31 Jan 2013

Your choice guyss(:

Okay, so you guys are really liking love me like you do? I'm really sorry I don't look like a good writer but my brother can die at any moment and yeah that's not even half of the problem. But would you guys like me to write chapter three tonight/ right now? Comment opinions(; Thanks, I love you guysss<3

~Britney Lynn<3

29 Jan 2013

Those Three Little Words: Chapter 16


Hey guys! Here's the next chapter. I've been listening to Believe Acoustic NON-STOP, how about you? Sorry about not posting yesterday, but i've decided to cut back on posting. I'll be posting every other day now, if that's fine with you. I might switch back, but right now I just have a lot on my mind, thanks for understanding(: xx




*YOUR P.O.V.*



I woke up from my sleep, feeling refreshed and happy. It was the friday before school was starting. I didn't want to go back AT ALL. Going back to school meant that I had to actually try to look nice(not that I didn't before). I guess I didn't seeing it was my last year, and I had a boyfriend. But still, I guarantee, people are going to criticize me. Justin and I had been dating for around 3 months. It was amazing! I celebrated my birthday with him, it was just a small house party, because I did not want him to go out of his way to do anything. It was amazing. Justin had bought me a promise ring that looked like this:

It was so gorgeous! I only took it off when I took showers. It had "(YN)&Justin" engraved inside of it. I practically cried every time I studied the ring. I missed him so much! We hadn't seen each other in about 3 weeks and I wouldn't be able to see him at all because of school. I guess I could spend Christmas with him, but that was it until next year. Our relationship was strong enough to withstand it though. We hadn't been in any huge fights while we aren't together and we Skype and talk as much as possible. School starts in 3 days and I'm scared out of my mind. What will everyone say? I'd seen a lot of people at my party but still. I wasn't very excited. Today, me and Emily were going shopping for a few more outfits for school. She had slept over the night before, but she was still sleeping. I got up, took a nice warm shower, and put on this: http://www.polyvore.com/beige_day/set?id=68176529. Simple, so just in case I had to change. Lately, I had a lot of beliebers ask for autographs and pictures and follows. It was so hard to deny them, but when there were a lot, I had to. It was overwhelming. I woke up Em, and made her get dressed. It was 9:00am. We always went shopping extremely early. She got dressed, we ate, and then we left for the mall. In the car, I drove, Emily blasted One Direction songs. She was so obsessed with them! It made me laugh.

YN: Em, one day, you'll meet them, and probably embarrass yourself!

I had to yell over the music. Then she turned it down.

EL: I won't embarrass myself! I can keep calm. Well maybe..

We both laughed and she turned it back up to sing along. We arrived at the mall and found a spot next to the entrance, luckily. We walked up to the mall and took an elevator to the second floor. We immediately went to Forever 21. That was our favorite store pretty much.

EL: OH! (YN)! Look at this!

It was a really cute, dressy shirt!

YN: You should definitely buy it!

She bought it too. I found it funny, because I was being a little sarcastic. Just then, I got a text. I pulled out my phone and it was from Justin.

JB: Hey baby<3 I miss you much! xx Can i come visit you tonight? I'm only about an hour away.

I fangirled. Right in the middle of the store. It was embarrassing for Em, but I was so freaking excited!

YN: EM! JUSTIN IS COMING OVER TONIGHT!
EL: ARE YOU SERIOUS!?

I nodded and hugged her. I was so excited that I forgot to reply. I took out my phone again and replied to him.

YN: Justin that'd be amazing! PLEASE HURRY(: I miss you too. I have some things to tell you xx call me later<3

I slipped my phone back into my purse and looked up at the lady at the counter. She looked at me like I was dumb. I didn't even care. Everybody had there eyes on me and Em when I yelled. Em payed for her shirt and when we turned around, a girl was right there.

YN: Sorry!
GIRL: Oh, uh, it's fine.

I tried to walk around her but she stopped me.

GIRL: I actually was wondering if I could get an autograph?
YN: Oh yeah sure sweetie!

She was about 14 it looked like. She was cute, and we took pictures together and talked about Justin, of course.

GIRL: So Justin's coming to town I here?
YN: Umm.. I'm not sure, but he's not doing any concerts or anything, sorry honey.
GIRL: It's, uh fine. I just wanted to see him.

She turned around and walked away. I felt so bad! She was so nice!

YN: Hey! You can hang out with us if you want!
EL: *whispering* What the hell are you doing!?
YN: Shh.
GIRL: Really!?
YN: Yeah sure! It'll be more fun than meeting Justin.

I started to regret having her come with us after about ten minutes. She became really annoying and creepy as hell. She kept talking about me and asking me if things were true. I just wanted to tell her to shut up! I found out her name was Allana Blanche. She made me follow her on twitter and everything. OMG. I couldn't stand her! I pulled out my phone.

YN: Oh look, Justin texted me. He said that we should probably head home, looks like we have to leave, bye!

I pulled Emily's arm towards the doors.

EL: OMFG. She was so annoying.

I nodded. We started walking faster when I looked back and she was walking towards us. 

YN: Em, she's following us, what do we do?
EL: Well, we can't run, that'll be rude.
YN: Play it cool, don't turn around.

I was scared that she was going to follow us back to my house. Where were her parents anyways? And then we heard her annoying voice again.

GIRL: Wait!

We stopped and turned around.

YN: Yes?
GIRL: Would it be possible for you guys to drive me home? I don't have a ride yet and I have nothing to do here.

I was thinking "SAY NO, SAY NO, SAY NO" and then Emily said something.

EL: Sure honey.

Great. The car ride was going to be a blast! It was around 5 when we left. Justin should be at my house by now. What a coincidence that I actually got a text from him when I thought that.

JB: I'm on my way to your house princess!<3 where are you?
YN: We were at the mall! But now.. we have to drop off a girl at her house -_-. Not very happy.
JB: What?! Why are you doing that? lol
YN: Not funny Bieber, she's super annoying and all she wants is you, she's a huge belieber!
JB: Jealous much? haha bring her to meet me! it'll be fun.(;
YN: Um, how about no. I don't want her to know where I live!? Are you crazy?
JB: Perfectly sane babe. Just bring her over, I promise it'll be fine, bye hon<3

AB: Who are you texting?
YN: Justin.

