falling for a fan: chapter 68 I love you... and maybe him?

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chapter 68: I love you.. and maybe him?

JB: good morning baby

Justin's sweet voice trembled in my ears. I opened my eyes slowly. Justin's beautiful face went from blurry to clear right in front of my eyes. He had a wide smile spread across his face.

YN: good morning

I scratched my eyes with my hands. Justin chuckled placing a sweet kiss on my forehead. I pushed my self up in a sitting position. Justin reached out and grabbed a pillow. He lifted my leg carefully and placed the pillow underneath. I sighted, my foot was still hurting.

JB: I'm sorry for my behavior last night. I acted childish and selfish. I was just kind of obsessed that you used so much time alone with Zayn

Memories from last night came rushing back in pictures. Zayn balling his heart out, telling me he was deeply in love with me. Justin's back facing me before I went to sleep.

YN: no worries Justin. I know I spend a lot of time with Zayn, but he had some stuff to get off his chest..

My words hung in the air. Justin wrinkled his eyebrows, I sighted. I had to tell him. I knew, I had to, but the thing was, I might kinda have some feelings for Zayn.. I wasn't sure yet, I was still very confused about the whole thing. Every time his name came to my mind, his face appeared in my thoughts. My heart raced as I heard his voice in my ears. I was confused, but I knew I had to tell Justin something, perhaps I could just keep my confused feelings to myself. I knew I loved Justin and he was my everything right now. 

YN: sit down

I padded the spot next to me. Justin sat down and snuggled under the covers with me. His bare thighs burned on my bare skin. His arm crept around my shoulder. 

JB: what did Zayn say? You can tell me princess, I can see it in your eyes, it's upsetting you...

Justin's finger stroke a lock of my hair behind my ear. His touch made my skin tickle. 

YN: Zayn is in love with me Justin.. like really deeply in love with me..

I turned my face so I could see Justin's reaction. His eyes were hard as stone. His lips were pressed close together. A small wrinkle had taken form between his eyebrows.

JB: what did you say?

Justin's words were cold, but his arm kept laying protecting around me.

YN: I told him that I love you

I still had my eyes on Justin's face. His mouth were still closed, but the wrinkle disappeared and his eyes lighted up. 

JB: and what did he say?

YN: that he knew that, and he would never do anything that would tear us apart

JB: hmm

Justin turned his face to look at mine. Our eyes locked and I floated away in his deep ocean. The light were making his brown eyes shining with a green light. I couldn't keep my lips from curling up in to a smile. Justin moved a bit so he was sitting with his chest facing me. He was wearing a white shirt and I could see his chest moving from his breath. A smile formed on his plump lips and my head spun around. He ran his fingers through my hair. I placed my arms around his neck pulling him closer to my body. His legs were burning on my skin. I took a deep breath taking his scent in. 

JB: You know what?

Justin's husky voice went in to me. I shook my head, keeping my breath in. His eyes were dark brown filled with lust. He leaned closer to me and his lips brushed mine as he spoke again

JB: I love you too

My whole body shook as I breathed out. Justin's lips connected with mine and a warm feeling spread through my body. Our lips moved in sync and Justin's hands grabbed both my cheeks pressing our lips even closer. I used my tongue to separate his lips enough so my tongue could make a move. Our tongues fought back and forth. Justin broke our connection. He gently laid me down, being careful 'cause of my foot. He sat with a leg on each side of my hips. My chest was moving fast up and down, my breath was heavy.

JB: you know how sexy you look right now?

Justin's deep eyes twinkled like stars and he leaned down again. I grabbed around his neck, moving his lips fast to mine. Our mouths knew exactly how to move with each other. Justin hands ran down my sides and going under my shirt. His soft hands stroke over my stomach and I moaned in to the kiss. I moved my hands in to his hair, twirling some locks around my fingers. Justin's hands moved further up my body. I had to let go of him as he pulled my shirt over my head. I was laying only in my panties. Justin smiled down at me, removing his own shirt. I bit my lip and let my eyes run over his perfect shaped body. I reached my hands out for him and he leaned down to place a long deep kiss on my lips. He moved his lips and placed a soft kiss on my chin. I grabbed roughly around his back as he started sucking on my neck. His tongue and lips moved over my sensitive neck skin. His lips were gentle, but his tongue sucked roughly on my neck. 

YN: mhh Justin..

