Never felt this way before (chapter 8)

Hi
Sorry! Sorry sorry sorry! I know it's been way too long since my last update.. I've been completely stressed out, I'm deeply sorry!

Believe tour has now officially started, are you guys going? I AM :D

About the story, I won't put Avalanna in since I'm thinking this story is taking place in the future, hope you understand. I'll find it too hard to write about it...

I got my Just getting started, it is so amazing! It literally brought me to tears. Justin is so amazing, I'm so proud of the man he has become. :)

Hope you all doing well :) I got my first and second kiss plus make outs, just wanted to let you know ;) I don't know who to talk about it, since all my friends were there, but they are making fun of me and both the boys I did it with.. But I'm so happy! My first kiss and make out was MY CRUSH. :D haha! The second was with another boy, that was weird. But it just happened so..... Yeah.. hehe  ;)

Now the story:

CHAPTER 8 OF NEVER FELT THIS WAY BEFORE

13 missed calls and 39 texts. 39! That's sick. I unlocked my phone and scrolled through the messages. They were all from Scooter, my manager. They said like:

What is going on?

Who is that girl?

Call me right now!

I am going to kill you!

You know what is being said about you!?

Call me!

Don't ignore me kid!!!!

Call me or I'll kill you!

You're dead

I nibbled on my lip nervously dialing in his number. This wasn't good, not good at all. 

On the phone:

"JUSTIN DREW BIEBER YOU'RE IN A LOT OF TROUBLE YOUNG MAN!"

Scooter picked up the phone with a yell. 

"Explain. Now."

His tone was stern and I stammered

"Uhm well basically I've like fallen in love with a girl I barely know. She's perfect in any way. Uhm yeah.. that's why I broke up with Sel.. So yeah.."

"You can't just do that! You're famous! The whole internet is overflowing with you and this girl!! Everyone is freaking out! Don't you see all the papz?"
"Actually no. I haven't seen any papz here at all!"

My voice was controlled but I could feel the anger boil right under my skin. Who was he? Trying to control my life. 

"Well there are always papz for crying out loud! There's pictures of you being silly on a market. Pictures with a little girl. Pictures where you hand in hand walk around the town. And last a blurry picture of you two kissing on a VERY romantic boat date.."

His rant stopped and I kept silent. How could I not have seen all the papz?

"Why are you quiet?"

Scooter's voice was still angry

"What am I supposed to say? Sorry? Sorry that I have found a girl that makes me genuinely happy. That treats me like a normal person. That actually lets me be myself? Oh well I'm really sorry about that Scooter"

My voice was dripping with sarcasm. The line was silent. I knotted my fist angrily. He was not going to make decisions for me. I was supposed to make those decisions. He sighted deeply on the other end.

"Listen to me Justin. I understand what you're saying but you also have to understand that everyone still think you're with Selena. Go to twitter and fix this ok?"

"Alright"

"I'm sorry about yelling"

"It's okay man. I understand that you're just trying to take care of me"

I replied. Scooter and I always got over our fights pretty quickly. 

"I'll give you two hours ok?"

"I got it Scooter. I'll explain my fans, Honesty is the easiest way"

"You're a wise kid Justin, don't screw it up! Now fix this and get your girl"

"I will"
I hung up with a grin. Scooter might be strict but he was still the best man I could have ever wished for my manager. I thought back at last night and with a huge smile I got in the bathroom. I took a quick shower and grabbed some shorts and a matching tee. After a bit of thinking I decided to go down and talk with (YN) before tweeting anything. I took a snack in the minibar before heading to her room. It was 11am, she should be up. I knocked briefly on the door. No response. I knocked again.

"Sorry sir"

I turned around to see a cleaning lady approaching me. 

"The girl left earlier this morning. She left with all her suitcases"
Did I hear right?
"Excuse me? She left?"
The lady nodded and I closed my eyes. She couldn't just leave? Why would she so that? I grabbed my phone and found her number in the contacts. It called the first, second, third time.... she wasn't picking up
"Damn it!"
I mumbled under my breath before rushing back to my room. I tried calling her more times but she wasn't answering. I texted her:

Hi (YN). Why did you leave? And why without telling me? Where are you? Please call me back! xx Justin

My heart sunk in my chest. I starred at my phone waiting for a text but there was no response. Why? Why would she do this to me!? I actually thought that last night had changed something about us. I thought she was ready to try getting to know each other and give us a chance for development. I turned on my computer and went to twitter. The TT's were harsh: Justin Bieber cheating, Justin and Selena, Go die (your hair color) bitch. Had (YN) maybe seen this? I typed my first tweet in.

@justinbieber: hey guys. long time no see. im taking some time off right now.

My mentions started spamming with questions about Selena and I

@justinbieber: just so you know. Selena and I broke it off. We're still friends. Don't ask more K?

@justinbieber: You guys are like my family. I love you but I need my privacy and you should respect that

@justinbieber: stop hating on people that you don't know. it hurts to see them hurt. 

They started asking if Sel and I broke off because of the hate she had relieved. Normally I wasn't a fan of telling them about my love life, but this time called for some serious action. 

@justinbieber: Sel and I broke up because we wanted to! It had nothing to do with the girl I have been hanging out with.

@justinbieber: the 'bitch' is called (YN)! She is really amazing and she means a lot to me. but you have scared her off and she's now gone

@justinbieber: honestly I thought you guys were better than hating on a girl i'm hanging out with. i really like her but she's gone and I can't get hold of her

@justinbieber:  disappointing!  you ruined something beautiful that had barely started... sorry guys but i'm a little mad.!

I sighted and ran my hands through my hair frustratingly. Why was I doing this? I wanted (YN) to see we were taking it slow and this was sure not helping. But I also wanted her to see that I cared and wanted her to contact me. Maybe she would see this and return my call? I sure hoped. I turned my attention back to the screen. Sorry Justin, Sorry (YN), We love you Justin, Beliebers love (YN), were already trending topics. A smile crept over my face, my fans would always be the best. 

@justinbieber: Thank you guys. I love my beliebers! now I just need to get (YN) back! :D love you

Without more I closed my laptop and fell back on my bed. I rubbed my face in my hands. Alright so I fixed the fan situation but I still had the (YN) situation running through my mind. Just as I was about to call her a message ticked in. It was from her! My heart skipped a beat but dropped completely when I read what it said

I can't do this. Please don't contact me. sorry.

