Beneath Your Beautiful: 22: Be Alright.

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Chapter 22:

July 30th, 2012

3:04am

 

“Justin… Justin… Justin…”

I nudged Justin’s shoulder repetitively to get him to wake up. I felt like absolute crap and I had no idea why this was happening to me. I felt like I was going to throw up but I also felt like I couldn’t make myself throw up and it was all just so bad. I winced in pain and squeezed Justin’s arm and accident because it was around me. He jumped awake and was fully alert for some reason.

“Woah, what’s going on? Are you okay?” he said as he sat up.

In complete darkness, I could sense that he had been worried from the start. I groaned and He sat up and turned on a light, causing me to also squint.

“No, I’m not. My stomach- it’s killing me.” I whispered.

“What can I do? Do you need something? Anything?” Justin talked fast and I could barely understand him. Wow, I wasn’t expecting him to be so aware of the situation, I wasn’t dying yet, I just felt like shit.

“I don’t know something for my stomach.”

“I can run to the store real quick and get you something.” Justin asked as he peeled back the covers.

“I don’t want you to go now, I can wait until morning-“

“Nope, I insist.”

Justin went to get out of bed but I grabbed ahold of his arm and pulled him back towards me. “Please don’t go.”

“How about this… I’ll go get you something for your stomach and I’ll be back as soon as possible. Then I can come home and take care of you until you fall asleep and then all day tomorrow.” Justin suggested as he slipped a pair of slippers on.

His eyes were tired but he looked ready to go. He had some sweats and a tank top on and he pulled a beanie over his bedhead. When he grabbed his keys and put them in his pocket, I knew that he was seriously serious about this trip.

“But-“

“No ifs, ands, or buts. I’m going, okay?”

“Fine. Be back soon.” I groaned.

He walked around the bed and leaned down and kissed me before leaving. Ugh, I wanted him to just stay and take care of me but instead he would go to the end of the world to make me happy, I just wish I could do the same.

I felt around for my phone and grabbed it to check it seeing I had nothing better to do. I checked Instagram and saw that Justin had posted a picture. I waited until it loaded and read the caption: for you, I would walk a thousand miles #bealright. It was a picture of him with a bottle of some type of syrup for my stomach. I smiled and didn’t bother commenting on it, I’d just thank him when he got back.

When Justin got back he snuck back into our room, making sure to be quiet. His family was over, Jeremy, Jazzy, and Jaxon. His mom was on a business trip so she couldn’t come. They’d been here for- well only since tonight. I didn’t even get to see them because I was already in bed when they came. We were all going out to lunch later today, if I felt better. If not, then they’d have to go without me, which I was hoping wasn’t the case.

“Here babe, I got you a few different things.”

Justin presented a few different bottles and boxes before me and I checked them all out, reading the warnings and everything. I took one of them and it settled my stomach after some time but I was still a little uneasy.

“Thanks Justin.” I said after he laid down next to me. He kissed my forehead as he got under the covers and I smiled and snuggled up closer to him. I could feel hiscalm breathing moving my head up and down as I lay mine on his chest. It was so peaceful until I thought it’d be funny to break the silence.

“Justin, I think I’m pregnant.”

He dropped his phone and sat up quickly. I sat up with him and bit my lip, holding back my laughter.

“What?! Are you serious?! Your dad will kill me (YNN)-“

“I’m kidding! I’m kidding!” I laughed.

Justin untensed his muscles and calmed himself down. He hung his head in embarrassment and I laughed quietly and fell back into the pillow. He laid down again and rested his upper weight on his elbow. He smiled down at me and twirled my hair in his fingers.

“What?” I asked. He kept on staring at me! I wasn’t feeling uncomfortable, but I was curious as to why.

“Nothing, just thinking… What if you were pregnant?”

The smile on his face dimmed a bit, but it didn’t disappear. He was acting as if he might not be upset if I actually were pregnant. I guess I would be happy too, but I’m only 18 and so is he…

“Well we’re only 18 and you are the biggest name in music right now so if I was I’d be scared.”

“But say age didn’t matter and neither did my career… then what?” Justin continued to play with my hair.

I grabbed the collar of his shirt and pulled him closer so that our faces were just inches apart. “Well I’d love to have your kids Mr. Bieber.”

He smiled and I pressed my lips against his. The rush running through my body dissolved the pain and my tiredness. It made me feel… alive. I slowly laid back down, our lips never apart. He laid halfway over me and pressed his lips gently against mine. I still had questions though.

I pushed Justin away slightly and looked back into his eyes. “So you want to have kids?”

He smiled and kissed me again, like he was avoiding my questions. I pushed away once more but this time he spoke. “Two, to be exact. Maybe three, but definitely two. I want to have at least one boy and one girl. A girl that’ll look just like you- er, her mom, and a boy who’ll look like me.”

I bit my lip and listened closely. He was very specific on how he wanted his kids, it was pretty funny. And when he meant to say a girl like her mom, he said a girl like you. That meant he’d already imagined our kids together. He was so freaking adorable it was hard to handle.

