Fredo and Kenny took me out in a special area in the crowd for his performance. It wasn't far from the stage, close enough, and a little off to the side. We all waited and Kenny and Alfredo held up signs and we all chanted along with the crowd.
WE WANT JUSTIN,WE WANT JUSTIN,WE WANT JUSTIN.
FRIDAY, OCTOBER 12TH, 2012
8:30PM
I watched as all of the lights dimmed in the whole arena and the screams of girls quieted a bit(which wasn't actually that much). Smoke flooded the stage area and all you could see was a pair of wings fall slowly from the sky. The beat for All Around The World began and the crowd went wild.
When Justin finally touched the ground, his wings were taken off and he began walking towards the crowd as he sang. It was amazing and even though I didn't know some of the lyrics, I sang along. I'd heard this song on the radio a billion times! It was a good song and I think I fell in love with his voice immediately. He kept singing and I was dancing and I could feel myself acting different.
Was I falling in love with a superstar? Like seriously. He made all these other girls love him just by- well this- and I was becoming one of those girls. Damn it. This wasn't supposed to happen, things like this don't happen to small town girls like me. We didn't fall in love with these guys and then be forced to live with them for the next 8 and a half months- not people like me!
I waited until after the concert and Justin was done. He was in his dressing room just doing a quick change of clothes before we left. He planned on showering on the bus on our way to Edmonton, Canada. It was only a two hour bus ride, but I had to survive it and be with Justin.
I paced the floors of the bus, waiting for Justin to come in and settle down with me. I wanted to talk to him about it, but I didn't. When the doors opened, Justin rushed in and ran right into me and we both fell to the ground.
"Woah, are you okay?" he asked right away as he got up and helped me up.
"Y-Yeah, I'm fine."
I stuttered and I think he noticed. Shit, how was I supposed to explain that? I stared at him, without even realizing it. But he was so cute- I couldn't help it.
"Well, should we sit?" he asked as he held out a hand.
I gladly accepted it and we sat down together on the couches and began talking. We were the only ones in that area of the bus and I was the only one feeling awkward. Is this how fans felt around him? Uncomfortable, but happy to be with him? Ugh, this sucked.
He turned on the TV and set the volume on low so that we could talk. As we talked, he slouched down in his seat on his phone tweeting some fans. I felt like I should say something, I just didn't know what. He wanted to talk, but he was on his phone...
"Sooo... tonight's concert was amazing." I began.
"You liked it?" he asked with a smile as he turned to me.
"Yeah, I loved it."
I smiled back at him and he laughed a bit before going back to tweeting his fans. I watched him type fast on the keyboard, doing as much he can to please everyone.
"Okay we need to talk." I said as I shut off the TV and turned to him.
Crap, did I just say that? I thought. I did, and now I didn't know what to say after that, I just had to let my mouth do the work and we'd both see what came out of it.
"About what?" he said as he locked his phone and set it down.
He sat up in his seat and turned towards me, making me feel even more uncomfortable. I took a deep breath and just let everything that I had to say out. I talked fast, really fast, thinking maybe he'd miss some of what I had to say.
"Okay so long story short- I think I like you. Like as in more than a friend, but I don't want to ruin our friendship! I know that we just met and you don't like me because you get this everyday. But it's just that at the concert I started feeling things and then I questioned myself and then-"
I felt Justin's lips against mine and I closed my eyes right away. Wait what? I pressed my lips onto his in return, but after a few seconds, he pulled away and reached his hand behind his head and scratched his neck. I was so confused, but woah- that was an amazing kiss.
"Wait what?" I said.
"I had to find some way to shut you up..." he said smiling.
I blushed and leaned back in my seat. Now what? Were we just supposed to forget this ever happened and move on with our lives, or what? Nobody said anything for a few minutes and we both never made any sort of contact. I had to say something, I had to know why he just kissed me.
"So, you like me?" Justin asked first.
Crap, he made the first move. Now my whole plan that I had in my head was ruined. How can I reply... How can I reply...
"Well ya see, I-"
I couldn't find the right words. I didn't even know if I liked him yet, how could I tell him? I looked away and then back at him, he was waiting for an answer.
"Yes, but no."
"What?" he asked confused.
