My love for eternity

Hello :)
Sorry I haven't posted any stories for a looooong time, i haven't been home. I have had 5 weeks of vacation but only been home 3 days :P I promise to post more often.
Love you all thanks for caring about me. Now enjoy this I used tons of time on it
xx Astrid

The story that is going on in present time is written like this. It's only your thoughts.
The things that you think back to is written like this, it's written like a story in past time.

My love for eternity

5 years has it been by now. 5 years since I lost you. I miss you. Miss you more than anything you can imagine but I know we'll be together again someday. One day I'll come back to you and I'll just hold you close. I want to feel your arms wrap around me again. I want to be in your arms. The wind is soft today, just like the day we met. You remember the day we met? I sure do......

The wind briefted softly on my wet skin. I sighted heavily closing my eyes. A single pearl of sweat ran over my forehead and I sunk back on the bench. Around me kids were playing, families were talking, friends were laughing, dogs were barking and happy couples were strolling through the sunny park. It was another hot day in LA and I had been out for a run. After a hard workout,  I had found myself a lovely bench in the out circle of the park. My legs were aching but I had a smile on my face. I just moved to LA a week ago to follow my dreams of becomming an actor. Until now everything had been great. My roommate, Ellie, was the sweetest girl ever and she had already introduced me to a lot of her cool friends. I auditioned for the acting school months ago and I was starting classes on monday. Another wind swept over my skin and I turned my face upwards to the sky. My eyes were still pressed close when suddenly a shadow covered me. Suspicious of what blocked the sun I opened my eyes. A stranger boy was standing in front of me. His hoodie was pulled up covering his head and the big sun-glasses covered his eyes.
 - Can I have a seat?
His voice was deep and melodic. I nodded my head moving abit to the side. He nodded as a thank you and sat down beside me. I furrowed my brows a bit, why was he wearing a big hoodie on this sunny saturday afternoon? I decided to shrug it off and closed my eyes again. The sun was heating my skin and I felt the warmth spread through my body. I felt kind of awkward sitting next to this stranger sweating in my wet running cloth. I felt the stranger turn beside me and opened my eyes. I could feel his eyes lay on my face behind his glasses.
- Can I do anything for you?
I smiled at him and I could see him blush lightly under my question. I smirked to myself, this was quiet interresting actually.
- Uhm no it's fine
I smiled politely at his respond, I wanted to talk to him. Or honestly I just wanted to know his identity.
- May I ask you something?
I turned on the bench to look at him. His face showed surprise at my sudden interrest towards him.
- Go ahead
He answered with a smile curling on his lips. What a smile! His teeth were perfectly white and his lips were pink and plumy. The smile grew wider when I blurted out my question
- Why are you wering a big hoodie when it's so hot?
He chuckled and it sent shivers up my spin, it was like a deep husky sound from the bottom of his chest. My cheeks fluttered a light pink.
- I'm trying to stay unknown
His answer made me furrow my brows in suspicioun, who the heck was this person? There was something regonizable about his voice, but I couldn't point out where I had heard it before.
- why?
He turned a bit further to face me. A smile was playing on his lips, he was entertained by my questions.
- Because I'm Justin Bieber
I laughed, yeah right he was Justin Bieber. That was the stupidest lie ever, like I could tell if this was Justin Bieber, I had been a Belieber forever for crying out loud. I finally caught back my breath and look at him. He was just watching my hysteric laugh with a small smirk playing on his lips.
- Alright Justin Bieber, I'm Beyoncé, nice to meet you
I held out my hand still giggling lightly. He grabbed my hand and in one good smooth he guided it to his lips. He left a fot kiss on my knuckles and looked up in my eyes. I could barely see his eyes behind the sunglasses.
- An honour to meet you Beyoncé
My hand kept tingling where his lips had touched when he let it go. The heat spread across my face and I knew I looked like a tomato. Another smirk played over his lips when he caught me blushing. I smiled, who was this stranger that could make my heart flutter without even telling me his identity?
- It was really nice meeting you, but I have to go now
He got up from his seat and turned around to me.
- Is it possible to ask you to come on a date with me tonight? I'd really like to get to know you for real?
His words sent shivers down my spin and I nodded
- That could be possible. Meet me at the park entrance at 7
Before he could say anything to my command I had gotten up and was running away. I looked back over my shoulder to see him standing there with his hoodie pulled over his head. I turned my face back around. I didn't even know who this guy was and now I had a date with him tonight. I shook my head in disbelief, I was really picking up the new crazy actor lifestyle quick...

You know how nervous I was? I thought I had lost my mind. I said yes to a stranger, it turned out to be the best thing I had done in my life.....

                              -------------------------------- 6:30 PM -----------------------------------------
I finally laid the finishing touched on my hair. It was tied in a big knot on the top of my head leaving my bangs to fall down and frame my face perfectly. I had a light brown eyeshadow on and a good lay of mascara. A natural blush was floading over my cheeks and a shiny gloss was covering my lips. I opened my closet and picked this OUTFIT out. While I got dressed I thought it all over. I had no idea if the mysterious guy would show up. I had no idea who he was, he could be a rapist. Then if he showed up he could either be really sweet and beautiful or he could be a prick. And if he showed up where would we go and would we do? Everything was rushing through my mind as I made my way to the door. I locked it safely tossing my keys down my bag. I started walking to the park. When I arrived at the entrance it was 6.58. My hands were shaking, what had I gotten my self in to. I played anxiously with the charms on my bracelet when suddenly a soft wellknown voice spoke behind me.
- Beyoncé?
I turned around with a giggle. I looked up to see the stranger and suddenly he wasn't so stranger anymore. My jaw dropped and a gasp escaped from my lips.
- You're.. you.. how?.. You're you. You're Justin Bieber
I managed to stammer out. Justin chuckled.
- I told you I was me
He got closer to me and I shook my head. His brown eyes were sparkling and his hair was spiked perfectly up in the front. I shook my head in disbelief and my eyes wandered up and down him. His upper body was swept in a white v-neck. Low on his hips a pair of skinny waisted black jeans was hanging. I looked up again and his eyes caught mine. He opened his arms and I stepped in for a hug. My arm locked around his toned chest and his arms pulled me close by the waist. His chin rested on my shoulder and he gave me a tight squeeze before letting go again. I took a step back and was met by his stunning smile.
- I can't believe you're actually Justin Bieber
I shook my head again speaking the words that caused him to laugh.
- Well I can see you're not Beyoncé, so what's your real identity?
He asked me sweetely and I giggled.
- I'm (YN). nice to meet you for real
He laughed at my words grabbing my hand and shaking it. HIs touch sent trembles up my spin and when he let go my whole world was spinning slightly under his gentle touch and soft eyes.
- Would you like to go out and get something to eat with me? I'd really like to get to know you
I nodded and grabbed the arm he was offering me. I tugged on his arm as we started walking down the road. Our conversation got kicked off when I asked him why he was in town and from that it floaded naturally. The streets were quiet empty when you thought about how it was a  august saturday night in LA. We arrived at the restaurant and Justin was the gentleman I had always thought he would be. When we got there it turned out he had already ordered us a table.
- You knew I would agree to come with you?
His eyes twinkled with laughter and he sat down opposite me.
- No, I just thought that I had a good chance. Plus I really hoped you would go
- Why?
- Because when i saw you today in the park I just knew I had to get to know you. You were just so beautiful..
I interrupted him
- I was sweating in my running suit, that was so not beautiful
I raised my eyeborws when a smile curled over his lips. He reached out for my hand over the table and rubbed his thumb over the back of my hand
- You're the most beautiful girl I have ever seen
My cheeks fluttered red and I looked down in my plate. Luckily I was saved by the waitress who came with our menu cards. The whole night was perfect. Justin was the sweetest guy I had ever met. He was so generally nice and down to earth. He made me laugh and we kept on talking for hours. We ended ur dinner and went outside the restaurant.
- Uhm do you want to go for a walk?
Justin asked nervously. He bit his lips and I smiled
- Sure
- Sweet
Before I knew it he had grabbed my hand and we were walking down the sidewalk. HIs fingers was laced with mine and my heart was pounding in my chest. I felt so free. The sun was setting and the last warm was soaking in to my skin. We got to the beach and both took of our shoes. Hand in hand we walked down to the water. The waved pushed over our feet and whispered as they pulled back. No words were spoking, we were just standing hand in hand enjoying the beautiful sun set.
- This is so beautiful
My low whisper broke the comfortable silence. Justin mumbled an agreement and the silence took over again. Suddenly Justin turned me around to face him. The sun was shining the last over my shoulder making his eyes go a deep brown. His lips were formed in a smile and my heart stopped for a second.
- Thank you for taking the chance and saying yes to a stranger.
I smiled and left a soft kiss on his cheek before letting go of our intwined hands.
- I need to go home, but thank you for tonight Justin, it has been a pleasure
I was just about to turn but he grabbed my wrist and forced me back around
- Can I please have your number? i'd really like to go out with you again
Justin's eyes were begging me to say yes. I quickly got out my phone and handed it to him. He put in his number and I sent him a quick text so he had my number
- There you go. I'm waiting for your call
Before he could do anything I had spun around on my heel and was walking away. I could feel his eyes following me when I bend down to get my shoes on. A smile was plastered to my face as I walked down the now empty streets of LA. Today had turned out to be my best day in LA so far