“Well, I can’t guarantee that your kids will be just like that, but hey, it’s worth a try, right?”

Justin smiled down at me and just pressed his lips against mine once again. I take that as a yes then.

The hours passed and we stayed up all night talking. I couldn’t believe either of us got tired, it was crazy. We both fell asleep around 6 which was pretty late/early whatever you want to call it.

 

I pushed myself out of Justin’s hold and out of bed.10:11 am. And I was running on about 9 hours of sleep total. That wasn’t that bad, but I swear it could be better. Today… today was the day. As I stared at the calendar my eyes fell upon the circled date. July 31stwas today which meant that the ALAYLM video was coming out today. It came out at noon here in California and I was more than excited. I’d only known the scenes that we’d filmed… nothing else. I couldn’t even put the pieces together of what it’d be about because I was dumb. Oops.

I stepped out of the shower and the whole bathroom was steamy. I forgot to turn on the fan, yet again. Hey, it happens to the best of us. I wrapped my body in one towel and my hair in another and opened the bathroom door. It was like walking out of fog into a clearing. I shuffled my feet over to the drawers and searched them for something to wear but I didn’t find much. I went into the closet and searched through my half for just something simple but effective. I slipped on a pair of panties and a bra and stood in that searching for just SOMETHING.

I felt someone grab me and I screamed, practically at the top of my lungs. I was lifted off of the ground and I had a good idea that it was Justin. He spun me around in the air before setting me down and turning me around in his arms. I looked up at him and look a deep breath, glad that it wasn’t another person.

“Justin you scared the shit out of me.” I breathed out as I hugged him.

He laughed and squeezed me tight, “So what ya gonna wear?”

“Do you care or are you just trying to see me naked?” I smiled as we rocked back and forth.

He looked left and right and had a devious smirk on his face, “I care…”

I pushed away from him and laughed, pointing towards the closet door. “Out, now please.”

He made a pouty face and slowly inched towards the door, hoping I’d say stay, but I didn’t. After he left and I found a quick outfit to put on and threw on some accessories.

I walked out of the closet and saw that Justin had already discarded his clothes on the floor and changed into something else. I rolled my eyes and picked up after him before heading downstairs. I walked out of our room and saw Jazzy running down the hall towards me. I smiled and bent down, picking her up and spinning her around in the air. She laughed and so did I. I held her on my hip and we walked downstairs together.

“I missed you Jazz!” I said as I tickled her, she laughed.

“I missed you too (YNN)!”

We got downstairs and I saw that Justin was standing in the kitchen and talking to his dad about where to go for lunch. It was already 11:30pm. I tweeted and said: 30 more minutes… get ready guys… #ALAYLM

I set my phone down on the counter and set Jazzy on the floor. Justin still hadn’t noticed I came in the room so I decided to surprise him. I ran up behind him and jumped on his back and luckily, he caught me. He just laughed and held his hands underneath my thighs wrapped around his lower body.

“Jeez.” Justin said as I let go of him, landing on my feet.

“Shall we go?” Jeremy interrupted.

I smiled and gave him a thumbs up. Everyone was so happy and energetic this morning because finally there was some family time. I mean I wasn’t family, but I was close enough now.

We picked a random spot since none of us could agree and Jaxon wanted to go to Disneyland. We ended up at a sandwich shop called Blue Table. It was a little busy but we got seats right away and sat down to look at the menus.

“8 more minutes.” I clapped excitedly.

Justin just laughed at me because he’d already seen the video. He said that it was the best yet, so I was excited to see it. I looked around to see a few girls in here with their phones out, maybe they were watching too. You could definitely tell that they were fans by the way they took pictures and fangirled not-so-secretly. I personally loved that girls did that over Justin, it was cute.

I had my phone out, refreshing and refreshing YouTube, waiting for the video. Just when the clock hit noon, the video popped up. I listened to hear the girls freak out a little just as I did. They kept staring over at us and I had an idea.

We all scooted our chairs by Justin to watch the video before we ate and Jaxon was sitting on my lap. Justin pressed play but I stopped him just before it popped up.

“One minute, I’ll be right back.”

I stood up with Jaxon in my arms and approached the girls on the other side of the restaurant. They seemed really surprised and a few of them looked like they were going to cry.

“Would you guys like to watch the video with us?” I offered.

Without words, they gladly accepted and followed me and Jaxon back to our seats. I sat down next to Justin and leaned in close, the other girls crowding around and watching too. It was like a little tiny meet up of some sort, I liked it.

They video started and the restaurant seemed quiet as it played loudly. Scenes flashed, from my dad and Justin then back to me. I held back my emotions and watched. This video… it was about that night. Justin was saving me from my dad, like I had wanted, but my dad didn’t.

The video ended abruptly with Justin limping away after he’d gotten beaten up and we all freaked out together. I hugged Justin and kissed him in front of everyone.

“You put that together?” he nodded. “God, I love you.”

