25 May 2014

Sunlight - one shot

Hey guys

I don't know if I have ever explained anything but I only post one shots now since I don't have time to keep up with chapters! Sorry.. Say something was just a one shot. But here's another one!

Sunlight

The bright sunlight burned my closed eyelids. I sighed. Another horrible day had arrived. Still with my eyes closed I fumbled for my phone on the bedside table. Forcing my eyes open I looked at the numbers on the screen. 7am. It was time to get out of bed if I wanted to make it to work in time. I groaned and rolled out of bed landing on the floor with a thump. Waking up at 7 sucked and especially on a Sunday.

His brown eyes startled me as I looked up. All the air was sucked out of my body and I dropped my eyes to the floor. I looked at my trembling hands feeling his gaze upon my face.

The shower shook the last bit of sleep out of my body. Drying up I downed a cup of coffee still in the kettle from yesterday. I scrunched my nose at the bitter taste. Quickly I threw on my work cloth. It was very simple with black skinny jeans and a bright, tight, red t-shirt. I fixed my little nametag on my chest before applying a single coat of mascara to my eyelashes. My breakfast ended up being a cold bagel on my way out the door. I could not be late for work today.

“I am so sorry.” His voice was deep and made me look back up. Trying not to lose my last bit of pride I stammered out a “don’t worry.” His pink lips twitched up in a smile. So breathtaking. I crouched down starting to pick up the broken plates in front of me.

My hair was still damp when I got to the little café. I parked my car on the backside where the customers did not get to see it. It was an old car but it was the car I had gotten on my sweet sixteen and I was not giving up on it now. We had made it through almost 7 years together. Walking in I greeted the chefs in the kitchen with a quick smile. “There you are!” My boss, Ann, grabbed my arm and pulled me to the front. “It is going to be a busy day honey, so brighten up that frown of yours, a new day is upon us.” I nodded at Ann’s words offering her a small smile. Making my way to the front door I sighed one last time; no more frowning, it was time for the fake customer smile.

“Let me help you with that.” The boy crouched down in front of me. “You don’t have to. It was my fault,” I looked at him through my lashes. A chuckle left his lips making me shiver, it was like a sound from above. “Like I’m going to make you take the blame for me bumping into you.” His smile made his eyes sparkle and I could feel my cheeks heat up.

The café filled up as the hours ticked by. I took orders with a smile, brought drinks with a “anything else?” and served the food with a cheerful “enjoy!” This Sunday the place was extra full. My legs were tired from almost running around, and my ears throbbing with the loud noises. At 11 I slipped out in the back taking a break. I slid down along the brick wall closing my eyes for just a second. The air outside was warm and I let the sunshine warm my face.

“Well I work here, so I should have been looking out,” I answered back. His smile made my stomach do a flip, no make it two flips! “Well I normally don’t knock plates out of pretty girl’s hand’s, so I should have been looking out two. I guess we’re both guilty.” I giggled at his words feeling myself blush even harder.

Twenty minutes passed by fast and my break was over. I pushed myself up making my way back to the kitchen. “Hey! Will you bring these plates to the back please?” Ann’s voice stopped me on my way. “Sure.” I grabbed the big stack of plates from her hands. “Be careful, It’s really full in there.” I agreed with her words before making my way into the crowd. I did not take many steps into the seating area before someone backed out from the restrooms bumping right into my arms holding the plates. The plates flew from my hands making a loud crash as they tumbled to the floor. Complete silence filled the restaurant as I gasped in horror. “Oh my God,” the person that bumped into me stated. His brown eyes startled me as I looked up. All the air was sucked out of my body and I dropped my eyes to the floor. I looked at my trembling hands feeling his gaze upon my face. “I am so sorry.” His voice was deep and made me look back up. Trying not to lose my last bit of pride I stammered out a “don’t worry.” His pink lips twitched up in a smile. So breathtaking. I crouched down starting to pick up the broken plates in front of me. “Let me help you with that.” The boy crouched down in front of me. “You don’t have to. It was my fault,” I looked at him through my lashes. A chuckle left his lips making me shiver, it was like a sound from above. “Like I’m going to make you take the blame for me bumping into you.” His smile made his eyes sparkle and I could feel my cheeks heat up. “Well I work here, so I should have been looking out,” I answered back. His smile made my stomach do a flip, no make it two flips! “Well I normally don’t knock plates out of pretty girl’s hand’s, so I should have been looking out two. I guess we’re both guilty.” I giggled at his words feeling myself blush even harder.  The noise had returned to the café. “What the hell are you doing?” Looking up an enraged Ann was walking towards the boy and I. I got up from the floor, where I had been collecting the biggest parts of the broken plates, brushing off my knees. The boy rose next to. He was towering above me. His shoulders were broad, but yet he was slender. He smiled down at me with a wink. His heavy hand laid upon my shoulder as he spoke up. “This is all my fault. I backed out from the restroom and bumped into her. I will pay for it all, I promise.” The voice leaving his lips was so deep. It was soothing, but at the same time filled with respect. Under his touch I felt a shutter rushing through my body. It was like an electric shock running from his body to mine. “I’m really sorry Ann, I’ll clean it up right away.” My voice was small. I quickly turned away from the boy’s touch. Walking to the back my lips were quivering. Who was this boy, and what had he done to me?

