29 Nov 2012

300000 views on the blog! (and a one shot)

Hey guys.There's 300.000 views so here's the video I promised. Sorry for the bad quality, it is recorded on my phone. And sorry it's a it awkward, it's very weird recording yourself.....




The story I talked about is going to be called: miles apart. It will probably come out next week. You are dating Justin in the fic and then it's gonna be Niall that causes some troubles... 

Treacherous by Taylor Swift is the inspiration for this story. It is not very good, I apologize

Treacherous


Put your lips close to mineAs long as they don't touchOut of focus, eye to eyeTill the gravity's too muchAnd I'll do anything you sayIf you say it with your handsAnd I'd be smart to walk awayBut you're quick sand
Brown eyes sparkled right in front of me. I sighted contently when his soft lips just brushed over mine. Begging and longing for his touch I moved closer under the sheets. Warm hands slid over my bare back sending electricity throughout my body. He had me in his hands and he could do whatever he wanted as long as he gave me what I was craving; his touch. I knew I should walk away before I would get attached. To him all this was just a game. The nights spend together giving everything I had to him.. For me it was everything, for him it was nothing. But he knew, just as well as I did, he had me exactly where he needed. Just the feeling of his presence being near. I smiled at him in front of feeling his fingers run over my cheekbones lingering. His chest raised and I leaned in pressing a small kiss to his collar bone.. Looking back up the loving look in his eyes had changed..
This slope is treacherousThis path is recklessThis slope is treacherousAnd I I I like it
He rolled to his back laying with his arm behind his head. Looking up in the ceiling I looked at his soft features. The curve of his perfect nose followed by those plump lips. I was deeply in love and sadly I knew he didn't feel the same way. Begging my heart to let the feelings fly I felt my self smiling at his concentrated look. Without warning he raised from the bed. Getting up he grabbed his boxers from the floor putting them on quickly. "What are you doing Justin?"I sat up in the bed covering my naked chest with the covers. He looked at me a frown covering his face."This is not fair to any of us (YN). We both know how wrong these nights together are"Gazing in to my eyes I was speechless. It was the first time I had ever heard him question our time together. I knew he didn't love me, but I thought he enjoyed these nights together as much as I did..
Two headlights shine through the sleepless nightAnd I will get you aloneYour name has echoed through my mindAnd I just think you should think you should knowThat nothing safe is worth the driveAnd I will follow you follow you home, follow you follow you follow home
I watched while he got completely dressed. Admiring every piece of his body my heart shattered in to a million pieces. He didn't gave me a warning before he left out of my door. I sighted and laid back in the pillows. A small stain of tears ran down my cheeks as the headlights of his car shone through my window. Trying to go to sleep his name kept running through my mind; Justin Drew Bieber, the love of my life.. how could he just leave me? Didn't he feel the sparks between us at all? Justin.. Justin.. I wanted him so badly it hurt me physically. Suddenly an idea popped up in my head, I had to go to his home. I had to show him how much I loved him. It wasn't safe, but if he loved me back there would be no risk in all of this... Adrenaline rushed through me when I quickly dressed. Running down on the street I set my way towards Justin's place. 
This hope is treacherousThis day dream is dangerousThis hope is treacherousI I I, I I I, I I I
I hoped he would love me back. Knowing the chance was 50/50 I day dreamed of him. His beautiful eyes, the gorgeous smile of his, a body sculptured by God.. but most of all his amazing personality. The way just by saying my name he could save my whole week. It was incredible how fun, sweet, caring and gorgeous one person could be. Maybe he would tell me I was stupid to think we could be together, but I had to know. I couldn't keep having sex with him almost once a week when my feelings for him were so strong. I had to know the truth, and it had to be now. I was standing outside his door breathing in slowly trying to active the adrenaline I had before. 
Two headlights shine through the sleepless nightAnd I will get you get you aloneYour name has echoed through my mindAnd I just think you should think you should know That nothing safe is worth the driveAnd I will follow you follow you homeI'll follow you follow you homeI'll follow you follow you homeI'll follow you follow you homeThis slope is treacherousI I I like it Knocking on the door my breath hitched in my throat. A couple of headlights passed me on the street. Muffling feet was on the other side of the door. It was opened at there he was, more perfect than ever.."(YN)? What are you doing here?"His voice was filled with surprise."I.. I just had to.. You know Justin over the last months we have been sleeping and fooling around. I know we both agreed we wouldn't fall for each other.. I'm just afraid I couldn't keep that promise Justin"I looked up meeting his eyes. He didn't say anything, he just starred in to my eyes. Suddenly he grabbed my arms pulling me close to his body."I'm glad you came"Without more explanation he pressed his lips to mine in a magic movement. Lingering feelings ran through my body and I liked it.. very very much!



THE END

I love you :)





Begin Again Ch 2

Hiya! :)
Thanks for the comments!
Yay, so tonight Justin is performing at MSG!! I'm soo proud of him<3.
I'm watching the XFactor and Full House right now... I don't understand why they can't just give Carly Rose the 5 million already, lol.

Anywaysss...Here's chapter 2.

Justin Bieber's POV

I slowly opened my eyes to see a familiar face sleeping on my shoulder. She was taking deep, slow, breaths. I sighed and reached over to the nightstand next to me and checked my phone- 9:35 a.m. Seleba and I had a rough night last night. We had an arguement...once again. Our relationship has been pretty rocky for the last couple of months. She was upset yestderday because I was hanging out with another girl and I apparently was cheating on Selena. I could never do that to any girl! I just don't understand how she can hang out with any guy but when I hang out with one friend who's a girl, it's like World War III. I still care about Selena, though....just not as much as I used to. People say she's using me for fame...even my friends say it, too! I just have mixed feelings...

SG- *yawns* Good morning, babe.

Selena looked at me with her big brown eyes and she spoke in a groggy morning voice.

JB- Good morning, Sel.

She leaned in and connected our lips. Nothing. I just didn't feel that spark anymore when we kiss and say "I love you" to each other. When we say it to each other, it's just emotionless.

JB- How'd you sleep?
SG- pretty good. It was well needed!
JB- Yeah..

I arrived in Los Angeles yesterday to do some work so Selena spent the night last night at my house after the fight.
Her phone buzzed on the nightstand and kept vibrating over and over again.

SG- Hello?? Yeah... Uh huh... Really? Right now? *sigh* yeah... I'll be ready. Bye!"

A frown started to form on her face.

JB- What's wrong?
SG- I have to drive to San Diego for some work. I'll be back later today ,though.

She jumped out of bed and ran to her bag to get a new change of clothes and dissapeared into the bathroom. I sighed. As bad as it is to say this, I want to break up with her. But how...?
Selena walked out of the bathroom with her bag over her shoulder.

SG- gotta go, Justin! It's a 2 hour drive. Love yaaaaa!

With that, she walked out of my room and I heard the door close downstairs. I really need to find a way to get my mind cleared. Maybe I'll take a stroll though the park..?

Your POV-

I fluttered my eyes open and slowly sat up. I did a little arm stretch with a big yawn. 10:30 am? Sheesh, did I pass out last night? I didn't even change out of my clothes...or eat dinner! Must've been jet lag! I got up, used the bathroom, and went downstairs to the kitchen. Taylor was getting out some orange juice from the fridge and turned around.

TA- oh hey, (YN)! Want some breakfast?
YN- Sure! Why are you up early??
TA- I went for a run this morning.

She gave me a plate of srambled eggs, some bacon, and a bagel with cream cheese on the side. My stomach growled loudly from not eating last night and it caused us to burst out into laughter. We sat down at the table and talked.

TA- Let's do some sightseeing today! Are you up for it?
YN- Duuuhhh!! I can't wait! There's this cute park I saw when we were driving to the house last night. We should go there first. There's probably swings!!
TA- Swings?  Wowww.
YN- No need to hate and judge! Swings are the best!

After eating, we watched TV two hours later, we got ready. I took a shower and dressed in this since it's pretty warm outside.. and it's fall! (Photo) I did my hair in a fishtail and lightly did my makeup. I grabbed my phone and a bag and we both headed for the park.

-at the park-

YN- SWIIINGGGSSSSSS!!!!

I ran to the playground in excitement and claimed my swing. Taylor ran toward me out of breath.

TA- you're such a loser!
YN- But I'm your loser!

I winked at her and we both giggled. Suddenly, there were yells in the distance. Taylor and I quickly turned our heads to the yell and there was a big group of people. Most looked like paparazzi.

YN- what's up with the crowd over there?
TA- I dunno. There's paparazzi and screaming girls over there!
YN- Omg it's probably a celebrity! Let's go check it out!

We fast walked to the crowd and I tried to politely and gently push my way through the people.