And it turned out it was just one good day in a line of so many others. You changed my life in so many ways Justin. By sitting down next to me that specific day you made such a huge impact on my life. I can't believe you're gone. 5 years have I lived without you now. I'm moving on as you told me to, but you know how hard it is to survive without you? I have found a new boy now, he makes me happy. He is a great guy and I'm sure you would have liked him. I love him, but it will never be the same as it was with you. The good thing is that he understands. He understands that you was my first true love and that nothing can ever come between us. Not even death. You're my love for eternity Justin. I'll always be yours. Remember the day you asked me to be yours? The day you manned up and kissed me? I still smile back at that day.. It was such a memorizing day.. I still have that shirt I wore that day, the one with the stripes..

A buzz from my phone quickly snapped me out from my nap. I yawned and stretched my crumbled body on the couch. With a deep sight I sat up and grabbed my phone from the coffee table. The bright screen showed a new message had just ticked in. With butterflies in my stomach I opened it.
Hi babe :) any plans today? Since the weather sucks I thought we could chill out at your place? x
I looked out the window. The rain was running down the windows and the sky was clouded. Ellie my roomie was out visiting her parents over the weekend and wouldn't be home before tomorrow night. The time showed 3.30pm. It was the late september and I had stayed in the whole saturday cleaning our aparatment since the weather sucked so bad. With the excitement rushing through my veins I answered back on the message with a big yes. It was Justin. Since our first day back in August we had went out on a date each Saturday evening. We would always be texting and calling each other. Because of me Justin had managed to be in LA each week to come and see me. Some days we had just been hanging out at my place. He was always staying at hotels. Him and Ellie also got very well along and she would always tease me and Justin about fancying each other. I did like Justin, a lot actually. He was just so amazing. He always made me laugh but still we could have a very decent and intelligent conversation. He was so sweet and kind and just the thought of him made my heart skip a beat. My phone buzzed again.
Great :D be there in 10 x
I rushed to the bathroom and studied myself in the mirror.. My hair was one big mess and I franctually tried pulling a brush through it. I laid on a bit of mascara and ran to the bed room. I grabbed some random cloth from my closet and quickly changed: OUTFIT . I threw my hair in a messy bun and just then the doorbell rang. My tummy exploded in butterflies when I opened it.
- Hello
Justin was standing outside with loads of candy and movies in his hands. His hair was flat down dripping from the rain
- You're drained
I grabbed his arm and pulled him inside. He chuckled as I grabbed the candy and threw it in to the kitchen. I pulled him in the bathroom where I handed him a towel and he started drying himself off. His sweatpants was not so wet since he had only walked from the car. He cringed out of his sweatshirt and was left in a blue tshirt hugging his body closely. I couldn't help it but bite my lip when my eyes travelled over his toned body. His deep chukle brought my back to reality
- You're getting it all with you?
I looked down at the floor with my cheeks burning from emberrasement. Suddenly a loud thunder came and all the lights went off. I screamt and jumped directly in to Justin's arms. His body shook as he laughed because of me.
- Not funny dude
I pushed his chest lightly while taking a step back. My whole face was burning with embarrassment, luckily he couldn't see since the power had gone off. Justin was still laughing as he got up.
- I think the thunder made the power go off
Justin spoke the clear statement and I had to laugh.
- So clever you are
I nudged him and we both laughed. We went on to the living room and Justin thought we needed to get some light somehow. I searched my flat and finally found some candles. We lighted around 50 candles around the whole living room, quiet romantic. Outside the storm was crazy and I shivered a little. I really hated thunder.
- You're okay babe?
Justin walked up and laid his arm around my waist. I looked up at him and smiled.
- Now I am
I mumbled under my breath, but I'm pretty sure he heard it 'cause he pulled me a little closer and I rested my head on his shoulder. HIs hand roamed gently up and down my side making me calm.
- Let's watch that movie shall we?
He took my hand and we went to the couch. Justin had set up my lap top since we couldn't use the tv. It stood on the table and we got down on the couch. Justin laid his arm around my shoulder and I laid my head on his chest. The movie started but I didn't really pay attention. Justin's fingers were playing with my hair causing me to tense up. HIs chest was moving with his heart beat and my breath was irregular.
- Can I ask you something?
I sat up and looked at Justin. HIs hands were in his lap and he was looking down. I told him to go on and so he did. HIs hands grabbed mine and his beautiful eyes locked with mine before he spoke.
- You know over the last time we have hung out more and more. Since we started hanging out I've become so happy and I can't even describe how grateful I am that you have become a part of my life. You're the most beautiful, funny, smart, amazing, sweet, kind and lovable girl I ever met. I never thought I'd fall head over heels like I did, but with you it was just love at first sight and what I'm trying to say is.. (YN) will you be my girlfriend?
Justin's eyes were sparkling so bright at me. I had no words to say. My whole world was spinning with his words. I couldn't say anything only one thing was I able to do. I leaned in to Justin and closed my eyes. When his lips brushed over mine it felt like a thousand of butterflies stroking over my lips with a gentle wing.
- Is that a yes?
Justin's breath tickled on my lips when he spoke.
- Yes
I breathed the word out. Justin captured my lips with his and deepened the kiss. Never had I thought a kiss could be so passionate and deep but yet so sweet and gentle. Never had I thought my heart would flutter over with love for the boy kissing me....