She sat back in her seat and I slipped my phone in my purse and whispered to Emily. I told her to just go back to our house. She gave me a worried look and I just said to do it.

AB: What did you say to him?
YN: Oh nothing, what's your address? I'll put it into my phone GPS.

She told me her address and I "put it in my GPS". This night was not going as planned at all.

YN: Were almost here guys!
AB: Thank you so much for today, it means a lot to me!
YN: Oh honey, you don't even know the half of it.

I rolled my eyes and we pulled into my drive way. I asked her to get out and wait.

inspired by they don't know about us

Hey guys :)
Just a little something, inspired by the song they don't know about us by 1D. Tell me what you think?
Love Astrid




A soft knock on the door was heard followed by a creaking sound as it opened. His head was shown in the spare light from the lamp on the nightstand. As his eyes caught mine a grin spread over his shaved chin.
"hey baby"
With a smooth slide he closed the door while the words left his plump lips.
"hi Justin"
In two steps he was at the bed. He hovered over me resting his arms on each side of my face.
"I missed you all day"
The words came out as a whisper only making the secret we were keeping more real.
"I missed you  more"
My words got muffled when his lips lips pressed to mine. I kissed him back turning up the passion between us. Pulling away he rolled down beside me on the bed. Creeping closer I crawled in to his open arms waiting for me. 
"You know what?"
I turned around in his arms, making eye contact with him I shook my head.
"People keep saying that I can't make music about love. They keep judging me, saying I'm too young to know about love. Today I even saw a tabloid attacking all my future girlfriends calling them immature."
The pain in his eyes were clear, we both knew about love. We had each other, but no one knew.
"Everyone is telling us we're too young to be in love Justin. That's why we're a secret. I can't bear losing you because everyone else thinks it's wrong for us to love."
He smiled at y words and leaned down to peck my forehead lightly.
"I know sweetheart. That's why I'm telling them wrong by keeping up writing my own music. You inspire all my love songs (YN)"
It was now my turn to grin at his words. I pulled myself up. Laying sprawled across his chest I nuzzled my face down in his neck. Feeling the soft skin under my lips I breath in the faint smell of his cologne and the overwhelming smell of him, of safety. 
"(YN)?"
I mumbled an agreeing noise still with my face pressed to his neck. Light finger taps ran down my exposed skin of my arms.
"I love you very much"
The deep melodic voice was surrounding me and clouding my thoughts with the feeling of love  and belonging.
"I love you more Justin, for every day we are together, I love you more"
A deep chuckle raised form his throat. I moved away so I could look in his eyes. Laying on both our sides our faces were only inches apart. Leaning forward he pressed a moist kiss to my lips.
"Maybe it's time?"
I tilted my head, confused by his words.
"Time for what?"
"Time to tell the world that you're my girl, only mine."
With those words he connected our lips once again, letting me know how much he meant this. The warmth of his hands searched under my shirt, rubbing my naked back gently.
"They know nothing (YN), they don't know anything about us. But I love you so much, I want the world to know.."
"I don't know Justin"
Sighing I closed my eyes. Our bodies were pressed close, lips only inches apart. His forehead rested on mine and i opened my eyes to be met by a pair of shining brown eyes.
"Tell me why you don't want to expose us?"
His warmth breath tickled on my skin making me shiver with delight. A blush crept over my cheeks under his intense gaze.
"I'm just afraid everything will change Justin. Your fans will be so madly jealous, they will want to hurt me. I don't think I can handle that. I just want us to continue like it is.Strong, beautiful and loving. With all the drama it will bring I'm afraid we will lose what we have. I've waited my whole life for someone like you Justin, you are perfect to me. I don't think I'm ready to be known across the globe"
Justin's soft lips captured mine. I melted in to his touch, melted in to him like one. He was my everything and I knew he loved me.
"Every minute we spend together I fall a little harder. (YN) you have caught my eye from the beginning, I'm sure about this. No matter what we do our love will only get bigger and better. I promise you, I won't let anything hurt you. Over the last time our love has been our secret, why not tell the world? I'll not leave you. You're the one (YN). Please do this for me?"
His eyes were begging me to say yes. With a smile curling on my lips I pressed a light peck to his lips.
"i love you Justin. I trust you in this"
With a huge smile he kissed me once more, nothing could tear us apart..

THE END




27 Jan 2013

Those Three Little Words: Chapter 15


Hey guys! I absolutely positively love waking up and seeing all of these wonderful comments on each story! 20 comments last time?! Holy crap... Some are so hilarious and I can totally tell that you guys are anxious! It'll be more dirty later.. don't worry.. But anyways, the names in this are totally made up! I just randomly thought of some off the top of my head. But I hope you guys like this story, some are gonna be REALLY long and some are going to be short so sorry if that happens. Have fun reading(:





*YOUR P.O.V.*



JB: First of all, I skipped our wedding because you get to plan that.

I laughed. He was so damn cute!

JB: And I decided that I wanna grow old with you. If that happens, I want to have 3 kids with you, when we settle down, after our wedding. I want to have a girl so she can be daddy's little girl, and a boy, so that we can have our time together. Maybe another too! And we are going to raise them all in our house. We will live there as long as you want and if we ever move, I want the kids to be old enough to understand why. I don't want them to be disappointed. I want to have grandkids too, so we can babysit them and watch them grow up. I want to watch all of our kids and grandkids have a good life and grow-up without problems. I want them to have both of their parents in their life and to stay there, because I know we both didn't have that. I want to walk my daughter down the aisle at her wedding and comfort you when you start to cry. I want my future to be with you, I know it sounds crazy now, because we're so young, but I can see it.

I looked into his eyes. He was being serious, I think that this was the first time he had said that to anyone. I know he never really talked about having kids now because we were pretty young, but i'm glad he did. I just sat and stared at him.

JB: You think i'm weird don't you?

I giggled a little.

YN: Not at all Justin! I want to make that happen too. Growing old with you sounds amazing. I just never thought that you would open up to me about this. I know that you don't want to have kids young, so I haven't thought about it until now.

JB: I told you because I feel something between us. (YN), your mine, and I love you.
YN: I love you too Justin.

I leaned down and kissed him. There was so much passion in the room and it was amazing. I laid down next to him and we cuddled. He whispered in my ear.