Beneath Your Beautiful: 21: Video Shoot.

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Chapter 21:

Friday, July 6th, 2012

7:45am

 

"Wake up sleepyhead!"
I breathed slowly out and pulled the blanket over my head, "No, go away."

My dad opened my door, turned on the lights, and yanked my blinds open. I groaned louder and yelled that I was up, although we both knew I clearly wasn't.

"We have places to be and a video to shoot! Hurry it up! Justin's been waiting around across the street for an hour."

I shot up and checked the time. Oh jeez, I’d slept longer that I was supposed to... I shot out of bed and started digging through my clothes.

"Good, you're up." My dad said smiling as he left the room.

I rolled my eyes and pulled out an outfit to throw on. I'd be changing and rearranging there either way. I pulled some leggings over my butt and pulled a shirt over my head that happened to be Justin's, and was rather large. I pulled my hair back into a ponytail and left my face clear of makeup besides a swipe of mascara. I sat on my bed with my legs crossed and checked my phone quickly. 29 new messages. The only person who'd do that would be my wonderful boyfriend Justin.

FROM: BAABBBYY (:

Morning baaaabbbbyyyy! ... Hey are you up? ... You're not seeing my messages ... Seriously get up, I’mgetting mad ... I'm not really mad okay I love you ... hey girl, I got some candy over here across the street in my normal house, want some? ... wake up ... I’m bored come and entertain me ... so last night was weird Imean you didn't sleep with me did it feel weird to you? It did for me yo ... (YN) come on, you're just gonna leave me hanging? ... Fredo spent the night and he's snoring ... SNORING. He's selfish, he won't let me sleep ... (YN) ... THERE'S A FIRE IN THE KITCHEN ... PUT IT OUT BY WAKING UP ... okay fine don't ... you're too busy sleeping to care about my health and ifI’m alive or not ... i'mjustkiddingiloveyou ... you're probably dreaming about me ... now wake up and you can have the real thing(; ... jerry, he itches ... no he doesn't ... I just wanted to get your attention ... I'm making breakfast without you, jelly brah? ... just kidding I meant babe I love you ... it's not like you care ... but I do, I care ... ANSWER ME RIGHT NOW

 

I shook my head and shoved my phone in my shoulder bag. Justin, oh Justin, what can I do with that boy? I rushed out of the door and to the car where I met my dad. I shoved my stuff in the back before getting in the passenger seat and taking a deep breath, I was tired from running around all morning. I didn't even put my shoes on, I just wanted to get to the shoot now, and I’d already made us all late but whatever…

My dad backed out of the driveway and sat on the side of the road while I dialed Justin’s number. It rang about once before he picked up the phone.

“I’m outside, hurry it up.”

“You’re telling me.” He laughed.

“Just get your ass- butt out here and let’s go.” I smiled to myself. I mouthed sorry to my dad for swearing around him and he just brushed it off.

Justin and Fredo came running outside together and hopped into the car. My dad greeted them with smiles and I turned around to talk to them. Justin was wearing a beanie with glasses and just a normal outfit. He looked cute and nerdy for once in his life.

“You really missed me last night didn’t you?” I laughed.

“Oh my God he wouldn’t shut up about you. It was ‘if (YN) were she would make me food’ or ‘if (YN) were here she would talk to me’, he was so annoying all night. Why didn’t you stay with him instead?” Fredo but in.

“Because,” I began, “I was experimenting.”

Justin turned to Fredo and sighed, “It’s because she’s trying to make me suffer.”

I rolled my eyes and turned back around. I felt Justin snake his arms around the seat and try to hug me but I pushed away. He was so weird sometimes.

We arrived at the destination and got out of the car. It was a train station, a very large empty one. I wondered how much it had cost to rent this out, but I guess it didn’t matter to me that much. We got out of the car and explored the set for a little bit and we met and discussed things with the director too. Of course there were still things around the station going, so there were a lot of paparazzi here. I just looked around and searched for something to do while Justin filmed his part of the video.

“Babe get on.” Justin came zooming by me on a Segway. I looked at him like he was absolutely crazy.

“Justin if I fall off-“

“You can stand in front of me, don’t worry.”

I took a deep breath and got on the front of the Segway with Justin behind me, his arms under mine, guiding the direction. We flew around the set and even though Justin was supposed to be working, he stayed with me until he got yelled at. After that I was forced to guide myself on the Segway, finding out how in the world to work it.

Justin wasn’t allowing me to be anywhere near him when he was filming the individual scenes because he didn’t want me to see the finished product until it was well- finished.

After about an hour to an hour and a half later, Justin was down with the train station scene. The next place was a studio, where we were headed. We had three places to go today; the train station, a studio, and a house that they rented for the day of recording. I was excited for when I came in because honestly, I hadn’t gotten to do anything yet!

We got to the studio eventually and I was finally getting to do something. I had my own dressing room where I only allowed my dad in for now, Justin wasn’t going to see me until we filmed it. The makeup artists did there work and hurried to help me change and all of that stuff before I was ready to go. I presented myself to my dad who had been forced to get ready already too and he smiled and hugged me.

