falling for a fan: chapter 46 FUCK FUCK FUCK

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Chapter 46: FUCK FUCK FUCK

• your p.o.v. *

Zayn. Zayn's eyes followed me as I walked out of the room. His deep brown eyes. Zayn was hot, no doubt. He was so sweet and I had really got to know him well. He was the guy I had talked the most to, and he seemed really nice. It looked like he just wanted to be my friend, not flirting with me like Harry. But maybe I was wrong? Maybe Zayn flirted with me, just without me noticing it. It could be possible. I sat down on the toilet thinking about all this. Did it have to cause drama? Or could I just pretend like nothing. I knew that Justin was a little jealous that I paid so much attention to the One Direction boys. Like Liam was so sweet, Louis was fun, Harry a flirt but still very sweet, Zayn was a good friend and Niall.. Oh sweet Niall. He was such a cutie. I hadn't really spoken a lot with him but he was still really sweet and fun. I was sure that I would get very well along with him. They were all some great guys, but only friend! ONLY friends. I had to convince Justin before this would turn in to a big deal. I know I am taking this too far, nothing have happened.. yet! Like me texting with Harry had been nerve wracking for Justin. And me talking with Zayn at new years, I still felt Justin's hurt eyes burn at my body. I washed my hands before walking out of the toilet. Outside of the door Zayn was standing

YN: oh hi, I didn't knew anybody was out here. I'm sorry

ZM: it's okay

He sent me a sweet smile which I returned. We both just stood there. It was starting to get a bit awkward. I walked past Zayn but just as I did he grabbed my arm. He spun me around and crashed his lips on mine. I didn't know what to do, so I let him kiss me. It would be lying if I said I didn't like it. His lips were gentle and sweet on mine. Why didn't I pull away? Pull away! PULL AWAY (YN) FOR GOD'S SAKE! First when his tongue slipped over my lips begging for entrance I managed to pull away. Zayn's eye met mine. They were sparkling with lust.

YN: I- I-

I turned around on my heel and walked away from him. I knew something bad would happen. FUCK FUCK FUCK!. I heard him close the bathroom door. Why didn't he say anything? UHRG! What was I supposed to do? Tell Justin? Let it slip? Fuck I knew something bad would happen. I knew it! I breathed out slowly resting my forehead on the wall. I was standing in the room with my bed. The bathroom door was closed with Zayn behind it. The other closed door let in to my group of friends. I sighted. Right now I had to pretend like nothing happened, but at some point I had to tell Justin. And I was leaving tomorrow morning, so it had to be soon. I looked at my phone, it was 12am. I was going to send the 1D boys home very soon, then talk to Justin. Tell that Zayn kissed me, but I didn't feel anything... but that would be lying! I did feel something.. Not like when Justin kissed me. When Justin kissed me my whole world turned upside down, everything bad disappeared when he kissed me. When Zayn kissed me I felt my body tense. Like I was physically attracted to him, but nothing more. Yes! That's how it was. I had feelings for Justin, real feelings and I didn't feel anything for Zayn. He was hot and that made my body want him, that's it. No more no less. I Smiled widely as I walked out. Justin looked up and our eyes locked. I tried sending him a smile, but I could see he knew something happened. I walked over and sat down.

YN: when are your plane leaving?

I had sat down beside Liam. He was the only one not talking to anybody.

LP: at 11am tomorrow, how about yours?

YN: at 10

LP: oh we should probably get going then.

YN: it's okay

LP: anything wrong?

His eyes looked worried in to mine. How could he know? Was it the obvious?

YN: no no no everything's fine

LP: hey (YN) it's alright, I'm sure it's not that bad

YN: oh you have no idea

Just as I said that Zayn came walking back to the room. I watched him as his eyes slipped over our gathering. His eyes stopped a little bit longer at my face, but his face showed no expression at all.

LP: Boys we need to get home, they have to leave early tomorrow

YN: thank you

I whispered it out and gave Liam's arm a soft squeeze. All the boys raised and started to say goodbye. Liam pulled me in to a hug and I sighted in to his chest.

LP: give me a call if you need to talk alright?

I pulled away with a nod. I walked up to Niall.

NH: next time we meet we have to spend some more time together

YN: agreed

He grinned at me and I returned with giving him a big hug. Afterwards Louis pulled my arm to say goodbye. He spun me around and I laughed as he sat me back down.

LT: see you soon sweetheart

Harry came and gave me a hug.

H: sorry for the smack earlier, but I get horny when I'm drunk

He sent me a cocky smile and I laughed.

YN: I forgive you Styles, see you

H: see you honey

He kissed my cheek and went away. I turned around to see Zayn standing there looking at me. I walked up and gave him a quick hug. When we pulled away I heard him whisper

ZM: Sorry, please forgive me?

YN: Okay. But I have to tell Justin and if he doesn't forgive me then I'm gonna blame you

ZM: I understand.

Zayn left with his head down. We watched as the boys got in the elevator. Justin walked up and laid his arm around me. I looked up and he sent me a sweet smile. I felt so guilty. I had to talk to him right now. We all walked back in the hotel room.