JB: I'm glad you don't think i'm crazy.

I smiled and closed my eyes. He wrapped his arm around my waist and pulled me closer. I fell asleep, again, in his arms.
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The next morning, I woke up to Justin getting ready already. He was just putting on his shirt and I sat up.

YN: You can leave that part off, i'm fine with that!

I smiled at him and giggled a bit.

JB: Oh really?

We laughed as he flashed his abs. I got out of bed and picked out an outfit for the day. I walked to the bathroom and started the shower. I got in and yelled to Justin.

YN: Does my human radio want to come sing for me?! He walked into the bathroom singing fall to me. He knew that I loved that song. I smiled and spent the erst of my shower listening to his beautiful voice. I got out when he left the bathroom. I put on my outfit. We were going shopping today so I wore something nice. I wore this: http://www.polyvore.com/day_spent_shopping/set?id=68155650. I came out of the bathroom and Justin was on his laptop on twitter.

YN: Baby, what are you doing?
JB: Just checking my twitter before we leave!
YN: Anything new on there?

He looked at me with a worried look.

JB: No, nothing.
YN: Haha, real funny, i'm not falling for that, there's always something new on twitter!

I walked over and sat next to him. I started reading the tweets that Justin was mentioned in. He tried to hide it, but I saw everything. They said stuff like "@justinbieber are you dating her or not?" and "@justinbieber Selena was right. you left her for another girl, can we trust you?" with pictures of me and Justin. It made me kind of mad that they thought that. I slouched down.

JB: Princess it's fine. Here.

He was composing a tweet that said @justinbieber: hey my beautiful beliebers! I'm doing a twitcam in 15 minutes. come and watch!

YN: Justin what are you doing?
JB: I'm clearing things up. I'm going to tell everybody about us, is that okay with you? I promise that nothing will happen to you because of Selena.

I looked at him. I trusted him so I just nodded and hugged him.

YN: Thank you so much Justin! I'm glad that you are helping, just promise me one thing?
JB: What?
YN: Promise that although we're dating and i'm your girlfriend, I will never come before your family or believers. Never ever. I don't care at all what you say.
JB: I promise.
YN: Good, thank you so much!

10 minutes later, he opened a twit cam and watch the number of people watching increase by thousands.

JB: Hey guys! I'm here to answer your questions and clear some things up! First of all, how are all of my lovely fans out there?

He got a bunch of replies.

JB: Alright, let's answer some questions! First one, where are you right now? Uh actually I'm in Rio, Brazil on vacation, thanks for asking Ericka Alvarado.

I laughed. He made the weirdest faces at the questions. He was hilarious!

JB: Uhh, next question, Who is the girl laughing in the background? BTW I LOVE YOU JUSTIN<3

He started to laugh, it was so cute.

JB: I love you too Paige Allis. And I'm actually with (YN). Most of you have probably heard about her. And also Paige, thanks for asking! I wanted to talk about this!

He passed for a minute and looked at me.

JB: Come sit down next to me.

I walked slowly over and mouthed the words "Are you sure" but he just nodded. I sat next to him and I was on camera. I glanced at the comments and a bunch of people greeted me.

YN: Hi guys! Awe, you guys are so generous.

I giggled a little.

JB: Do you guys want to ask her some questions?

They all said yes.

YN: Okay first question from Ciara Humber. What's it like to spend so much time with Justin?
YN: Well uhh, It's actually really great. He makes you feel special, and he is really flirty, no matter who you are!

I laughed and Justin blushed a little.

JB: Maybe a little!
YN: Lies, anyways, next question! Mia Basler says, Are the rumors true? Are you and Justin a couple? BTW your real gorg!

I paused for a second and turned to Justin. He gave me the "go on and tell them" look.

YN: First, thank you so much Mia! Your beautiful too! And well seeing that we are all being honest here, i met as well be honest with you guys too. My answer to your question is yes. We are a couple but...

I got quiet. I didn't know what else to say.

YN: Also, I made a deal with Justin so that he will never, i mean never, put me in front of you guys. You will always come first no matter what happens. I am a belieber and I know how it feels, when Justin's your whole world. I totally understand if you guys don't like me and stuff. But I also wanted to say that I'm NOT using him for money, I actually love him, like you guys.

The comments started flowing in. Things like "YOUR SO LUCKY", "You are so beautiful, and we all love you!", and "Your so pretty! I wish I was you!" were being said.

YN: You guys are so nice! You are all way more beautiful than me! I love you guys!
JB: And that's my girlfriend guys, I hope you guys like her, because I sure do.

We laughed. I was so happy that we didn't have to hide anymore! Justin kept answering peoples questions and occasionally they were for me. We got off about an hour later. It was noon and we left for shopping. We went all around town, sight seeing and buying new clothes. I wouldn't let Justin buy me anything because he had already done so much for me! The day went by fast and we came back to the hotel and hung out with the kids while our parents went out for drinks. Soon enough, the week went by fast and I had to head home. We got back and Justin left to go back to work. We saw each other as much as possible that summer. And eventually I was a senior, having to go back to school in less than a week. This school year was going to be different, I could just feel it.....








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::TATYANA<3::

26 Jan 2013

Those Three Little Words: Chapter 14


Hey guys! OMG, you guys are so nice and funny! I love reading your comments everyday, it makes me smile constantly!. I love hearing what you guys think so keep the comments coming, and tweet me or email me!(: Have fun reading and I'll post tomorrow again! Or maybe even later tonight.....





*YOUR P.O.V.*



Justin looked at me with anger and hurt in his eyes. I stood up and he tried to grab me.

YN: No, stop, can we just go back to the room?

He nodded, turned around, and we walked back to the room. We walked in silence and made no connection at all. We finally got back to the room and Justin went to sit on the bed. I slowly closed the door and turned around.

YN: Justin, I've been thinking and...

I paused. I started to choke up and I couldn't get my words straight.

JB: What (YN)?
YN: I-I can't do this anymore.

I looked at him and our eyes met. I saw anger and tears in his eyes for the second time that night. He looked confused. and he stood up. We were about 5 feet apart.

JB: What-What are you talking about?

I looked down.