"Okay, so your fans like you right? But they don't know you personally to like you like that. Well that's my situation. I like you like a fan does, because I don't know you."
"Oh..." he said.
He was still confused, I could tell, and I don't think that I understood what I said either. I shook my head and looked up. Why did I have to say such dumb things? I always embarrassed myself in front of guys, always.
"I'm so dumb, just don't even listen to me." I said with a little laugh.
"No, it's cute, I like listening to you." he said.
We both laughed and continued talking. We should've probably got some sleep, but we decided to stay up for a bit longer talking. I scooted closer to Justin and laid my head on his shoulder. He put his arm around me and I watched as he went back on his phone and tweeted fans. There was only 2 and a half more hours until we were there, so was there any point in sleeping? I guess it didn't matter either way because I ended up dozing off in Justin's arms...
SATURDAY, OCTOBER 13TH, 2012
2:00AM
I awoke the next morning and rubbed my eyes. Justin was whispering in my ear continuously to wake me up. I turned my head slightly over to the side and saw that I was still lying in Justin's arms. Woah, that was a bit of a surprise. I sat up and squeezed my eyes closed before opening them again and stretching my arms out.
"We're at the hotel, you ready to go in?" Justin asked.
He was as tired as I was, I just nodded and we both stood up. I stumbled somewhat and Justin caught me.
"You alright there?" he said with a laugh.
His voice- it was so sexy. It was deeper than usual and I was just mesmerized by it. Justin put his arm around my shoulder and we headed to the doors of the bus along with Fredo and some others of his crew.
Justin kept his arm around me as we slowly made our way into the hotel and up to our room. Cameras flashed outside, but I was too tired to care. I just wanted to sleep again, in Justin's arms... And when we got to our room, I literally passed out in the bed, sadly, without Justin.
9:00AM
I woke up again in Justin's arms except we were in a bed together. Well, this relationship escalated quickly. I yawned and got up to go to the bathroom. I took a quick shower and brushed my teeth and did my hair before coming out to see Justin lying in bed watching TV. He looked up at me and smiled.
"Sleep well?" he asked with a smile.
"I actually did."
I smiled at him before sitting down in the bed next to him and covering up just my legs. I looked over to see that Justin was shirtless and he had both his hands behind his head. Just as I was about to ask him an important question, my phone went off in my bag. I got up to get it and it was Lauren.
"Hello?" I answered the phone.
"OMG! How's living with Justin? How are you? Where are you?"
She talked so fast that I could barely keep up with all of her questions. I laughed a bit and held up a finger to Justin, signaling that I'd be leaving the room.
"It's well fun. And I'm good, I'm in Canada right now, and I'm starting school on Monday!"
"JEALOUS! Have you and Justin, ya know... hooked up?"
"Uh, no! Lauren!"
"Just wondering, because if you were like most girls, you would be all over that."
I laughed and so did Lauren. I couldn't believe she would even think that; I'd been with him for a total of 1 day! Why would we have sex?
"So has anything happened?" she asked.
"Nope, nothing." I replied quickly.
"You're lying."
"No I'm not!"
"You kissed The Bieber?!"
"What?! No!"
There was a long silence and nobody talked. How would she just assume that, and be right!? I was a bit freaked out...
"Okay maybe..." I said quietly, "but sh about it, it's a secret."
"OMG Girl, give me details? Are you guys dating?"
"We aren't dating, well I don't know- no. He doesn't like me like that, he never will. It was just a kiss..."
Saying that, honestly hurt. It was just a kiss, and I was right, Justin wouldn't ever like me like that... Ever.
"Was it?"
I heard a voice behind me and I knew that it was his. I turned around slowly to see Justin standing in the door way near me. No, this was not happening.
Did you like it? I sure did. Thanks for reading, comment for more. 5?
-Ana.
24 May 2013
New Beginnings. Chapter 8: First Flight, First Concert.
Hi guys! I hope you've noticed that its hard for me to post everyday, although I'll try. Hope you don't care...(;
PREVIOUS CHAPTER:
"Do you have my bags?" I asked.
"Yup, we have everything." Justin answered.
I smiled and we pulled out of the parking lot, still avoiding screaming girls. The last memory from this town would be screaming girls at my high school.