YB: I have to go to my room and pack. I'll see you tomorrow morning. At 7.30 in the lobby, got it?

We all nodded. He kissed Hayden goodnight and with that he left.

RB: we should probably head back as well

YN: could you stay here Justin? I need to talk to you

JB: of course baby, you just go up Ryan. I'll come later

Ryan nodded and left.

YN: come

I grabbed Justin's hand and walked in to the bedroom. I closed the door. The girls both had their own room. Justin was laying on his back with his head resting upon his arms. I walked over to the bed and crawled up. Justin reached out for me but I shook my head.

JB: tell me what's wrong princess?

YN: promise me that you'll hear me out before you get mad?

JB: why would I get mad?

YN: promise me Justin

JB: okay okay I promise

Justin sat up in front of me. His eyebrows were wrinkled. I felt the tears make my eyes watery. I took a deep breath before I spoke.

YN: I went to the bathroom. When I came out Zayn was there. I was about to walk past him, but he grabbed my arm and kissed me.

JB: you pulled away right?

Justin eyes were burning in to mine. I couldn't answer. I just looked down at the bed. I felt the first tear roll down my cheek.

JB: (YN) YOU PULLED AWAY RIGHT?

Justin was yelling. I looked up to see his face filled with anger.

YN: not at first, but I did yes!

JB: I'm speechless..

Justin raised from the bed and left.

YN: JUSTIN! You promised to hear me out

I jumped up and ran after him, but he had already left the hotel room..

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Falling for a fan: chapter 45 drinking games

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Chapter 45: drinking games

• your p.o.v. *

He was carrying some beers in his arms. He handed them around and everyone grabbed one, besides me.

JB: you don't want one babe?

YN: I don't like beer Justin

JB: wait a sec

He came back a minute after with some kind of cider instead, which I grabbed happily. We all sat there talking for a while.

LT: seriously we should play a drinking game

ZM: we don't have any vodka

JB: wait a second again

Justin walked to the minifridge, and yes he found a vodka. I was feeling more and more insecure about this, I wasn't sure this was a good idea at all. Like I'm ONLY 15, I don't drink normally. That's what happens when you hang out with people older than yourself...

H: it's on

HP: could someone clear up the rules

LP: you get a dare, and if you can't do it you take a shot of vodka

H: and if you do the dare, the one who dared you have to take the shot

RB: can't a shot of only vodka be dangerous?

HS: don't be such a girl Ryan

Holly nudged him and we all laughed. I tried to act calm, but I really felt that something bad was going to happen.

JB: alright I'll start with Andy..

He turned to my brother with a smirk plastered to his face.

JB: I dare you to....

Louis leaned over and whispered something in his ear, I couldn't hear what they said, but it made Justin laugh his very cute little giggle. I felt my heart race to the sound of it.

JB: to give a person in here a lapdance

I couldn't help but laugh with the others at Andy's facial expression.

YB: who should that be?

LT: you choose yourself

YB: this is weird

He raised from the floor while shaking his head. He reached out for Hayden to grab his hand. She took it with a huge grin and he pulled her up beside her. Zayn went out and found a chair where Hayden sat down.

YB: I need music!

My brother waved his arms and Niall fixed some music on his phone. I was laughing so hard as my brother started moving his ass up and down Hayden's lap. It look priceless! Hayden was also laughing and my brother was making all these faces. We were all having a´such a laugh. Finally he stopped and they both came to sit back down.

YB: I'm afraid you must take the shot Justin

Justin shrugged and poured a shot up in the small glass. He sank it and sat back on the chair with me. I Snuggled closer to him, still sitting on his lap. He laid his free arm around my tummy, the other one was holding his beer. I never knew that Justin drank, but he was almost 18, I guess it was normal. I just hoped he understood I was younger, and not there yet.. you know what I mean.

YB: I'm the one to fix a dare now, right?

ZM: yup

YB: well I dare you Liam to..

He turned to Liam. Liam was sitting a little by himself with a beer, he hadn't really been a part of the game yet. He was quiet but still so funny when he opened his mouth. He was for sure the smartest of all the lads in here and the most mature, all though Louis was the oldest.

LP: Bring it on Andy

My brother scratched his not existing beard casually as he was thinking

YN: when do you understand that you don't have a beard oh dear brother?

He mocked at me and all the others laughed.

YB: I dare you to do a strip tease Liam

All: Uuuhhhhhh

I didn't see that one coming, this was going to be interesting.

LP: I'll just grab the shot

H: nooo Liam!

LT: you can do it

NH: you have an awesome body

YN: maybe I'm lesbian but don't come tell me these boys aren't gay

I said it only loud enough for Justin to hear it, he chuckled silently. The chuckle sent vibrations through his body, which continued over to mine. My back was pressed against Justin, it felt amazing to have him this close. I closed my eyes for a second, just to feel him. I sniffled in his scent and smiled, I was going to miss him so bad. When I opened my eyes I saw Liam taking the shot and pouring a new one up.

LT: you suck Liam Payne

Louis whined and I giggled. Louis was so funny, until now he had made me laugh so much. He was very open to new people, which was good because I'm shy. He was a great friend, no doubt about that.