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Never felt this way before (chapter 7)

Hello

This is a sad day to all Beliebers... Avalanna, Mrs Bieber, passed away this morning. She was our sweetheart and she meant a lot to Justin. It's really sad that she's gone at this young age..  The 1st of October all Beliebers will write her name on their wrist, take a picture and tweet it with the caption #RememberAvalannaDay . She was Justin's angel and she is the most strong and beautiful girl I've ever heard about. I love her with all my heart and it pains my heart that she's gone...<3 I hope you all will think about her and keep her and her family in your prayers tonight. I know she's in a better place now but she'll be missed. 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3nNbe8im4Sg
We will all love you forever.

Now here's the next chapter anyway:

CHAPTER 7 OF NEVER FELT THIS WAY BEFORE

I closed my eyes while slowly leaning closer.

"Please don't do this to me"

Her breath tickled on my lips. With confusion I opened my eyes. Her face was crumbled in pain with the tears shining in her eyes. She took a step away from me and my heart dropped. 

"Please don't..."

With the sorrow written all over her face she stepped back. 

"(YN).. please.. what's going on?"

I reached out for her hand but she shook her head and turned around. My whole body buzzed in confusion and sadness from the rejection. 

"Tell me what's going on, you can trust me"

I grabbed her hand and twirled her around. A single tear was running down her cheek and she looked at the ground embarrassed. 

"Aye schh baby don't cry.. come her"

I cooed silently pulling her close to my body. I rocked back and forth while keeping her in a close embrace. She sobbed down in my shoulder and I held her closer if that was even possible. I kept whispering sweet words down in her hair while calming her down. 

"It's gonna be alright honey... shh don't worry.. it's all gonna be fine"

I kissed the top of her head before pulling away so I could look in her eyes. I held her in my out stretched arms.

"Don't cry ok? It hurts to see an angel cry"

My words made her smile a bit and I pulled her back in a hug. We stood there for a while, just without a word in each other's arms.

"Will you talk to me now?"

She nodded while pulling away. With a deep sight she took my hand and lead me to the edge of the boat. The sun had set now and it was pitch dark at the sea. Only a few lights from other boats made it possible to see the small boats moving the boat. 

"i'm just not ready yet.."

It was barely audible but her words sunk deep in to my soul. What I had frightened the most had just come true, I had gone too far too fast.. and now she probably never wanted to bring this anywhere...
"I'm sorry (YN).."
"Don't be Justin. It's my fault, I should have told you. I think you're the greatest guy ever and I really think that something could grow between us. But I just broke it off with Chris and I need time you know... I need to trust you more, learn to know you better.. If you understand.."
I nodded my head silently with my eyes over the sea. It took all my strength not to let the tears fall from my eyes. 
"Justin look at me"
Her voice was soft and I turned my head slowly to look at her. The color in her eyes was warm and she softly laid her arms around my neck pulling me closer to her. On instinct I wrapped my arms around her waist. I bend down and rested my forehead on her's. While she spoke I held my eyes close.
"Let's get to know each other better Justin. I really want that"
Her breath tickled over my lips and I shivered. 
"Do you want that too?"
She whispered inching her face closer to mine
"I have never wanted anything more than to get to know you"
I choked out. My heart was racing with her pressed close to my body. I gulped as she moved her face a bit closer. Without warning her lips brushed softly over mine causing my knees to get weak.
"Justin.."
Her lips brushed over mine again and my a warmth spread through them. It rolled through my veins with the feeling of wanting more
"(YN)..."
My words shook from the feelings that were taking over my body. I couldn't control it, I had to kiss her. I opened my eyes to get locked with her's right in front of me. We were so close nothing could get between us. I tightened my arms around her and her arms sneaked further around my neck. She smiled slightly before closing her eyes. I took the change to press my lips against her's with my eyes closed. It was a soft, warm, fluttering feeling that flowed from her lips to mine. Spreading through my body was a heatwave it rushed all the way down to my toes. I smiled in to the kiss feeling her lips move with mine. Magic flew through me healing all my wounds just by her touch. After what felt like a second we broke away both gasping for air.I tugged a loose stray of hair behind her ear smiling in to her eyes with so much care.
"Will you give me a chance? Let's get to know each other? Not rush in to anything? Just flow with where ever this takes us?"
She bit her lips thinking over my words. I hugged her tighter to my body to let her know I'd do anything to treat her right
"Let's give us a shot"
I smiled widely pressing my lips to her's in a feather light kiss. When I pulled away she smiled up at me. 
"You're very beautiful, do you know that?"
She looked at the ground with a giggled, the red blush covering her sweet cheeks. I chuckled and we sat back down at the table. I called for the waiter who came out with our desserts:

"This looks so amazing"
(YN)'s eyes widened and I laughed at her excitement. We both digged in picking up our conversation about everything and nothing. Hours passed by and I didn't realize how late it was until i noticed (YN) shivering on the other side of the table
"Are you cold love?"
"Just a bit"
She answered with her teeth chattering. I chuckled and pushed my chair back. She got up too and I let her walk of the boat first. I jumped down on the path beside her. I looked at her from the corner of my eyes seeing goosebumps spreading over her skin. Without hesitation I cringed out of my jacket and tugged it closely around her shoulders.
"Here you go"
I held it tight around her shoulder with my own arm.
"Thank you"
She smiled up at me and we started our walk back to the hotel. When we finally got back to the hotel I saw (YN) stumble on her feet from exhaustion.
"Let me help you"
I held around her waist and she smiled thankfully. We made our way to her hotel room and she struggled to open the door. I helped her in sitting her down on her bed.
"Go to bed sweetheart"
I kissed her forehead lightly before turning around
"Justin.."
I turned around from her word and tilted my head
"Thank you for the lovely evening. I can't wait to spend more time with you"
She half smiled trying to keep her eyes open. I nodded with a slight chuckle and went out the door. I closed the door behind me with a big smile covering my face. I made my own back to my room. I fixed myself up to bed and covered my tired body in the covers. I smiled to myself before grabbing the phone from my nightstand. It had been over the top perfect tonight. (YN)'s kiss still trembled on my lips. The feelings lingered in my body but was blown dramatically away when I saw my phone.. this wasn't good at all..