I moaned out his name and caused him to suck harder. He moved down and sucked on my collarbone. My body tensed and Justin placed his hands on my boobs. He started massaging them gently while connecting our lips again. My body was hungering for him. My hands traveled down hi back and I got to his underpants. I moved them to the front side and stroke over his hard penis. Justin's hands stopped for a second. His whole body tensed up as I kept stroking his dick. His hands started moving on my boobs again. He broke our kiss and looked in to my eyes.

JB: I don't know if it's a good idea with your foot babe

His voice was deep and I could see the lust burning in his eyes. I sent him a cheeky smile

YN: you just gotta be gentle Bieber

I managed to whisper it out with a sexy voice. A big smirk came to his face as he casually got up from the bed. I followed him with my eyes as he searched through his suitcase and found a condom. He came back to the bed and placed it beside my head.

JB: let's continue this for a little while longer

He winked and sat back on top of me. I smiled as he leaned down and kissed my lips. He kissed down my neck and went down to my chest. He left small kisses on my boobs and I ran my hands over his bare upper body. My hand went over his bulge. Justin lips stopped were they were, planted soft on my nipple. I ran my hands over his dick. I stroke it up and down. Justin's lips were vibrating on my skin. He was turned on...very turned on. I started moving his boxers down. He took them off himself, reliving his big cock. I smirked as Justin kissed the lowest part of my tummy. His touch made my head spin around and my whole body shiver from pleasure. His teeth locked around the line on my panties and he started moving down. He was careful as he pulled them over my gypsum. He crept back up sliding his hands over my tights. He spread my legs slowly, moving his face down to my pussy. He used his fingers to slip in and make it possible to get his tongue between my legs. His started licking on my clitoris. I grabbed the covers under me. My body was tensing up and down as Justin went faster and faster with his tongue

YN: Oh God Justin

I gasped it out as his tongue went on and on. I could feel my body shiver and suddenly it released. My cum floated slowly out and Justin's face moved up to mine. He looked in to my eyes with a sneaky smile. He planted a soft kiss on my lips before grabbing the condom. He opened it and placed it on his hard dick. He grabbed it and placed it into me. I gasped as he entered me.

JB: does it hurt?

I shook my head. Justin started moving in and out slowly. I closed my eyes and moaned silently. Justin moved faster and faster. Our bodies were slamming against each other. My foot was hurting, but at this moment my body was too excited. Justin was thrusting himself in and out of me. He speed up and he slowed down, causing it all to drag out longer and be more exciting. 

JB: I'm cumming

Finally his body released and he came in the condom. He pulled himself out of me slowly. He took of the condom and knotted it. Then he threw it on the floor. He moved to my side and laid down. I could only lay on my back. Justin got up on his elbows and leaned down to kiss me. His hand stroke over my chest and I sighted in pleasure. We kept kissing and touching each other for a while. At last we were just laying beside each other. I was all covered up in Justin's arms. 

YN: have you talked with the others?

JB: yes. They're out in the city, but I said that we would stay here 'cause of your foot. 

YN: that was a good thing to say

Justin chuckled and pecked my lips. 

JB: do you mind if I go take a shower?

YN: of course not. But could you help me get my panties and shirt on first?

Justin laughed and got up. He helped me get my cloth on before he went to the bathroom. I turned on the tv and found out it was already 1pm. I had slept for a long time and our fun had taken a long time. I watched some crappy tv show and let my thoughts wander. Justin kept coming to my mine, but he had to fight with another one for the space... Zayn. Zayn's face kept showing in my mind. His sweet words made me melt and his eyes made my heart pound. Every time I thought about Zayn it made my heart go crazy or stop completely, and when i thought about Justin my head started to spin and my breath went crazy. I loved Justin, but did I love Zayn too? Maybe love is a too strong word..... When Justin had finished his shower, he placed a chair out there so I could take a shower as well. I took a shower and started fixing my self for tonight's party, this outfit: http://www.polyvore.com/party_in_london/set?id=46951520 I curled my hair and put on some make up. I looked myself in the mirror and suddenly I noticed a big red mark. A hickey. I covered it up with some make up. After Justin had to get ready. We were both done at 5.30.

JB: let's go down to the others

We went down and I helped the girls get ready. We all went down in the hotel's restaurant and ate a lovely dinner. After that it was 7.45, time to head of to the party....

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