The sun was setting, when I closed the door behind me to the café. The last sunlight hit my eyes. I held my hand up to shield myself from the brightness. Walking to my car I noticed a boy leaning against it. As I approached I realized it was the beautiful boy, which had gotten me out of trouble earlier. His dark brown hair was shining in the last sun, and I took in his effortless position. He was like something sent from heaven. “Hello, how can I help you?” I stopped a few steps in front of him looking up to meet his eyes. They were sparking down at me leaving goose bumps down my spine. “I want to make up what I did to you earlier. So I asked your boss how I could get a hold of you. She pointed out your car and told me when you would be off work,” his honest answer sent a sudden smile to my lips. “You don’t have to make anything up. You got me out of trouble. Thank you for that by the way,” I spoke my words carefully not wanting him to notice how jittery he made me. “Well if you say so. The I guess you owe me a favor for getting you out of trouble.” His eyes had gotten a teasing glimpse. “I guess,” I answered my shyness suddenly gone. “Let’s go out for a drink and we can call it even?” His eyes were questioning. I focused on my hands for a second before meeting his eyes. “Alright, let’s go out for a drink.” He smiled at my answer pushing himself up from his leaning position. I unlocked my car and he got into the passenger seat. He had to bend over to fit. “I’m Justin by the way.” I nodded, “nice to meet you Justin.” My engine roared as I backed out of the parking lot. We set off into the last sunlight.



 Hope you enjoyed! Comment song titles to inspire me ;) 

24 May 2014

Fame 21

 👍✌️Hi guys you aren't commenting any more and the summer is like here so I leave in the end June and July and August and than I will not post so if you want to have more of this story start commenting.

P.S. Didn't wand to sound like bitch.

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1.30 AM

I was sleeping on Justin's bare chest when I felt someone whispering my name.

??: (YN), (YN), (YN) can you wake up please?

I opened my eyes to see Kim standing there.

(YN): Hey what are you doing up.

K: I can't sleep I don't feel very good.

(YN): Do you want me to go with you back to bed?

K: Can I sleep with you

(YN): Baby sorry but you can't Justin's here so it's a full bed.

K: Can you go with me than?

(YN):I can, come on let's go.


We walked down to her room.

(YN): Do you know why you can't sleep.

K: I'm scared of the big people...

(YN): Big people?

We got to her room she sat on the bed and I kneeled down in front of her.

K: The ones in KG they say to me that I need to get them an autograph for them but I don't know what it means.

(YN): Oh dear lord honey that means that they want a signature of me because I can sing... and act and they want me to sign something so you can give it to them.

K: But that's not nice..

(YN): Yeah it's not... you know what I'm gonna tell mommy and daddy about it and they are gonna tell Ms. Green and than it will go away if not you need to tell mommy and daddy OK?

K: Ok 

I hugged her and we smiled.

(YN): Ok get in bed.

K: Ok (YN) 

She lied down on the bed and I got in after her.

(YN): Ok now close your eyes and try to sleep.

K: Can you sing to me so I know you're here.

(YN): Yes I can what song?

K: Thousand years.

(YN): Oh that's my song...

K: I know I love it

She closed her eyes and I started singing quietly
Heart beats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave?
How can I love when I'm afraid to fall?
But watching you stand alone,
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow.

One step closer


I have died every day waiting for you
Darling, don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

Time stands still
Beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything take away
What's standing in front of me
Every breath
Every hour has come to this

One step closer



When I stopped singing she was asleep.

I got to my room and saw Justin sleeping. I got back in bed and snuggled to him.

JB: Hey babe where did you go?

He said half sleeping

(YN): Sorry I woke you up I didn't mean to...

JB: It's ok, where were you?

(YN): Kim woke up and came here and I went to bed with her and sang to her so she could sleep.

JB; You are the best cousin ever.

(YN): Thank you.

He kissed me quickly and I fell asleep.

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12.28 pm

We stepped inside my old house and I could barely step inside the house. When I stepped inside I covered my mouth. I haven't been here since I was 13... and everything was the same. I looked around left living room right kitchen and than Isaw the stairs that lead upstairs to my room and my parents and guest rooms and so on... I take Justin's hand and lead him upstairs. We went to my room and it was closed and on my door there was  (YN)   and it was closed I turned to Justin and looked him in the eyes.

(YN): Ok so this room is old  I was 13 and there is a couple of posters of you here so... don't feel awkward. 

He smiled at me and I smiled back

JB: Ok babe.

He kissed my cheek.

JB: Babe it's ok open the door

(YN): The thing is I don't know if I want to...