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Never felt this way before (chapter 6)

Hello :-)
Sorry for the slag in my updating but i have so much homework.. like do my teachers honestly think I can do an English, German, Danish, Physic, Biology and History assignment in one weekend!? It feels like torture..
Anyways I expect more than two comments, like come on guys!
Sorry it's short but here's chapter 6:

CHAPTER 6 OF NEVER FELT THIS WAY BEFORE

"OMG is it too much? I'll go change"

She spun on her heel and tried to make her way back in to the room. I quickly grabbed her wrist and spun her back around.

"You look gorgeous (YN). I'm just out of words to express your beauty"

Her cheeks fluttered pink and she looked down at the ground. I chuckled lightly and pulled her out the door. I tugged my arm closely around her waist and guided her to the elevator. We entered and I pressed the lobby button. 
"Where are we going?"
She spoke softly
"You'll see"
I smiled down at her. A groan escaped her pouting lips and I chuckled deep from my throat.
"One thing you should know about me, I hate surprises!"
Through her eyelashes she looked up at me. I raised my eyebrows
"Oh really?"
"yup"
She popped the P and I shook my head with a laugh
"Wanna know a thing about me then?"
With enthusiasm she nodded her head. I lowered myself to whisper down in her ear
"I love surprising people"
The laughter bubbled from her when she shook her head. With a grin she pushed my shoulder lightly and we both laughed. Finally the lift arrived at the bottom floor and we made our way out. (YN) let me have my arm around her waist which caused my face to crack in a grin. Smalltalking we went out the hotel and down the road that lead to the market where we were earlier that day. We kept walking for about 10 minutes before we arrived at the small shore. 
"This is really beautiful"
(YN)'s eyes scanned over the sea where the sun was just setting in the horizon. At the shore old street lamps where lighting up the fairly busy shore. The small Italian places where set up with check pattern table-clothes and a single light, just like lady and the tramp. 
"Are we going in any of these places?"
Her eyes shone with happiness but I shook my head
"No, I have set something special up for us. Come on"
I pulled her along the shore to a small staircase that let down to a lower located path. The path was right next to the water. Small boats were rocking on the small waves. (YN) was smiling brightly and her eyes were soaking in all the amazing sights. I couldn't keep the smile from my face admiring her beauty.
"Here we are"
I stopped in front of the boat I had rented and her jaw dropped completely
"Unbelievable"
It was only a whisper under her breath and I grinned satisfied. 

"You like it?"
She turned to look at me while nodding her head. Without a word she pulled me in a tight hug. I locked my arms around her shoulders pressing her close. She could probably hear my heart beating faster in my chest.
"I love it"
She smiled mesmerizing and I felt a blush creep over my cheeks.
"I'm really glad"
I held my hand out and helped her up in the boat. Quickly I jumped down beside her. I pulled the chair out and she sat down with a 'thank you'. Just as we sat down a man, I had ordered, came with our food from a nearby restaurant. 
"Bon appetitte"
He winked before leaving us by ourselves
"This is so amazing Justin. No one has ever done anything like this for me before. You're truly amazing"
I starred in to her beautiful eyes while her voice swept around me like a sweet melody. We started eating while talking quietly about our lives. Every minute I spend with her I fell harder. I had only known her for a few days but she had my heart in her hands. I had never felt anything like that before. 
"Can I ask you something?"
I nodded and leaned back in my seat. We had both ended our meal and were now just talking casually.
"Why are there not any paparazzis around? Like you're famous and all. Not that I mind of course!"
She laughed a bit at her own rambling. I rested my cheeks in my hands and leaned over the table. 
"Well no one knows I'm here. I was rather surprised when that little girl knew me. This place is so local and I'm actually quiet surprised that I met you. Normally on this hotel I only meet other celebs or rich people trying to escape from everything back home. Like the whole city is a hidden paradise. It's like it's a whole other world kind of"
She nodded by my words.
"Agreed. It's my first time here but I love it. I feel like I'm in another world. It's heaven!"
I nodded before adding in
"Exactly. That's why I go here, to just get away from everything. I don't go on the phone, internet or anything. Only to call my mom and my manager, I have to.. but besides that I lock myself completely out"
It felt so right to tell her all this. She really understood. And then it just all came rushing out of me. The whole thing. 
"You know it's just been so hard lately. Everyone is nagging me trying to get me to do whatever they want me to. No one asks me what I want to! Like I'm a person too but it's like they don't understand. I did love Selena but over the time it just developed into a very strong friendship but I couldn't break with her because of what? Because of my reputation, because of her career because of everyone else! I'm never able to just do whatever I WANT! It's so frustrating to have people judging you all the time. I just want to be normal sometimes. Of course I love my fans and love the position I'm in but sometimes I just wished to go back when everything was simple. You know be a normal teenager again."
My eyes were blank with tears as I sighted deeply. (YN)'s eyes were locked with mine. They were dark in the light filled with emotions that I couldn't decode. Without a word she got up and waked to me. She pulled me up from my chair and closed her arms around me waist. I dragged her in my her shoulders hugging her close. Her arms squeezed me tight and I nuzzled my face down in the crook of her neck.
"I'm glad you're telling me this Justin. It means that you trust me. You should know that the last days where we have gotten to know each other have been some of the best in my life. You're such a generally nice person and I like the way you make me feel without a care in the world. You should be able to be the person you want to be and I'm sure people around you will understand. You're the nicest person I've ever met, truly"
She pulled back and still in my arms she smiled in to my eyes. I returned gladly sobbing in the tears that had escaped my eyes. Softy she stroke a finger over my cheek brushing the tears away. She was so sweet. Her face was shining with care and my heart bloomed with love. Slowly I leaned in to close the gap between our lips....






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Through Hate and Love: ch.7

'Ello. I didn't go to school today so I decided to write chapter 7. Soon very interesting things will happen in this story. ;)

Memories

Harry’s POV

I sat there awkwardly next to Estella. Whenever I’m around her, memories comes. She reminds me a lot of my ex Lillian. Her hair is the same only Lillians was a bit lighter, but those eyes. I can’t look at Estella, her eyes are the same. Those blue eyes… I feel like I’m looking again at Lillian. Why can’t I get her out of my head? Oh God, I still love Lillian. I remember the last time I was here, an unexpected happened.

Flashback:

“Babe, let’s go here?” I asked Lillian pointing at Nando’s.