Remember how we stayed up all night just cuddling and kissing? I couldn't stop myself from smiling, my cheeks were hurt so bad afterwards. It was the best night we have ever spent together Justin, we have had so many amazing movie nights together. There was one other night that is also a special night. The night where you took my virginity from me. I was so nervous but you never pressured me. You never did anything wrong Justin, I don't get why this happened to you. To us. I miss you Justin. I miss you so much. I miss being close to you. Feeling your skin pressed on mine. I miss loving you. Miss making love to you...


- Babe are you here?
- In the bedroom Justin
I heard Justin's shoes shuffle over the floor. I was laid in my bed under the covers. I was only dressed in the striped shirt I always wore for our movie dates. We had been a couple for a month now and I loved him so much. I hadn't told him though, it was too soon. But I really did, I loved him. He made me feel so special and alive. The bedroom door opened and Justin's face peeked in with a smirk
- There you are my beautiful princess
I giggled as he pushed open the door and kicked off his shoes before jumping on the bed. He laid down on top of me and started planting sweet kissed over my whole face.
- Justin Justin stop it
I managed to giggled out. Justin went to my lips and laid a soft peck. I closed my arms around his neck and pulled his lips down to mine. Our lips moved together and he lowered over my body. His hands brushed down my side and slipped under my shirt. I gasped in to his mouth when his hands unclapped my bra. He rushed him self and pulled back
- I'm sorry babe
He started blurring out that he was sorry and he shouldn't have done that. I watched him a little before I got up and shut him up with a kiss.
- I want you Justin
I spoke with a low voice and I could see he was turned on.
- You're sure?
I nodded while biting my bottom lip. Without hesitation he closed the gap between our lips. His hands explored every inch of my body while our tongues fought for dominance. He slipped of my shirt and one piece of cloth lead to another until we were completely naked...

That night we made love. It was so beautiful, it wasn't just a game, it was pure love. After that I told you I loved you. I can't even describe the feeling that rushed through my body when you told me you loved me too. I still love you Justin. I know you're not here anymore, but you have such a huge part of me. We were only together for one year but you're still the person who have had the biggest impact on my life. Our one year anniversary was the best but yet worst day ever. You made it a day that can make me smile but always will make me cry. You left me Justin... I know you didn't do it on purpose but there was just so many things we still needed to do. That day is the clearest day in my life..


I took one last glance in the mirror. I felt great, not just great I felt like flying. My outfit ( OUTFIT ) made me feel beautiful and the thought of one year together with the most amazing boyfriend made me smile. I heard a honk outside my block and sprinted to the Window.
- Are you coming?
Justin's voice reached me from the parking lot. I rushed out the door and jumped directly in his arms. He chuckled while squeezing his arms right around me.
- Hi you.. I missed you too
I didn't reply i just nuzzled my face in the crook of his neck. Finally i took a step back.
- wow
Justin took my hand and made me do a spin while admiring me.
- You're so beautiful. How come i've been so lucky?
I blushed at his statement before stepping Closer to him. He grabbed my hips and i curled my arms around his neck
- I love you
My words sent out in the chilly september Night before connecting our lips. his lips were so gentle and soft on mine Like the Wind Brushing through High grass. We both pulled away. A sweet smile played over his lips.
- You're ready?
I nodded and he opened the car for me. I sat in and he came in beside me. We drove off talking about anything and everything. It was so easy for us to be together. We soon arrived at a parking lot and Justin pulled in to a free space. We both got out and I grabbed his hand.
- Where are we Justin?
- Just follow me
I shrugged it off and followed him down the lighted path. We walked past a restaurant and to the back of it. A waiter greeted us in front of a huge gate.
- Hello and welcome
We returned his greeting and he opened the gate for us. I stopped and almost tripped as Justin kept walking with my hand in his. I stumbled in taking the amazing place in to me. A little terrace was surrounded by huge walls of red roses. The place was only lit by toches. In the middle a nice table was set for two. I had stopped and Justin was standing beside the table. He turned around and looked at me with an adorable smile
- Do you like it?
He wrenched his fingers nervously. I ran to him and swung my arms around his neck
- I love it
I squealed. Justin chuckled and closed his arms around me in a tight embrace. We kept our arms around each other when our lips locked. His soft plumpy lips pressed so warm on mine and I smiled in to the kiss. We broke away
- I love when you do that
He exclaimed while stroking my cheek with his thumb.
- Do what?
I tilted my head lightly while looking closely in to his beautiful eyes.
- Smile in to the kiss, it shows me that I'm doing something right
I giggled and we both went to sit down at the table. The dinner was amazing and the set up was so amazing. Justin and I talked for hours. He made me laugh like nobody else and he made my heart swollen with love.
- I got you something Justin
I searched through my purse while Justin protested.
- Look how much you do for me
I gestured my arm around the set up
- I had to buy you something. I really hope you like it
I handed him the little package and he opened his. His face lit up when he looked at the PRESENT . He laid it on the table and grabbed my hands over the table.
- I love it (YN).. Thank you so so much. I love you so much you have no idea.
He squeezed my hands and my face broke in to a grin. We got up from the table and went to the car.
- Lets drive out and see the sunset?
Justin asked when he turned on the car. I nodded and we set off. We drove the small ride i a comfortable silence. Nothing had to be said. It was like we could talk without saying anything. We arrived at the beack and both got out. We sat on the roof of the car. Justin laid his arm around my shoulder and I leaned in to him. I rested my head on his shoulder and took in the view.
- It's beautiful
- You're beautiful
I blushed and looked at Justin. He slipped down from the car hood and kneeled in front of me. I gasped and placed my hand over my mouth when he pulled a box out from his pocket.
- (YN) today it's one year ago I asked you to be mine and it had been the best year of my life. You have made me complete. You brighten up my world. Your smile is my medicine on a bad day. Everything about you makes me happy and I want to spend the rest of my life with you. I know we're too young but I'm asking you (YN), will you promise to be with me?
He opened the box and I smiled at the  PROMISERING . He grabbed my hand and slit the ring on my finger. I sunk down to his level and crashed my lips to his. I kissed him with all the love I could manage to kiss him with.
- I love you so so much
I whispered when he pulled away. Justin smiled brightly in to my eyes.
- Let's go home now

From here it all went wrong. We should have stayed. Just for one minute more and nothing would have happened. Justin. Just a second could have saved you. The ring is still on my finger. I wish I could turn back time and then stop us there. Stop us when we sat in the car and drove off. Just one minute. One second. I can't even think about it. The tears have stopped rolling now. The water have dried in to my skin. The wind is blowing Justin. It feels like you're still here. I remember the flashlights brightening us. Why Justin? Why did it only hurt you? Why did you cover me with your body? Why did that car crash in to us? Why Justin? Why? Justin? Remember the last words you said to me, before you closed your eyes forever? My love for eternity. Justin. You saved me but died yourself. I'm living for you now. Your my love for eternity. My new boy is taking care of me. He's great but I'll never love him like I love you. You're my love. My one and only. I miss you. I miss you so much that it hurts in my whole body. You would be proud of me. I'm an professional actress now. I wanted you to be with me for the first premier, I went with my mom. She misses you too. The whole worlds miss you. Your fans miss you. They're the only who understand what I'm going through. I closed down your twitter Justin. I'm sorry, but i had to. The clouds are pulling up now, it will rain soon. I need to go now. I love you. I love you forever and ever Justin. I have brough the dog tag I fave you. It's laying on the tombstone now. I'll come back soon. Wait for me in heaven Justin. I'm coming when God knows it's right. This is not goodbye, this is a see you. See you Justin, you're my love for eternity....

