New Beginnings. Chapter 9: This Is Actually Happening.

Hello guys! Sorry that I haven't posted all weekend! I've been at my dads and I hadn't seen him in over a year so hopefully you get it! I had a great weekend and Memorial Day! Thanks for asking(; sorry if its not dirty, thats just not me. ill post a few dirty one shots for you ones out there who are more of that kind of person. here's the next chappy!

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After, I waited with Justin until he had to go above the stage for his big entrance. he was coming down as an angel, with wings and everything. Fredo and Kenny took me out in a special area in the crowd for his performance. It wasn't far from the stage, close enough, and a little off to the side. We all waited and Kenny and Alfredo held up signs and we all chanted along with the crowd.

WE WANT JUSTIN,WE WANT JUSTIN,WE WANT JUSTIN.

FRIDAY, OCTOBER 12TH, 2012

8:30PM

I watched as all of the lights dimmed in the whole arena and the screams of girls quieted a bit(which wasn't actually that much). Smoke flooded the stage area and all you could see was a pair of wings fall slowly from the sky. The beat for All Around The World began and the crowd went wild.

When Justin finally touched the ground, his wings were taken off and he began walking towards the crowd as he sang. It was amazing and even though I didn't know some of the lyrics, I sang along. I'd heard this song on the radio a billion times! It was a good song and I think I fell in love with his voice immediately. He kept singing and I was dancing and I could feel myself acting different.

Was I falling in love with a superstar? Like seriously. He made all these other girls love him just by- well this- and I was becoming one of those girls. Damn it. This wasn't supposed to happen, things like this don't happen to small town girls like me. We didn't fall in love with these guys and then be forced to live with them for the next 8 and a half months- not people like me!

I waited until after the concert and Justin was done. He was in his dressing room just doing a quick change of clothes before we left. He planned on showering on the bus on our way to Edmonton, Canada. It was only a two hour bus ride, but I had to survive it and be with Justin.

I paced the floors of the bus, waiting for Justin to come in and settle down with me. I wanted to talk to him about it, but I didn't. When the doors opened, Justin rushed in and ran right into me and we both fell to the ground.

"Woah, are you okay?" he asked right away as he got up and helped me up.

"Y-Yeah, I'm fine."

I stuttered and I think he noticed. Shit, how was I supposed to explain that? I stared at him, without even realizing it. But he was so cute- I couldn't help it.

"Well, should we sit?" he asked as he held out a hand.

I gladly accepted it and we sat down together on the couches and began talking. We were the only ones in that area of the bus and I was the only one feeling awkward. Is this how fans felt around him? Uncomfortable, but happy to be with him? Ugh, this sucked.

He turned on the TV and set the volume on low so that we could talk. As we talked, he slouched down in his seat on his phone tweeting some fans. I felt like I should say something, I just didn't know what. He wanted to talk, but he was on his phone...

"Sooo... tonight's concert was amazing." I began.

"You liked it?" he asked with a smile as he turned to me.

"Yeah, I loved it."

I smiled back at him and he laughed a bit before going back to tweeting his fans. I watched him type fast on the keyboard, doing as much he can to please everyone.

"Okay we need to talk." I said as I shut off the TV and turned to him.

Crap, did I just say that? I thought. I did, and now I didn't know what to say after that, I just had to let my mouth do the work and we'd both see what came out of it.

"About what?" he said as he locked his phone and set it down.

He sat up in his seat and turned towards me, making me feel even more uncomfortable. I took a deep breath and just let everything that I had to say out. I talked fast, really fast, thinking maybe he'd miss some of what I had to say.

"Okay so long story short- I think I like you. Like as in more than a friend, but I don't want to ruin our friendship! I know that we just met and you don't like me because you get this everyday. But it's just that at the concert I started feeling things and then I questioned myself and then-"

I felt Justin's lips against mine and I closed my eyes right away. Wait what? I pressed my lips onto his in return, but after a few seconds, he pulled away and reached his hand behind his head and scratched his neck. I was so confused, but woah- that was an amazing kiss.

"Wait what?" I said.

"I had to find some way to shut you up..." he said smiling.