She thought for a minute. Lilly wasn’t that kind of girl who used to go to places like Nando’s. Her family is rich and she always eats dinner in fancy restaurants but at this moment we had to choose the nearest place for dinner, ‘cause paps are following us like crazy and we needed a place to hide.

“Well ok, lets go before they catch up on us.” I nodded my head and tightened my grip around Lilly’s waist guiding her to Nando’s. We took  a table in the back so only few peoples could see us.

“I hate it” She mumbled.

I looked at her with confused eyes.

She sighed. “Why do we always hide? Everyone knows we’re together so why not show how much we love each other? No need to hide since all world knows.”

Lillian for the past week was trying to talk me into telling the press that we are together. Me, of course, don’t like this idea.

“Don’t start this again” I mumbled.

Just then one paparazzi got into Nando’s and came straight with the camera in his hands to our table.

“Harry Lillian  are you a couple? How long? Can you kiss?” he started shooting questions at us.

I was about to stand up and punch this guys face when suddenly Lillian grabbed me by my colar and pulled me against her. She pressed her lips on mine and I heard flashes coming. I pulled away and shocked when I saw there were more paps in here now taking pictures of us. I can’t believe Lillian would actually do soemhing against my wishes, to kiss me in front of the camera when she knew I didn’t that to be published. Now those pictures will be all over the internet and press. That day me and Lillian had our first fight from two months of dating. I was on the edge of breaking up with her but I loved her and I thought she loved me back. I was wrong. I--

My thoughts were interrupted by someone poking my shoulder. I turned to face the person. It was Estella.

I looked at her eyes. She isn’t Lillian, stop thinking about he Harry! Dammit.

“Yes?” I said.

“What’cha  thinking, Haz?” she asked me cheery.

Lillian called me Haz… Oh stop it Harry!

“Nothing” I mumbled.

“So…” She started again.  “What’s your favorite sport?”

I looked in her eyes deeply searching for something. Just now I saw that her eyes were skye blue and Lillian’s were grey blue. I smiled inside myself knowing that those eyes I am staring at right now belongs to Louis’s cousin, not Lillian.

I opened my mouth to answer her question. “I dunno.” I shrugged. “I Like golf”

She nodded her head and looked back at her plate.

“And what kind of sport are you into?” I asked her not believing myself for doing that. Maybe me and Estella could get a long. Just maybe.

I saw her smile before turning her head to face me.

“I like basketball, I used to play it with my younger brother back at home.” She said.

“That’s nice” I smiled.

After we finished our breakfast or as you can say dinner, because now it was around 3 pm, we went back home.

Estella’s POV

We were all back home to boys and I’s house spread on the couches. I was sitting in between Zayn and Liam. Zayn had his arm around my shoulder. Harry was on the love seat with Louis who was eyeing Zayn and I with confused face but I just shrugged it off. We are just friends. Niall sat on the floor his legs crossed stuffing himself with chips.

“So what now?” I asked them.

“We could go for a swim?” Louis suggested.

“Oh yeah, I remember we have a pool in the backyard” Liam said.

I smiled to myself. “Let’s go for a swim!” I yelled.

“OKAY!” Louis yelled back making everyone laugh.

I stood up. “I’m just gonna go put on a bikini and I’ll meet you in the back yard”

They nodded their heads.

“Don’t take too long” Zayn whispered.

I smiled at him and went upstairs to my room. I opened my underwear drawer and searched for my favorite bikini. After I found it I went to my bathroom which was connected to my room and got changed. I put my hair into a bun leaving few strays of my hair fall down and threw on an oversized T-shirt that only covered my upper thigh. I grabbed a towel and went to the boys. Outfit/hair/swimming pool: polyvore

I went straight into the backyard. Louis, Niall and Liam were in the pool splashing each other like little kids. Zayn was on one of the chairs we use to sunbath. He had only swimming boxers on. I walked taking a seat on other chair next to him.

“Hi there” he smiled looking up at me.

“’Ello. Why aren’t you with the boys in the swimming pool?”

He shrugged. “I don’t feel like swimming”

I giggled. “Or you just can’t swim?”

I knew from the press and fans that he isn’t a good swimmer.

“I can swim! I just… not a good swimmer” he laughed.

I smiled at him. Just then Harry came shirtless with only swimming boxers. I looked at him, I didn’t know he worked out. He saw me looking at him and gave me a confused face. I quickly turned away blushing.

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Never felt this way before (chapter 5)

Hey guys :)
I know it hasn't been said but the story takes place in Italy(random pick). So they're staying on a hotel in Italy, ok?:)
Btw thank you for checking out my post about myself. Neringa and i thought it was a good idea to tell a bit about ourselves. And you guys are some amazing people, I really love you all! HONESTLY!
Now enjoy..x

CHAPTER 5 OF NEVER FELT THIS WAY BEFORE

The next morning I woke up by the buzz from my phone. I pulled it out from the charger to see some new messages. First one that caught my eye was the one who just ticked in from Selena:

Hi Justin. Sorry bout yesterday.. hope we can b friends? -Sel From Selena

Hey Sel :) It's all good. Let's stay friends ;) From Justin

Great. I'll see you around :) From Selena

I smiled happily, that made a lot of things easier. I decided it was a good time to give my manager Scooter and my friend Alfredo a call....

After being on the phone for more than 2 hours with them both I finally got to take a shower. The hot stream made my muscles relax and my mind wander. Scooter had been completely pissed of me about breaking up with Selena just like that, but as I said 'you can't be with someone that you don't love'. Luckily, after a lot of yelling at me, he accepted my decisions. The call with Alfredo had been even more dramatic. He was my best friend but also best friends with Selena.. his rant had continued in forever about how I broke her. I had let him bark at me, what was the use any way? No doubt Fredo was head over in heels in love with Selena so when he had finally calmed down I told him how it was. That Sel and I were still friends and now he had his chance with her. I could almost feel him blushing through the phone. Honestly it had been quiet funny. I chuckled and turned off the shower. I wrapped my self in a towel and got out in the steamy bathroom. After drying myself off I dressed in some army shorts and a white v-neck. I spiked up my hair and winked at myself in the mirror. It was like a morning routine giving myself a little confidence before meeting a new day. A day of being single and ready to go haunting the girl of my dreams.,..