YN- EXCUSE ME! PLEASE, I'M TRYING TO GET THROUGH! EXCUSE ME!!

Someone else pushed me which caused me to collide in with some girl.

Girl- excuse YOU!!

She pushed me to the ground...HARD. I hit the cold, hard co.concrete with a 'smack'. Everybody in the crowd went "Oooohhhh" and went silent. I felt pretty dizzy so it was hard to open my eyes.

??- Excuse me! Coming though! Move!

It sounded like a male voice coming to my rescue. He sounded a little familiar. He came to my side and lifted up my back a little and held me in his strong arms.

??- Are you alright?

I slowly opened my eyes to see the face of the boy...

End of the chapter.
Comment for more :)
Seeeee yaaaaa!

27 Nov 2012

Mornings with my love - part 2

Hello guys :)
Thank you for the comments and questions, you still have time to send questions in :)
You can ask ALL sorts of questions, don't be shy ;)
This is the last chapter of this story, then I have two one shots. After that I have this idea for a new story, it will include 1D. It might have like 10 chapters or something, what do you say about that? Let me know
Here you go

Part 2:
"We should make breakfast"
To emphases his word a loud rumble sounded from his stomach. Giggling I nodded approvingly
"Sounds good to me"
Hand in hand we went to the bedroom both dressing in some comfortable clothes. His arm locked around my waist when we went to the kitchen.
"Sit down honey, let me make it"
I didn't get to protest before he lifted me up setting me down on the kitchen counter. Watching I smiled when he pulled out eggs and bacon to make a delicious breakfast. Justin whistled to himself while he was cooking. I kept my eyes on him smiling at all his small habits; whistling when he cooked, scratching his forehead when he was confused, biting his lips when he was thinking, how his eyes crinkled when he smiled, how his nose pulled up when he smiled and all those small things you only see on the persons you love.
"Breakfast for my lady!"
He crooked me a smile and we both sat down at the table. The food was delicious and Justin kept cracking jokes making me almost choke from laughter.
"Aye don't die (YN)! I'm not done with you yet"
His eyes widened and the look on his face was priceless causing me to double over in laughter once again. When I finally pulled myself together we helped each other cleaning up the kitchen.
"Wanna watch a movie?"
Justin asked and I nodded. He grabbed my waist slinging me over his shoulder. I laughed kicking and punching his back.
"PUT ME DOWN JUSTIN"
"hmm no"
"JUSTIIIIIIN"
I whined moving around like crazy on the top of his shoulder. Justin chuckled starting his way to the living room. I tried to hold me giggles in while fighting to get down. We got to the living room.
"Set me down!"
"Say please Justin"
I could feel him chuckle beneath me when I huffed at his words.
"Come on darling.. say it"
"Please Justin"
Mumbling out the words I bit my lip not to laugh
"oh sorry love, I can't hear you. What did you say?"
"Please Justin the sweetest, hottest and most amazing boyfriend in the worlds will you put me down?"
"Alright, only because you're cute when you beg"
Finally he sat me on the ground. I crossed me arms eyeing him as mad as I could. He raised his brows reaching out for me. I didn't walk to him but I didn't fight against him either when he pulled me close. His warm chest made my knees go weak and I connected my arms around his waist. His own arms were draped around my shoulders.
"You're a very special girl (YN)"
I looked up to find his brown orbs already starring back at me. A blush crept over my face and I puckered out me lips. He kissed me laughing and pulled away telling me how adorable I was.
"Now let's watch that movie"
He said and I agreed plopping down on the couch. Choosing a random movie Justin hit play and went to sit beside me. Quickly he jumped on the couch pulling me in to his hard chest. I left a little kiss on his exposed neck before nuzzling myself closer to him. The film started and a nice silence filled the room. I had my ear pressed to Justin and couldn't concentrate on the film cause of his steady heartbeat next to my ear. After a while I started letting my fingers trail along the owl on his forearm. I didn't notice Justin turning his face down watching me carefully. When I looked up a happy and satisfied smile had spread across his face. I pulled my fingers away feeling yet another blush flutter my cheeks. Justin leaned down resting his soft plump lips on mine
"You're very beautiful"
He murmured against my lips before adding the pressure and a slopping kiss to them. I smiled when he puled away turning his face back to the movie flashing over the screen. I sighted happily leaning closer to him feeling his arms tighten around me. Looking at the screen I tried paying attention to the screen but my mind kept running away. I had never been this happy in my life. These mornings I got to spend with Justin just doing nothing but making each other happy, content and satisfied. I had told Justin I loved him, but never had I dared to tell how I was truly, madly and deeply in love with him. There's a huge different.
"Justin?"
"mmh"
he looked down at me his eyes flickering back to the movie.
"You know I love you right?"
I now had his full attention. He chuckled lightly a smile covering his face.
"I know (YN)"
"Justin.. did you also know that I'm IN love with you?"
A little smile tugged on my lips when a wider grin cracked his face. Biting his lip he leaned down pressing his lips forcefully to mine.
"I'm very much in love with you too my girl"
His lips send shivers and good vibes through my body. Without more words I cuddled closer to Justin feeling the love covering us both in silence. I loved these mornings with the love of my life..


THE END


So what do you think about my idea? and give me some questions :)

26 Nov 2012

Begin Again Ch 1

Heyy girl heyy! :)
Thanks for the comments, you're all so nice! And shoutout to the 'biggest fan' :)
I wrote this story for fun a couple of weeks ago. I plan to make my stories no more than 15-20 chapters.
One of my favorite songs from Red is 'Begin Again' so it's kinda based off that :)
Enjoy!

Begin Again

You're 18 and you just moved from your hometown. You look like you, etc. You and your best friend Taylor Anderson just moved to Los Angeles, CA to look at different colleges and to just take a trip. The house you live in was your uncle's old house. Plus, you're a big Believer, too!

Your POV-

??: Wake up, (YN)!! We're here!

I slowly opened my eyes with a big yawn. When I opened my eyes, I saw my best friend, Taylor Anderson, looking at me with an excited facial expression.

TA- Come on, we just landed! Let's gooooo!!
YN- *groans* 5 more minutes please?
TA- *whines* (YN)!!! We're the last ones on the plane and the flight attendant is really mad. The sooner we get off, the sooner we'll get to sightsee!

I turned my back toward her with a big sigh. It was a long flight and I really didn't want to move.

TA- ...the sooner you'll get to a comfy bed and sleep!

"Sleep"? I know that word! I jumped from my seat and grabbed our stuff from the overhead compartment.

YN- Let's go then!
TA- Yay, it worked!!
YN- Haha, oh wowww.

I playfully stook my tounge out at her. She grabbed her own suitcase and we walked out of the plane and into the airport. I forgot how big the LAX airport is! Taylor and I have only been to LA about 4 times but we never had a chance to sightsee due to the fact we had to get our stuff delivered to our 'New' house with the help of our parents.
I tried to keep my tired eyes open for any celebrities, but no luck. I'be never met any celebs before, but it'd be sooo cool!
We walked outside and called a taxi.

YN- Darn, I actually wanted to see some celebs in there!
TA- Don't stress! There's a whole city full of 'em and we're in it right now, baby!

We both laughed as we were putting our seatbelts on in the taxi.

The Driver (TD)- So, where to?
YN- (house address) please.
TD- Alrighty! So, have you two heard about the big pop star that's back in LA?
YN- Uhh, no. Who is it?
TD- Can't remember, but I do know they're BIG!
YN- Taylor Swift? Selena Gomez? JUSTIN BIEBER???!!!!

I screamed Justin's name so loud, it caused the two to flinch, haha.

TA- Chill, (YN)! It's just Justin Bieber!
YN- He's not JUST Justin Bieber! He's my number one idol! And he's sooo hot! How can you not know this already?

I pretended to be mad at her but it never works. We stared at each other in silence but we bursted out in laughter. The driver gave us a weird look in the re-view mirror but hey, it's a best friend thing!

TA- Yeah, I do agree with you. That'd be cool to meet him, though!
YN- Yeah...but I doubt it'll happen. This city is huge, so he could be anywhere..

We talked until we arrived at the house. We both payed the driver and got out our luggage. I quickly ran to the door and unlocked it.

YN- We're finally home!!!!

I yelled with relief and set my suitcases on the floor with a big yawn.

TA- Let's go sightsee now!
YN- Are you crazy? We just got here. Plus, it's midnight.
TA- *sighs* fiiinneee. I'll order some Chinese food for dinner.

I went upstairs to put my stuff in my room. Feeling exhausted, I layer on the bed. I felt my eyes getting droopy. Before I knew it, I fell asleep without changing into my pj's and eating dinner.