FRIDAY, OCTOBER 12TH, 2012
5:00PM
I sat in the private jet, across from Justin. Our seats faced each other and I just stared out the window with my headphones in. I was somewhat mad at Justin, but I couldn't explain exactly why.
I could feel his eyes on me, following my every move. He had a notebook in his hand and he was writing a new song, but he kept looking up to me every now and then. I stared at the clouds that we floated above and made patterns up in my mind. One of my favorite songs came on, Be Still by The Fray. I just loved it, I don't know why.
I saw a hand waving in front of my face and I looked up to see Justin who was smiling at me. I slowly took my headphones out and listened to what he had to say that seemed so important.
"Did you hear me?" he asked.
"No, what is it?" I sighed.
"We're landing in about 1 and a half hours, are you excited?"
I rolled my eyes and stuck my headphones back in my ears. I was not in the mood for talking, or listening to Justin. I don't know why, but he was just annoying right now.
I closed my eyes and leaned back in my chair. Just as I got comfortable, I felt my headphones being ripped out of my ears and my phone out of my hands within a matter of seconds. My eyes shot open to see Justin taking both of them.
"What are you doing?" I asked as he wrapped up my headphones around my phone.
"Talking."
I stood up and tried to get them back, but I fell on Justin. I tackled him and reached for his hand but he shoved it quickly in his pocket. I shook my head and tried grabbing it, but we both fell back onto his seat. It reclined so that I was laying right on top of him. We were both laughing now and I smiled down at him, not realizing my position. My hand was on his, which was over his pocket.
I stared right into his eyes and my hair fell down just next to his face. He had a wide smile on his face but as our eyes met, it disappeared and I got lost in his eyes. I barely snapped out of it, but when I did, I moved my hand and the smile disappeared from my face also.
"I-"
Without saying another word, I stood up and sat back down in my seat, brushing my shirt down and staring anywhere but at Justin. He grabbed my hand and I looked up at him, back into his eyes. Ugh, is that how he hypnotized girls? With his eyes?
"Sorry, I just wanted to know what was wrong." he said.
"Nothing anymore, it's fine."
Justin leaned back, removing his hand from over mine. He took a deep breath and I could tell that he didn't believe me as he handed my phone back.
"Yes." I said as I set my phone beside me.
"What?"
"Yes, I am excited for your concert."
I smiled and brushed my hair out of my face. Justin smiled back and grabbed his notebook again and began writing again. I looked around and I couldn't help my curiosity, so I got up and sat by Justin, looking over his shoulder at what he was writing.
"What are you doing?" he asked with a smile as he turned to me.
"Just looking, what are you writing about?" I asked.
He quickly closed his notebook and set it aside before placing his hands back in his lap and turning back towards me and smiling.
"You'll find out later."
I smiled and went back to my seat while continued talking.
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When we got to the arena, I looked out of the slightly tinted windows as the car slowed. Girls started banging on them and screaming and holding up signs. I backed away, a bit scared of their intensions...
The car came to a complete stop and Justin grabbed my hand and I looked into his eyes. He shot me a smile and I gave him a funny look.
"What?" I asked with a smile.
"Ready?" he asked.
"Should I be?"
Justin laughed and let go of my hand. The door of the van was opened by some guards and I looked out to see a wide path to the doors of the building. Justin got out slowly and waved to the fans. He smiled and took pictures with them and greeted them. He looked so happy.
"Ready?" Fredo asked.
"Sure?" I said.
He grabbed my arm and helped me out of the car. We ducked into the building quickly behind some bodyguards and got backstage quickly. The concert didn't even start for an hour and these girls were already arriving.
The were still setting up the stage, placing things in certain places and making sure everything was good to go. I stood and watched, waiting for Justin to come into the building and occupy me.
I stood with Fredo though, I hadn't known him well so it was nice to get to know who exactly he was.
"Yeah, I'm a director. I tape a lot of Justin's things so those people," he pointed at the camera men, "Don't have to go on the bus with us."
"Wow, that sounds like fun actually!" I said with a smile.
Just as he was about to talk again, Justin came up behind us and put one arm around my shoulder, and the other around Fredo. I turned and smiled at him, and he smiled back.
"So what do we do now?" I asked.
"Let me show you the ropes while Justin does his thing." Fredo said as he held out an arm.