THE END

I wish: Chapter 18

Sorry for taking too long. Btw, I changed my twitter username from: @flirtybieber to @Nerii1D. So follow me, I follow back.

Previous chapters: http://www.twitlonger.com/show/il61ea

Chapter 18: ‘YES!’

Recap:  I was walking down the path for few minutes when I reached a field when suddenly...

I saw a blanket with food on it http://4.bp.bl/-yrAArc/-Y1H47_wide.jpg I smiled knowing who could make this. I walked closer but someone quickly closed my eyes from behind making me frown.

??: Guess who?

Person whispered in my ear. I smiled at his voice. I quickly turned around and hugged him.

YN: Justin!

JB: Hello *he smiled*

I smiled back and pulled away. I furrowed my eyebrows thinking for a while.

YN: Why am I here? Why girls left me? Did you borrow them a car? Why are you—

I was cut by Justin’s lips on mine. He softly yet passionately kissed me while putting his hands around my waist. I put my hands around his neck and deepened the kiss. After a while we pulled away.

JB: You talk too much *he whispered making me shiver*

Justin grabbed my hand

JB: I missed you and I wanted to see you.

YN: I missed you too! *I gave him a quick hug*

JB: So what do you think about a picnic in a nice sunny day with me?

YN: hm… I don’t know… Will there be any papz or crazy fans?

JB: Nope. Just you and me *he winked*

YN: Ok, then I want a picnic with Justin Bieber! *I laughed*

Justin laughed too. We sat on a blanket.

Justin: Strawberries for my beautiful girl? *he smiled*

He said ‘for MY girl’. I’m his. I wish we were official and I could call him MY boyfriend…

YN: I’d love to. *I smiled*

Justin took a strawberry

JB: Open wide, YN

I opened my mouth and he fed me a strawberry. I started giggling.

JB: What’s so funny?

YN: oh nothing. Just I feel like a baby who’s being fed by his daddy *I giggled again*

JB: But you are a baby *he smirked*

YN: I am not! *I pouted and crossed my hands*

JB: Yes you are

YN: No! *I shouted*

After that Justin jumped on me and started to tickle me. I’m a very ticklish you know.

YN: Justin…St…Stop… *I said while laughing*

JB: Aww, baby wants dady to stop? *he laughed*

YN: Ju…Justin! HAHAHA

He stopped tickling me and sat back smirking at me.

YN: You are a very very mean person! *I pouted*

JB: And you are very cute and don’t forget beautiful.

I started to feel my cheeks blushing so I quickly turned away so he couldn’t notice.

He probably saw it because he placed few fingers under my chin and moved my face to look him in the eyes.

JB: I love you *he whispered*

Justin leaned in and pressed his lips on mine. This kiss was full of love, passion. After seconds I pulled away.

YN: I love you too, Justin *I smiled*

Rest of the time we were just sitting and talking about random stuff. I feel like he’s the one. The one I could talk all night, the one who can make me smile when I’m sad. But there’s still one thing missing.

JB: Let’s go for a walk?

I nodded my head and we stood up. He took my hand and we went in that way where small patch led us. After few minutes we were next to a pond.

JB: Wanna go for a swim?

YN: I don’t have my bikini on.

JB: That’s not a problem. Just swim with your underwear.

Sorry

Hey guys :)
I saw All your amazing comments on my one shot and on my b-Day! I had an amazing Day, thanks for the messages :) i really love you All, you make my Day each Day ;) haha!
I told you that i was working on something and i still am but right now i'm in Sweden with my friend and her family and i'm not able to work on it. I won't be home until next weekend. Sorry for the long wait.. I know it's bad of me and i'm so so so sorry!
Stay tunes alright!? Love you
-Astrid

I wish: Chapter 17

Sorry that I don't update very often. I have some problems in my family and I'm helping my mom with some work at this moment. + I won't update next chapter soon 'cause 2morrow I'm going to the beach for a day and when I come back I need some work to do :) Hope you understand.
P.S. Thank's for ideas, you guys have imagination not like me. I suck haha :D

Chapter 17: 'What's going on?!'

It's been few days since our first concert in NY. During these few days we were staying in hotel 'cause boys had extra few concerts here and meet & greet's. Now we are on our way to LA.


YN: Girls, I am getting worried. He isn't picking up his phone for few days. Maybe something happened?


Since our first concert Justin isn't picking up his phone. I tried to call him several times and text but he isn't answering. I don't know what to think now. Maybe he doesn't like me anymore or maybe I did something wrong?


YN: Did I do something wrong and he doesn't want to talk with me?
Bella: No, you didn't do anything, don't you dear to think that *she hugged me*
Megan: He's probably busy at the moment.
Jess: Yeah, you know concerts and stuff
Bella: Don't worry, YN. *she smiled*
I sighed and smiled
YN: Yeah, probably he's busy. I just... missed him you know.
Sarah: Aww, you love bird *she giggled*
YN: Shut it! I'm going to bed. Night girls.
All: "Goodnight"


I went to my bunk and fall asleep. To make things clear, we are in tour bus or you can say in 'girls tour bus'.


"Wake up dork!!" I heard someone screaming. I quickly shot up and hit my head into ceiling.
YN: owww!


I opened my eyes and saw Jess smirking at me


Yn: what?


Jess: breakfast is ready *she laughed and walked away*


During this tour me and Jess were getting along pretty well. Actually all of the girls were pretty close together I just can't imagine how hard it'll be for us when we have to leave when tour ends. But let's just not think bout that.
I stood up and went to take a shower. When I finished I dressed up in shorts and white top. I slipped on my sandals and walked to our little kitchen. As I walked in I was greeted with Goodmorning's.


YN: So when we'll be in LA? *I asked while stuffing myself with pancakes*
Jess: Our driver said we'll be there in 15 minutes so we should hurry eating.
Sarah: Boys will have signing today so we are going somewhere.
YN: Where are we going? 


All the girls gave me smirks like hiding something.


YN: Girls? *I looked at them*


Nothing. They were silent.


YN: Bella, you will tell me right? There's something fishy about it
Bel: Sorry love, can't tell *she giggled*


I furrowed my eyebrows and waved it off. After we finished eating we finally pulled out in front our hotel and grabbed our suitcases. We walked straight into our big hotel apartment before checking in.  We settle down. I'm sharing a room with Sarah. Great, now I wont get sleep because she's hyper active as I already noticed.


Sarah: dress something nice but not too fancy.

BIRTHDAY

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It's my 15th BIRTHDAY! Wohuuuu :D

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I Wish: Chapter 16

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Chapter 16: ''One Dream!

It's been 3 days since we landed on One Direction's private plane to America. My first thought when we stepped out off the plane was: ''That isn't a bus, that's a house on wheels!'' Yes, that's right, we are traveling on a tour bus and even sleep there but now we are staying in NY's fancy hotel. Here boys had meet & greet today and tomorrow they'll have their first concert. That can mean only one thing, it's our time to shine! It'll be our first time to dance in front of a big crowd as a dance crew, as One Dream who gonna heat up the crowd before boys. Are we excited? Hell yeah! And what about 1D's fans? They are excited to see us too. They already had tweeted us on your personal crew twitter @onedream. Those tweets were so sweet:

"One Dream already sounds interesting. Can't wait to see you on tour, girls! :D"


"Sarah, Megan, YN, Jesscia and Bella I'm so excited to see you dance xx"


"NY's Directioners are ready for you :)"


But not everything is that sweet and perfect as it looks like. Haters, everyone has them so as we. Some people call us ugly or fame whores but we really don't pay too much attention on them cause we know we aren't like they say. We are living our dreams, we are dancing not only for ourselves, we are dancing for everyone who really cares about dancing and are interested in it.
Today I was thinking to talk with Harry about him and Jessica but we didn't had time. Boys had rehearsals and as I said before they had meet & greet. Us, girls were practicing our dances all day so now we are very tired. I'll just talk with Harry tomorrow... If I find some alone time.