End of Ch 1. Soooo what'd ya think? I'm not the best writer in the world but please, comment if you would like more. It'll get interesting in the next chapter ;). Bye guys!

25 Nov 2012

About Me!

Hi :) my name's Marcy and I'm the new co-writer! I'm definitely going to post the first chapter of my story tomorrow so stay tuned. I'm not the best writer but I'm still trying to improve. I'm still learning how to work this from my phone so bear with me, haha. I'll tell you some facts about myself :)

-As you probably read from my bio, I'm obsessed with Justin Bieber (obviously) and Taylor Swift.
-I'm 15 and in high school
-I live in California
-I'm Taylor Swift's height :)
-I've only been to one concert in my life so far and it was a Taylor one from last year..still waiting to go to a Justin concert!
-The only youtubers I watch are Kingsley and Shane Dawson :p
-I don't like 90% of the people at my school because they're all annoyong...the other 10% are my friends that I like :p
-I dunno what else to put on here..
-I don't know any languages.
-oh, and I won't be able to let my licence and drive until I'm 18. It sucks (._. )
-and last but not least, my favorite shows are the old ones like Lizzie McGuire, That's So Raven, Ned's Declassified, etc. 90's kids had the best shows ;)

Well, that's about it! I couldn't think of anything else as of right now. I have a Twitter where I tweet mostly about Taylor and I rant on there, mostly for private use but I don't have one specifically for Justin (I need to make one!)
Actually, I might post one chapter today..I'm not busy at all. So I'll post in a couple of hours :) hope this didn't bore you lol. Bye!

Mornings with my love - part 1

Hello guys :)
I've had a really rough weekend with a lot of drama but your comments always bring a smile to my face, I appreciate your support.
I have chosen a new writer, she should be able to post very soon. I just want to thank you all for applying  it's been a pleasure to read.
I think doing a 'ask me' video when we reached 300000 views are a great idea, so start sending in your questions! I'll answer anything. It can be about the blog, about Justin, about me and advises and such, ask about EVERYTHING!
Today I'm down with a fever but I had to give you this new story, I really like how it turned out! Give me feedback and come with any ideas you might have.
Have a great weekend, I love you all.


Part 1:
A warm finger slid down along my spine. Opening my eyes slowly I turned my face. Right in front of me laid a pair of warm fuzzy brown eyes. Smiling shyly when I noticed my state he grinned widely. I was laying on my stomach, the covers only covering from my bum and down. My upper body was exposed and naked from the night before.
"Goodmorning beautiful"
My boyfriend leaned in leaving a light yet soft kiss that lingered on my lips promising me a good day.
"Goodmorning Justin"
Our voices were barely whispers still raspy from our long sleep. The pad of his fingers kept running up and down my spine making me get all sleepy again.
"Don't go back to sleep honey"
Justin's whining made me open my eyes. Without warning he pulled me in to his body. Naked and exposed we hugged each other tight. His heart beat raced and I nuzzled my face in to his neck.
"Have I told you how much I love you (YN)?"
He spoke softly down my hair leaving a little kiss upon it. I smiled in to his neck leaving a small peck
"I love you too Justin"
Pulling away he smiled down at me. Again I blushed under his brown eyes feeling completely insecure about my body and features.
"Why are you blushing baby?"
Laughter had sneaked in to his husky voice. The words made me blush harder and I grabbed the cover pulling it over my body. Snuggling closer to Justin I answered his question.
"I feel naked"
A deep chuckle from the back of his throat filled the room
"You are naked"
Putting a bit of space between us he looked down at me. I was still in his arms and he let his hands move up under the covers caressing my lower back softly.
"Not like that"
I answered back closing my eyes and relaxing by the soothing from Justin's touch.
"You're very beautiful my love"
His lips pressed kindly to my forehead and melting me into his touch. I smiled still with my eyes closed feeling Justin's presence coming closer. Warm lips pressed to mine and my hands slid over his tones bare chest. I locked my arms around his chest pulling him closer to my body. Legs tangled together and a the kiss deepened. Passionate and yet so sweet was it and it made my whole body spin with desire and lust for this boy in front of me. His hands rubbed my back gently. Slowly we broke apart my teeth pulling his bottom lip. Eyes locked and his gaze were deep and lustful.
"What do you say about a reacting of last night?"
He didn't even let me speak before his lips were back on mine kissing me forcefully. I let in feelings his hands run over the curve of my butt. Slipping my tongue in to Justin's mouth the covers glided off us. Our heated bodies entwined and Justin turned us over. On top me his kisses traveled down my neck and chest. Aching my back of his tongue teasingly touched my vagina lips.
"mmh"
Moaning out softly his tongue slipped in between my lips running over my clitoris. Rolling my hips his tongue kept teasing me and making me wet and ready for his hard erection. Grabbing his face in my hands I pulled his lips to my own REAL lips. Moving with each other our lips separated letting the heated make out session. Justin's hands roamed my body and I let my own touch every part of his muscular body. Our kiss broke and he looked deep in my eyes.
"Keep looking at me baby"
He was out of breath. With a nod from me his long shaft entered me leaving me in a lot of pleasure and a lot moan. Justin's eyes kept locked with mine as he slowly thrusted in.
"Keep looking at me.. I want to see how I make you feel"
His voice was so deep and husky from the pleasure we were sharing. Pace was slow and every thrust pushed me closer to the edge. Bucking my hips up I moaned out loudly making Justin grunt. Our sweaty bodies moved together and our gazes didn't leave each other for a second. Justin brushed a strand of hair away from my eyes and pecked my lips. Setting all in and making us both cum when he fastened and thrusted deep. My walls closed around him letting us both to our climax. Releasing in to me I cummed along with him. He pulled out laying down beside me. His warm lips pressed to my forehead cradling me in to his strong arms.
"I love you honey"
"I love you too Justin"
I left one kiss on his neck closing my eyes once again. Drifting off to sleep I listened to Justin's sweet voice humming a gentle melody.

When I opened my eyes again the spot next to me was empty. Rolling over I looked at the watch, it was almost noon. I stretched and got out of the bed. Completely naked I tip toed over the cold wood floor to the bathroom. I could hear the water running along with Justin's beautiful singing voice. Opening the door I walked in towards the shower.
"Can I join?"
By my question Justin's singing stopped. His face popped out from the curtain a smile playing over his lips.
"Come in babe. I'll wash your hair"
A warm feeling of happiness crept over my skin as I stepped in to him. My back was pressed to his chest so both of us could be under the warm stream of water. Justin's hands ran carefully down my shoulders massaging my neck and arms. Melting in to his touch I closed my eyes feeling all giddy and happy. Slender fingers massaged my scalp. He grabbed  the bottle of shampoo starting to rub it into my hair. I smiled contently when the feeling of his hands running through my hair continued for a while.
"It should be all clean now."
I turned around in his arms reaching up to thank him with a little peck to his lips. He smiled down at me before turning off the water. Both stepping out he handed me a big soft towel to dry my self in.
"You know what we should do now?"
Justin asked being all ecstatic. I shook my head in response....




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23 Nov 2012

Jason McCann story part 2

Hello beautiful girls (and guys, but honestly I don't think there's any boys on here..)
The last part of the story only got 3 comments!? Like come on you can do better than that!
About the 300000 views, what do you mean with the video? Like a video of me? or a video where you're apart too?:) Tell me!
I'm going to go through the applications to be a co-writer this weekend, so the new writer will be informed soon! I'll write to everyone who have applied, also the ones who didn't get picked. :)
Now this is the Jason McCann story, it's really bad.. sorry! I promise the next story will be better :)
Have a great weekend and please comment :)
Love <3


Part 2:
After he had finished cleaning up my face his eyes searched over my body. I felt uncomfortable under his gaze and shifted nervously. His fingers pressed to my hip bones and I whimpered feeling pain shoot through my hurt body. His fingers grabbed the edge of my shirt and was about to pull it up. Without thinking I slapped his hands away.
"I am just going to see if you're okay"
He looked in to my eyes but they were so dark i couldn't code any emotions.
"I'm okay"
My voice was raspy from all the crying and screaming the night before
"Just let me go"
I tried to sit up but my whole body complained and I fell back in the ragged pillows.
"One, you're not okay. Two, you're not going anywhere"
With that he got up from the couch. He went to the bathroom. I lifted up my shirt to find big brushes over my hips and a deep cut over my stomach. Blood had dried in to my skin around the deep gash. I grabbed the still wet cloth he had left beside me. It was covered in my own blood but still I wiped over the cut. I squinted my eyes together in pain as I kept trying to get the blood away from my body. Looking down at it the blood was gone and it was only the burning red cut left. The bruises hurt when I slipped my finger over them. Hearing his footsteps coming back I quickly pulled my shirt down. He pulled a chair over and sat down in front of me. Handing me a glass of water I grabbed it happily. Before now I hadn't felt how thirsty I was but now when the water slid down my throat I sighted in happiness. Not a word was exchanged between the boy and I. His eyes were following my moves closely making sure that I drank all of the water.
"Why did you bring me here?"
Handing the glass back to him I finally managed to ask the question that had been nagging me
"I can't tell you"
Once again I noticed how melodic and sweet his voice actually was. I looked in to his eyes feeling a burning sensation explode in my stomach. Maybe he was a bad guy, but bad guys are always the hottest ones. Suddenly I felt my eyelids get heavy. A smirk played over the boy's lips
"Go to sleep, I promise no more bad will be done to you"
My head was too heavy to even nod so I just closed my eyes. Why was I suddenly so tired? had there been anything in the water? Of course the water.....