I linked arms with Alfredo and he gladly showed me around. He brought me everywhere, to see everything. It's like he'd known the place by heart, but every place was probably similar. Lastly, he brought me up on the stage that was being finished up and it was amazing.
"Every single one so these will be filled." he said motioning towards the seats.
"That's amazing. This arena is huge, I've never seen so many people gathered in one place before."
"You'll see plenty, don't worry." he said with a smile.
After he took me off of the stage, I headed to Justin's dressing room where he was getting dressed and ready. Carly Rae Jepsen was opening for him, but I hadn't seen her all night so far because she had already went on.
When I entered the room, I didn't have enough time to close the door before camera men pursued me. I headed towards the mirror area where I saw Justin putting on some gloves. I walked and stood by his side and leaned my head on his shoulder.
"This is all more exciting then I thought." I said quietly.
"Yes, yes it is." he said with a smile, "now let's go do a concert."
I linked arms with him this time and he lead me out of the room towards the stage. I could hear screaming girls in the distance, their voices taking over the stadium. We all stood in a circle and I stood next to Justin as he said a small pray.
After, I waited with Justin until he had to go above the stage for his big entrance. he was coming down as an angel, with wings and everything. Fredo and Kenny took me out in a special area in the crowd for his performance. It wasn't far from the stage, close enough, and a little off to the side. We all waited and Kenny and Alfredo held up signs and we all chanted along with the crowd.
WE WANT JUSTIN,WE WANT JUSTIN,WE WANT JUSTIN.
Did ya like it? Leave a comment if you don't mind...<3
-Ana.
21 May 2013
The Greatest Birthday - 25
Winner of the first Milestone Award and Best Male Artist! So proud of Justin. His performance at the BBMAs was just great. Did y'all watch? Must! Bieber Air is rated number 1 airlines! ;)
First we saw The Buckingham Palace(from outside, if that counts), and then the London bridge, and the Big Ben. They were all pretty places, but we didn't do much so nothing really exciting that day.. One thing! Wherever we went, I had girls following me and asking for photos with me. My parents were like, "What's all this?" I hadn't told them yet that I was actually dating the boy of my dreams. Talking about Justin, I hadn't talked to him much since he left yesterday. Werk it biebs! So we had just been together for like one a day, but he was gone already.
•Two days later•
I'm dying to see that beautiful boy's face already. We went to Madame Tussaud's there, and I saw the wax figure of him which was like so damn cute. Like 50 people kissed a freaking wax figure in front of my eyes. What?
I did it too. Who cares.
Right now he was probably in Boston, wrapping up the show there. 10pm there.. Yes I was awake at 3am, waiting for him to call me on Skype. After sitting there for about thirty minutes, and yawning a bit, he finally got on. In a second I had an incoming call from justin bieber. Accept. He turned his video on.. No I didn't. "Hey beautiful." His blurry voice said. "How was your show?" I asked, literally screaming so that the voice would pass through the mic. "Good. Why don't you put your video on?" He said, typing something on his phone. "You were supposed to call me half an hour back." I crossed my arms. "So you're mad at me?"
*clicks on turn video on*
"No." I laughed. "Well I tried to be, but then I just couldn't, your smile melts me every time." I continued. He smirked, and then we began talking about all we had been doing. "Hold on a second." He said, widening his eyes. "You're up at 5?" "Doesn't matter." "No, I'm ending the call. We'll talk later, get some sleep." "NOOOOOOO!" Nah the call ended. 'Goodnight buddy' he wrote to me, and then went off. At least we talked for two hours if not more. I went to sleep, and had a beautiful dream of presenting the award for Best Male Artist at Grammys to Justin. Sweet. Although a bit weird, but perfect.
The (next) day was definitely the highlight of the vacation. In the afternoon we saw the Wembley Arena. It was totally magical. We did some shopping later on, and in the evening my parents and I went to the Royal Albert Hall to watch a live Adele concert! Yay! I had the coolest parents ever. They loved Adele, well so did I, she was out of the world. I absolutely loved the way she sounded. Who doesn't love her. The hall was packed, and everybody present was for sure enjoying to the fullest.
During the performance, somewhere towards the end I went out in search of a restroom somewhere. I walked down the stairs, and started walking around. Do they not have toilets in public places in England?! In the empty area, I found somebody walking. "Excuse me!" I said, raising my hand to wave. The guy turned around, and wait, well, is that, really, great. "Y/N?" Niall whispered.