LP: alright My turn, I dare you Lou to do your best impression of Lady Gaga

Louis jumped on his feet.

LT: YES! I'm taking you down Payne!

A grin spread across his face and I laughed as he started dancing around singing born this way. He was throwing himself around, just like Lady Gaga does on stage.

JB: how come he's so funny?

Justin laughed in to my ear.

YN: Something went wrong when he was born for sure

We laughed as Louis continued for some more time to dance around. At last he stopped.

LT: Take the shot

He nodded towards Liam, Liam just laughed and took the shot without hesitating.

LT: alright I dare you Holly to sing a song for all of us

I looked at Holly, she sucked at singing! Like really really SUCKED!

YN: aye that's unfair to all of us

HS: shut up (YN)!

She stuck her tongue out and I laughed.

HS: but she's right, I'll take the shot

She grabbed the class and poured the liquid down her throat. She made a grossed out face as she placed the glass on the table.

HS: this taste like gas oil. I want to dare my sweet friend Ryan...

She looked at Ryan with an evil grin, he almost looked scared.

JB: be nice to him Holly, you know he's only a girl

RB: shut up Bieber!

HS: alright Ryan, I dare you to dance around shirtless for a minute to a song by sugarbabes

RB: you evil little bitch

Ryan snapped it out while he raised from the floor. I whistled as he took his shirt of, not bad. Justin nudged me but I just smiled and shook my head at him. Ryan did his dare and Holly grabbed another shot. The game continued and we got Niall to gurgle while he was jumping on one leg, Zayn refused to dance for us and had to grab a shot, Harry did a striptease while Holly had to stand up there so he could dance around her, Justin had to kiss a boy... Poor Ryan! HAHAHA! Hayden and I was the only left out with no dares yet. I was the most sober one for sure. While we had been playing some had just taken a shot for fun and they had all been drinking a lot of beers by now. I was still at my second cider and had taken none shots. The bad feeling from the beginning was coming back to me, I knew I couldn't drink more, I had to be the mature one and control the others.

JB: I dare you Hayden to make out with a girl

All the boys hauled as Hayden looked at Holly then me. I shrugged and she nodded at me. I raised from Justin's lap. We walked to the middle of the circle we were sitting in.

H: this is the best dare so far, good work Bieber!

Harry and Justin high-fived and I shook my head.

YN: boys

HP: more immature than kids in the kindergarten

We both laughed.

HP: ready?

YN: yes, this ain't our first time

Hayden and I smiled before we started to kiss. We started out slowly kissing each other deeper and deeper. The boys were cheering and hauling our names. Hayden and I started to make out. It was nice but I didn't felt anything. Nothing like when I kiss Justin. We broke apart and they all applauded us. We started to bow around causing a lot of laughter. Justin leaned over and took the shot. As I walked past Harry he smacked my ass. I ignored him. I liked Harry, he was a very nice and kind guy. But he was a bit too much of a flirt. He knew I had a boyfriend and all. If I didn't had a boyfriend I would have liked all the compliments and how sweet he was to me, but now it just seemed a bit over the edge. I saw Justin sending Harry a deathstare, I had to do something. I sat down th down on Justin's lap facing him. Before he could say anything I connected our lips. At first he seemed surprised but he started to kiss me back. Our lips moved in synchronize and his tongue slipped in my mouth. His hands traveled over my back down my hips. The kiss got very deep before I pulled away trying to catch my breath. Justin smiled and I pecked his lips.

YN: I have to go to the bathroom.

I raised again and walked out. I noticed that everyone was just talking with each other, only one pair of eyes were on us...

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Chapter 44: last night

• your p.o.v. *

I went over and opened the door.

YB: SISTER!

My brother picked me up in a big bear hug. I laughed as he sat me back at the ground.

YN: wow there brow, why are you so happy to see me?

He just grinned before he kissed my forehead and walked in to greet Justin. Hayden walked up and I gave her a hug.

HP: you look cute babe

YN: thank you Hayden

Then the turn came to Ryan.

RB: hey tomato

YN: hi Butsy

We hugged and then the turn came to Holly.

HS: hi you

YN: hey hun

We hugged and I closed the door behind her. We all sat down on the couch and the matching chairs. We started talking about what we had been doing and so. Suddenly I got a text, it was from Harry,

HS: We're in the lobby, need some help here?xx

YN: I'm coming :P

YN: I have to go down to the guys, they are in the lobby..

JB: shall I go with you?

YN: no stay here babe

I kissed his cheek before I left the room. I came down in the lobby to see 5 confused boys walking around.

YN: hey guys

They all turn and one by one a smile appeared on their faces.

H: hi sweetheart

Harry pulled me in to a hug, which I gladly returned, he was a sweet boy. The turn came to Zayn, Louis, Niall and last but not least Liam.

LT: you look very pretty (YN)

YN: thank you Lou

I gave his arm a slight squeeze.

YN: Leggo!

I started walking towards the elevator, the lads following me close behind. I could feel they were starring at my ass, I let it go without saying anything. We got in the elevator.