YN: I'm so sorry. I can't put up with this Justin. I've been trying to get all of this off of my mind but I can't. I can't go on and be lying and telling you that i'm fine. I'm not fine Justin. I've been so stressed and Selena... She really hurt me. That got to me and it hurt more than you know. And all of the paps? We could never have a public relationship, always having to cover it up with more lies. I just can't, everybody would hate me. I'm so sorry Justin.

I looked up at him and he didn't have any emotion on his face.

JB: You can't do this to me. I love you (YN).
YN: I love you too Justin-
JB: Than why !? Tell me!

I looked him in the eyes and tried to walk closer. He backed away with everyone of my steps.

YN: I'm just so stressed! Don't you know that dating a celebrity isn't easy!? Nobody even knows that we're dating yet and I can't handle it! How do you think it'll be when we tell people!?

He walked towards the door and turned the knob. He paused.

JB: I don't care what other people think or how long it takes. I'm going to be waiting for you until the day I die. I'm not letting go of you this easy.

He walked out of the room and I dropped to the floor. I cupped my face in my hands and starting crying. I had to do it, but why? I was just so frustrated that I couldn't do it anymore. I cried myself to sleep and let all of my worries go away.


I woke up an hour later. I was on the ground, crawled up into a ball. I got up and went to the bathroom. I sat on the bed and suddenly my phone vibrated. It was an unknown number.

?: Hey bitch. Back off of Justin now. You already knew that you would have trouble. Are you trying to make it worse?

It was Selena. I wasn't sure whether to reply or not. I never saw this side of Selena. I decided to reply.

YN: Look Selena. I never wanted any trouble. I'm not with Justin anymore. Please just leave me alone.

I threw my phone on the bed just as the door flew open. It was my mom and Justin's mom.

YM: What happened?

I looked at her confused.

YN: Wait how did you know something happened?
PM: Well the make-up smeared down your cheeks would explain. Why were you crying honey?
YN: Justin and I got into a fight. Do you know where he is?
PM: He's at the beach with the kids. What was this all about?
YN: Did you see Selena's interview?

The shook their heads with a confused look. I found the interview online and had them watch it.

YM: Oh my, (YN), I had no idea.
YN: Mom it's fine. Me and Justin, we aren't... Well we were dating and I broke up with him after lunch. I regret it and I want him back. But he's not going to just take me back. I was being a total brat!

PM: Hon, Justin would take you back any day. You mean so much to him. Just confront him. Get on your suit and go down there.

I smiled.

YN: Thanks so much guys. Mom's always know how to help.
YM: One more thing, Why didn't we know that you guys were dating!?
YN: We were going to tell you! It's just happened, don't worry.
PM: And you already had your first fight? wow, just like a married couple..

We all laughed and I went to get my swim suit on. It looked like this: http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=68741652. I was nervous. I didn't know what I would even say to him. I hope he wasn't mad. How could he even want to take me back after I did that to him. I walked down to the elevator. I got to the first floor and I was almost shaking. i guess I couldn't blame him if he didn't want me back anymore, I wouldn't. I walked outside and stepped into the sand on the beach. I looked around and spotted Justin. He was standing in the water watching the kids and splashing them. He was great with kids. I started walking towards him. Once I got closer. He turned towards me. He must've seen me out of the corner of his eye. He walked out of the water and stood there staring at me. I walked right up to him and stood there with my arms down at my sides.

YN: Are you going to just stand there drooling or will you just hug me already?

He grabbed me tight and lifted me off my feet, swinging me in a circle. We both laughed and he set me down.

YN: Justin, i'm so sorry about earlier. I was just upset. I can deal with it, and I want to deal with it, as long as we're together. Can we pretend this never happened?
JB: Of course, i'd love too.

We hugged again and I felt so relieved. I was so glad that we put it behind us. I let go of Justin and we walked into the water and played with the kids for awhile. I was so happy. As it got darker, and the sun started to set, we walked back to the hotel. I held Jaxon pin my arms and Justin held hands with Gabbi and Jazzy. I felt like a little family. We got back to the room and left the kids at our parents room. When we got back I shut and locked the door and ran and jumped on Justin. I wrapped my legs around his waist and kissed him. I felt so nice to have his arms around me again. I never wanted to fight again. We kissed for awhile longer and he walked us over to the bed and laid me on my back. I looked at him and smiled. He kissed me again. He slipped his tongue into my mouth and explored. Mine went in his and did the same. He laid over me for awhile until he pulled away. I smiled and sat up.

JB: I love you (YN)
YN: I love you even more.

We laughed and I got up to change into my pajamas. He did the same. We both laid back down and cuddled and started talking.

YN: Justin why do you love me?
JB: You really want to listen to my whole story?
YN: Yup!
JB: Well, I love you because you're beautiful. Not only on the outside but on the inside. You have a huge heart and a great personality. You make my day better and you don't even have to do anything! You are always there for me, and I know that I can trust you. I wouldn't change a thing about you. You're perfection.

I smiled at him. That was one of the cutest things anyone's ever said to me.

YN: Justin that's amazing. Thank you.
JB: Now I have a personal question for you.
YN: Ask away!

He looked down and then back up at me.

JB: Are you a virgin?

I turned to look at him and sat up. It wasn't an awkward question, I was actually quite open about it. But i wasn't expecting it at all.

YN: Actually I am.

He smiled at me.

JB: Good, that's better than most.

He winked at me. He rearranged himself so that his head was laying in my lap. He looked up at me and smiled. I started to play with his hair.

JB: Is it weird that I've already planned our life in my head?

I laughed. I had no idea that he did that too!

YN: I kind of planned our wedding, so it's okay!

We both laughed and I kept playing with his soft, silky hair.

YN: Well, tell me our plans.
JB: First of all.....





So how was it?(: I hope you guys like what I've written so far. I've worked pretty hard on the story and everything and I love reading your comments(: So leave some more!




::TATYANA<3::

No end

Hey guys x
As I told you I had something I had written. So here you go, hope you like it.
It has no ending but yeah.... Read it anyways..