______________

''Five more minutes girls!'' A man shouted to us.
Five more minutes and we'll be on stage in front of 20k excited, crazy fans. I'm shaking right now.
Bella: Girls, I think I'm going to throw up.
YN: I know this feeling *I said while playing with my fingers nervously*

"Wow girls, we definitely adore your outfit"

I turned around and saw all lads standing and looking at us. This what we were wearing: polyvore
1D's stylist set who's going to ware that. Bella was most excited about her outfit cause you probably noticed it's Niall's style and she fancies him. I got Zayn's... Don't know why but I like it, even tho it doesn't look like Zayn's and it' a bit uncomfortable because it shows my belly. I don't like to show myself.

Louis: Are you nervous girls?
Jess: Of course we are, you dummy. It's our first show
Liam: Fans will love you, don't worry girls *he smiled*

Zayn came closer to me while girls were telling boys about how excited they are.

Zayn: So I see you got my outfit. *he smiled*
YN: Yeah, but it doesn't really look like yours.
Zayn: I know, but they just couldn't find something else I guess *he laughed*
YN: Maybe *I giggled* And it makes me a bit uncomfortable.
Zayn: Why?
YN: Cause it shows my bare skin.
Zayn: Don't worry, you look awesome *he smiled*
YN: Thank you *I smiled back*

"It's time!" the man shouted.

It's time to go on stage.

"Good luck girls!" Everyone shouted.

I took a deep breath and moved to the stage. Lights were out. We quickly took our spots on stage, we couldn't see people cause lights were out and smoke filled the stage. Then everyone started a countdown.

3...!




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I wish: Chapter 15

Hello. Sorry for not posting in a while. You know, it takes few days for me to write a chapter, cause I really don't enjoy writing it :/ 

Some of you don't want 1D in it, some of you want Harry and YN be together and I can't make this story for all of you to like so I just go with a flow and write what comes in my mind. haha

Anyway, chapter 15 is up, enjoy x
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Chapter 15: ‘I can’t wait to become a grandma!’

Recap: I layed back in my bed and pulled blanket around myself. I quickly fell asleep.

I was waken up by someone tapping my shoulder.

‘’YN, wake up’’ the person whispered.

I slowly opened my eyes and was blinded by the sun shining trough my window. I moved my head to other side to face the person. I saw Sarah standing there with…my phone?

Sarah: Wake up! Your phone doesn’t stop ringing all morning

I sat up and rubbed my eyes before grabbing my phone out of her hands and shooing  her out of my room. I looked at phone and saw my mom’s ID. Damn, I forgot I haven’t called her in few days, she’s probably worried about me. I pressed ‘answer’ button and put a phone next to my ear.

Mom: YN, are you okay?! *she screamed*

I pulled phone away from my ear in shock. Then I took a deep breath before pressing it again next to my ear

YN: Calm down, mom. I’m ok. I was just sleeping

Mom: Why didn’t you called me in days?

YN: Sorry mummy, me and the girls were working really hard, in few days tour around America will start and we are learning our dances all day.

Mom: Oh ok. So how are you there?

YN: I’m fine. Everything is awesome here, I just can’t wait for tour to start.

She chuckled a bit and cleared her throat.

Mom: So I heard about you and Justin, huh?

YN: what? Did someone told you something?

Mom: Me and Pattie talked. Seems like you and him got pretty close together *she giggled*

YN: Oh my… Justin told everything…

Mom: Yep. So when will you, love birds, invite your mom to your wedding?

YN: MOM! *I shouted embarrassed*

Mom: I can’t wait to become a grandma!

YN: Shut up mom, seriously! *I said annoyed*

She just laughed. Uhh, that wasn’t funny at all.

Mom: Sorry honey. Oh, aunt Rose is sending you a kiss.

YN: Sending a kiss back! *I made a kissy noise with my lips and chuckled*

Mom: Ok. It’s late here so we probably will go to bed. Bye dear

YN: Bye mom, sweet dreams.

I smiled and hung up. I got up from bed and went to take a quick shower. After I finished I put a towel around my body and went back to my room. I grabbed some clothes from my suitcase. Yes, I haven’t unpacked suitcase, cause anyway, we’ll be leaving soon.

I dressed up in this polyvore and walked into the kitchen finding all girls there at the table. I was greeted by ‘good mornings’

YN: Tomorrow the tour starts. So are you excited? *I said grabbing a plate of pancakes*

Sarah: Hell yeah!

Bella: We’ll be going back to America, oh how I missed it *she smiled*

Megan: and one of the concerts ill be in Toronto, city where I live

YN: Awesome. Maybe you’ll introduce us to your family *I laughed*

I heard someone clearing their throat. I looked at that person and it was Jessica.

Jess: Uhh YN can we talk?

YN: Yes, sure.

Such a long time ~

Hello everyone :)
Wow it's been such a long time since I posted on here. I hope you're all having a great summer. I'n staying at my grandparents house in France at the moment and I finally found some time to come and write a bit. I started my vacation with getting a bit wasted with some friends.. whoops! After that I went to my grandma' and stayed there without internet for around 5 days. I then headed to Munich in Germany with my parents and littlebrother. We stayed there for a few days before we went to Croatia. We were in Croatia for a week and now we're staying here in France for ten days. When I get home it's my birthday :P I'm turning 15 the 25th of july. After that I'm going to Sweden with my friend and her parents for a week. ANd finally I'm going to a island called 'Læsø' with 5 of my girlfriends. When i get home from there it's time for going back to school... I know you probably don't care about all this but I miss you all and I felt like telling you what's going on in my life. A big news is that I now am officially accepted to go on high school as an exchange student next year. I'm so excited! I'm working at my application right now. I hope you're all having an amazing summer, you all derserve it so much! I love getting messages on twitter and facebook about how you miss me, it makes me so happy :') I love you all, hope you're doing amazing, now here are a one shot for you all:

#Imagine:
-I'm home
I yelled and shut the door with my phone.
There was no respond, funny I was pretty sure Justin was home. He had been on tour for the last 2 months and he just came back last night for a little break over the weekend. Unfortunately I couldn't swip my shift with anybody so I had to go on work today.
-Hello?
I dropped my bag on the floor in the apartment Justin and I shared in LA. Still there was no respond. I cringed out of my jacket and kicked of my shoes. I walked in to the living room. A frown formed on my face, still no Justin in sight. I went in to the kitchen and a small note on the table caught my eye

Hi babe

I missed you today so I decided to surprise you

Now follow the steps I tell you.

1. go to the spot where we shared our first kiss

I smiled oto myself, typical Justin to do something romantic like this. I thought back to the day when Justin and had shared our first kiss....

-Look at the stars

Justin's arm was laying around my waist and I reted my head on his shoulder. I did as told and turned my face to look at the skies.