YN: it's floor 6

Niall pushed the button and the door closed. I was pushed against the wall, Harry standing right in front of me, face to face. His breath tickled on my skin as he spoke

HS: so it's your last night here as well?

YN: yeah, have to start school on monday

I sighted and the boys chuckled

YN: what's so funny about that?

LT: it's just weird that you're still in school, you seem so much older

YN: ehm thank you, I guess. Actually I'm attending the year above me, Hayden and Holly are both a year older than me. So I've always been hanging out with people that are older than me

LP: it's a compliment

YN: well thank you then

I smiled at the boys. They thought I seemed older, well I guess that's great.

NH: where are you from?

YN: I'm from (your hometown)

ZM: that's cool

YN: it's alright I think. It gets boring though, I wish I lived in NY or LA or something other like that

H: but don't you miss home?

YN: not really. You know I've only been here for like 5 days and I have my two best friends and my family here. I made new friends here, like you guys and my boyfriend is here, it's hard not to love it right?

LP: I see your point

The elevator opened and we all got out. Harry laid his arm casually around me when we walked out, I shook it off. I tried to avoid eye contact with him, this was awkward. My door was like right next to the elevator.

YN: welcome to my humble hotel room

I opened the door and saw how chocked they looked at they saw the giant suite. I grinned widely as I walked in front of them.

YN: come on in

They walked in and Louis was the first one to speak

LT: this is the fucking biggest suite I've seen in my life!

His voice got so high of excitement that I couldn't help it but laugh a little. The guys around the couch turned around.

(Holly is HS, Harry is H. Just to make it clear. I know I have been mixing it all up a bit, hope you get who is talking)

HS: hi there

Holly waved her hand and all the boys greeted her. We walked to the couch and everyone hugged/man hugged and all that stuff. There wasn't enough couch space and chairs so Zayn and Niall had to sit on the floor. Justin had grabbed me by the waist and I was seated on his lap. His fingers were playing casually with my hair while he was in a deep conversation with my brother and Ryan.

LT: how old are you even (YN)?

Louis was sitting on the chair next to Justin's and mine.

YN: how old do you think I am?

LT: well if you're still in school but old enough that Justin who is 17 wants to date you you must be.. hmm... 16?

YN: no, I'm 15 but I'm turning 16 the 25^th of january

H: you're only 15?

YN: it's not ONLY 15, it's 15! alright?

Harry looked so chocked, what was he expecting? But dang he was funny as heck when he looked like that. I had to hold my tummy from laughing so hard.

JB: what's so funny?

Justin gave me a suspicious smile as I finally stopped laughing.

YN: these boys

I gestured my hand towards the 1D boys

YN: can't believe that I'm 15 and only turning 16 in less than a month

YB: it's true. Like I'm her brother and I'm 17, turning 18 the 1^st of march

JB: you're birthday is the first of march?

Justin looked at my brother

YB: yups

JB: awesome, we're born the exact same day

YB: cool, we should have a huge party

JB: I am going to for sure, we could collab it`?

YB: that'd be awesome

YN: What about my sweet sixteen?

JB: I'll figure something out

Justin leaved a soft kiss on my neck and I smiled. It reminded me of how I still had marks from the other day, but I don't think they were so easy to see anymore.

H: Zayn and I have birthday soon, we're having a party, you should all come?

HP: cool

RB: awesome

YN: we'd love to

JB: for sure

We all talked a bit more, eating chips and drinking sodas and stuff. At some point Justin poked me and I got up.

YN: where are you going?

JB: I'll just get us some more to drink

He kissed my cheek before he walked off. I sat down on the chair again. Harry was seated on my other side.

H: so (YN) what are you doing in your sparetime?

YN: I dance, three times a week, then I run, have a job, homework and I love writing. I write blog and small stories and stuff.

H: wow that's awesome. Do your stuff get published?

YN: no no no no, I'm not that good at all

H: what's your blog?

YN: it's called livingmylife.blogspot.com

H: I'll just write that down

Harry wrote it down and just as I looked up Justin came walking back in.

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Chapter 43: You're cute

• Your P.O.V. *

HS: Hey(: I'm glad to hear! It's me and the lads' last night here, wondering if you all wanted to meet up? Xx Harry

JB: who is it?

Justin's face peeked and looked over my shoulder. I saw his eyes reading the text. A little wrinkle showed up on his cute forehead. I stroke my finger over it.

YN: don't wrinkle, you're gonna get old soon then

Justin stepped back.

JB: you wanna meet up with them?

YN: I don't see why not?

JB: it's our last night here

YN: I know

I tilted my head, I had a really hard time trying to read him right now.

JB: don't you want to be like.. you know.. just the two of us.?

Justin looked at the ground. He was scratching the back of his head nervously. I stepped to him and pecked his cheek.

YN: You're so cute

He looked up and I grinned widely. He shook his head

JB: don't call me cute, it's sexy

He winked and I laughed.

YN: Listen Justin you know I want to hang out with you and all, but we are hanging out alone right now and I really wanna spend some time with Ryan and the 1 d boys as well. You know I'm seeing you again for sure, but I'm not sure if I'm seeing these boys again

JB: you're right love. I'm gonna miss Holly and Hayden as well

I smiled at him happily and went in for a hug. I locked my arms around his waist and he held me close.