*Your point of view*
"Just listen to me for God's sake (YN)!"
"No I won't fucking listen to you!"
"Stop swearing"
"Oh shut up Justin, I'm a grown person. Stop telling me what to do or not. Stop nagging me and making me feel bad. Just stop. Stop. Stop"
Breaking down in uncontrollably sobs i crouched down to the floor.
"You're too much sometimes"
His voice boomed out followed by his steps leaving the room. The door slammed but I didn't even bother to look up. This is what it had been like for the last three weeks. Nothing but fighting, yelling and slamming doors. It was getting out of hand but none of us wanted it to break us apart, none of us wanted us to break up. No matter how much he hurt me, or how many times he yelled at me, I loved him. Justin was my one and only and there was nothing to do about it.

Silence was filling the room. The door he had slammed lead to our shared bedroom. I knew he wouldn't be coming out, we were both way too stubborn to apologize. It always ended like this; me crying, him leaving to.. Actually I didn't know what he was doing behind the closed doors. Supporting my one hand on the floor I got up from my uncomfortable position. Walking to the bedroom, I thought our situation over. Was I willing to keep on being in this relationship? A couple who fought over the most stupid things? I didn't even remember what had started this fight.

In the bathroom I removed my smushed make up. Pulling my hair back in a ponytail I sighted at my reflection. Huge bags were showing under my eyes caused by the lack of sleep. My skin was pale, I actually looked kinda sick.. like really sick. Now when I thought about it I hadn't been feeling too well lately. I had been walking around with a constant headache and I didn't have a lot of appetite. What could it be? It might just be all the fighting and work who was stressing me out. Splashing some cold water I felt the last anger run out of my blood. Maybe we could talk this out? Maybe we could get back to that loving couple we used to be?

With tears still clouding my eyes I exited the bathroom. Crossing over our living-room I breathed in slowly, this was it. If this went good we could be happy, if not... well... then it was over. Knocking on the door to our bedroom my hands were shaking.
"What?"
His mad voice sounded through the safely locked door.
"Justin.. can't we talk this out."
My voice broke from the tears. The door was ripped up. Justin's eyes were fuming. His chest was rising with his aggressive breathing.
"What do you want to talk about!??"
I crumbled a bit under his harsh voice.
"I just thought we might be able to work all this mess out.."
Managing out a small whisper I looked up in his brown eyes. They were so angry, I had never seen anything like that.
"What is there to talk about? You're being a complete bitch al the time. And now when I have my private time you come and interrupt me! you're being such a selfish bitch (YN)!"
His words broke me down. I didn't even bother to look at him as I turned on my heel.
"Where you going?"
"I'm done with this Justin. We're over"
Steps behind me got closer, and he grabbed my upper arm.
"You're not walking out of this (YN). I want you here"
"Let go of my arm Justin"
Speaking calmly I waited for his grab to loosen. Finally he let go. Pushing my back, his angry voice boomed through the room.
"I can't believe you. JUST FUCK OFF THEN"
With warm tears strolling down my cheeks I walked out the door, I was fuming with anger and disappointment, was we ever going to get along again?

Sitting in my car I leaned forward to rest my head on the steering wheel. A pounding headache was taking form in my head. I didn't want Justin and mine relationship to end like this, I didn't want it to end at all. But he had told me to fuck off? Turning the engine on I grabbed my phone from the passenger seat. Dialing in the number of my best friend I noticed the small rain drops starting to fall on the car windows. While I was waiting for my friend to pick up I started driving. Turning out from the parking-place I turned to the right down the driveway. On the other line the phone was picked up.
"It's (your friends name)"
"Hey you. It's (YN). Can I come over?"
"(YN) sweetheart what's wrong? have you been crying?"
I sniffled in before answering.
"It's Justin.. Can we just.."
My sentence was broken off when a car smashed right in to the side of my car. A scream erupted through my throat making it's way out of my mouth. I was slung forward and the seat belt held me back causing my back to give a crack. The phone was flying through the air flying through the crashed front window. A burning sensation was spreading through my body, pain everywhere. My eyes were closed and I wasn't able to open them. The pain was fading along with me going in to unconsciousness...

*Justin's point of view*
Strumming a few notes of my guitar I used my other hand to write down a few words on the paper. The song was taken form and I as very happy about it. It was a song for my girlfriend, (YN). We had been fighting a lot lately and every time it ended in bad yelling and her crying. I don't know why, but instead of making her feel better I always went in to our shared bedroom. To get all my anger out I had started on a song. I put all my heart in to it, explaining to (YN) why I loved her, why I hurt her and what made her my one and only. 

Putting my guitar aside I decided to exit the room. It had only been around 1 hour since (YN) left. Knowing it was all my fault I felt the tears start to prick in my yet once again. Frustratingly I rubbed them away. I knew she left, but she was coming back. She always did.. But I hadn't seen her this hurt before. She really looked awful, not like in not beautiful, she was the most gorgeous girl on this earth, but she looked tired. Tired of fighting, tired of crying, sick of it all. It was my fault, I hadn't been treating her good. I should have been better to her. Been by her side when she needed me, I should have been comforting her. Should have been there when we fought. Should have made it all better. I failed, but I wanted her back. 

Rummaging through the bedroom I searched for my phone. I had to call (YN), to know where she was, so I could get her back. Suddenly my phone rang and I found it on the floor under the bed. It was an unknown number.
"It's Justin"
"Hello. Is this Justin Bieber? The boyfriend of (your whole name)?"
"Uhm yes, yes it is"
"This is from the hospital. Your girlfriend has been in an accident. She's in surgery right now and is still unconscious. We found your name on the car papers, and guessed you were the boyfriend of hers."
Completely startled my voice shook as I answered.
"Is she.. is.. is she going to.. going to make it?"
"I think it would be best if you just came here as fast as possible"
"Ok. I'll be there in 15 minutes."
"Alright Mr. Bieber, we'll be awaiting your arrival."
With that the phone was hung up. My arm fell down my side, what had I done? This was my fault! If I hadn't told her to get off she hadn't been under surgery in this very moment. Jumping up from the bed, I found my keys and sprinted to the door. 

Rain was slamming down on the car making it sound hollow. My heart was pounding as I turned the corner to the parking lot. Finding a free spot I jumped out of the car. Not even caring about the rain I sprinted towards the entrance of the hospital. Everyone in the waiting room eyes me weirdly when I pushed me through the line making my way to the receptionist.
"Listen Sir, I need you to go and stand in the line of the back"
The elder woman behind the desk looked at me over her glasses. Getting my breath under control I responded.
"I was called 10 minutes ago saying that my girlfriend is in surgery, so no I am not going to the back of the line"
"Oh, Mr Bieber. Hello. I'm sorry about that misunderstanding. I'll just call the nurse to come and take you"
She apologized while picking up the phone to call the nurse. Bending over the desk I rested my elbows on it and closed my eyes, I just hoped she was going to make it.