When I had finished my breakfast at the restaurant I went to the elevator humming to myself. It was my fifth day here, three days left to get to know (YN). I took the lift to her floor and walked down the hallway with a melody playing in my mind. I knocked on her room door and that's when the nerves hit me. What if she didn't want to see me again? The door cracked open and I swallowed hard, wow she was beautiful
"Good morning Justin"
She smiled lightly and opened the door farther. Her outfit brought the red in her cheeks out and made me stumble over my words.

"uhm you.. wow you're beautiful"
I fluttered over my own words looking down at my feet. Her giggle made me look up in her eyes. She was blushing hard and a sparkle was shining in her eyes.
"Would you like to come with me to the city today?"
"I'd love to"
I replied. She smiled happy and excused herself for a second to grab her bag. I checked that I had brought my wallet and my phone with me and luckily I had. She returned seconds later with a bag thrown loosely over her shoulder
"Ready?"
I nodded and we went down to the lobby. Outside the sun was shining down from a cloud free Italian summer sky. We stayed in a little local city with not many tourist other than the ones from the hotel.
"It's not to be rude (YN), but are you rich or something?"
She laughed at my question.
"Why would you think that?"
Her voice was confused and complimented with an adorable smile. I shrugged and answered
"Like the hotel is extremely expensive"
"Oh. Well Chris' grandfather owns it soo.."
Her voice trailed off and I smiled at her trying to lighten the mood from talking about exs. We walked down the small street leading up to the hotel. After five minutes of walking we arrived at the town's market.
"I think we chose the right day to get down here"
(YN)'s eyes twinkled with excitement as she gestured over the gathering of Italian people yelling up from their stands.
"It's so amazing"
I breathed out trying to take all the pictures in that was thrown at me. With a giggle (YN) grabbed my hand and pulled me to a stand that sold hats. She grabbed a big hat and placed it on my head. I pulled a funny face causing her to break down laughing. I soon joined in at her contagious laugh. With a smirk I placed a hat looking like a pig on the top of her head. She made a grunt like a pig and we both tilted over in laughter. The owner shook his head with a smile mumbling some Italian words. With big arm gestures I got him to snap a pic of us on my phone. I hugged my arm around her shoulder and we both stuck our tongues out when he took the picture.
"Gracias Sir."
I grabbed my phone back and we laughed at the picture. From that we went around to the other stands. We tried on different shades, hats and loads of other stuff. After an angry Italian woman had almost pushed us away from her rambling on Italian I collapsed down on a bench clunging my stomach from laughter.
"My tummy hurts!"
I pushed the words out. (YN) plopped down beside me laughing. She laid her arms around my shaking shoulders holding me close
"Poor baby"
Her breath tickled down my neck and I shivered. I turned my face and starred directly in her eyes. Her lips curved up in a little smile and I returned with a grin. Hey eyes overflowed mine with emotions. I felt the urge to lean in and plant a sweet kiss on her lips. Just as I was about to do that I felt a tug on my jeans. I turned my face and looked down at  little girl, around 4 years old.
"Can I help you?"
I smiled politely.
"Justin Bieber"
Her eyes were big and round like a chocolate fondue, haha. I bend down and picked her up lifting her to si ton my lap.
"What's your name doll?"
She was sitting with her legs around my waist facing me with a shy smile.
"I don't think she talk English"
(YN) pointed out. She leaned over and cooed a sweet hello to the girl on my lap. The little girl returned with a wide grin. I smiled sweetly as the girl grabbed for (YN)'s cheeks. (YN) leaned down to her and the girl mumbled some Italian while stroking her cheeks. They both giggled and (YN) reached out for. The girl happily crawled from my lap to (YN). She sat on her and started talking to (YN) which just responded with smiles and nods. The girl kept talking and I brought my phone out to record them. They were so amazing together. I recorded the two girls speaking each their language while the girl kept touching (YN). Suddenly a woman, around 30, came running to us.
"Isabell!"
The girl turned and looked at her. I guess it was her mother because she shrieked out he word 'mama' and jumped away from (YN). The woman grabbed the child and hugged her closely.
"Is that your child mam'?"
I asked and raised from the bench. (YN) got up beside me and the woman looked at us.
"Yes. Thank you for watching her. She ran away from me"
She spoke with a thick Italian accent.
"Oh don't worry. She came running to us"
(YN) reassured her with a lovely smile.
"Justin Bieber"
The little girl, Isabell, pointed to me with a grin. The woman's face turned from confusion to a wide grin.
"Now I see why I recognized you. Isabell loves you!"
Her voice was excited and both (YN) and I chuckled lightly.
"Can we have a picture?"
"Of course"
The woman brought out her phone and I took Isabell in my arms. I laid a kiss on her cheek while the mother took a photo.
"Gracias Justin"
Isabell said and I laughed, she was adorable. She then asked her mom something on Italian and she shook her head with a smile.
"She asks if she can have a picture with you too?"
She turned to (YN) who looked oddly surprised.
"Oh why?"
Her head tilted with furrowed brows and made her look cuter than ever.
"She thinks you're a princess.."
The mother laughed along with me while (YN) turned a deep shade of pink.
"Well of course then"
She held her arms out and lifted Isabell to her hip. The mother took a picture and (YN) hugged her tight.
"Tell her that she's a princess please"
(YN) looked at the mother who nodded willingly.
"Gracias"
Isabell hugged us both once again before heading off holding her mother's hand. I looked at (YN) who was smiling lovingly at the little girl.
"You're great with kids (YN)"
Another thing that made me fall harder for her.
"You're not too bad yourself"
She smiled.
"You know you are a princess"
She giggled at my words
"What are you talking about Justin?"
I shrugged innocently and started walking away. Her running feet came up behind me. Without a word she grabbed my hand and we walked back to the hotel in silence. We got to the lobby and went in the elevator. We pressed the two different floors.
"(YN)?"
"Mm?"
She looked up at me. I let go of her hand and scratched my neck nervously.
"I know we both just came out from relationships, but will you go out on a date with me?"
her lips twitched up in a smile
"I'd love to"
"Great. What if I come to your room at 7 and we'll go out for dinner?"
"Sounds good"
She smiled and my heart raced, I had just gotten myself a date. We arrived at her floor and she gave me a quick hug before exiting the lift.I made my way to my own room and started getting ready, this night had to be perfect..