YN: thank you

JB: no problemo babe, but you know one thing we can't do when they are there

I pulled away. Still in Justin's arms I looked up at his face. A smirk appeared on his beautiful lips and suddenly I knew what he was thinking.

YN: oh poor Bieber who doesn't get his sex tonight

I pouted and he kissed my lips.

JB: I know you want too sex me baby

He winked and I laughed. I stepped away

YN: perv

JB: you like it

I shrugged as an answer and Justin laughed. I quickly texted Harry back.

YN: Sounds great, our last night too! What about we all meet at my hotel room at 7.30?xx

Justin poked my tummy and I looked up confused.

JB: you should text the girls as well

YN: why did you poke me?

I gave him a confused look.

JB: I like to poke you

YN: weirdo. But I will, just a sec

YN(to Holly and Hayden): yo' ladies! We're all meeting at our room 7.30 xx 1D r coming 2 :) I'll buy snacks on my way home ;) see ya' l8

JB: now let's grab some food.

Justin took my hand and pulled me towards the cafe we were standing outside of. We got a table and I planted my ass on the sight with a big sight. Justin sat down on the opposite with a chuckle.

YN: what's so funny Bieber`?

I leaned over the table and rested my head in my hands. Justin kissed my nose and I smiled.

JB: I just find you cute

YN: It's sexy Bieber

JB: you're that too for sure

Justin winked and I laughed. The bodyguards sat down on the table next to us. Justin went to the toilet and I started talking with these guys. They were cool. Justin arrived back at the table.

JB: what do you want?

YN: I think I'll order the pesto bagel

JB: great.. WAITER

He yelled it out so every one in the cafe turned around. They gave us some strange looks and Justin waved at them. I reached out and smacked his arm for him to take it down.

YN: Justin!

I snapped it out between my teeth. Justin just grinned cockily and I had to laugh. The waiter came to out table. She was a little Latin American babe. A real babe, looked like this: http://www.mypanamagirl.com/images/Rosa1.jpg Like I'm not kidding she was a fucking babe!

Waitress: Hello how can I help you?

She sent me a stunning smile. I think I was in love

YN: you're beautiful

I smacked my hand over my mouth. Justin sent me a weird stare but the girl just laughed.

W: thank you, I can only say you too

I felt myself blush, what the actual fuck?

JB: Sorry for MY girlfriend, she's always speaking her mind

The waitress smiled at Justin then she turned and winked at me. I smiled back and she giggled.

W: what can I get you?

JB: we'd like a pesto bagel, a beef sandwich, two cokes and..?

Justin nodded at the security’s and they ordered their food.

W: alright, I'll find that for you

She left us and I smacked my forehead. Justin broke down laughing as I felt my face get more and more red.

JB: what the heck was that? Am I missing that my girlfriend is a lesbian or something?

YN: come on admit Biebs she is a babe!

JB: I don't know, I only have eyes for you

He blinked his lashes innocently and I sent him an ugly face. Justin laughed and I joined. It was another waiter who came with our food and drinks. Justin and I really had fun. We were so childish when we were making fun of each other and so on. I pushed my plate away from me. I leaned down on my seat and clapped my filled tummy

YN: Yummy yummy in my tummy

I sang and Justin laughed. Just then a group of three girls walked up to us. The security's let them get to Justin's and my table. They were around my age, seemed very nervous.

JB: hello girls, what can I do for you?

Justin leaned back in his seat with a flirty smile, the girls seemed to get even more nervous. Justin smirked and I kicked him under the table.

JB: OUCH!

He looked at me with a confused smile, I sent him a innocent smile. I turned to the girls with a genuine smile.

YN: hi girls, how are you?

Girl1: good thanks.

Girl2: we're very big fans of you Justin

Girl3; could we get a picture maybe?

JB: of course

Justin raised.

YN: let me take the pics

Girl1: no we want pictures with you as well

YN: why?

Girl2: you're Justin's gf

Girl3: you're sweet

Girl1: and beautiful

YN: wow I love you girls

I jumped up and gave them all a big hug. They got their pictures and after Justin and I went to the cash to pay.

JB: ready to go home and relax before the others come?

YN: sure

I grabbed his hand and we went home to the hotel. I got one of the bodyguards to buy snacks for me. As we got home Justin threw himself on the couch and I jumped on top of him.

JB: you're heavy

YN: fuck you

JB: that'd be nice

YN: ew!

I stuck my tongue out and he laughed. We laid the whole afternoon on the couch just talking, laughing and kissing. At six Justin ordered some food and I fixed the hotel room a bit. I dressed in this: http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=45756273 I walked back out to find Justin eating a burger sitting on the couch.

YN: what do you think?

He looked up and I spun around. I stopped and looked at him

JB: how come I've been so lucky to have such a beautiful girlfriend?

YN: you're sweet

I plopped down beside him, kissed his cheek and grabbed the other burger. Justin laughed at my eating habits, he says I eat like a boy. At 7.30 Justin had also changed, we had cleaned everything up, fixed snacks and drinks and then the door bell rang...