"What are you doing here?" I asked nodding my head..and giggled like a retard. "I was here for Adele with a few friends and I got a bit bored, so I'm here now, wandering. You?" Did he just say Adele is boring?! No boy, you are so mistaken. "Same, but I didn't get bored I just need to-- hey do you know where the restrooms are?" He started laughing. Hello my bladder is bursting over here, and you want to laugh? "It's in the opposite direction, straight down." He pointed. "Thank you so much." I ran back.
After I was done, I went back again, and the sweet boy was still walking about aimlessly. "You should really go inside, it's far better there." He just wouldn't listen? "I'm fine." No, I don't like excuses. "Stop being so stubborn." I held his hand, and literally dragged him up the steps. "Y/N you're so insane." He whispered. "You are coming with me." I ordered. We found some empty seats in the topmost row, so we went and sat there. The show had nearly ended, and the second last song, Someone Like You was being performed. "Got me in at the best time. I love this song." He said. "I told you." We sang along, and then after the song finished, she gave a little speech. Last song of the day- Rolling In The Deep. "We could've had it all.." I sang with Niall. He had a great voice, whereas I sounded like a dying cow. Niall's friends called for him, so we said our goodbyes and then he left.
At almost 11, I had a call from Justin while I was changing up to go to bed. "Hey." I said. "What have you been up to all day? I've been calling you since so long." He asked, sounding worried. "I'm sorry. Went for this Adele concert, I forgot my phone at the hotel." I walked around in the room, smiling at the floor. "Oh alright. How was it?" Really sounded a bit relieved. "It was good, you know how extraordinary she is. And I bumped into Niall!" I told him everything, and he was just like, "Aha, okay, mhm, good, right." What's happened? "And how's your day so far?" I asked, cutting the silence off. After he was probably done thinking or whatever, he said "Fine, hey, can I- can I ask you something?" I guess this 'something' is why he was acting a bit strange. "Sure." I said. "Um, there's the Billboard awards next week, so I was, thinking, will you come with me like, as my date maybe?" He nervously (and innocently) asked. I chuckled. "Yeah I'll come with you, as your date." "Okay great." Made my day. He is so adorable. "I'll go to bed now, talk later. Have a great show." "Goodnight princess." He seriously had the sexiest voice ever..
I'm going to the billboards, oh yeah I am, I'm going to party with celebrities, oh yeah I am, my boyfriend is going to win it all, oh yeah he will!
-kudrat xx :):)
New Beginnings. Chapter 7: Last Memories
Hi there... Sorry for not posting in awhile, I've been busy. If you read my other post, you'd understand why. But I won't bother you with that, here you goo:
PERVIOUS CHAPTER:
"It's not so bad-"
"How can you even say that? I'm being forced to leave my family and friends! How is that not bad? You can just have them fly out to you, I can't. That's what you don't understand, this isn't just a joyride for me." I bit back.
I felt a bit bad for yelling at him, but I was more than pissed now. He's the famous one- he can have anything he want anytime he want. I can't. I don't think he understood anything I said...
FRIDAY, OCTOBER 12TH, 2012
It was Friday now. I got up for my last day of high school and took a deep breath. My bags were packed; my room was empty. After school, Justin was picking me up and then we were off to Calgary, Canada. Yay, right? No, wrong. I didn't want to go anywhere after school but to me and my friends traditional Friday spot: the mall. But nope, my mom had to talk to Justin, then to Pattie, then I get forced to live with someone I'd rather not live with.
I got out of bed after a few minutes and put on the <http://www.polyvore.com/friday/set?id=80597107> outfit that I had picked earlier in the week before packing everything. Well, this was it. After doing my hair and makeup, I packed those things up and set my bags by my door. I glanced around my room, I was really going to miss my privacy. A LOT.
I slowly trudged downstairs and found my mom sitting in the kitchen making coffee. I could tell that she got a total of zero hours of sleep by the bags under her eyes and the way she carried herself. I stood in the doorway and she turned to me when I took a deep breath.
I looked into her deep eyes and she set her cup down. I didn't know what to say; I'd been ignoring her all week and now I really regretted it. I saw tears coming to her eyes and I dropped my backpack.