At exactly I knocked on her door holding a bouquet of white lillys in my hands. I was wearing a pair of black jeans matched with a white shirt. I looked pretty decent I would suppose. When she opened the door my jaw dropped, she was more gorgeous than ever.


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Astrid

Hello :)
I just wanted to tell you all a bit about myself.
My name is Astrid and i'm 15 years old. I live in Denmark in Europe.

I go to school and my favorite subject is English. I'm not really found of going to School but this is my last year. In School i am the head of the studentcouncil. Next year i'm goin to be an exchange student in the US.

In my sparetime i Dance hip hop twice a week and one time jazz. Also i go to the gym and run in the forest.

I started liking Justin in 2009 and have been by his side ever since. Also i love drake, Nicki minaj, Olly Murs, the Beatles, Elvis, Taylor swift, 1D, Demi Lovato, Frank Ocean and Many more.

I've been on this blog ALMOST from the beginning. I've wrote loads of different stories and right now i'm working on 'Never felt this Way before'

You Can always contact me through the comments on the blog or on my twitter TrueKennySwag :)
Also i have three facebook pages: Bieber i Danmark, i can't die before i meet Justin Bieber, Olly Murs Danmark.

This is me today with my new haircut :)

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Through Hate and Love: ch.6

Sorry for a short chapter, I am busy, I really am. Hope you understand.

Breakfast

We stepped out into a warm sunny weather. I smiled to myself as Zayn accidentally bumped his hips to mine. He looked at me with a smile on his face but then quickly turned away. We walked into Nando’s and took a table who was in the back. Louis sat between Niall and Zayn and I sat between Harry and Liam across the table. I was facing Zayn.

“This is my favorite place” Niall told us dreamy.

“We know that Niall” Louis rolled his eyes and I just chuckled.

The waitress with curly hair came to take our orders.

“Hello, wha- Wait, are you guys the ones I think you are?” She asked grinning at the boys.

“uh…” the boys stuttered.

“Don’t worry, I’m not gonna freak out or something. I just like your music” she smiled. “So can I take your orders?”

The boys nodded and we ordered the food.

”Ok, I’ll be back with your orders” She smiled one last time and walked away. I looked at Liam and saw him looking at  our waitress figure slowly fading away. I raised my eyebrows at him.

“Li?” I said teasingly. Louis, Zayn and Harry got in a conversation about cars as I understood and Niall was on his phone texting someone so no one can hear me.

“What?” He asked not taking away his gaze from now nowhere to be seen waitress.

“You got your ayes on Danielle” I waggled an eyebrow.

He looked at me confused “Who’s Danielle?”

“Our waitress. Her name was written on her uniform if you haven’t noticed” I smirked.

“Oh…uhm..” he blushed.

“So I am right!” I cheered. Guys looked at me.

“You are right on what? Louis asked.

I looked at Liam and he gave me ‘please don’t tell’ look. “Oh nothing. Forget it” I smiled at the boys. They nodded their heads and continued doing what they were doing.

“Hey, Stella, I forgot to tell you but your mom called me today” Louis said with a serious face.

My eyes were wide open now. I forgot to call my parents and even Jess. Non of them knows where I was.

“And what did she said?” I asked nervously.

“She asked if you were with me.”

“Uhh..” I stuttered, “and what you told her?”

“I told her that I don’t know where you are but I’ll try to contact you” He paused for a second before continuing “You need to call her, she’s worried.”

I sighed “I forgot to call her. I haven’t told anyone about me moving out” I smiled “thanks Lou, I appreciate you didn’t tell her where I was or my parents would come and take me back home”

He nodded. “but call them and explain everything. Today” He looked away and got into a conversation with the boys.

 I sighed. I’ll call them when we get back home. I turned my head and looked at Harry who hasn’t said a word now, he was just looking at the table and I guess he was deep in thoughts. I poked his shoulder.

“Yes?” he said.

“What’cha  thinking, Haz?” I said in my cheery voice.

“Nothing” he mumbled.

Ok then. “So…” I tried making a conversation “What’s your favorite sport?”

He looked at me. I have to admit, he has gorgeous emerald eyes and I feel I could be staring at them all day.

He cut my staring off by answering my question “I dunno.” He shrugged. “I Like golf” he said simply.

I just nod my head and looked at my plate with almost finished food.

“And what kind of sport are you into?”

I smiled for myself. Harry was finally NOT ignoring me.

“I like basketball, I used to play it with my younger brother back at home.” I said looking at him.

“That’s nice” he smiled.

From outside I just nod my head and continued eating my food when inside my body I was jumping from excitement. Maybe me and Harry could be friends. 

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Never felt this way before (chapter 4)

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CHAPTER 4 OF NEVER FELT THIS WAY BEFORE

"What is it Justin?"
The smile faded from Selena's face and I grabbed her hand. In a high speed I walked down the hallway to our room. Luckily Selena didn't question my weird behaviour. She just followed my quick path shutting the door close when we entered the hotel room.
"Tell me what's wrong Justin"
Her voice was soothing and I sat down on the bed with a loud sight.
"I don't know what's going on"
I covered my face in my hands and mumbled the words out. My whole world was spinning in confusion. Selena sat dwon beside me and patted my back.
"We should break this off Sel"
Her hands stopped on my back and she moved away. I looked up. Her eyes were angry. Her mouth was pressed together in a line
"Is it because of (YN)?"
"No Selena it's not"
"DON'T YOU DARE LIE TO ME JUSTIN"
Her yell surprised me. The tears ran down her cheeks and I reached out for her but she got up.
"YOU'RE A PRICK JUSTIN. A FUCKING PRICK YOU KNOW"
Without anymore words she spun around. I kept silent as she threw her stuff down her suitcase angrily.
"Are you even going to try to stop me?"
She stopped in front of me. Her words stung and the tears were still running freely down her cheeks.
"Sel.. please... don't do this! We can still be friends. I'm doing this for the better, you know that. You desrve better!"
I spoke softly looking deep in her eyes.
"BULLSHIT JUSTIN. PURE BULLSHIT. You love a girl that you don't even know. You DON'T FUCKING KNOW HER JUSTIN. We've been together for so long and you're throwing it away because of one stupid girl. You're a complete jackass and we sure can't remain friends."
And with those words she left. I just sat on the bed looking at the closed door. Slowly I laid back and closed my eyes. My head was hurt by all the damn thinking. Why was love so complicated? I didn't feel like I had been so rude to Selena that she had to react like that, but I kind of understood, it's never nice to be broke off with. But it was the right thing. I wanted to be with (YN) or at least get to know her.. I just had to. And with that I fell asleep.