"It's in here, but I'll have to ask you to wait until they are finished. It shouldn't be so long"
I nodded at the nurse when she pointed to the door. After she left I slid down the wall covering my face in my hands. What had I done? If I had just accepted her request to talk we could have been without all this. It was just when she came knocking on the door I was just about to finish the song. I have wanted it be done before our 2nd years anniversary, now I wasn't even sure if I had a girlfriend by the end of the day.. She could i.e... and if she survived I would totally understand if she NEVER wanted to see me again..

An half hour had passed when the door finally was pushed open. My bloodshot eyes turned up to look. Out of the room walked four doctors. The door closed behind them.
"Hey..!"
I quickly got up from the floor. The doctors mumbling stopped and they all turned to look at me.
"Is it (YN)(YourLastName) in there?"
I got a nod from all of them.
"How is she doing?"
My voice was fragile, I felt like breaking down any minute. They all gave each other a look before one of them cleared his throat.
"She's alive.. but in coma"
The not in my stomach tightened.
"Co--o-oma?"
I stammered and earned a nod from them all. My beautiful girl in come, what am I going to do?



And no end! I am NOT continuing!
-Astrid

25 Jan 2013

Those Three Little Words: Chapter 13


Hey guys! Here's the next chapter. Sorry for not posting yesterday, I'm kind of sick, but i'll be okay eventually. How do you guys like the story? I hear that Astrid is writing another story, that'll definitely be amazing! It's nice to hear from her! I just want you guys to know that I have nothing against Selena! I actually supported Jelena, but then.. yeah. Anyways, have fun reading this chapter!(: You can always contact me at @alwaysamckenna on twitter, or ana.mckenna7@live.com. I love to hear from you guys, your ideas are great too!



*YOUR P.O.V.*




I woke up the next morning and Justin was still sleeping. He was an early riser, but I was too. He still had had his arms around me and my head on his chest. I looked up at his face. He was so handsome. I could feel his heavy breathing and hear his heartbeat. I reached over across him, to the side table, and grabbed my phone. I checked the time and it was only 8:03am. I checked my twitter and saw that I had a lot of new followers. I saw my mentions and they weren't as bad as I worried they'd get. I locked my phone and rested my head back on his chest. I laid there for a 30 minutes before getting up and getting dressed. I slowly sat up and was careful not to make any noise getting out of bed. Surprisingly, he didn't get up. He just moved around a little and laid on his side. I went into the bathroom to look in the mirror. I looked horrible. I went back to the room and picked out an outfit for the day. I wore this: http://www.polyvore.com/mellow_yellow/set?id=68719011. I had to look summer-ish, we were in Brazil! I peeked out of the window after getting dressed and it was a nice day out. I checked the weather and it was supposed to be one of the nicest days this week! It was only Tuesday and me and Justin had so much time to spend together left. I looked at him and now he was on his back sprawled out on the bed. I giggled a little and walked to the side of the bed. I leaned down and whispered in his ear.

YN: Wakey-wakey Bieber!

He moved his head in my direction. His eyes were still closed and he out his arm over them. I shook his shoulder.

YN: Justin, get up! We are going to the zoo today! It's gonna be fun!

He groaned and opened his eyes to see me.

JB: What time is it?

He said it with such a sexy morning voice that I forgot to reply until he grabbed my arm.

JB: (YN)?
YN: Oh sorry, it's like 9ish! 
JB: We have to go this early?!
YN: Uh yeah! Now get going!

I stood up from the bed but he pulled me back down.

JB: Can't we just lay here for a little bit?
YN: We can later Justin! We have to meet up with our parents!

He sighed and laid for a few minutes before he got up to get ready. I went to go to the bathroom, and when I came back, Justin was standing, in his boxers, with a pouting face.

YN: What's wrong?
JB: I'm tired.

I walked towards him and swung my arms around his neck. I pulled his head in for a kiss and his lips felt perfect on mine. I felt like we connected so well.

YN: Are you feeling better now?
JB: Much better.

He winked at me and hugged me.

YN: Now will you get ready?

He laughed and walked into the bathroom with his clothes to change. I smiled and sat on the bed to wait. I laid back and closed my eyes. I was tired too, but being active solves all of my problems. Justin came back out of the bathroom and he was wearing this:



I smiled. He looked great. We didn't exactly match, but I didn't even care. As long as we could be together. He looked right into my eyes.

JB: Did I tell you that you're the most beautiful girl in the world?

I blushed. I didn't say anything to him. He made me feel butterflies in my stomach. I got up, grabbed my purse, and walked to Justin.

YN: You look so great!
JB: You look even better.

He winked at me and we walked out of the room. We walked towards their room. As soon as we got a few doors down, their door flew open and all of the kids came running out!

JazB&Jaxb&YS: (YN)! Justin!

They all screamed and shouted like they hadn't seen us in months!

YM: Guys calm down, some people might be sleeping.

They all got quiet and we walked to the elevator. Justin grabbed my hand and intertwined our fingers in the elevator. He wasn't very fond of elevators. I could tell that he was nervous.

YN: It's okay Justin.

I whispered in his ear. He looked down at me and smiled. The elevator got to the first floor and we all got out. I let go of Justin's hand because of the paps we might see. We all met Kenny and a few others outside and took two cars to the zoo. I got in with Justin and the others in the other car.

YN: Don't be tempted to grab my hand Bieber!

I giggled a little and joked around with him.

JB: I don't know if I can do that.
YN: Just for today, and maybe tomorrow, and the next day, and so on.

We laughed a little. I leaned over and kissed his cheek.

JB: What was that for?
YN: Well I can't do it for the rest of the day, so I thought right now would be the time.

He laughed a little and pulled me closer. I laid my head on his shoulder and smiled the whole way there. When we got to the zoo, we payed and started walking around. We went and saw almost every exhibit. The worst part was that there were a lot of fans, and I couldn't even stand close to Justin. It was actual torture. At least i'd have him that night. I just wanted to grab him and kiss him. I could tell that he wanted to do the same. I walked by him and whispered in his ear.