“My daughter is absolutely beautiful.” He whispered in my ear. “But that outfit is not to be worn around me off set alright?”

I laughed and pulled away, “Whatever dad.”

I walked out of my room without my dad and I headed down the hall. I looked around but it seemed to be vacant of people. I shrugged and walked forward, unknowing as to where I was even going.

“Baby!”

I jumped and turned around and fell into Justin’s arms. “You scared the shit out of me.”

Justin laughed and held me in his arms, smiling at me as usual, “Are you ready?”

“Yeah, are you gonna tell me what this is all about yet or what?”

“You can’t know until it’s all put together. The video comes out on July 31st, so you’ll have to wait until then. Or you can just piece it together and figure it out which you probably will…”

I shook my head and we headed down the hall to the area where we were needed. The cameras and everything was already set up and everyone was ready, they just needed us. There was a green screen behind us so I knew that where we were filming wasn’t really where we were going to be in the video, which made things harder.

“Alright, now I need you guys to stand like this.” The director had people push us into position so that Justin had his arms around me. I smiled at him and I could hear pictures being taken already. “Now act like you’re in love, kiss her, touch her, run your fingers through his hair-“

The camera clicked and Justin and I did as we were told, but we didn’t need to act, we already were. I laughed and threw my head back and I guess that was a good thing because the director seemed happy.

“Now pick her up Justin.”

Without hesitation Justin picked me up and spun my around in the air. He held me up by his head and I couldn’t help but laugh at the fact that this was all supposed to be acting.

We filmed for about an hour so that he got enough footage and then we were finished there. Justin and I were shuffled into a car and on to the next destination; the house. When we arrived, I saw a huge house with a gate protecting it and a little garden just outside of the gates. It was a very nice house. They changed me into another outfit along with Justin before we filmed even more scenes. This time we were outside and bicycling around the circular garden, holding hands. This was probably the most physical activity Justin and I had ever gotten, sadly. When we finished that scene, I had to change AGAIN. And so did Justin AGAIN. It was the second to last time though so it’d all be over soon. This time I got to explore the set before we filmed. The set was my ‘room’ for this scene. I went upstairs alone and opened the door to find a room that had a strong resemblance to mine. It all looked so familiar, and I knew Justin had put this together. He walked up behind me and twirled me around.

“You like it?”

I nodded and kissed his cheek. This was all so- amazing!

The camera men set everything up and got ready while I ready through this scene. It seemed pretty, sexual, so good thing my dad wasn’t here for this one. I set the picture I was looking at back down and turned to the direction of my name being called. It was the director’s assistant who was calling my name, and she seemed pretty worried for some reason.

“You read through the script right?” she said as she held it out to me. I pushed it away and nodded.

“Yeah, why?”

“Well right here,” she pointed, “It says that you have to wear that, and we were wondering if you’re comfortable with that.”

I re-read the scene and it said I had to wear panties and a tank top. Oh, I must’ve skipped that part. I looked over to Justin who was literally dancing in the middle of the room. I shook my head at him and turned back to the woman and nodded.

“That’s fine with me.”

She smiled and walked away, her heels clicking with each step. She was a nice thoughtful lady. I did as the script said and wore the outfit needed, pulling my hair out of the previous pony too. When I laid in the bed, ready for the next scene, I realized that Justin wasn’t even paying attention. I cleared my throat and he looked towards me and looked at me in awe.

“Your-“

“Just come here.” I interrupted him.

He laid in the bed next to me and the director directed us to do certain things like ‘move your hand there’ and ‘put your hand there’ and then he handed Justin a black eyeliner pen. He took it and took my hand, writing ‘I love you’ on it and then brushing my hair off of my neck and writing ‘you r so sexy’. I just laughed and kissed him. This video was going to be fun, I could tell.

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“Mom, why must we fly to them?” I asked my mom. “Honey, you already know why. Don’t ask so much. Believe me, you’ll love it there.” My mom said not letting her eyes off of the delicious pudding he cook. “If you think so.” I stood up of my seat in the kitchen and walked out and upstairs to my room. I was mad. I stomped up the stairs to let my mom know that I was angry. I immediately got in my room shut the door and plopped on my bed. I let out a loud sigh. Oh, to let you know I had summer holidays and my parents wanted to visit their old friends in America/California/Calabasas. And as friendly my parents were, they wanted that we spend the whole holidays there. Great!  I didn’t want to visit them. I didn’t know them and I was sure that my holidays will be horrible there. But my parents won’t let me alone at home. I was 16 years old so I kind of understand them. But anyway, I wanted to spend my holidays here in Canada, by my best friends. It really sucks and we should already leave tomorrow. This sucks more! It was already 10p.m. so I decided to go to bed because tomorrow will be a long day for me.