It was night time when I woke up again. I scratched my eyes sleepily and sat up. The memories of Selena's outburst came rushing to my mind and I sighted heavily. I grabbed my phone. It showed 4 missed calls, from my mom, Scooter and two from Alfredo. I should probably call my mom back..
On the phone:
"Justin! What have you done?"
My mom's voice was pissed and I squinted my eyes together.
"Listen mom.. I did break it off with Sel but I did it nicely"
"How come she's then calling me from the airport on the way home CRYING?"
Her voice raised.
"Because we broke it off and she probably didn't feel like breaking it off. What can I say? I didn't feel anything anymore and it would be mean if I was with her without loving her, right?"
My mom kept silent for a moment
"I guess you're right sweetheart. She just sounded really upset. How could you just stop loving her?"
I thought for a while biting my lip
"It wasn't just like that. The last months it hasn't been the same and then I just figured it out that yiou shouldn't be with someone you don't love"
My words were careful. I didn't want to tell my mom that I was mezmerized by a girl I didn't knew but I was still telling her a part of the truth.
"It's okay Justin. I'm not mad at you, you broke it off for the right reasons, I guess Selena was just surprised that it came all of sudden"
I could hear that the anger had left her voice and I smiled satisfied.
"Thank you mom"
"No problem. Are you coming home then? you still have four days off?"
"Actually I thought about staying here. Just relaxing and getting my mind off things, it's been really hectic lately"
"I undersand. Call me ok?"
"Of course. Love you mom"
"love you too Justin. Bye"
"Bye"
I hung up the phone. I felt bad about hurting Selena but it was the right thing to do. She deserved a guy that loved her and I didn't do anymore. I glanced at the clock, 8:12pm. My stomach rumbled and I got up. Slowly I made my way down to the hotel's restaurant. I got myself a tablt and ordered tonight's special. The restaurant was quiet busy but luckily I had gotten a table in the corner. My food arrived quickly and I digged in. After I finished I leaned back and took a look over the restaurant. My breath was caught in my throat when I suddenly saw (YN) sitting at a table. She was wearing a white tank top slimming her perfectly trimmed body. Her legs were covered in a pair of dark skinny jeans. On the top of her head a messy bun was making her look adorable. She was pushing her pasta around on the plate with a pout on her beautiful lips. I hesitated for a second before getting up. I got many weird looks as I walked directly across the over crowded place.
"Hey (YN)"
I pulled out a  chair and sat down in front of her. She looked up and a shy smile played over her lips, she was so god damn beautiful.
"Hi Justin."
Her voice was raspy, had she been crying?
"How are you?"
I rested over the table to get closer to her. She looked in my eyes biting her lips, she was clearly thinking if she should be honest or not.
"I've been better"
She shrugged and I nodded in understanding.
"Will you come for a walk with me?"
I asked moving my feet nervously. Luckily she agreed and we both raised from the table. I placed my hand on her lower back and guided her out from the restaurant.
"Let's go to the hotels yard,"
"this place has a garden?"
Her surprised voice made me chuckle
"Yeah. It's more like a holiday resort than a hotel"
I responded smiling
"Really?"
She sounded stunned and I laughed while walking towards the back of the place
"I didn't even knew that and I've stayed here for quiet some days now"
She shook her head laughing at herself. I joined in and we soon arrived at the quiet place.
"This is beautiful"
Her voice was only a whisper.

"Very beautiful indeed"
I agreed with her. We walked down the path starting out in silence. The silence between us was nice. It was comfortable and it made my thoughts wander. I broke up with Selena for the chance with (YN), now I had it. But I couldn't get myself to make a move. I wanted to get to know her, to gain her trust and to make her feel good before rushing in to anything.
"Huh?"
She nudged my rips with a questioning look.
"Sorry, I wasn't paying attention"
I felt my cheeks flutter pink and she giggled.
"I asked you where Selena was?"
She smiled and we sat down on a bench in union. I turned a bit so we were sitting with our fronts facing each other.
"We broke up and she left"
Her jaw dropped at my words and I smiled a little.
"Wow uhm I'm sorry"
"Don't be. I broke up with her"
I reassured her with a smile.
"Oh okay then"
We both went quiet. Her eyes were glinting in to mine. Her lips were perked up in a slight smile which I returned happily.
"How are you with Chris and all?"
A sudden shadow filled her eyes and I quickly regretted my words
"I haven't spoken to him. I called my mom and talked. She said that I should stay here and relax just like you did"
She tilted her head with a smile and I chuckled.
"I'm glad you did"
"Why?"
I bit my lip nervously, what was I supposed to answer?
"Because we can spend time together now. We are both left alone"
I gestured my arms dramatically to the side and caused her to burst out in a cute giggle
"Sounds good to me"
She was too adorable for living. We started talking and it felt so good. Nothing went down, we just talked. Talked about everything. It was so easy for me to talk to her. Her understanding eyes when I told about my busy schedule and her laughs when I told her about my friends. I listened firmly to her stories about school and her home. She was a bit younger than me, but whatever? Age is just a number.
"It's getting late"
I stated as another yawn left her lips. She nodded sleepily and I got up. I reached out for her hand and pulled her up to her feet. Carefully I rested my arm around her shoulder and we started our journey back from the garden. We got back to her hotel room and I took a step away from her
"It was really nice to be with you Justin"
"You too (YN)"
My heart raced in my chest by the smile on her face
"Let's hang out again tomorrow"
I said with a shaky voice. She didn't respond. A smirk played over her lips and without warning she kissed my cheek. My knees got weak and a heat spread through my body.
"Goodnight Justin"
With that she walked in and closed the door. My head was spinning. She didn't say anything? Where we going to hang out tomorrow? My cheek lingered after her kiss when I walked back to my room. I really hoped she wanted to spend more time with me. She had the control of me right now and that night I dreamt of (YN) and I.. together...





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Never felt this way before (chapter 3)

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CHAPTER 3 OF NEVER FELT THIS WAY BEFORE

"I..I..."