YN: Are you trying hard too?
JB: You bet.

We both laughed. It was already around 1:30pm and time flew by.

PM: Do you guys wanna get out of here and go grab some lunch?
YN: That'd be great!
YM: Come on kids!

We all started walking back to the trucks. There weren't very many paps, at least the ones that we could see. I DID NOT want pictures of me all over the internet. It was bad enough that Selena hated my guts. I couldn't even handle that on my own. Suddenly, horrible thoughts came across my mind while we were in the car. I thought "Maybe it'd be best if I wasn't with Justin?". I really didn't want to think it. But as I thought about it more, I wondered if my life would be better. And maybe his too? I wasn't sure what to do. I guess as long as Selena didn't say anything, it'd be fine.

JB: (YN)? What's wrong?
YN: Oh, uh.. Nothing, nothings wrong. Everything's fine.

He looked at me funny. He could tell that something wasn't wrong. I had to make something up or something!

JB: Babe, don't lie to me.
YN: I.. Just. I just don't want pictures of me all over the internet with a bunch of lies as there captions.
JB: Everything will be fine. They know that we're "just friends". It's okay princess.

I smiled and hugged him. He was so great. But I had just told him everything I didn't care about at all at the moment. I just couldn't tell him right now. It was the wrong time. I had to tell him at some point though. What would I say? How was he going to react? We arrived at a little restaurant and sat in separate booths. Justin and I with Kenny. And the rest in the other booth. Justin could tell I was more worried than that and I tried to hide it. It was hard. We ordered our food and ate. Later, we left the restaurant and headed back to our hotel. When we finally got back to our room I laid down and turned on the TV. Ironically, Selena was doing an interview at the moment. I sat up and stared at the TV.

JB: Here.

He went to change the channel but I stopped him.

YN: No, it's fine. I wanna watch this.

He nodded and put his arm around me while we sat in silence watching the TV.

INT: So Selena! How are you and Justin doing?
SG: Well we aren't...
She paused.
INT: Oh I understand, sorry for asking.
SG: No it's fine. I have a lot to say!
INT: Oh, do you know who this girl is?

A picture of me whispering into Justin's ear today came up on the screen behind them. It was quiet until Selena broke the silence.

SG: Actually yes I do.

YN: What!?

SG: That's the girl Justin dumped me for. She's a little bitch and wants him for his money. It's that simple. She's scheming him and then he will come running back to me.

She smiled at the interviewer and he looked confused. It went to commercial and I stood up. I couldn't believe what she had just said. It wasn't the Selena I that I always heard about! She swore on live TV!? Nobody does that, at least not very often. Justin started yelling. He called her phone and she answered. I could hear her loud voice.

JB: What the hell was that Sel?! Why are you telling them lies? Stop trying to ruin my life!
SG: Oh silly Justin, we all know. I'm not dumb. That's exactly why you broke up with me, and I can't wait until you want me back after she takes your money and leaves you.

They continued yelling at each other through the phone. I looked at Justin from the other side of the room and I could tell he was ready to snap. I put on some flats and walked out of the room. I couldn't handle it anymore. I ran down the hall with tears running down my cheeks. I could hear Justin yelling.

JB: (YN) WAIT!

I didn't bother to turn around. I was too hurt and damaged. I took the stairs and went as far as I could down before I stopped and couldn't run anymore. I sat down and tucked my legs to my chest. I heard Justin's foot steps coming down the stairs.

JB: (YN)!

He got to me and bent down.

YN: Go away.
JB: No, I'm so sorry about Sel. I didn't think she would do that.
YN: Leave me alone Justin!

I was yelling at him now. I felt so much anger throughout my body. I just wanted to hit something.

JB: Please, just listen.

I put my head up and looked into his eyes. He rubbed my tears away.

JB: I never wanted this to happen. I talked to Selena. She just wants me back, she's jealous. I'm so sorry.
YN: Justin, we need to talk...








So how was it? Are you excited for the next chapter tomorrow? It's suspenseful isn't it? Well i've pretty much finished the story, so it's so hard not to just post all of the chapters in one night! Leave some comments!




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ASTRID's UPDATE

Hey lovelies :)
As you all probably know, I have stopped writing on the blog lately.
The thing is that I have actually written something anyway.. but!
I have not written an end to this imagine story and I am not going to.
Would you guys like to read it? all though it has no end? and I am NOT going to write an end!
What do you say?
Love Astrid (@TrueKennySwag)

Update, mhh-ish~

So.. tell me how you guys like chapter two of Love me like you do!? Was it good? The next part is most likely going to be dirty. This will be my first time writing something dirty so sorry if its bad. I hope you guys aren't getting bored, if you want I might add some of your guys' advice to the next chapter if you message me at ; live.without.regrett@gmail.com . But remember comment and tell me if you want more(: I love you guysssss<3

~Britney Lynn<3

24 Jan 2013

Those Three Little Words: Chapter 12


Hey guys! I'll post every night! But I know that some of you are in different time zones so I usually post when you're asleep. Sorry for that! But I may not be able to post the next few nights because I have a huge English project. But i can try! 14 COMMENTS LAST TIME!? That's absolutely amazing!!! I was so surprised when I saw that! Keep it comin'!




*YOUR P.O.V.*



We got inside a few minutes later and walked back to our room. I couldn't stop smiling! This was so amazing. I was finally dating the guy of my dreams. He was the most amazing boyfriend ever! And we just started dating. As we walked in our room we both headed to the bathroom because of our wet clothes.

YN: Justin, we can't tell anyone.
JB: I know, it's going to be hard, but as long as i've got my beautiful lady, it'll all be okay.

He winked at me and I blushed. He was so cute!

JB: You can take a shower first.

He didn't leave, he just stood there and I was confused.

YN: Are you going to leave?
JB: Well I don't want to get our floor all wet!

He laughed a little.

JB: I'll close my eyes, as long as you trust me.

For some reason, I felt like I could trust him not to look. Most girls wouldn't, but there was something about him.

YN: Okay fine, turn around and close your eyes.

He turned away and covered his eyes with his hands.

YN: Do you have any music to listen to? I usually have it when I take showers.
JB: No but I can sing to you?
YN: Even better. Okay I'm in the shower, you can uncover your eyes now.