The Next Day

“(YN) wake up. We leave in a few hours.” I woke up by the sound of my Mom’s voice. I exactly heard here but I thought maybe if I do like I’m still sleeping, she’ll let me sleep further. My thoughts were interrupted my mom throwing my blanket away from me. “Mom, don’t you see that I’m sleeping?” I shouted. “I knew you weren’t sleeping. Get up now!” she ordered. With a big smile on her face and a giggle she left the room. I just sigh and plopped back on my bed. After a few minutes I got up. I went in my bathroom, took a shower and washed my hair. After I tied up myself, I wrapped myself in a white towel and walked out to my wardrobe to look for a perfect outfit. I finally decided to wear this http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=104841400&.locale=de. I walked slowly and not very interested in anything downstairs to the kitchen. “Morning.” I said with a fake smile on my face. My Mom and Dad greeted me friendly while I sat down at the table. I wasn’t a morning person and now it was just 5a.m. and that’s too early. After we had our breakfast we slowly put our many suitcases in our car. Just before we left my best friends Pinky and Marie come. I run to them and hugged them as tight as I could. I didn’t want to leave them for the whole summer holidays. “Please don’t cry. I’ll start crying too.” I said with a shaking voice. They just shook their heads. But I already saw that they had tears in their eyes. I hugged them the last time and said my goodbyes before we left for the whole holidays. The entire ride to the airport I had my earphones in. I listened to random music but you must know that I’m the biggest Belieber. I just love Justin with all my heart but my parents don’t understand. Anyways. As we were at the airport we walked in and waited for our fly. We finally could check in. We entered the plane and sat down in a seat. A long and annoying fly to America was coming. Great, just great! I listened to music while everyone was sleeping.