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Chapter 42:Just us two

• Your p.o.v. *

Justin stroke his hands through my hair. I kissed down his neck. His hands let go of me as I moved my head further down. I helped him get the hoodie off, so he was only dressed in boxers. I smirked and plated soft kiss all the way down his hot body. I got to his boxers and stroke my fingers over them. Justin was moaning my name and I pulled his underpants down. I smiled to myself as I kissed the top of his dick and made him moan louder.

JB: suck me baby

His voice was deep and sexy. I got the tip in my mouth and circled my tongue on it. I started to go deeper which made Justin louder.

JB: mmhh baby! Yes! Baby!

I kept on sucking for a while. Justin reached down and grabbed my face. He pulled me over him to connect our lips. I kissed him back with pleasure running through my body. Justin pulled away. He moved his hands down my body and removed my shirt and shorts. I was only in my underwear. Still with my on top he placed his dick in my wet hole. Justin moved in and out of me and I moaned.

YN: you're so good!

My words made him thrust him self harder in to me. I scratched my nails in his back to keep myself from screaming from pleasure.

JB: I'm cumming

Justin quickly got out of me before he came. We laid there for a while just looking in to each other's eyes.

JB: I love you

YN: I love you too

Justin gave me a soft peck on the lips.

JB: I think I'll go to my room to get a shower.

YN: sure

I got up and Justin raised, still naked beside me. I laughed

YN: maybe you should wear some cloth first?

JB: I like myself like this

YN: cocky Biebs

I hit his arm and he laughed. He pulled on some cloth, kissed my cheek and walked out. I started to clean up our hotel room. When I was done I looked at them time, it was 5pm. I texted Holly and Hayden, to hear when they were heading back. They were both coming back right after I texted them. When they came we just sat and talked for the rest of the night. We were curled up in our duvets with chips, soda and candy. We had a really nice girls night. I think we went to bed around 10, we were still exhausted from last night.

-Next morning

I sat up in my hotel bed and yawned. I looked at the time, it was only 9am. I decided to get up anyway. After my shower I dressed in this: http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=45454860 I sighted as I fixed my hair, this was our last day in New York, we were leaving late this evening. The girls and I had to start in school again this Monday. (let's day it's Friday) I decided to text Justin

YN: Morning babe xx Hope you slept well :) wanna go out and eat breakfast?<3

I walked in and woke both the girls up, they didn't wanna go for breakfast tho. A new text ticked in on my phone.

JB: Morning princess :) I slept very well, dreamt about you ;) Sure thing, be at your room in 10 xx

YN: great :D see you corny boy ;) xx

I collected my stuff and threw them in my bag. I told the girls where I was heading. They didn't seem to care tho. Just as I put my shoes on I got a text from an unknown number.

Unknown: Hello (YN) :) Sorry that I haven't texted before, just wanted to make sure everything went okay after we left you at the hotel? Xx Harry

The famous Harry Styles. I giggled as I texted him back.

YN: Hi there ;) It's alright my friend, everything turned out to be a misunderstanding, we're all fine now :) thanks for caring btw xx

I out the phone down my bag and left my room. Just as I closed the door a familiar voice found my ears.

JB: morning beautiful

I turned around and was greeted by Justin's open arms. I hugged him close and felt his tones body pressed against mine. We broke the hug and I got on my toes to lock our lips. As always the butterflies flew as our lips melted to one. I pulled away and grabbed Justin's hand.

YN: I'm seriously starving

JB: when are you not hungry?

YN: never

JB: never say never

YN: cocky

I hit his arm lightly and he chuckled. We walked out in New York's morning. We had three security guys walking around us. The papz were everywhere but Justin's only reaction was a little squeeze of my hand. We went in a cafe and ordered some food. We talked, laughed and had a really good time. After we ate we went out.

JB: what do you wanna do babe?

He laid his arm around my shoulder and pulled his sunglasses on. The air was cold but the sun was shining down from a sky with no clouds.

YN: I wanna stay here

Justin laughed.

JB: that wasn't what I was thinking

YN: but it was what I was thinking about. I'm leaving Justin, we're probably never gonna see each other again

JB: of course we are, why do you say that? I'm your boyfriend, it's not just gonna end like this

I sighted. I looked up to see Justin's worried eyes.

YN: how are we gonna make it work then?

JB: you sound like you don't even want it to work

I could see Justin was hurt

YN: of course I do. But the thing is, I have to start school this Monday back home and you're an international superstar..

JB: that's the thing. I'm an international superstar, I can make this happen and work

He sent me a huge smile. I tried but couldn't do anything then sent him a big smile right back.

YN: alright I trust you. Tell me when you got something

JB: you'll be the first one to know

I laughed.

YN: can we go shopping? I'm in New York and I haven't shopped anything other than my new year dress.

JB: sure thing baby

We used the next many hours shopping. Justin insisted to pay for me, at first it annoyed me a lot, but at last I found it quiet good.. you know I bought a lot!

JB: so you're hungry again?