"What are you talking about Jason? We need her for the experiment."
"But she's so innocent. It was completely random it was her, we can't hurt her"
"Oh come on! Do you like her or something? She's our hostage! We kidnapped her to sacrifice her for the experiment and get the President to pay us, not to fall in love you stupid boy"
Two voices were discussing angrily in hissed voices. Fluttering my eyes open i saw that it was now dark outside. I must have slept all day. One of the voices, the one that said they couldn't hurt me, belonged to the beautiful brown haired boy. The other was probably the other man who had been a part of kidnapping me. I kept my body still and listened closely to the further conversation.
"I know.. i know. It just doesn't feel right anymore!"
The boy spoke with a deep sight. He wanted to safe me from getting sacrificed. A float of butterflies sprung in my belly, I knew there was something good about him.
"Jason you can't back out now! It's too late for crying out loud! I've already called the others, they'll be here in 2 hours. Now you go and get her ready and when I come back here in two hours we do as we've planned. Got it?"
No more words were spoken but I guess Jason, the hot bad boy, had nodded his head or something because not far later the man left the cottage. When the door closed I sat up. Looking over the back of the couch I saw Jason sitting on a chair. His face was hit in his hands making his soft brown hair falling down over his eyes.
"Jason?"
At the sound of my voice he looked up. Huge bags were under his eyes making him look completely exhausted.
"You don't want to hurt me?"
He didn't even answer me, he just raised from his seat and walked over to the couch. I slowly sat up and he got down beside me. Reaching out for my hand he stroke a thumb over the back of my hand.
"What's your name darling?"
"I'm (YN)"
"Listen (YN), I'm a bad guy. You have no idea how much damaged I have caused over the last years. My name is Jason McCann and I'm well involved in a lot of criminality. My co-workers are all adults but I've had a rough childhood and got out working as a criminal in a young age. Honestly I've never thought about living a normal life until today. When you were asleep I cleaned all your cuts and wrapped you in band aids. Every time I touched you I felt a spark like never before and then you smiled in your sleep.. and.. well.. I know we don't know each other at all but I know that I want to get to know you and I know that there's something between us that you can't deny. I don't know how right now but I know I want to save you from is coming if we don't get away. All I'm asking for is that you'll please trust me and get away from here with me?"
His brown eyes were so sincere. Getting closer and closer to me my breath hitched in my throat. His looks were so perfect and I had a feeling deep inside that he was a good idea. Leaning in I laid a little soft kiss on his lips.
"This is dangerous but I'm in"
A smile broke his face after hearing my words and he leaned in closing our lips together. It was like magic appearing around us making me forget about the hard thing we were getting in to
"Let's go then"
Pulling me up Jason carried me out to a trunk where we got in. Starting the car we were about to get away form all the damage and fear and get to know our soul-mate.


THE END





This is shit so I'm just ending it like that.. sorry not sorry :P

21 Nov 2012

Jason McCann Story part 1

Hello looooooooooooooooooovers :D
So great to have 8 comments this time!
Thank you guys for defending me but really it's alright. I asked you to give me your opinion and the first anon did.. one thing I'd just like to say; if you say you don't like please tell me why so I can practice. If you just say you don't like it I can't do anything about it, I need a reason!
I like to write stories where a song appears 'cause it helps me with inspiration :)
It's the last chance to apply as co-writer, got a few applications but I'm always open for more!
We're really close to 300000 page views, what shall I do when we hit it?
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This is a Jason McCann story and honestly it's not that good so I only wrote 2 chapters, hope you don't mind :)


Part 1:
It was a quiet night. The wind was briefing softly through the falling leaves on the streets. Street lamps were the only lights in the dark. Some might find a dark quiet night scarring, I found it reliving and peaceful. A couple of car lights turned around the corner and my eyes crinkled at the strong light. It was a van and it was driving right towards me. I didn't think much of it, what would they want with me? A lonely girl walking on the streets. Oh I was wrong, boy I was wrong. The van slowed down in front of me and stopped a couple of meters ahead of me. As I walked past it the door sprung open and a mascaraed man jumped out. Before I knew it his arms locked around my body. I screamed at the surprise and sudden fear rushing through my now very tensed body. Trying to wrestle me loose the man lost his grab for a second. I yanked my elbow back hitting him straight in the guts. He crumbled together in pain making me run for my life. Without looking back i ran for my life, why did I choose such an empty street to walk on? Adrenaline was punching through my veins. I heard footsteps getting closer behind me. Looking over my shoulder I saw a younger boy running after me. His hair was hid behind a dark beanie. That was the only thing I saw before I turned my attention back forward. Out of breath I turned down a small alley. I stopped dead in my tracks, it was a dead end, how could it be a dead end? I backed up to the wall pressing my back to it. The boy stood at the opening of the alley.
"Don't hurt me"
I whispered hiding my face in my hands. His presence was coming closer. Step by step he got closer to me being completely silent.
"I have done nothing. Don't hurt me please"
Pleading I looked up at the boy. He was standing right in front of me with his brown eyes burning in to my soul. Reaching out for me I pressed myself closer to the wall
"I won't hurt you, just come with me. You won't be hurt"
Shaking my head I felt tears rim my eyes. The fear was shivering my body making my mind spin with 'this is my last minute' thoughts. His hand laid on my shoulder and I winced in fear.
"Come on Jason! You need to hurry!"
A yell made the boy turn his attention away for a second and I saw my possibility to run. Turning my shoulder I got out of his grab and my legs set off. But the boy was faster. His leg jumped out making me trip over it. I landed right on the asphalt with my stomach punching all the air out of my lungs. The pain wrecked my body and I saw red spots before my eyes.
"Don't even try"
It was like an animal's grown coming deep from his throat. I must have heard my neck when I well cause when he grabbed my shoulders to pull me up a sharp pain got me to collapse back down on the ground. A hard kick was planted in to my guts and crumbling my stomach together I cried out in pain.
"Just be still!"
Gritted teeth made his word come out harsh. I didn't even wince when his arms picked me up. I was going out and in of consciousness while he carried me to the van. I was thrown in to the back of the car feeling my whole body go numb from all the pain. As the car set off I felt like my body was left without a mind. The only thing I felt was warm blood running down over my face.

A thumb in the road made my body jump and woke me up from my numb state. Agony shot through my body and I sat up.. Rubbing my forehead flashing images from the past came rushing to my mind. After a bit of thinking all the night's actions came to my mind. My whole body was aching when I tried to look at my surroundings. I was still in the back of the van and we still driving. My guess would be we were driving down a small path, judging by all the bumps on the road. Finally we came to a stop. It took some time before the back doors were opened. A big shadow was towering over the entrance. It was dark behind him and I couldn't see a thing outside. Without any words he reached out from me. I whimpered when he pulled my hurt body up from the ground. He didn't even shake all though he carried my dead weigh. I closed my eyes not even wanting to do anything about what was happening. I knew that if I tried anything I would only cause more damage to my body and that was probably a bad idea. It turned out we were at the end of a path where a small house was located. The other man held the door open as the younger guy carried me in. He laid me down on a ragged couch. His brown eyes pierced in to mine.
"Don't try to move okay? We'll be back soon"
With those words they both turned around and left me alone in the small house. I didn't even bother to move, plus it was way too painful. The blood on my face had dried in but still everything was in pain. I closed my eyes trying to hold in my tears. How did this happen? I was kidnapped and I had no idea what to do about it.

When I woke up again a slight light was coming in from a dirty window on the back wall. I must have fallen asleep after they left me. I tried sitting up but fell back in pain.
"Don't move. It'll hurt too much, I'll just find something to clean your cuts"
The voice was sweet and deep. I looked over to see the boy watching me from a chair, he was the one who had been speaking. I nodded and he got up to find something. The room was so small and it only had two doors. One leading outside and one I guess was leading to a bathroom. I let my eyes follow the boy's rummaging through the cottage. After a bit of moving around he came back. Gesturing for me to move a bit I did. He sat down on the edge of the bed.
"Now this will hurt a bit but try to keep still ok?"
Again I nodded. His warm body was so close to mine I could feel it radiate. He leaned closer with a little wet cloth in his hand. Wiping the blood under my nose I winced.
"Shh please remain calm sweetheart.. it only takes a second"
His touch was very gentle as he wiped the blood from my face. How could he be so careful when he had been the one causing all this damage?