-wow

was all I managed to breath out, the sight was breathtaking. Justin and I had been out on our first date at a lovely restaurant. After that he had drove me to this park behind a huge amount of big blocks with expensive apartments. We had walked for a bit and now we were standing undeer a huge elm tree looking up at the bright night.

-It's beautiful

My voice came out as a quiet whisper, I didn't want to ruin the magical moment.

-You know what else is beautiful?

I shook my head and looked closely at him. His brown eyes were almost black in the spare light. The starts were birming and making them shine at me.

-You are

Before  I knew it I had leaned in to him with my eyes closed. I felt his arm creep arund my waist pulling me close to his hot body. Without hesitating I locked my arms aorund his neck and pulled us even closer. His lips brushed mine and I felt a shiver down my spin. I captures his lips with mine and he pressed them softly against mine. It was like the whole world started to circle as I felt a warmth spread across my whole body. The kiss got deepeer and I felt it... I felt the love...

I clicked out from my flashback, I needed to go to the big elm tree in the park. I quickly threw my shoes on and ran out the door. I ran down the street with the smile cracking my lips. I quickly got to the park and went down the right path. Under the elm tree a little basket was standing. I walked over and bended down in front of it. A little note was placed on top

So if you're reading this, I guess you remember..

You know that kiss meant the world to me, it was the best thing ever 'casue I felt it, I felt the love!

Now another thing that means a lot to me, that we actually met

Go to the place where we first met and bring the basket

I shook my head in disbelief, could he be more perfect? I thought back to where we first met...

-Hello, how can I help you?

I smiled politely to the stranger behind the counter. It was a boy for sure. His hoodie was pulled down in his face and his face was turned down. As he spoke I thought there was something I regonized

-A ice blend espresso please with extra ice

He looked up and a slight gasp escaped my lips. A smirk played on his lips, it was the one and only Justin Bieber. My voice shoke when I spoke again

-A ice blend espresso, extra ice is coming. Your number is 21

-Thank you babe

The smirk kept playing on his lips as he took a step back. I could feel his eyes burning in my neck while I worked on his order. The heat was raising in my cheeks when I turned back around. I didn't even get to say anything before he stepped up to the counter and reached out for his order. His hand touched mine when I handed him the drink and I could swear I saw surprise in his eyes

-Did you feel that?

His question got off guard.

-Feel what?

He shook his head at my wondering face

-Nothing

The word came out mumbling and he handed me the money.

-Just keep the rest

I wish: Chapter 14

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Chapter 14: ‘I wish I could be his’

Recap: *ring ring* My phone rang again. It’s probably Scooter. I’m just going to ignore it, no one can ruin this moment.

My phone was beeping non stop. Scooter was probably getting anxious about me or angry and I knew I have to go but the thought of leaving YN when she told me those three words… It makes me sad, it makes my heart break, I just wished she was mine, but hopefully…Soon.

YN: Justin…

YN pulled away from our long as you could call it ‘goodbye hug’ and looked at me with those big gorgeous eyes.

YN: Go or you’ll get in trouble because of me.

I let out a loud sigh and took my phone out from my pocket. I dialed Scooter’s number and waited for him to answer. It didn’t took long enough for him to pick up.

Scooter: Justin, get back here soon or we’ll be late to catch our plane! *he demanded/screamed*

JB: Yes, I know, calm down. I’m on my way, be there in 20 mins.

I quickly hang up before he could say anything.

JB: Hey

I said softly and took YN’s hands in mine and looked again in her eyes.

JB: I need to go but we’ll keep in touch. Just… Don’t forget what I told you before.

YN: I wont

She smiled sending me warmth through my whole body.

YN: I love you.

JB: I love you too

I grabbed her by the waist and pushed her next to me pressing our bodies together. I could feel her shiver by my touch. I leaned in and found my way to her lips. I pressed my lips on her still holding her by the waist close to me as she placed her hands around my neck. I heard someone shouting ‘is that Justin Bieber?’ and quickly pulled away.

JB: Bye YN.

YN: Bye Justin. Take care of yourself.

JB: You too love.

I sat in my car and quickly drove away. I just hope no one saw us or it’ll be all over news.

End of Justin’s POV

YN’s POV:

I stood there outside for a while taking everything in my head. What happened tonight was the best thing in my life. Knowing my best friend loves me and I love him too is unbelievable. Maybe it’s too soon for me to say those three words after what I felt for Harry but I don’t want to wait and by waiting loose my chance. I wish Justin was my boyfriend, I wish I could be his.

I wish: Chapter 13

Hello :) Sorry for not posting for a while, I was at my friends house and well you know :) But I tried all my best to write as soon as I could and here you go, Chapter 13.

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Previous chapters: Chapter1  Chapter2  Chapter3  Chapter4  Chapter5  Chapter6  Chapter7 Chapter8 Chapter9 Chapter10 Chapter11 Chapter12

Recap:

I smiled to myself and hugged all of them before walking out of hotel to taxi and heading to a place where Justin and I should meet.

Chapter 13: ‘I love you’

 I handed money to taxi driver and got out of the car. It was already past 9:13 pm and to make thing clear, Justin’s concert ended at 8 and we decided to meet at 9, so I’m late.  Justin told me to come to a café called ‘J&A Café’. He said it’s his favorite in London, he comes there often when he’s around. I walked in and looked around. It’s quit cozy in here. I spotted Justin and walked to him. He saw me and stood up embracing me in a hug. I hugged him and kissed his cheek, in a friendly way of course, even tho I wish it’d me more than friends. Maybe…

JB: Hey YN, I missed you *he hugged me tighter*

YN: I missed you too . Sorry I’m late

I pulled away and smiled.

JB: That’s ok. I totally understand you girls, you spend a lot of time in front of mirror *he chuckled*

We sat down and waitress came. I ordered blueberry and strawberry ice-cream and Justin ordered a hot chocolate. When she walked away with our orders I looked at Justin with a confused face.

JB: What?

YN: Nothing, it’s just the waitress wasn’t like ‘Oh it’s Justin Bieber!’ *I laughed*

JB: Not everyone are a fan of me

YN: I know I know. *I smiled*

JB: So how’ve you been these past few days?

YN: Great.

Great. Yes, if you won’t count the night when Harry tried to take me in his bed.

JB: Did something happened?

YN: No. Why did you asked?

JB: You had a serious thinking face. Like you always do when something happens but you don’t want to tell. I know you very well *he winked*

I poked my tongue out and smirked at him.

YN: So, in few days we are going on tour.

I tried to change the conversation and I think it worked.

JB: Oh that’s great, and I’m going back to America soon too. So maybe we’ll meet there accidentally *he chuckled*

YN: That would be awesome *I smiled*

JB: Yeah. J

Waitress came back with our orders and we thanked her before she walked away.

YN: Oh how I love ice-creams.

JB:  It’s your favorite food.

I looked at him. Few years ago I told him that and he still remembers? This boy is incredible. I wonder if he rememebers every word I said years ago, that would be creepy, would it?

JB: Hey *Justin waved at my face*

YN: uh, what?

JB: You are daydreaming. I was talking to you, you know

He made a sad puppy face even though I know it’s fake, but it’s cute too.

YN: Sorry, buddy.

I leaned in and poked both of Justin’s cheeks and he returned me with a smile.