We just walked out from a show shop. The security were carrying all my bags. Justin looked at me with a crooked smile.

YN: how could you know that?

JB: I guess I'm just that good

YN: cocky bastard

We laughed. Just then I got a text. I looked at my screen, Harry Styles..

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Chapter 41: the ustream

• Justin's p.o.v. *

A picture of (YN) and I popped on the screen. She was resting her head on my shoulder, I could see how tired and nervous she was. I laid my arm around her and played with her hair. With the other hand I went on my twitter to tweet: @justinbieber: come watch us (link to ustream)

I went back to ustream. The first viewers started to pop up. In like 30 secs we already had a thousand views. We waved at the screen and I tried to greet some new persons for like the first 3 minutes. We had almost 10k views by now, live streaming! My fans were sick! I loved them.

JB: wow you guys rock. 10000 views. Happy new year btw. I'm Justin, big surprise and this is my beautiful girlfriend (YN)

I gestured my hand towards (YN). She smiled a bit insecure and waved her hand.

YN: hello

The sidebar exploded with compliments to (YN). I smiled at her and mouthed: “see what I told you”

She shook her head but I could see her smile grew wider.

YN: thank you for all the compliments guys, but I'm really not that special. I'm a Belieber just like you.

The comments started to stream in, how did we meet? How long had we been dating? What made me fall for her? Such kind of stuff

JB: wow there girls, I can't keep up with all the questions

I chuckled.

JB: well (YN) and I met at one of my concert. I spotted her in the crowd and I got her on stage.

I looked at (YN) with s big smile. I leaned over and kissed her cheek. Her face turned bright red. I focused back at the screen. Now all the comments were like: aww you're so cute! You fit perfectly together!

JB: thank you for all the lovely comments. I went on earlier this morning and saw the TT about (YN). I am really disappointed in you. Your my Beliebers and you should support me and my choices. (YN) makes me really happy and you have no rights to hate on her like that. I want you to accept and love her like I do.

I felt (YN)'s hand on my arm. I looked at her and she shook her head.

JB: what?

I louvered my voice so the viewers couldn't hear us.

YN: don't do this Justin

I could see in her eyes he really wanted me to stop talking about us.

JB: no babe, I want them to accept you. I can't take seeing you sad and they make you! I'm not gonna let them.

She smiled and stretched out to place a soft kiss on my cheek. Her lips touch kept trembling my skin as I turned back to the screen. Before I could say anything (YN) spoke.

YN: listen to me please. You Beliebers should know how much of a dream this is for me. I got to know Justin personal and I'm now his girlfriend, ain't that what we're all dreaming about? I would never use Justin for fame, never ever ever! I love him for that down to earth person I have got to know. Yes I also hang out with the one direction guys, does it make me a fame whore that I hand out with my friends? You know if it does I'm okay with being one. I've been really blessed to find someone like Justin and sorry, I'm not letting you take me down. I hope you understand what I mean and that you would please stop the hate towards me, it hurts...

She smiled a slight smile and I laid my arm around her shoulder.

JB: you should know that I've kept our relationship a secret because I wanted to protect /YN). Now it's out and I want everyone to see how happy she makes me, I hope you can accept that. You know I love you Beliebers, you're the best fans in the world!

I grinned at the screen. I really had the best fans in the world. Now they started saying stuff like they loved me and all that usual. (YN) and I started shoutouting and replying to their different questions. After almost 40 minutes we logged of. I laid the laptop away and turned to my beautiful girlfriend. She yawned and I reached out for her. She crawled to my arms and I laid down on the sofa with her on top of me. She closed her eyes and hid her face down my neck. I kissed the top of her head and sniffled in her scent. I ran my hands through her hair and a sweet sound escaped her. I chuckled and kept on stroking her hair. She lifted her head so our eyes met. Her sweet smile was playing on her lips. She bit her lips softly and I felt her fingers run up my chest.

JB: what are you thinking?

YN: just thinking of something to do

Her fingers rested on my chest. Her face got closer to mine and I felt my breath got heavier.

JB: oh, tell me?

She moved her face so it was only inches from mine. Her sweet breath tickled on my skin as she whispered.

YN: just a bit of fun

I gasped as she connected our lips. Her kisses always got me on my knees. I'd never felt spark fly like this. My hands roamed down her body. I stroke over her bare legs and felt her hands move under my shit as the kiss got deeper. Her fingers rested on my chest as she moved her way down my jaw. Her pecks were sweet and soft on my skin.

YN: Justin?

She moved her face back to mine.

JB: yes honey?

I stroke my hand through her hair. She smiled and then shook her head.

YN: never mind

JB: no tell me..

I laid my hand on her cheek and forced her to keep eye contact. Sometimes I didn't got why she was so insecure? She was so beautiful and amazing.

YN: My feet are sleeping

I started to laugh and helped her up to sit. She started to jog around in the room to get life back to her feet, it looked hilarious. She could really make me laugh like nobody else.

• your p.o.v. *

Finally I started to feel my feet again. I crashed down on the sofa next to Justin

YN: damn that was a hard workout

I stroke my hand over my forehead dramatically and Justin laughed. He laid his arm around my shoulder and pulled me close.