My voice broke and I looked down at my feet.

"I thought you cared more Justin. I know it has been hard for us lately but after this time we spent together I thought we were doing better. I honestly believe that we were going to make it through Justin. But.. The way you look at her. You don't even know her."

Her sentence trailed off and I looked in to her eyes. They were hurt. Very hurt. I grabbed her hands.

"Listen to me Sel. I'm sorry. Deeply truly sorry okay? I didn't mean to ignore you or anything. I care so much about you, you're my best friend and the best girlfriend in the world. I'm with you because I want you, alright?"

She nodded with the tears still running down her cheeks. I stroke them away softly and planted a soft kiss on her lips. I felt.. nothing when our lips touched. The spark that once was there was completely gone. She broke our kiss and we hugged. It was nice having her close but it wasn't right.. You know it's like fitting two puzzle pieces together and you can press them together but it's forced.. you know it's wrong but you really want it to be right.. That's exactly how it felt hugging her. We pulled away and she smiled up at me

"I love you Justin"
"I love you too"

I lied...

 

 

"One big sprite please"

The waiter nodded and I turned the chair to look over the pool area. Selena was on skype with her mother and I went to the pool. We had been in our hotel room just watching movies. But I couldn't find rest. Selena was right I had all my focus on (YN). Her face kept showing in my mind and I wanted to spend more time with her so badly.
"Here you go sir"
I thanked the waiter and took a sip of my drink.
"Hi Justin"
That voice.. could it be?
"(YN)"
I exclaimed while turning on my chair. She sat down beside me in a pair of jeanshorts and a red and white striped crop top. Her smile was there, but it didn't seem well. I smiled in to her eyes but they were dull. A frown crept over my face, what happened to her lovely self?
"Everything's okay?"
Her hands twitched around in her lap and I grabbed them with mine. I covered her tiny hands completely and she looked up at me, a bit of shock showing in her expression. She shook her head and a deep sight escaped her well formed lips. I squeezed her hands and she kept her gaze locked with mine
"You can talk to me (YN)"
I smiled and got a little chuckle in respond
"Thank you Justin, you're sweet"
She let go of my hands and rested them on the bar desk.
"Can I get a big diet coke please?"
The waiter nodded and went away. I leaned over the counter and rested my head on my hand.
"Please.. I know we barely know each other but I can see something is nagging you"
I spoke softly looking in to her deep oceans. They soaked me in. Bathed me in happyness and pure perfection shone from them.
"I don't know if it's a good idea Justin"
Her voice trailed off and her eyes went away from mine. The coke was set in front of her and she took a quick swig making my heart race from the way she moved her lips. Her every move was so gently yet so marked and controlled.
"Have you ever felt like something wasn't right? Like you are happy and everything but you just have this feeling that there is one thing that isn't wuiet how it should be?"
Her brows were knacked together when she looked at me with truth speaking from her mind. I nodded, that was exactly how I felt, and I knew the thing that was wrong. I should be with her, (YN), and not Selena, but it was not that easy.
"And maybe you even have a clue what is wrong but you don't feel like you can do anything about it?"
The tears whelled up in her eyes and I quickly locked my arms around her waist pulling her chair closer to mine. I shushed her lightly mumbling down to her hair
"Don't cry baby, I'm sure you know what to do about this. It's going to be okay. Everything's gonna be alright. Please don't cry. You're so beautiful when you're smiling, it's not nice when you're crying"
Her body melted in to my own under our close embrace. It felt so right having her in my arms. She fitted there, perfectly. Nothing could be wrong with an angel in my arms. She was perfect to me, everything about her and i barely knew her. I gulped, this wasn't good......
"You're okay?"
I stretched my arms out to look at her.
"Chris left me here"
Her words were almost not audiable but my jaw dropped completely
"WHAT?"
I slapped my mouth from my sudden outburts. Her face went back to looking at the desk. She twirled her slender hands around the glass.
"He told me that I looked at another boy like I loved him. I told him that I loved him but he said I was lying. I told him that I wasn't but he kept yelling that I was a liar and a whore so I told him to fuck off and he did...."
I could hear the sorrow from her shaking voice.
"But you seemed so happy"
She looked up at me with a smile and nodded from my words.
"I thought we were happy. I guess it was just an illusion."
I grabbed her hands and squeezed them tight in mine
"You deserve so much better. Not a guy that doesn't believe your words. You deserve a guy that can see your perfection okay?"
I let my words sink in to her before continuing.
"Now you have this week to yourself to clear it up. Did Chris treat you like a princess? *she shook her head* that's what I mean. You deserve a guy that holds the door for you. That stick up for you. That believes your words. That asks you how your day was because he wants to hear it, not just because he has to. A guy that will look at you with love in his eyes and will kiss and hold you at every chance he gets. You desrve better than Chris (YN)... You do!"
Her smile lit up and she pulled me in for a hug. Her small arms locked around my torse and I held her tight by the waist. I could be that guy. I'd love with every inch of my body but.. I had a girlfriend. The girl of my dreams was sitting in my arms begging for love but I couldn't give it to her because I had Selena.
"Thank you Justin"
We pulled away and our smiles shone brighter than the sun. Without thinking I stroke a strant of hair behind her ear and let my thumb scrolled softly over her cheek. She blushed and her eyes fluttered to the ground
"Justin.. You. and .... I.."
She sighted and before I could do anything she stood up from her chair.
"You are so amazing Justin.. I thank you with all my heart"
And with that she turned on her heel. I watched her walk away from me. It felt liek she was walking out of my life but I didn't do a thing. I couldn't move. My whole body was froze in it's place. Why? Why did she just walk away? What had she been trying to tell me? I couldn't get the answers since I had let the angel walk right away from me. But she was still on the hotel.. I jumped up from my chair making it fall to the ground
"SIR!"
The waiter called after me but I was sprinting to the hotel entrance. The devil had gotten over me, I had to get (YN) back. Not that she left me but i had to speak to her. I had to be with her Had to hold her. Had to ki..
"Justin!"
I stopped dead in my tracks when I turned a corner and almost ran in to my girlfriend.. Selena
"What are you doing? Are you being chased?"
She laughed and suddenly the reality hit me. I couldn't be with (YN) before I had dealt with my girlfriend Selena..
"Selena we need to talk.."




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