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19 Nov 2012

State of Grace - story

Hey guys :)
A bit of different info here so please take your time and read my rambling!
I am still open for a new co-writer. I've got only 1 application so if you're interested or know someone who is PLEASE write me on astrid.jungberg@gmail.com :)
I set my iphone on shuffle and this song came up, so I'll write the story from that: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EBwpMelH6Gg
Also I am right now working on a Jason McCann story after that was requested. Afterwards I'll write a story where (YN) and Justin are already together, that was also requested. It is great when you guys give me ideas, I do all this for you :)
I'd liek to ask you to comment! It's really great for me to hear what you think about my work so please leave both good and bad feedback in the comments :)
Last I'm in contact with a few of you guys, readers, and it makes me really sad that some of you get bullied. I can't do anything about it but I am ALWAYS willing to listen and talk about it. Remember that i'm your friend and you can talk to me about anything; love, life, friends, family and so on. Message me on twitter(TrueKennySwag, mail me(astrid.jungberg@gmail.com), and you can even get my skype if it's really needed, ok?
Hold your head high girls, so you're crowns won't fall off!
Now here's the story, Hope you like it <3


State of Grace

I'm walking fast through the traffic lights
Busy streets and busy lives
And all we know is touch and go
We are alone with our changing minds
We fall in love till it hurts or bleeds, or fades in time

Ditched, left and alone I walked through the busy streets. Where was I heading? I didn't even know. And did I care? not at all! The feeling of betray still made my heart shatter to pieces. He left me all alone by the train station waiting in forever. Around me people were buzzing. Friday night was the best night. People were happy and free, ready to celebrate the gift of the life that's given us. Me? not so much. A sight escaped my dry lips and my mind changed. No one was here for me when I needed them. After getting stocked up I called my friends, but did they have time for their girlfriend? not at all. Sudden anger rushed through my empty mind. Nothing and no one was with me when I needed it the most. All I had was myself and my changing mind. I thought I was in love, he made me feel love. But I guess love fades. The time made him stop loving me, but if he stopped, did he even start? Maybe, maybe not. Now all I had left was the hurt and damage upon my bleeding heart.


And I never saw you coming
And I’ll never be the same

The flashlight changed from green to red and I stopped. Feeling the emptiness take over for the anger in my brain I looked up. On the other side of the street another lonely shadow was standing in the middle of the busy life. It was a mankind for sure, probably a young guy compared to his style. A weird feeling ran through my body, I wanted to talk to the guy. He woke up a feeling of curiosity in the body of mine that had been dead for the last hours. Forcing my focus back from the mind-rush I met the brown eyes of the boy in front of me.  The light turned to green but I had stopped dead in my tracks mesmerized by the beautiful of the boy.
His cheekbones were marked and let his brown eyes get their rights. The jawline was sculptured by Goddess  Plump lips were tugged up in a small smile and I knew he had done something to me I had never experienced before, he had made me speechless. Green light turned back to red and I had not moved from my spot. The boy, on the other hand, had walked to my side of the street. Right in front of me he was standing. Without a word his thumb reached out and stroke the tears from my wet cheeks.
"Don't cry."
Huskily he spoke breaking me from my trance.
"Hi"
Weakly I whispered out making eye contact with him once again. Little did I know something had already changed in me.
"Why are you crying?"
The truth was I didn't even remember anymore. All heartache and damaged has rushed away from my heart leaving me to get to know this boy. When I didn't respond he held out his hand. Without a second of hesitation I grabbed his bigger hand in mine.
"Follow me sweetheart."
And that's what i did


You come around and the armor falls
Pierce the room like a cannon ball
Now all we know, is don’t let go
We are alone just you and me
Up in your room and our slates are clean
Just twin fire signs, four blue eyes

Arriving at the boys' place a word hadn't been spoken between us. We entered his living-room and he made me sit down on the couch. Wrapping me up in a blanket my armor started to fall and words left my mouth. Everything about my break up, my not supporting friends and family strolled out. And what did he do? He listened. Carefully he had sat down in front of me. His eyes stroke over my features as he listened to my words piecing like canon balls through the room. It was just him and I, alone in the room, the only sound from my mouth. Talking and talking I let it all come out. And he just listened. Adding up once or twice with a little nod I felt he cared about my words. When I finally closed my mouth he cradled me in to his arms. Holding me close to his warm chest we rocked back and forth. I closed my eyes and soaked in the sweet scent from his cologne. He calmed me down with mumbling sweet nothings down in my air. Picking me up he carried me to his room. An old poster of Bart Simpson covered one of the walls. Laying down in his bed we cuddled up close. It was like starting all over again. All slates were clean. We were strangers finding the strength in each other. Like twin fire signs we matched each other. Our bodies tangled up together like they were made for each other. Looking at each other I finally spoke him my name. He kissed my nose with  a little smile and closed his brown eyes. As his eyes were closed I remembered the last time I was this close with another human. Him. His blue eyes had pierced in to my soul wanting to take everything from me. He had harassed me and I felt like the only thing that could help me was the brown eyed boy in front of me.


So you were never a saint.
And I love that the shades are wrong
We learn to live with the pain.
Mostly our broken hearts
But this love is brave and wild.

My now ex boyfriend had never been a saint. He had been cruel and mean, the complete opposite of my new found saver. Would I ever go home and sleep in s a stranger's arms? no! Did I do it? Yes. Every shade of this was so wrong, but why did it still feel so right to be in this boy's arms? The pain in my heart had released since the second I saw him. In front of me his eyelids stirred. Opening them to look at me a little smile curled his lips.
"Why aren't you sleeping? Sleep is the only cure for heartbreak"
His words were so soft and soothing. Cuddling closer to him I felt the love breaking my ice cold heart. This experience was crazy and wild like nothing else. He could have done anything to me in my fragile state, but he didn't. He brought me home, warmed my stone heart up and cared. Cared about the words and my story.  I felt brave for trusting him to cure my broke heart. That was was he was. He was my cure for every bad love in the world. Like a band aid on the wound.

And I never saw you coming
And I’ll never be the same

Never did I think this would happen. First a heart break and then this.. This.. It wasn't easy to explain how it was between me and him. This brown haired beautiful boy had walked in to my life and he had changed me. He had shown, in one night, what nobody had showed me my whole life.. love

This is a state of grace
This is the worth while fight
Love is a ruthless game
Unless you play it good and right
These are the hands of fate
You’re my Achilles heel
This is the golden age of something good
And right and real

Letting myself relax in to his body my eyes dropped close. This was a state of Grace. God had made me suffer and now he mad me smile again. That's what I did. Smile. A sweet voice, his, sung me to sleep making me happy for how I fought today and all the other days. Love is a big game but he made me believe that true love still existed, you just have to fight. Love could be cruel but right now it felt good. It didn't feel like a stupid game it felt right. His hands caressed my back and helped his voice lull me to sleep. It was faith. Faith that I met him this very day and that we fitted like two puzzle pieces. Without knowing he had saved me from poor self break down. He had started a golden age for me. An age that was right, real and filled with love

And I never saw you coming
And I’ll never be the same

And I never saw you coming
And I’ll never be the same

Feeling the last consciousnesses leave me I smiled once again. Happy for how he had changed my life completely in one night. Love is hard to find but when you find it you know it's right. I felt his chest under my cheek slowly moving along with his breath. His voice was melodic and his hair was tickling my forehead. The last two words I heard was a simple. But it was a name that had changed my life. It was the name of love.
"I'm Justin"

This is a state of grace
This is a worth while fight
Love is a ruthless game
Unless you play it good and right


THE END

17 Nov 2012

Smile-story part 3

Hello hello :)
How you all doing? I'm feeling crappy tonight since my friends are all douches! Don't even get me started on this one.. let's just say i hate people who can't keep promises!!!
Thank you for calling me beautiful, but I'm really not! You guys are :) I love you all so much!
I'm still looking for writers, so send me a mail at astrid.jungberg@gmail.com with some of your work and you'll be considered as a possible writer on here :)
Enjoy this last part of this story:


Part 3:
I laughed. I laughed so loud that I almost choked myself. Justin's face, and the waiter's, turned from pure horror in to confused and insecure small smiles. They probably thought I was going to freak, but I couldn't contain the laughter from bobbling over. Honestly it wasn't funny at all, but the thought of me with a white shirt covered in meat and tomato sauce just caused me to laugh, don't judge me! - i'm carefree...
"Don't worry about it"
Finally containing my laughter I spoke to the waiter. He still looked like he was frighten out of his mind.
"I am really really sorry miss. Can I do anything to you? You'll get the dinner for free of course. Your shirt is ruined. I'm so so so sorry!"
The guy kept rambling. Reaching out I laid a calming shoulder on his shoulder. Forcing him to meet my eyes I spoke softly but controlling so he would get the point.
"It does not matter, okay? My shirt wasn't anything special, I'll just wash it. You don't have to pay our dinner, everyone makes mistakes. The only thing I would like is a new plate with food"
Relieved the waiter nodded eagerly.
"Of course miss. I'll clean this up and bring you some new food"
Smiling I nodded approvingly letting him go to find something to clean with.
"Wow you took the nicely"
Turning to Justin he still looked surprised but also really.. proud? or happy?
"Well it's nothing to worry about really. I just feel bad for him, he seemed to feel like he made a fool out of himself. I'm the fool looking like a splashed tomato"
Shrugging I giggled lightly making Justin laugh along.
"First of all I think that's a great way to handle it and second of all tomato really seem to be your vegetable"
Winking he shot the stupid comment out making us both laugh all over again. The waiter returned shortly after cleaning up the mess. He promised to be right back with a new plate of food. My shirt had started to cling at my skin. I pulled it a bit out making a little grossed face.
"You can borrow my shirt if you like? I have a tee underneath"
Looking at Justin he smiled sweetly.
"Honestly that'd be nice"
"Hold on a second"
Raising from his seat he cringed out of his shirt. Handing it to me I got up. Excusing my self to the bathroom I quickly walked away. At the bathroom I wriggled out of the dirty shirt and took Justin's on. It went almost down to my knees. I buttoned it up and looked at myself in the mirror. Removing a bit of sauce from my neck I grinned. The outfit looked weird, but the scent from his shirt was so overwhelming, I felt like keeping it forever. Folding my own shirt together I went back to our table.
"What do you think?"
Making an awkward model pose I asked Justin. He laughed out his answer
"You look tiny but very adorable"
Giggling I sat down where both our meals were now waiting. We both started eating while talking further and getting to know even more about each other. After we both had finished the waiter came over.
"Once again I'm sorry for spilling. To make it up to you the restaurant would like to give you both a free dessert, would you like that?"
"What do you say (YN)?"
Justin asked making me understand it was all my choice if I wanted to continue the evening a bit more. I had absolutely no intention in ending this night so I replied happily
"It's too much but it'd be nice"
Nodding in response the waiter collected our plates and went off. Outside it was dark by now.
"The time has really passed fast"
Looking out of the window the words made their way out from my mouth. Justin nodded agreeing
"Yeah. Time flies when you spend it with the right people"
I turned my attention back towards Justin locking my gaze with his. Deep brown oceans soaked me in making me get lost in the moment until the waiter interrupted.
"Here's your dessert, hope you like it"

Almost drooling I thanked him before he went away
"Oh Gosh this loos amazing"
Squealing with excitement Justin eyes me weirdly.
"What? I have an obsession with desserts"
Smiling at my statement he watched as I took a spoonful feeling the sweet chocolate melt over my tongue
"You know I've never met a girl like you Smiley. You're so carefree and open, it's absolutely joy to be with you"
Flushing a deep shade of pink I avoid Justin's eyes when I replied
"Well I'm really comfortable around people I like I guess"
Now looking at him I saw a wide grin spread across his face. The grin stayed on his face when he started eating his dessert. Talking about music we both continued eating our amazing dessert. When we both had finished Justin called the waiter over and all though I protested loudly he insisted to pay. Finally I gave in letting him pay for our dinner.
"Thank you Justin"
Feeling his arm wrap around my waist we walked out form the restaurant. Getting in to the car I felt the cold creep over my skin
"Aren't you cold in just a t-shirt?"
I asked Justin when he got in the driver's seat. He shook it head
"Not really actually"
We drove off talking more. It was truly incredible how well we got along. Arriving at my house he once again told me to stay in my seat. While he jogged around the car a smile arrived at my face at the thought of the amazing time we had had tonight. Opening the door for me he took my hand. A rush sucked in my stomach making me shiver with delight. He held my hand tight with no words as we walked to the door. Standing outside I let go of his hand.
"I'll just get something else on so you can get your shirt."
With the words I turned to unlock my door but a soft hand landed on my shoulder. I turned around and Justin was standing only inches from me. As he spoke I felt his breath tickle over my skin.
"Wouldn't you keeping it make it a good reason for us to meet up again?"
Blushing I nodded my head.
"Good. I've had a great time"
"Me too"
I answered looking down at my feet with a deep red covering my cheeks.
"(YN)?"
Looked up I was met with Justin's lips on mine. It took me a second to register his soft move on my lips before I kissed back with all my passion for him. Breaking apart we were both grinning from ear to ear.
"I'll call you Smiley"
And with that he left me standing at my porch not turning around until he got to his car. He waved once I held my hand up to return the gesture. Smiling as he drove off I locked myself in. The smile wouldn't leave my face all night. Justin was the most amazing guy and he sure turned me in to a smiley. I couldn't wait to hang out with him again...



THE END



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15 Nov 2012

Smile-story part 2

Hi guys :)
You left me 5 comments, we all know you can do better than that!
I'm so glad to hear you like the outfits. The clothes/sets is like what I would love to wear but are way too insecure to actually do :P It's completely my style, so I'm glad to get feedback :)
Also I love how you missed my rambling :D hahaha I love rambling I just had a thought you found it annoying ;)
I've talked with Neringa(the other writer) and she's not coming back on here.. So I need a new co-writer. The last time a few applied but they weren't 'professional' enough...
I'm really in need of one more to write so I won't be under such pressure. If you're interested please consider if you actually WANT to! You need to be able to update the blog prett often, not each time but more than once a week. You need to be able to write imagines that are readable. So if you're want to become a writer on here send me a mail with name, age, country, why you want to be a writer on here and something you have written(imagine wide). Send the mail to astrid.jungberg@gmail.com :) looking forward to hear from you
Now here's part 2


Part 2:
"Good to see you Justin"
Pulling away I smiled at his shining eyes. He held out his arm and I held it while walking down my porch after locking the door behind. We got to his car and he held open the door like a true gentleman. I got in my seat and watched his smooth moving as walked around the car. When he got in he started the engine and we drove off to an unknown destination. The conversation between us were just getting to know each other.
"I realized that I only know your name, tell me something about yourself?"
Justin looked at me from the corner of his eyes. I thought for a second about some clever things to say
"Well my name is (YN) and I'm 20 years old. I go to university. Uhmm I live by myself, I have had a roommate but she moved out to move in with her boyfriend. I like music and reading. I have a brother and yeah.. I don't know"
Shrugging I looked at Justin. He nodded.
"Then tell me about yourself Justin"
He bit his lip thinking about how to start.
"Well my full name is Justin Drew Bieber. I'm (the years he is when you're 20) years old. I'm from Canada where my dad still lives. My mom lives in LA. They're divorced. My dad has with his new wife gotten me two younger siblings, Jazmyn and Jaxon. I work as a singer and I also play some different instruments. I have apartments different places but most of the time I stay at hotels and suck since I travel a lot"
I started at Justin in utter shock, why hadn't I recognized him as Justin Bieber? He used to be my biggest idol when I was younger. I had been a die hard Belieber but as I had grown up he had traveled to the back of my mind.
"You're alright?"
We were holding at red and Justin was giving me a worried look. I shook my head in disbelief connecting our eyes
"I can't believe I didn't see it was you. I used to have my whole life dedicated to you. You know introducing myself as the future Mrs Bieber and naming the kids we would have together"
The stop turned green and Justin laughed out loud as he started up the car again. I blushed hard when I realized that I had just told him how obsessed I was.
"But I'm not like that anymore of course"
Stuttering I turned to look at Justin. He showed me a quick glance before tuning his eyes back to the road. Smiling widely he replied cheekily
"I think it's cute that you were obsessed with me"
Turning a deeper shade of pink we both laughed a bit at my old weirdness
"What made you go away from your Belieber period?"
Justin was curious.
"I guess I just grew up. When you get older there come more important stuff in your life than superstars"
Winking at his smiling face he chuckled.
"I see"
He answered back. The car pulled in to a parking lot. Justin parked the car and told me to wait for second. I waited only to see him get out and jog to my side of the car. Gentle he opened the door and helped me out
"Thank you"
He towered over me with a wide smile. Laying an arm across my shoulder we walked up to the fancy looking restaurant. We got in and a waiter approached us.
"Hello and welcome to Brisney's(RANDOM thing I made up), have you made a reservation?"
The waiter kindly asked with a polite smile spread over his lips.
"A reservation for Bieber"
"Oh yeah welcome, let me show you to your seats"
He led us along through the not too crowded place. We got to a nice looking table at the wall. Justin pulled out a chair and gestured for me to sit down. I thanked him and he sat down opposite me.
"I'll be right back with the menus"
The waiter told us before leaving us behind.
"This is very nice Justin. Thank you for taking me"
"Of course smiley. I just caught your smile on the street and knew I had to get yo know you"
I laughed at him calling me smiley and Justin quickly got the thing and laughed along. Shortly after the waiter returned with our menus. We talked casually about the options before calling the waiter over to order. After he left we both leaned a bit over the table and in union we rested our heads in our hands.
"Haven't you been on a break lately or something? You haven't been so much in the media"
Sincere I asked Justin.
"Well yeah I have. After my last album and tour I just felt like I needed a break. I've been on the spot since I was 15, I had to take some time off. It's been like 9 months now. in the beginning it was hard since the papz still followed me everywhere. But after a couple if moths I think they got the idea that I was just doing nothing and trying to relax. So they left me alone and the last months I have just gotten to lean back and enjoy the life I haven't had in so many years."
The look on Justin's face wasn't hard to understand, he had really loved to finally have some time off
"That's so great to hear Justin. You really deserved the break for sure"
Smiling back at me he spoke further
"True. I'm slowly starting to get bored so I think I'll start go to the studio and write some stuff. You know just getting to work slowly again. I have nothing to worry about, i have enough money to live for the rest of my life"
We both laughed a bit at his slight remark.
"Do you write?"
In the light Justin's eyes twinkled and a light flutter shook my body
"Not really. I've tried writing a bit but nothing serious"
I answered back thinking about why he would ask me such things
"Oh.. I just thought that since you're into music you might be able to write with me. It could fun"
He smiled hopefully keeping his gaze with mine. It felt like he looked directly in to me
"It could be fun. I'm not good, but we could try it"
"I'd love that"
He shot back with a grin on his face. We talked a bit more before our meals arrived. I had ordered a spaghetti bologna and the waiter leaned over to place it down. Unfortunately it was a bit slippery and he spilled it all over my white shirt. Justin's expression was shocked and the waiter stammered out apologizes  But the best think was Justin's amused expression when he saw me reaction....