A Few Hours Later  

We finally landed in Californian. We walked out of the plain and after we got our suitcases, we looked for my parents old friends. I had no idea how they looked like but I just look for two people. “Patricia, Frank!” my parents shouted at the same time. They run to them and hugged them. At first my Mom I think her name was Patricia and then Frank. My Dad did the same. I walked to them and shook their hands and introduced myself to them. They were a little bit old-fashioned and looked very rich. But I think they are not as bad as I think. We walked out of the airport. My Mom and Patricia at first, then my Dad and Frank and then me. I was all alone by myself but it didn’t matter something to me. When we arrived at their house, I was amazed. It was big, more than just big. It looked like a villa. I think they were really rich. We walked in and I couldn’t believe that I should live here my whole holidays. It was all so stunning. “Feel like home.” Patricia said with a big smile on her face. My parents and I just nodded. I looked around and saw a boy in my age walking down the stairs. He looked like a nerd. “Hello, I’m Daniel. It’s a pleasure to get to know you. I already heard many things about you all.” He said while introducing himself. I already knew that we wouldn’t get along well. He was a prig, I already knew it. They showed us the whole house. Then my room came. It was big, bigger as my room in Canada. I kind of liked it. I had my own bathroom and a big walk-in wardrobe. I let myself fall on the bed and just stared on the ceiling. I was all by myself in this big room. I decided to put out my things of my suitcase and make myself feel more comfortable. After about 2 hours of unpack my things, I heard a knock on my door. “Come in.” I shouted. Patricia come with a big smile on her face in and sat beside me on the bed. “Hey, (YN). It’s already 6p.m. and we decided to get out today for a dinner. All together. Do you come with us?”She asked friendly. “Yeah, I’m starving.” She laughed and said “Be ready at 8 and please wear something serious and something elegant” and left the room. I had no clue what to wear so I decided at first do take a shower. After showering I walked out of the room with a towel around my body. I walked in my big wardrobe and looked for a perfect outfit. After minutes of thinking I finally had the perfect outfit for the dinner. I was wearing this http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=104845678&.locale=de. I looked the last time in my mirror and walked with a good feeling down the stairs. Everyone was already waiting for me at the door. “We can go now.” I said with a friendly smile on my face. The all nodded and we left the house. We drove about 5 minutes to a fancy restaurant. We sat down at a table and looked what food to order. To be honest I didn’t know anything that was in the menu card. I looked up to my parents who looked happy. I really felt uncomfortable but my parents loved it here, I saw it on the look on their faces. It was silence till Frank broke the silence. “(YN), tell us a few things about you. We don’t know you.” “I’m (YN). I’m 16 years old and I go to the (TNOYS). Anything else you want to know.” I asked friendly but a little bit annoyed. “You go to the (TNOYS)? I heard there are not very intelligent students. Is this true?” Daniel asked. Was he serious? I couldn’t believe my ears. Was he okay? How could he ask something? What does he think, who he is? I rolled my eyes. “Any other silly questions?” I asked with a fake smile on my face. “(YN) (YMN) (YLN)! Don’t be so rude.” My parents shouted at me. “It’s okay (YDN). Maybe it’s true and that’s the reason why she acts like this. Maybe I can learn her some things for school in these holidays.” Daniel said again. Was he serious? Now I was more than just angry. I knew that he’s stupid. I already hated him at the first sight. “Okay, okay. It’s enough! What do you think, who you are? Do you really think you’re something better than me just because you go to another school? I could teach you things in these holidays because you’d really need them. Oh sorry I forgot, I can’t because you’ve no brain.” I shouted while I got up from my seat. Now he was flabbergasted. I was so proud of me. Daniel, my parents and his parent’s jaw dropped. With a big smile on my face and kind of angry I left the restaurant. My Mom run after me. “(YN)? Wait!” She shouted. I turned around. “What Mom? I’m not going in this restaurant again.” My Mom came to me with a big smile on my face. She took my hand and high-fived with her hand. “You made it. I’m proud of you. Somebody needed to say this but please don’t do this again.” My Mom said with a smile on her face. I giggled and hugged my Mom tight. “Thanks Mom. I love you. I’ll take a walk and walk home after I took the walk. Is this okay?” I asked my Mom. “(YN), you know it’s already dark and I’m not happy that you walk around alone because you don’t know anybody here and-“ I interrupted her. “Thanks Mom. Don’t worry I’ll be careful.” I gave her a kiss on the check and left here. After a time of walking, I took of my heels because my feet already hurt. I was totally lost in my thoughts. I just walked and thought about random things. I think I was already on the other side of Calabasas. I stopped at a big house. It looked like a villa. It was even bigger as the house of Patricia and Frank. It looked so familiar but I didn’t know who it could belong to. I didn’t know anybody here. I just stood there, amazed of the size of the house, with my jaw drop. “Hey you, yeah you. What are you doing in front of my house?” A familiar man voice said. I couldn’t say who it was because it was too dark. I just stood there further. I heard steps coming to me. I was a little bit scared but I didn’t move. When the “stranger” was in front of me, he put out his phone from his pocket and made light. I couldn’t believe my eyes. I couldn’t believe who stood in front of me. I thought I was dreaming. I rubbed my eyes and opened them again. I did this like 10 times. After a few minutes I finally stopped with my jaw dropped. “You’re a Belieber?” He asked. I just nodded because I was too in shock. He let out the giggle I was used to hear, took my hand and lead me to his door. “Here is better light.” He giggled. “Would you like to talk with me or do you just stand here and stare at me like you’re crazy?” he asked. I laughed. I couldn’t believe I was standing in front of the one and only Justin Bieber. “I’m sorry. I-I-I did-didn’t mean t-to stare. I-I’m j-just…” I sigh as loud as I could. Great now I was stuttering too. I was totally embarrassing myself in front of Justin Bieber. Great, just great. Justin giggled. “It’s okay, don’t worry. I didn’t mean it like that. Would you like to come in?” He asked with this half smile I love. I nodded shyly. He opened the door and led me in his villa. It was bigger than the house of Patricia and Frank. I was totally amazed. “Come with me, in the living room.”He said. He saw how nervous I was, so he took my hand and dragged me behind him in his living room. I was still in shock. We sat down on his couch. “I think you already know who I’m. Would you like to introduce you?” He asked with a smile on his face. I stared at him. “Do you understand me?” He asked. I knew I must talk with him instead I’ll lose my only chance to talk with the love of my life. “I understand you, yeah. I-I’m so sorry. I didn’t mean to just stand in front of your house and stare like I’m crazy. Don’t think that I’m crazy because I’m not. It’s just so, so, I haven’t the right words for it. I’m so sorry I didn’t mean to bother you. I’m really sorry.” I said while looking down on my lap. Justin took my jaw in his fingers and lifted it up that I’ve to look in his eyes. “Hey, don’t worry I don’t think that you’re crazy. And you don’t bother me. I think you’re cute when you act like this. Would you like to tell me some things about you?” I laughed and looked him in his eyes. “Thank you. I’m (YN) and I’m 16 years old. I’m from Canada and spend my holidays here by my parents annoying friends and their son. I love singing, dancing, drawing, hanging around, skating and much more.” I smiled at him. “I love your name. It’s beautiful. So, you’re just the holidays here?” I smiled. “Thank you , I love your name too. Yeah, and I begin to like it.” Justin giggled and smiled at me. “When did you landed?” “Today. I’m here since today.” “Really? I could show you around tomorrow if you want and have time.” He asked while smiling at me. “Yes, please. I’d love to hang around with you.” “Okay, so tomorrow at 10?” He asked. I nodded and he stood up. He went, I think in the kitchen. When he came back he had 2 little notes in his hand. He handed me both. “Here, my phone number. Can you give me yours too?” he asked while giving me the notes. I nodded and smiled. I wrote my number on the note and handed it back to him. “Thank you.” He said with a big smile on his face. We spent the whole night on his couch, talking and laughing. I told him what happened in the restaurant and about my life, my family and my friends and he told me about his family and his friends. I really liked him.

At this night I didn’t know what else comes to me.

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So this was the first chapter. I hope you liked it. If you have some ideas, let me know and I'll put it in the story. Thanks for reading! :)

A Little Post About Me, Ana.