'M-Mom, please don't cry." I said quietly as I stared at her.
A tear fell from her eye and I quickly paced over to her and wrapped my arms tightly around her. She sobbed on my shoulder and I could barely keep my tears in. I didn't want to leave, not like this. I pulled away and looked at my mom, she turned her head away.a
"Mom look at me," I said turning her chin to face me, "everything will be okay. I'll call you every night and tell you what I learned and tell you what I saw. Just tell me that everything will be okay, because even I'm having a hard time believing it."
She stared at me and I waited for her to answer. my mom was heartbroken, and so was I.
"Everything will be okay." she said quietly.
I turned to see my brother and dad walk into the room. I motioned for them to come over and we all hugged. I didn't want to break the hug, it was breaking me with every move and breath.
Once I pulled away, I wiped the tears off of my mom's face and it was already time for me and my brother to leave. I gave them one last hug and my brother escorted me outside to my- well his now- car. He opened the door for me and I gave him a slight smile as I got in the passenger's seat and set my backpack down.
"So, my sister's travelling the world now." he said as we pulled out of the driveway.
"Yup." I said quietly.
I stared out of the open window and tried not making eye contact. My brother and I always 'hated' each other, but we were never separated. This was going to be even harder.
When we arrived at school, I didn't leave my brother's side as we walked in the building. Everyone gave us stares as we headed to our neighboring lockers; they all knew that I was leaving, but no one but my friends knew where too. I opened my locked and as soon as I set my backpack in, both of my friends came up to me and gave me huge hugs.
I smiled and hugged them back, trying not to make a scene. People stared and every time I made eye contact on the way down the hall, people gave my smiles and waves.
First hour wasn't so bad, but as seventh hour came; I dreaded for the bell to ring. I stared at the clock, not anxious to leave at all for the first time in my life. I felt my phone vibrate and I checked it quickly, it was Justin.
FROM: Justin
I hope you had a good day, I'll see you after school<3 xx
Hearts. Clever son of a bitch; he knew exactly how to get me to smile in my worst times even though I kinda hated him right now.
I glanced back at the clock: 5 minutes left. Shit. I looked at both of my friends and they stared at me with teary eyes. This was way too hard for me, I just wanted it to be over.
"Girls, pay attention, your distracting the whole class." my teacher yelled at us..
I looked up at him and leaned back in my chair.
"How do you expect us to pay attention when she's leaving this school today and not coming back?" Lexi said standing up.
I looked at her and shook my head. I gave her a 'please don't make this a big deal' look. She brushed it off and kept her eyes locked on Mr. Hanson.
"Yeah, have some sympathy." someone else said.
Everybody joined in 'yeahs' and different things were being said. I sat quietly, not sure what to do about my whole class rebelling against the teacher. Everyone was standing up and yelling at him, causing him to get even more mad. but his yells were cut off by ours, I couldn't help but smile. I stood up with my books just as the bell rang and everyone flew out of the classroom. When the teacher yelled my name, I ignored it and ran down the hall to my locker to meet my brother. He was waiting for me and I grabbed my stuff before we met up with Lexi and Lauren and exited the building.
"How was that for your last day?" Lauren asked.
"It was great. But I'll miss you guys, make sure no one's out of place while I'm gone okay?"
We all laughed as we walked through the grass. I looked out towards the parking lot and saw a large black van; must be Justin's I thought.
I walked slower and slower, trying to take longer than usual. But when I looked back at the van, I saw Justin getting out. Was he trying to make my day worse?
He jogged towards me, avoiding girls and making his way through the people towards me. He grabbed my arm and I stared up at him while there was a commotion around us.
"Justin what are you doing?" I asked.
"Just picking you up from school. Thought I'd make an entrance!" he said with a smile.
I squeezed out a smile and took Justin's hand as he lead me back to the van. I waved bye quickly to my brother and friends and we ran instead of walked; because of the girls. Justin literally picked me up off of my feet and put me in the van. I sat down with sigh and brushed my dress down.
"Do you have my bags?" I asked.
"Yup, we have everything." Justin answered.
I smiled and we pulled out of the parking lot, still avoiding screaming girls.The last memory from this town would be screaming girls at my high school.
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-Ana.
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