JB: Its gonna be fine I'm here for you if you can't deal with it we will go back to Taylor's and we leave tomorrow anyway so suck it up and go inside.

I smiled at him.

I stepped in my room and covered my mouth nothing has changed but my bed was made and there was a note on the bed. 





I walked over to my bed leaving Justin behind so he can look around the room.




Hi  (YN)!

I don't know when you are going to read this or if you even will. I just want you to know that I am very very very sorry for what I have done to you I stopped drinking and that's for good. I herd from one of the police man that you are famous now witch I am very happy for you and I hope that you are good living with Taylor and Alice. I would like to ask you if it's not too much of a problem for you to come visit me in jail. As you may or may not know I will die in this jail so I want to see my daughter once before I die at least. I know you probably hate me very much but even if you can't forgive me witch I don't blame if you don't but if you could come visit me even if it is for a minute I just need to see your face and apologize in person.

I love you and I hope to see you

(If I can still cal you that)                                                                                        -     Dad

Than I felt a tear on my cheek and one landed on the paper. I saw Justin coming over to me and he hugged me and I hugged back. I put my head on his chest and let myself cry. He rubbed my back and hugged me tighter. After about 5 minutes I stopped crying. 

JB: Why are you crying?

(YN): The letter, my dad wrote it.

JB: What about.

(YN): You can read it.

We sat on the bed and he read the letter. He just looked at me and hugged me and gave me a quick kiss on the lips. 

JB: You gonna see him?

(YN): I think so but just for like 10 minutes I think and hope.

JB: Ok.

(YN): I have to go to the bathroom...

JB: Oh yeah where is your bathroom by the way?

(YN): That's my closet and there is the bathroom.

I pointed to the ends of the room.

I opened the bathroom door and stepped back the same second.

JB: What's wrong?

I couldn't answer I saw my bathtub and it reminded me of how I use to sit there and cut... I walked closer and on the floor there was still some smudged blood left. I ran up to the sink and grabbed a towel and scrubbed and washed off the floor.

JB: What are you doing?

(YN): Bl-Blood my blood on the floor...

JB: Want me to help you?

(YN): No... you can snoop in my room.

JB: Ok

He kissed my head and walked in my room but I could still see him.

15.36 PM

Justin just dropped me off at the police station and he kissed me amd told me to call him or text him when I want to go home.

I stepped out ot the car and paparazzi was crazy.

(YN) WHY ARE YOU HERE?!

ARE YOU GOING TO JAIL?! 

ARE YOU GONNA SEE YOUT DAD?!

DID YOU GET PULLED OVER?!

ARE YOU DATING JUSTIN?!

And so on...

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Sorry guys It's short I know you didn't comment as many times as I wanted but I love you guys so please comment 5 comments or 4+ please

I LOVE YOU


11 May 2014

Say something i'm giving up on you

Say something I’m giving up on you

The car door slammed and I covered my face with my hands. Outside the car the rain was pouring down. It sounded like a flood was crashing down on my windshield. With a sight I clicked off my seatbelt. Looking out I could see our little house looking so lonely in the rain, so sad. Quickly I pushed the door open. I shivered as the cold rain hit me soaking me in a second.  Covering m hair with my arms, I ran to the front door. Stepping in I felt the silence close around me like a cage. Slowly I removed my dripping jacket and shoes. I threw it at the nearest chair not knowing if I would need it again in a bit. Holding my breath I listened for his presence in the house. I knew he was trying to be quiet but he couldn’t hide the shuffling of his feet upstairs in the bedroom. Approaching the stairs my mind raced through the past few days. The other night when we out, he had been very much interested in other girls and very little interested in me. As I confronted him he had exploded with anger. He didn’t wait for us to be alone to yell at me and curse me out, he humiliated me in front of all our friends. I ended up going home by myself that night. Three days passes and he still had not spoken a word to me. I was tired of the cold wall between us. It was not the first time a little thing had blown up to something huge.

Nearing our bedroom I felt the last drops of energy left my body.  I was tired of fighting. I was tired of him not trying. Maybe this was coming to an end?
   Leaning against the doorframe I watched him resting his forehead on the cold window. The rain was still pouring down outside.
-Hey
My voice was soft and barely above a whisper. He moved his head a little. He heard me.
-Say something.. I’m giving up on you. On us.
The last words were barely audible as my voice cracked. A single tear strode down my cheek and he turned around to face me. His face was sculptured in pain.
-I love you. But I can’t do this anymore
The deep voice echoed through the room.
-I’m sorry
His words shattered my heart. I turned on the ball of my feet hiding the tears now streaming freely down my face.
   Downstairs I grabbed my still wet jacket and shoes. I could still hear the rain thumping down outside. I took one glance over my shoulder, he was not coming down the stairs, so I opened the door and walked out in the cold.  I rushed to the car and closed the rain out. Once I entered. As I turned on the engine the tears on my face raced with the raindrops on the window.

   I sped off down the road not worrying to look back. Where I was going? I didn’t know. All I knew was that he had given up on me, even when he promised he never would.