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13 Nov 2012

Smile-story part 1

Hello guys :)
Here's first chapter of a new story, tell me what you think and if you would like more :)

Your outfit in part 1:
Smile

Part 1:
The bag was heavy over my shoulder as I strolled down the street. Everywhere people were rushing around towards their jobs. My own pace was straight ahead to the university. That's right, I'm a university student, heavy stuff huh? Walking past an elder couple I smiled at them and got a happy grin from both in return. That's the best thing I know, smiling at strangers and getting a smile return, then you know you are doing something right. Again I smiled at a stranger walking past and a smile was giving in return from the busy looking business man. The air was chilly here in the fall and I zipped my jacket close. Looking up again I saw I was about to pass another stranger. It was a guy, slightly taller than me all though i was in heels. His eyes were covered in sun glasses. Not that the sun was shining so much here in November but I guess that was his own choice. A beanie was tugged down over his head only letting a few strands of brown hair hanging down over his forehead. We reached each other and I sent him a smile that made his own plump lips tug up in a smile. Happily I walked past him with a spinning feeling in my stomach. His smile was extremely attractive. In a daze I kept up my walk until someone pulled my arm. I stopped dead in my tracks and turned around to see the good looking lad out of breath in front of me.
"Excuse me Miss"
His voice was husky and very melodic almost like he was singing. I tilted my head with a little smile
"Yes?"
Sweetly I waited for him to explain why he had run back to me.
"Sorry I'm stopping you on your way to something I just had to tell you. Your smile is very very pretty and I think it's amazing that you smile to people you pass on the street"
Giggling at his compliment I could feel my cheeks heathen
"Well thank you stranger"
He laughed at my lame flirting attempt that I had followed up with a wink towards him.
"I know this is very strange and such but would you go on a date with me?"
His questions was very outgoing and confident and I only thought for a moment
"Sure thing, I'd love that"
Smiling at my answer he reached for his phone
"That's awesome, I just need your number then"
I grabbed his phone and typed in my number"
"You probably need my name as well"
The stranger's cheeks went red and he stumbled over his next words causing me to laugh
"Sorry about that. I'm Justin and you?"
I held my hand out and he shook it as I told him my name
"I'm (YN) (Your last name), very nice to meet you"
"Nice to meet you too smiley"
I laughed at his odd but yet very sweet compliment
"Well I'm supposed to get to work, but I'll text you the details yeah?"
I nodded approvingly and his face broke in to a grin.
"Cool. I'll see you soon smiling (YN)"
Laughing once again I went on for a hug. His arms fitted perfect around me and I felt my heart flutter by his touch. We pulled away and said our last goodbyes before turning towards our destinations. The rest of my way to work the smile had gotten even bigger, this day couldn't get any better.

Closing the door behind me I finally slipped out of my shoes. The aching of my feet had been killing me through the last studies this afternoon. I went to the kitchen. As it was quiet late I started fixing myself a quick dinner. A sudden burst from my phone indicating I had a new text made me turn away from my cooking. Grabbing the phone from the counter I unlocked the phone from a unknown number. It said: Hey Smiley ;) Nice meeting you today! Wondering if you are free for dinner Friday? I'd love to take you out :) -Justin(from the street)
Smiling at the memory of the handsome boy I typed my answer back: Hi you :) Glad to hear from you, have been waiting all day! Yes, I am free Friday, when will you pick me up?;) -(YN)(Smiling girl from the street)
I returned to my cooking and just when I finished a new text ticked in.
Haha you don't need to tell me who you are, I remember you quiet good! you made a big impression with that smile of your's :D What's the address? I'll pick you up at 7!
Even though he wasn't there I felt my cheeks burn from the compliments. I sat down with my food typing away on my phone:
That's good ;) The address is (some way and number) :) Could you tell me where we going, so I know what to dress like?:)
Starting to eat i waited impatiently for an answer. He was a fast texter and it only took a minute before I received the answer:
Cool :) hmm it's nothing too fancy, but dress up anyway :) I'll see you Friday! Can't wait :D
Thinking about what to wear I sent back:
Great :) I can't wait either! See you soon :)
I finished up my dinner and shortly after I went to bed. It was late and I was tired, but I sure fell asleep with a smile on my face thinking about the beautiful stranger that had caused me to smile all day and night.

Finally Friday arrived. The whole day on the university dragged along as I waited for the time to strike 4 and let me go. When the bell rung I sprinted home too excited to just walk the short distance. I got home and jumped in the shower. After I had creamed myself in I dried my hair. Deciding to leave it naturally down I started on my make up. Nothing too fancy but I did add a little eye-shadow. Looking at the clock it was only 5.30, still 1 and a half hour to he would pick me up. I started looking through my closet trying to pick the perfect outfit. When I got it I laid it out on my bed and went to find some shoes. When that was all done it had taken me 45 minutes and I had 45 minutes left. Going to the kitchen I made myself a nice cup of tea and sat down to read for a small amount of time. When the time was right I went in to get dressed:
Date me, maybe?

I admired my outfit and complimented myself to boost the confident to help me get through this date. Suddenly I was nervous with sweaty palms. I glanced at the clock, it was exactly 7. Just then the doorbell rang, like he had been outside just waiting for the right time. Slipping my phone in to my back pocket i went to the door. Putting on a smile I opened it and admired the boy in front of me. He was dressed in black jeans matched with a nice unbuttoned chequered  shirt on top of a white tee. His lips were tugged up in a smile and I felt a sudden calm feeling take over my body.
"Good evening (YN), you look beautiful"
Leaning in for a hug I was left with a feeling that this night was going to be great....




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11 Nov 2012

Fight-story

Hey guys :)
So as it looks right now Jelena is over.. It's sad but as Justin's fans we should cheer him up right now and do everything to show that we'll be by his side forever. It's not confirm by any of the parts but there a a whole lot of signs. For example did Justin in an interview tell that his life is a mess right now and he's very sad after being asked if he was single. It's not 100% confirmed  think that Jelena is done...
The other story has ended. I don't want to write long stories, I'm sorry.. It's just I used so much more time on it and I get bored writing it and then it sucks for all of us because then the chapters will be bad and short.. I hope you understand..
I will do these smaller stories with like 1-5 chapters or so, what do you say about that?
Here's a new story. Love you all!