He uncovered his eyes and sat on the toilet. I started the water and immediately felt the hot water running down my body. It was a lot better than the cold rain outside.

JB: Do you have a song that you want?
YN: Actually, can you sing me U Got It Bad by Usher. I know it's not yours, but your voice sounds great when you sing it a cappella.

JB: Anything for you baby.

He started singing and It was amazing. His voice was so soothing it made me melt. I stood there while washing my hair, thinking about how he had called me baby. Oh how I loved that. I listened to him sing and I wanted to cry. Tears of joy of course, I just was so happy.

JB: *singing* Said i'm fortunate to have you girl, and I want you to know, that I really adore you..

I loved his voice. I stopped the water and told him that he could stop.

YN: Justin that was amazing.
JB: Thanks, should I close my eyes? 
YN: Yes please.

He closed his eyes and I got out of the shower and saw him. He had his eyes closed and his hands over them. He was so loyal. I grabbed a towel and kissed his cheek. I walked out of the bathroom and went to get some PJ's. I heard the shower start and Justin get in. I put on this: http://www.polyvore.com/pajama_party/set?id=68545373. I loved wearing hoodies and shorts to bed. I grabbed my phone and checked my messages. I had 10 texts! They were all from Em. She was so glad that I was spending more time with Justin. I was so glad that she supported it. I texted her back and we texted about nothing really for a while. I didn't tell her that we were dating. It was confidential. The water in the bathroom stopped and I heard Justin come out a few minutes later.

JB: Hey beautiful

He smiled at me. He only had a towel around his waist. His body was so nice, OMB.

YN: Hey Bieber, nice body.

He just laughed and grabbed his PJ's and went to change. He was so funny. After he changed he came and laid on the bed next to me.

JB: So princess, it's only 4. What are we going to do for the rest of the night?
YN: We could order room service for dinner and lay and watch movies?
JB: Alright, will there be kisses? And cuddling?
YN: Yes Justin, now pick out some movies.
JB: Yes!

He turned on the TV and looked through the movie list. THere were so many, I just made him pick.

JB: Let's watch a funny one, then a scary one later tonight.
YN: Scary? ME? I can't do that kind of stuff.
JB: I'll hold you don't worry.

He smiled at me and I agreed.

YN: As long as it's not about hotels kay?
JB: Fine!

He laughed and went through the movie list again.

JB: Alright let's watch 21 Jump Street.
YN: Is it weird that i haven't even seen it yet? I think I saw the first 10 minutes...
JB: Are you kidding me? This movies amazing!
YN: Let's watch it then!

He played the movie and we got about half way through when our moms walked in with the kids. They came running and jumped onto the bed. It got awkward because we were under the blankets cuddling.

YN: Hi guys!
PM: Did you guys even get out of bed yet today?
JB: Actually we did, we went to the beach!
YM: In this weather?! You guys will get sick!
YN: Mom were fine!

I laughed a little and so did Justin.

JazB: We went shopping today! It was raining all day so we couldn't go to the zoo!
JaxB&YS: Yeah!
YN: Maybe tomorrow we can all head to the zoo!
PM: That sounds like a plan, now we will leave you two to your "movie"
JB: Mom, we're just watching a movie.

Our moms laughed. Well I guess I would've suspected something too. The kids jumped off of the bed and ran out of the room and down the hall to theirs. Me and Justin went back to cuddling.

JB: Before we start the movie, let's order food.

He grabbed the phone and ordered room service. It wasn't long before it got there. We ate and continued our movie. It ended at around 7:00pm and we wanted to watch the movie when it was really late. We decided to think of something to do. Justin came up with the craziest idea I ever heard off.

JB: Let's play ding-dong ditch! We can just knock on the doors and run!
YN: Justin! That's crazy! Let's do it!

We both laughed and walked out into the hall. We went to the very end of the hall, knocked and then ran. We hid around the corner, and watched a girl, about my age, walk out.

GIRL: Hello is anybody there?

We waited a few seconds and Justin decided to walk out to her because he felt bad. Of course Justin felt bad, he was so generous and sweet!

JB: Hi i'm Justin, nice to meet you!
GIRL: J-J-Just-Justin B-
JB: Bieber. And you must be a fan?
GIRL: Oh you don't even know! Can I get a picture?
JB: Sure.

She ran into her room to grab her phone. I came from around the corner and stood next to Justin. She came running back out.

GIRL: You must be Justin's friend that I hear about!
YN: Yeah I am!
GIRL: Can we all get a picture?
YN: You want me in a picture?
GIRL: OF course.

We all took a few pictures and she gave Justin her twitter name and asked for mine. I can't believe she wanted mine. It was so weird how she, and most likely other believers, knew about me. We left and decided to go back to our room and start the movie.

YN: Wow, I can't believe she knew about me!
JB: Of course. All of my believers know you, silly!

We both laughed and laid back on the bed. I decided to check my twitter. I had about 2,000 new followers! Wow, they did know about me. Every time I refreshed the page, there were even more. I checked my mentions and saw things like "your so lucky", and "Why can't I be Justin's friend like you, I'd kill for that!". I also saw that she posted the pics online. I favorited them, followed her, and logged off. I cuddled in Justin's arms and he turned on the movie.

JB: I hope you like the movie The Possession. It's old but it's kind of scary.
YN: Kind of? I haven't seen that either but it sounds scary!
JB: We need to have more movie nights!

He laughed and started the movie. I grabbed his hand and he held mine tight. The movie was really scary, and I couldn't let go of Justin. I felt shivers up my spine and squeezed his hand.

JB: Are you okay?
YN: Just a little scared!
JB: Here.

He tried to pull me closer. I was already so close. I loved being wrapped in his arms. He was so warm. The movie ended and I laid my head down on his chest and closed my eyes. He turned off all of the lights so it was pitch black. I could feel his eyes on me.

YN: Don't let go of me.
JB: I'll never let you go baby.

I slowly fell asleep in his arms. He never let go of me and I felt safe, even though it was dark. I could tell that I was protected...









So how'd you guys like it? You and Justin are finally dating, isn't it amazing!? Well there's more to come, you just gotta keep reading. Thanks again, bye-bye!





::TATYANA<3::