YN: You are so cute *I laughed*

JB: I’m trying my best *he winked*

I chuckled and continued eating my ice-cream. Then suddenly Justin’s phone rang who was placed on a table. I looked at Justin as he looked at screen with a frown.

YN: Aren’t you gonna pick up?

JB: Yeah. Uh… I’ll be right back.

I nod and Justin stood up going outside to talk. I wonder who was calling him since he looked shocked or sad. I can’t read people from their face expressions.

Justin’s POV:

I was looking at YN while she ate her ice-cream. I swear to God, she’s the cutest, most beautiful girl in the world. I wish I could call her mine, but maybe she doesn’t like me like I do. Suddenly my phone rang and I picked it up looking at screen, Scooter was calling. It’s my manager. There’s only one thing why he’s calling me today and I think it’s not good.

YN: Aren’t you gonna pick up?

YN asked me and I thought for a while looking in her beautiful sparkling eyes.

JB: Yeah. Uh… I’ll be right back.

She nod and I stood up walking outside. I answered the call and placed phone to my ear.

JB: Hey, what’s up?

Scooter: Justin, you need to get back to the hote;.

JB: For what? My concert just finished and I have a night out, don’t I

Scooter: Sorry, plans changed. Our plane leaves at 12 PM, so you need to come  and pack your stuff.

JB: Scooter, I’m on a date, I can’t just dump her and go back, besides I thought we are leaving tomorrow?

Scooter: You have an interview tomorrow and the flight will be long so we need to go tonight. I can’t do anything. You need to come here in 30 mins.

JB: I hate you right now *I mumbled before hanging out and placing my phone into my pocket*

Seriously? I need to go back but I want to spend some more time with YN. I missed her, I can’t just get back now, but I guess this is my job. I let a deep and long sigh before going back to Café. I walked to the table where YN was sting and she immediately looked at me with a smile that hid a concern.  I sat down not looking at her, I am sad I have to leave her tonight.

YN: Justin, what’s wrong? *She asked me in a sweet voice*

I wish: Chapter 12

Hey! Sorry for not posting for few days, I don't have internet connection at the moment. And I wont post another chapter for few days 'cause I'm not at home but when I come back, I'll post as soon as I can:)

Sorry if you don't like 1D in this story, I really don't care, haha ;) Enjoy chapter 12!

Chapter 12: ‘Justin will love it’

Whole morning I was thinking about what happened last night, but I haven’t told girls about it and I def not gonna. This all Harry and me thing, I just can’t believe he wanted to use me. Or maybe he was drunk yesterday? I don’t know, I think I was just overwhelmed  when he started to kiss me and I didn’t noticed anything. I think it would be better to forget what happened. By the way, Justin said he likes me, and I know he wouldn’t joke about it. He’s honest, kind, sweet, a gentleman and if he wouldn’t be that famous I’d go out with him, but now I’m afraid. Beliebers, I heard they dangerous and obsessed with Justin, I saw how they hate on Selena.

Emma: YN, hello? Are you here?

She waved at my face. We were in dance studio with our choreographer Emma learning few dances for America’s tour with 1D. In full we’ll have 3 dances, but now we learned only one and learning other one. This is intense but this is what we love to do.  I quickly slapped out of my thoughts and looked at Emma.

YN: Oh, I’m sorry.

Emma: Well you should be, when girls are practicing this very important dance routine you are standing and daydreaming. You have only few days to learn everything, you can’t just stand here and do nothing.

YN: I’m sorry. This won’t happen again

She nodded and smiled lightly at me.

Emma: Ok girls, let’s start again! *she shouted*

Sarah: Ok, now tell us YN, what’s wrong?

We finished practice and it was already 6 pm. This was very exhausting. Now we were just walking back to our hotel since it’s only 5 minutes away from dance studio.

YN: Nothing’s wrong.

She glared at me but then waved it off. When we came to hotel I walked straight to take a shower and refresh myself a bit.  After shower I plopped on my bed and rested for a while. I heard footsteps coming behind my bedroom door, but I don’t care. I just continue laying down with my eyes hut and not think about anything, I just need some re--

Then I heard a knock on the door. I was still laying with my eyes closed.

??: YN, can I come in? We need to talk

I let out a loud sigh. What he wants? he already said and did enough last night.

I didn’t answered. Then I heard my doors opening slowly.

Harry: Are you sleeping?

He came closer and poked my cheek. I started to giggle and opened my eyes.

Harry: Hey *he smiled*

I instantly shoot up and sat straight on my bed and crossed my arms

YN: What do you want?

Harry: To apologize. Listen--

YN: I don’t want to hear it, you already said enough yesterday! *I whispered/shouted*

Harry: Just listen *his voice sounded like a demand*

YN: You have 1 minute.

Harry let out a sigh and smiled sitting on a bed next to me but not too close. He looked in my eyes and started.

Harry: Look. Last night me and the lads had some drinks and maybe I did not noticed I had too much. I know what I did was wrong. I regret it, I was stupid and I hope you’ll forgive me.

I looked at him. You could see guilt and ‘sorry’ in his. He regrets it, he really does.

YN: Fine. You’re forgiven. *I rolled my eyes*

But from his face I could see that’s not the end. He wants to tell me something else.

YN: Harry…?

I wish: Chapter 11

Hello. Let's clear some thing out: 

Story 'I Wish' is written by me (Neringa)

Story 'Never Let You Go' is written by Gentiana

Story 'Falling for a fan' is written by Astrid, but she's gone now.

I just wanted you to know, haha ;) Here's chapter 11. Interesting one as I could say.

Previous chapters: Chapter1 Chapter2 Chapter3 Chapter4 Chapter5 Chapter6 Chapter7 Chapter8 Chapter9 Chapter10

Chapter 11: ‘I know you want me’

I was sitting on the pool edge with my legs in the water. Just relaxing and watching the water who reflects moon and lights around pool. Weather was chilly but I don’t mind it. It was silence, no one was around. Probably because it was midnight already.

??: Can’t sleep, babe?

I recognized that husky voice. I turned my head and saw Harry standing near me. He sat next to me and dived his legs in the water too.

Harry: What are you doing here so late?

YN: Just…Thinking and stuff *I smiled*

Harry: Thinking about what? *he smirked*

YN: Girl stuff and don’t ask me what that would be *I punched him playfully*

Harry: Ow! What was that for? *he pretended to cry*

I giggled and turned my head in his way. I looked into his eyes, he was looking back at mine too. We were staring for a while at each other and then he began to lean in. To my surprise I didn’t even move, just sat there and looked at him when he got closer to my face and pressed his lips on mine. I kissed him back. I felt shivers going up and down my spine but nothing more, I feel like something is missing. I can’t feel any passion or love in his kiss. He sneaked his hands on my waist under my shirt  and explored my back while moving his lips down to my neck. I  put one of my hand on his neck and another in his hair. He pressed his lips on mine again and this time I could feel hunger. He pulled away and stood up. He hold out his hand for me stand up. We grabbed our shoes and he led me somewhere.

YN: Harry--

He cut me off by putting his finger on my lips

Harry: Shh… Don’t say anything.

We got back in hotel and went into elevator. Harry pressed 4. 4^th floor. My room is in 2^nd floor. Where is he taking me? Then it came to me,  we are heading to his hotel room.