Helllooooo! I was thinking that since I can't really update right now, I'd tell you a little bit about me. I don't think I've done one of these posts yet so why not now?
Most of you probably know me as Ana, if you even know that, but my full name is Tatyana. I can be called either, but Ana is one of my many nicknames.
I'm 15 years old and I currently live in the United States as I have my whole life!
I can speak a little bit of Spanish, Russian, and yeah that's pretty much it...
School is my main job right now and I'd say I'm pretty good at it! I am in high school and a straight A Honors student, which is why I like writing(: My favorite subject would have to be any art class, those are my specialty!
After I finish school, I plan on moving somewhere among the US to go to college and hopefully I can travel the world someday after that!
I'm planning on traveling because I am an aspiring model. I haven't exactly started modelling yet, but I do have a portfolio ready to go(:
When I'm not writing on the blog or in school, I like to draw, read, and hang out with my friends. I am in lacrosse too! I'm a very subtle person haha... Oh! And I also love to go shopping and anywhere not in town.
I've been by Justin's side throughout everything so far and although I get frustrated defending him sometimes, I do it anyways. I put up with so much shit for him and I wish he'd just realize it... but I'm fine as long as he is!
Believe it or not, but I'm a huge belieber(; and I'm also a fan of Ed Sheeran, Miley Cyrus and some artists nobody has ever heard of like The xx and Mat Kearney. My taste in music varies... A LOT.
I have a huge family and some pets, but lets not get into that talk... it'd take forever!
Some other things about me... I love the color pink! LOVE LOVE THE COLOR OKAY!?
I have been on this blog since the very beginning of January this year and I'm still going strong. My stories are Those Three Little Words, All Too Well, New Beginnings, Found, and Beneath Your Beautiful which i am currently working on. (GO READ IT NOW IF YOU HAVEN'T ALREADY)
Just click on the title of the one you want to read and it will bring you to the first chapter!
I'm also working on another story too... I am writing it in my notebook right now during my free time in school and when I have time other than that. I'll type it up when I'm done with the current story I'm writing and hopefully you guys will like it(:
And I think that's everything you should know about me... Well, anyways, you can always contact me at ana.mckenna7@live.com and all of my other accounts which I post at the end of my stories(:

For those of you who are curious, or maybe you're not curious, here's what I look like:

Beneath Your Beautiful: 20: ALAYLM.

Hiiiiiii guys! Guess what?! I'm posting on the right day today. That's right, FINALLY. Okay but this is a bad/good thing... I haven't even written chapter 21 yet and I have A LOT of school work so I may not post again till Saturday or even Sunday..cdon't hate me I love you stop. Okay I'll let you guys know on my new twitter for updates like this! But yeah, I'll be making that soon(:

And I've read all of the comments and I will be taking some of your ideas and adopting them as my own into this little thing I call a story(: so hopefully you'll like what I write!

This chapters boring whoops.

Besides that I think that's it.. I LOVE YOU GUYS BTW OKAAYYY?!

Okay.

Chapter 20:

Saturday, June 30th, 2012

Noon

My eyes followed each character as they flashed up on the screen. My eyes had been glued to this TV since we got home, I didn’t know how or what to do. Fredo had come over and he was cuddling with Ari on the other couch while I laid my head on Justin’s chest. Every time he opened his mouth, it was to say sorry to me. I really thought that he’d never stop.

I accepted his apology though, every single time. It never annoyed me. I loved that he really meant it, and I could tell that he did. We sat down and talked about it earlier, coming to a conclusion that it was both of our faults we got into a fight. If I would’ve just told Justin, everything would be fine, and if Justin would’ve just stopped being jealous, everything would be fine. So I apologized too. But everything was okay, everything was finally okay.

The movie we were watching ended and my eyes shot over to Ari who stood up and stretched, “Should we watch another?”

I sat up and took a deep breath. Now that everything was calm, I felt alright, but gradually I was getting better. Justin knew everything now and there was no need to keep anything from him again.

“Let’s do something today, instead of sit around and sulk.” I suggested to get our minds off of things.

Justin sat up quickly and put his arms around me. I was sitting between his legs with a blanket on me and I was comfortable but we were being lazy and I thought that maybe we should do something.

“Who’s up for In-&-Out and renting a bunch of movies?” I said raising my hand, everyone following after me. I laughed and stood up to stretch.

“Fredo and I can go, you guys can just stay here.” Ari said as she pulled him off of the couch. He just groaned and sat up and grabbed her. They were so cute together, honestly.

They left shortly after making our decision and I laid back down on top of Justin. He smiled at me as my hair fell beside his head. I pressed my lips against his for just a minute before pulling away.

Justin smiled weakly and looked nervously away, “(YN), I know we’ve been together for about 3 months now and all, but I’ve never said it, and now may not be the right time but I just have to- (YN) I love you.”

I bit my lip and breathed out, “I love you too Justin, and no matter what happens, I want you to know that. I’ve never stopped loving you.”