I blushed and leaned back in my seat. Now what? Were we just supposed to forget this ever happened and move on with our lives, or what? Nobody said anything for a few minutes and we both never made any sort of contact. I had to say something, I had to know why he just kissed me.

"So, you like me?" Justin asked first.

Crap, he made the first move. Now my whole plan that I had in my head was ruined. How can I reply... How can I reply...

"Well ya see, I-"

I couldn't find the right words. I didn't even know if I liked him yet, how could I tell him? I looked away and then back at him, he was waiting for an answer.

"Yes, but no."

"What?" he asked confused.

"Okay, so your fans like you right? But they don't know you personally to like you like that. Well that's my situation. I like you like a fan does, because I don't know you."

"Oh..." he said.

He was still confused, I could tell, and I don't think that I understood what I said either. I shook my head and looked up. Why did I have to say such dumb things? I always embarrassed myself in front of guys, always.

"I'm so dumb, just don't even listen to me." I said with a little laugh.

"No, it's cute, I like listening to you." he said.

We both laughed and continued talking. We should've probably got some sleep, but we decided to stay up for a bit longer talking. I scooted closer to Justin and laid my head on his shoulder. He put his arm around me and I watched as he went back on his phone and tweeted fans. There was only 2 and a half more hours until we were there, so was there any point in sleeping? I guess it didn't matter either way because I ended up dozing off in Justin's arms...

SATURDAY, OCTOBER 13TH, 2012

2:00AM

I awoke the next morning and rubbed my eyes. Justin was whispering in my ear continuously to wake me up. I turned my head slightly over to the side and saw that I was still lying in Justin's arms. Woah, that was a bit of a surprise. I sat up and squeezed my eyes closed before opening them again and stretching my arms out.

"We're at the hotel, you ready to go in?" Justin asked.

He was as tired as I was, I just nodded and we both stood up. I stumbled somewhat and Justin caught me.

"You alright there?" he said with a laugh.

His voice- it was so sexy. It was deeper than usual and I was just mesmerized by it. Justin put his arm around my shoulder and we headed to the doors of the bus along with Fredo and some others of his crew.

Justin kept his arm around me as we slowly made our way into the hotel and up to our room. Cameras flashed outside, but I was too tired to care. I just wanted to sleep again, in Justin's arms... And when we got to our room, I literally passed out in the bed, sadly, without Justin.

9:00AM

I woke up again in Justin's arms except we were in a bed together. Well, this relationship escalated quickly. I yawned and got up to go to the bathroom. I took a quick shower and brushed my teeth and did my hair before coming out to see Justin lying in bed watching TV. He looked up at me and smiled.

"Sleep well?" he asked with a smile.

"I actually did."

I smiled at him before sitting down in the bed next to him and covering up just my legs. I looked over to see that Justin was shirtless and he had both his hands behind his head. Just as I was about to ask him an important question, my phone went off in my bag. I got up to get it and it was Lauren.

"Hello?" I answered the phone.

"OMG! How's living with Justin? How are you? Where are you?"

She talked so fast that I could barely keep up with all of her questions. I laughed a bit and held up a finger to Justin, signaling that I'd be leaving the room.

"It's well fun. And I'm good, I'm in Canada right now, and I'm starting school on Monday!"

"JEALOUS! Have you and Justin, ya know... hooked up?"

"Uh, no! Lauren!"

"Just wondering, because if you were like most girls, you would be all over that."

I laughed and so did Lauren. I couldn't believe she would even think that; I'd been with him for a total of 1 day! Why would we have sex?

"So has anything happened?" she asked.

"Nope, nothing." I replied quickly.

"You're lying."

"No I'm not!"

"You kissed The Bieber?!"

"What?! No!"

There was a long silence and nobody talked. How would she just assume that, and be right!? I was a bit freaked out...

"Okay maybe..." I said quietly, "but sh about it, it's a secret."

"OMG Girl, give me details? Are you guys dating?"

"We aren't dating, well I don't know- no. He doesn't like me like that, he never will. It was just a kiss..."

Saying that, honestly hurt. It was just a kiss, and I was right, Justin wouldn't ever like me like that... Ever.

"Was it?"

I heard a voice behind me and I knew that it was his. I turned around slowly to see Justin standing in the door way near me. No, this was not happening.

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-Ana.