Elevator stopped and we stepped out. Harry’s hand sneaked around my waist as we walked to his room. I don’t know what’s got into me but I wasn’t saying anything just walked with him. He slide his card in his and boys apartment and opened the door. We walked in and he closed the door. It was dark, lights were off everywhere and I guess boys were already sleeping in their rooms. I tried to see where Harry is and then felt two strong arms going around my waist and pushing me to the wall.

YN: Harry, what are you doing? *I whispered*

He didn’t said anything just pressed his lips on mine. I closed my eyes even tho the room was already dark and buried my hands in his curly hair. He moved his lips down to my neck and started to explore it. I let out a whispering moan when he found my special spot. I didn’t know I had one. Then Harry lightly sucked on that spot making me moan more.

Harry: And it’ just a beginning, babe. *he seductively  whispered in my ear*

I frowned a bit. I’m not ready for it to happen.

He picked me up in bridal style and carried me as I guess to his bedroom who was at the end of boys small hallway. He opened doors still holding me and walked in closing them behind. Room was dark but moon was shining through the window so it was kind of bright. As saying bright, I mean I could see his face but still dark. Harry layed me on bed and got on top of me with his hands to my head.

YN: Harry--

Harry: Shh babe… Don’t say anything

I wish: Chapter 10

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Chapter 10: ‘Thinking’

Later Justin took me back home to hotel room. Before that we were just walking on the beach and talking about our past and stuff. He told me about his new album Believe. He even sang one of his new songs ‘Die in your arms’. From what I heard so far I could tell his album will be amazing.

We arrived to hotel. Justin got out of his driver seat and opened passenger door for me and I got out of the car.

YN: Why thank you. What a gentleman *I chuckled*

JB: I’m trying *he winked*

YN:So, uhh… You want to come in  to meet the rest of my crew girls?

JB: I’d love to but I have to go back to my hotel which is few miles away from this. You know, I have some work with my songs and stuff.

YN: Ohh *I said with sadness in my voice and looked down*

JB: Hey

He put his two fingers under my chin and lifted it up so I was looking into his eyes

JB: Some other time, I promise you

He pressed his lips on mine and I automatically felt butterflies. I smiled under the kiss.

Justin pulled away after a moment.

JB:  I like you…a lot, don’t forget that

YN: I like you too *I smiled*

Justin smiled back

JB:See you in few days I guess?

YN: Yeah

I hugged him and pulled away.

YN: Bye

JB: Bye, take care of yourself, love.

YN: You too

I smiled at him and waived goodbye before walking into hotel. I unlocked apartment door with my keys and walked in. I slipped off my shoes and walked into living room to see all girls sitting with excitement in their faces. They saw me standing in the doorway

Bella: YN!

Sarah: You won’t believe it!

Megan: Like I said, I’m so excited!

I stood there with a confused face. I turned to Jess since she hadn’t said anything. I waited for her to explain everything since she was the calmest in da house here. Haha

Jess: We are going on One Direction’s tour in America next week from Tuesday!

I stood there full with emotions. I was happy, finally people will see us dancing, they will see what our life is based on, it’s our dream. But in other hand, I’m scared, we still aren’t very good with our dance, moves, we still didn’t learned any other dance just the one Emma shoved us and that was few days ago. And what about their fans? What if they won’t like us?

YN: But… *I sat on the couch next to Bella* It’s in four days. And  what about our dance routine? We still hadn’t learned…

I wish: Chapter 9

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Chapter 9: ‘I wish we could be more than best friends’

My heart started to beat faster. I don’t know what was wrong with me, I started to get nervous. We were still laying on the sand and Justin was on top of me.

JB: Remember when we talked on phone and I told you there's one girl that I can't get out of my mind?

I nod my head.

JB:  And then you told me to tell her how I feel before it's too late’

YN: Yes..? *I stuttered*

JB: Well *he put one of his hands on my cheek and looked deeply into my eyes*

Whenever I hear your voice, I never stop smiling. Whenever I hear your laugh, my stomach is filled with butterflies. Whenever I look into your beautiful eyes, I get lost in them. Whenever I touch you, I feel my body is getting hotter.

I looked at him in shock. Is he admitting his love for me? Am I dreaming? I don’t know why, but if it’s a dream, I don’t want to wake up.

JB: I know we are very close friends and it’s ok if you don’t like me back. I just couldn’t keep these feeling to myself and I wish… I wish we could be more than best friends.

He leaned and found his way to my lips. I closed my eyes and he did the same. He pressed his soft lips on mine and butterflies filled in my stomach. My body started to feel weak. This feeling I’m having it’s not like when I kissed Harry. Nothing can compare Justin’s kiss to Harry’s. Justin’s kiss is soft, full with passion, love. Harry’s kiss was with passion and hunger, hunger for love or maybe for more…

I slowly opened my eyes. Justin sat on the sand and I sat too. I was in shock, I couldn’t say anything. Justin scratched his neck and looked at me.

JB: C’mon, say something

He looked at me with puppy eyes and I just smiled

YN: I…I… *I  started to stutter* I like you too…

That’s all I could say. I really don’t know why I said it, it just came out of my mouth. I looked at Justin to see his face expression. He had a big smile on his face.

JB: You really like me?

I nod my head and he grinned.

 JB: You don’t know how happy I am right now!

I wish: Chapter 8

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Chapter 8: 'Oh it's on!'

Justin took me back to my and girls hotel room, cause I needed to put on my bikini. I unlocked apartment door and walked in with Justin. Girls weren’t there, probably still at the mall.

YN: I’m going to change. I’ll be back soon.

JB: Ok.

I walked in my room and put on some clothes for the beach. I put my hair in a messy bun polyvore

I walked out of my bedroom and saw Justin sitting on the couch. I walked silently so he couldn’t hear me. When I was close to him I shouted in his ear:

YN: HELLOOO!!!!

Justin quickly stood up

JB: What the hell??!

I started laughing

YN: If only you’ve seen your face. *laughing* Oh my.. it was like…like… I can’t.. HAHAHA

JB: Oh you’re gonna pay for that.

I looked at him and rolled my eyes.

YN: Like what can you do?

Justin smirked at me and pushed me on the couch. Then he jumped on me and started to tickle. Damn, I’m very ticklish.

YN: Justin!!! Stop…it…Justin… *I said between laughs*

JB: Say you’re sorry for shouting in my ear *he smirked*

YN: Never! *I still couldn’t stop laughing*

JB: Then you will die from laughing, haha

YN: No…Stop…Ok ok!...So…Sorr…Sorry! *still laughing*

Justin stopped tickling me and stood up.

JB: That’s better, now let’s go.

I rolled my eyes and we got out from hotel. We sat in his car and drove off to the beach. During our ride in the car which took 30mins, we sang random songs on the radio. Like we used to do always.

We arrived at the beach. Justin parked the car in a parking lot and I got out. I took off my shoes and we started walking towards the beach.

YN: It’s sand!

I pointed to it while running towards the beach. I stopped for a seconds and saw Justin laughing. I came back to him and crossed my arms

YN: What’s so funny Justin Bieber?

JB: It’s sand! *he tried to copy my voice*

YN: Haha, so funny *I rolled my eyes* You know I haven’t been to the beach since… Since forever

JB: I know I know. Let’s go *he took my hand and intertwined our fingers*

YN: *I looked at Justin* What if paps sees us here together?

JB: Don’t worry. I’ve been here before, this place always empty, just few older people. No one really knows this place cause it’s near forest.

I nod my head. We walked to the water and I sighed. Justin looked at me with worried eyes