He smiled widely and just as I bent down to kiss him, my phone vibrated. I grabbed my phone from my pocket and sat up still on Justin. He laid there waiting patiently.

I saw a notification from Instagram from Ari. That was odd, but I still checked it anyways to see what was going on. It quickly loaded and I saw a picture of me and Justin sitting together at my mother’s grave. He held me in his arms and you couldn’t see that we were both crying, but I knew that we were. The caption was: This picture says so much. These two have the most complicated relationship that no one will ever begin to understand, but they love each other, and that’s a love that can’t be broken.

I looked up to see Justin checking his phone too. He smiled when he saw it too and seemed to be doing something with typing and tapping and stuff. I tried to look but he pulled away and said, “Just wait, you’ll see.”

When he was done, my phone vibrated once again and I checked it. Justin posted a picture of us together, the same picture that Ari posted with a different caption. Today was the best day of my life. I screwed up, and I’ll admit it, but she helped me fix my mistakes while I helped her stay strong. It was unforgettable, especially when she told me what I’d been waiting to here since we met.

Fredo and Ari must’ve walked in while I was reading the caption because Justin was already taking his food and setting it on a plate. He set mine up for me and we sat up and started a movie. It was dark in the house since we closed all of the windows and it was kinda of nice for once.

I opened my eyes once again and saw that the TV had automatically turned off. Oh jeez, I must’ve fallen asleep, I thought. I sat up in the darkness and clicked the top button on my phone for a light. Justin was lying underneath me and Ari and Fredo were on the other couch sleeping. It was already 5:00 and we’d been sleeping all day… oops…

I laid my head back on Justin’s chest and messed around on my phone, scrolling through my feed and following people and stuff. I felt a hand move up my body and I looked up to see Justin staring down on me. I smiled and faced my phone towards him, he squinted.

“How long have you been up?” I asked.

“Long enough.” Justin groaned, “It’s already 5:00?”

“Yeah, but you can go back to sleep, we have nothing better to do-“

Before I could say anything further, I felt a vibration underneath me. Justin reached into his pocket and pulled out his business phone and answered the call. I just listened as he talked in a clear, non-tired voice.

“Yeah… yup I did… really?... that’s great!... you’re not kidding right?... okay good, I’ll let them know… bye.”

He pulled the phone away from his face and reached behind him and flicked on a lamp. It was very dim, but it illuminated the whole room. I locked my phone and he set his down on his chest. He started running his fingers through my hair and smiling at me.

“What? Who was that?” I asked nosily.

“It was the director for my next music video, As Long As You Love Me. Guess what?”

I acted like I was thinking but I had no idea, “What?”

“We found a girl for the part!”

I looked away and fumbled with my phone and mumbled, “Oh, that’s cool.”

I wasn’t exactly jealous- okay yeah I was, I definitely was. It’s just, I didn’t like it when Justin did all these things with other girls and I sat in a chair watching it all. I was used to him kissing his fans on the cheek and all of that stuff, but when he had to do multiple scenes of rubbing up against another girl, it just got to me.

“Yeah, she’s really beautiful and she’s perfect for the part. I met her a few months ago and we get along pretty well I’d say. I’m thinking that we’ll probably do the video close to home to make it more surreal and sensual.” Justin continued.

Now I was just getting annoyed with him, this was not okay. “Justin I’m sorry to ruin your happiness but I really don’t want to hear about how much you’re excited to do a video with yet another random girl.”

“But I’m not, I love this girl.”

“If you love her than why don’t you be with her?” I said a little louder as I sat up off of him.

He wrapped his arms around me and pulled me back down with him to lay on him, but I was really getting pissed at him, what the hell was he trying to do? I tried my best to push away but he had a tight hold on me.

“Because I already am.” He whispered in my ear.

I stopped struggling and he let me go. I put my hands on his chest and pushed myself up to sit on him. He placed his hands on my sides and I just shook my head at him. Sometimes the things he did to piss me off were really cute in the end. I leaned down and pressed my lips against his before pulling away.

"You asked them for me to be in your video?" I whispered

"Of course baby. It was a long process seeing you have no experience whatsoever but I finally got it together."

“You really did that for me? I don't have to be in your video just because I'm a jealous bitch, Justin.” I whisper laughed.

“If it makes you feel any better your dad's in it too.” Justin added.

“Why my dad?” I laughed.

“You’ll see.”

“I hate when you say that, you know that right?”

“Yeah, that’s why I say it.”

I slapped his chest gently and he laughed. I leaned back down to kiss him but we were interrupted by a yawn from the other couch.

“Oh no, you guys can continue,” Ari said as she yawned and shifted on the couch, “I’m just sitting here watching.”

I laughed and shook my head as I sat up along with Justin, “How long have you been up?’

“Since you started getting jealous.”

I blushed and shook my head. Of course I was jealous, but I was still kinda embarrassed to say it. Justin hugged me and swayed us back and forth.

“Aw, was someone jealous?” he said in a baby voice.

“Shutup! I’ve gotta keep what’s mine, mine. End of story."

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