Fight-story:

Why? Why would he do something like this? Was he trying to hurt me on purpose? We'd been together for almost 2 years now, was it all just a joke to him? Perhaps that was why he had been so distant lately? He was always home late not bothering to tell me when he would be home or even carrying to say hi when he finally came. He barely answered my texts and when he did it was only with two words and very cold.. Was all this just leading up to this scene? Him cheating on me? How could he first of all cheat? and then second of all let me find out by a stupid magazine. I looked at the headliner once more Justin Bieber cheating? Tears rimmed in my eyes as I let my eyes scan over the picture. His arm was around her waist and he was guiding her in to a building. Then beside it was another picture of them two leaving the building, her lips planted in a sweet kiss on my boyfriend's cheek..MY BOYFRIEND. Sighting I laid the magazine to the side and went to our bedroom.. wait HIS bedroom. Under the bed I found a bag. Opening the closet I let my eyes run over the racks of clothes.. his clothes. I leaned in and sniffled in the familiar scent.. how could he do this to me? I loved him so so so much. We had been together for 1 year and 11 months.. that's a hell lot of time! Was he just going to ruin it all like this? While I started packing my clothes my mind went on a trip. I didn't get it. all though he had been very distant lately I had still been his loving girlfriend. Every day when he came home late I had prepared him dinner he just had to warm up. I washed his clothes, cleaned his apartment and treated his family, friends and family so good. What more could he wish for? her I guess. She was probably better than me. She looked better for sure. She was probably a model. She could give him everything that I couldn't. She had the confidence I didn't. She carried her self with style, I didn't. She earned a lot of money, I was just studying. They were made for each other.. Justin and I weren't. I was just a fan that he fell for when she shyly asked for a picture. Everybody had told me that it wouldn't work, he would find someone better. Someone that actually deserved his love, not just a simple girl like me. But on our 1 year anniversary when he asked me to move in.. well I actually thought we would grow old together. That's what he told me back then, that he couldn't imagine his life without me. With a sight I zipped the bag with most of my clothes and placed it beside the bed. I guess this was it then. I couldn't be with a guy that over the last month hadn't paid me attention at all. I had did everything in my power to make it work, but he obviously didn't care and now he was also cheating.. When he came home I would tell him so truths before leaving this old life behind.. and leaving the love of my life.. no matter how much of a douche he was my heart belonged to him and it would never be any other way.. I turned on the tv and sat down on the couch.. now I could only wait to he got home.

"Why haven't you gone to bed?"
Looking up Justin had just entered the room. I had fallen back in to the couch in a slumber. Great, he didn't even bother to say hi.
"Well hi to you too"
I shot back sarcastically  His deep brown eyes scanned over my features worried. I tilted my head raising my eyebrows waiting for him to say anything. Sighting he sat down beside me.
"What?"
Deep and husky. His voice. I just wanted to cradle him in to my arms and lull him to sleep, he looked exhausted. No. He cheated and treated me rubbish, I had to deal with this shit now!
"I know you've been busy lately.."
I started looking at him to find his eyes. He turned his head to look at me. A cold barrier had covered his beautiful orbs. Grunting he leaned forward resting his face in his hands, arms on knees.
"Don't grunt at me like that Justin. I've been doing everything lately to make this work. I've been so sweet letting you have your space and letting you treat me like shit. And what do you do about it? Absolutely nothing!"
I was getting frustrated. He wasn't even trying to look like he cared. Furiously I got up hovering over his bend back.
"AND NOW YOU DON'T EVEN CARE WHAT I SAY. PLUS YOU'RE CHEATING ON ME!"
My voice had raised to a loud yell. His head shot up at my words. He looked hurt. My blood was boiling how could he look at me like I was the bad guy here?
" I DO EVERYTHING FOR YOU. EVERYTHING JUSTIN. AND YOU JUST GO OUT AND CHEAT ON ME."
"I didn't"
Justin raised from his seat. His sculptured body towering over me.
"OH SO NOW YOU CAN SPEAK! THEN WHAT IS THIS?"
I screamed pointing to the magazine on the table. Justin looked at it and a chuckle left his throat. Was he seriously laughing?
"WHAT JUSTIN? IS THIS FUNNY TO YOU?"
He looked at me with a little smile on his lips. I cursed him in my mind for being so attractive. The way his brown eyes twinkled, the float of his hair waving down his forehead and his pink lips tugged up in a smile.
"I'm not cheating on you babe. I'd never do that to you"
He reached out for me but I took a step back. My eyes were stern when I spoke again
"Don't babe me. Who is she Justin?"
Crossing my arms under my chest I watched him closely. The bags under his eyes were big, he was very tired. He was twiddling his fingers around nervously. His eyes locked with mine so I knew he was talking the truth.
"It's a new artist that I've taken under my wings. I would have told you but everything has been so stressed lately. I'm sorry."
His words were careful and sweet and I felt my heart loosen up a bit. I knew he would never cheat on me. He was too good to do anything like that. I let my arms fall down my side and plopped down on the couch. I hid my face in my hands and a few tears ran down my cheeks. So he wasn't cheating but just because he was busy didn't give him the rights to be a douche and treat me like utter shit!! I felt Justin's presence sit down on the couch beside me. Now crying harder his arms wrapped around me pulling me into his chest.
"Let me go Justin"
I tried to push him away but it only made him tighten his grab around me. My sobbing got harder as his scent and warm spun around me in a thick cloud. I hated how much I loved him. I couldn't let him go but I wanted him to fight for me and show that he cared. I wiggled my body and pushed Justin away. Wiping my tears away i stood up from the couch.
"I believe that you haven't cheated on me Justin, but it does not make up for how you've treated me lately"
Gulping the lump in my throat back I held my tears in. Justin got up as well. Frustratingly he ran his hands through his already messy hair.
"I'm sorry (YN).. I'm so so sorry. I know I've been a complete jerk and I can't describe how bad I'm feeling. My work has been stressing me out but it shouldn't make me treat you badly. I promised to love you every second of the day and I still do. I love you so so much I can't even describe it with words and that's why I had planned us a trip this weekend. I had planned that we could get away and I could ask you this very important question."
His long speech stopped as he got down on one knee. All my anger ran out of my body and warm tears formed in my eyes.
"(YN)... over the last months you've proved why it is that I love you so much. You have showed me that no matter what you'll always be by my side. I would have asked you this weekend at our 2 year anniversary but now I'm asking you anyway.. (YN) I love you so much and I want to spend the rest of my life with you, will you be my wife and make me the happiest man alive?"
Out from his back pocket he pulled a heart shaped velvet box.

The warm tears dripped down my cheeks as I choked out a yes. Justin smiled lovingly at me slipping the shining ring down my out stretched finger. He got up and I engulfed him in a hug wrapped my arms around his waist. His strong arms snaked around my upper-body and held me close to his chest.
"I love you so much Justin. Sorry for all the drama"
"It doesn't matter honey. It just shows that you have feelings too. And look at us, we got out of it in the best possible way. Right Mrs Bieber?"
I laughed pulling away and looking in to Justin beautiful brown seas. His lips pressed to mine and a warm feeling spread through my body. I smiled in to the kiss and let Justin's tongue grace over my lips. He lifted me up and I locked my legs around my waist. Still with out lisp interlocked he laid us down on the couch, himself on top. My fingers slipped under his shirt exploring his toned chest. Justin's big hands roamed my body. We broke apart both of our eyes filled with desire. Longing for each other we both stripped down to nothing. Watching each other closely we laid back on the couch. Justin lips kissed down my jaw while his hands worked with twirling around my nipples. I felt my back arching in pleasure as his lips moved to my hard breasts leaving small pecks all over. While his skilled mouth worked on my breasts I felt his slender fingers slip over my wet entrance. One.. two.. three fingers went in to my hole and I moaned out loud in pure desire. His long fingers moved faster making me get closer to my climax.
"Jus..Just..JUSTIN!"
I moaned so loud as his fingers curled and hit right on my g-spot. Just as I was about to cum he pulled his fingers out. Placing his hard shaft in front of my entrance he leaned down and laid a sloppy kiss upon my lips
"I love you Mrs Bieber"
He slammed right in to me making me lose my breath. Thrusting in and out our bodies melted together like a dance only for us. We moved with each other thrusting our hip bones together every time he went in. His speed paced and my walls closed around his hard member making him cum along with me. He pulled out and out of breath he cuddled down beside me.
"I'm sorry for all the damage on your heart but I promise that I'll be yours forever"
I didn't answer him. I just cuddled closer to his side smiling to myself. Laying a soft tiny kiss to his exposed abs I closed my eyes. For the first time in moths I was happy for everything in my life and soon I was going to be Mrs Bieber.

THE END


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