JB: you're cute

YN: I know

I shrugged and he laughed again. I loved his laugh, it made me happy. I crumbled my legs up under me and snuggled closer to Justin.

JB: where were we? Oh wait! I remember

He slipped his fingers over my chin and turned my head to face him. Our lips met and his hand ran down and grabbed my neck. He pushed my lips harder to his and I opened my mouth to catch my breath. He sneaked his tongue into my mouth and we started playing. I grabbed his hair lightly and pulled a bit. He broke the kiss gasping for air.

JB: you should be in jail

YN: why?

JB: your sexyness is dangerous

I giggled. Justin smiled a cocky smile and kissed my nose. I leaned back in to find his lips. I bit gently in his underlip. He moaned softly which turned me on.. A LOT! I started sucking on his lip. His hands went down my back and grabbed my ass. I had to let go for a moment while he moved me to sit on his lap. He pressed me close to his toned body and I kiss his neck lightly. I started sucking on it leaving a mark. Justin grabbed my face to connect out lips. I pushed his chest and he laid down so I was on top. I moved my hands slowly down his body.

JB(moaning): you tease

I giggled as my hands went over his gulp. He was hard..

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Chapter 40: so much drama

• your p.o.v. *

My timeline was filled with hate towards me! ME! OMG! The number 1 TT was: (YN) is a FAMEWHORE!

I clicked on a link that said: GET THE WHOLE STORY HERE. The article said: (YN), a so called Belieber, has been spotted out celebrating New Years with Justin Bieber. Pictures of them dancing and kissing have been circling around the internet all day. An inside person claims that the couple was very happy and loving towards each other. Later at the New Years night (YN) has been spotted with One Direction, British boyband. She has been seen leaving the night club: PARADISE. Dressed in one of the member's jacket covered under the member's, Zayn Malik, arm. Justin Bieber and One Direction fans are very big fan bases and they seem to all hate the unfamous (YN). We are still following up the story.

JB: fuck..

Justin reached out and closed my laptop. He took it away from my lap.

JB: hey baby look at me.

He grabbed both my hands there were laying on my lap. I was starring out in the air. A fame whore. Millions of people said I was a fame whore. I felt my eyes get watery but I blinked to get the tears away. I wasn't going to cry in front of Justin. Show him you're a strong girl! He doesn't have to worry about you! With these thoughts I turned around to face Justin. I tried with a smile, but failed miserable.

JB: don't listen to them

YN: I'm not

JB: I can see you're not okay princess, I know you

He squeezed my hands but I pulled them away from him. I stroke my hands over my tights.

YN: I'm fine there's nothing to worry about

I raised from the sofa and turned to Justin.

YN: you want anything?

Before he could answer I had already walked to the minifridge in our room. I cleared my throat before opening the fridgedoor. I starred at everything without seeing anything, my mind was blurry. People called a famewhore? How could they? They didn't knew me at all! I felt Justin's arms creep around my waist and I closed the fridge with a sight.

JB: please look at me (YN)

I turned around in his arms but my eyes were at the ground. Justin's hands roamed over my body and lifted my arms around his neck. I looked up and my eyes met a genuine smile of his.

JB: it doesn't matter what they say, what matter is that I love you, k?

I nodded slightly. I felt so worseless. Justin was too good for me, no doubt about that.

JB: tell me what you're thinking?

His voice was deep and warm. It sang in my ears.

YN: you're too good for me Justin

JB: that's not true

He looked hurt, like I just told that he wasn't good enough, which was the opposite of what I did.

YN: yes it is! You're so talented, sweet, kind, smart, funny and extremely handsome. I'm just normal

I looked back at the ground. My heart sank as Justin kept on being silent. Just as I would step away from Justin his hand went under my chin. He lifted my head and connected our lips. Sparks exploded! Never had I tried something this amazing. His lips fitted perfectly with mine, it was like they melted together in one. It got more and more intense. Justin's tongue slipped in to my mouth. It played around and my whole body trembled. We broke apart and I looked in to Justin's eyes.

JB: you're everything apart from normal. You're sweeter, funnier, smarter, cuter, more beautiful, kinder, more grateful, more friendly, more generous and more amazing than any other girl I've ever met! Don't say I'm too good for you, if anyone is too good it's you. You deserve a guy that can be with you all the time and I can't do that. You deserve to be treated like a princess everyday, but I can't do that. You deserve better than me!

His words soaked in to my body and made my heart race.

YN: stop, please Justin, stop. You do more than I could have ever wished for. I know that you have to travel and all, I accept that a hundred procent. Just don't leave me, I've never been this happy before

JB: it's the first January of a new year and you know what else it is?

I shook my head

JB: it's the first step to forever for us

I smiled and locked my lips with Justin. For a long sweet moment we were both just enjoying the feeling of our lips touching. At last we broke apart.

JB: you know what?

YN: no?

JB: I know what we're doing

YN: okay?

I gave him a weird look, but he just grinned back. He walked to the couch and plopped down, I got down beside him. He grabbed my laptop and turned it on. He logged out of his twitter and logged in on his own. I sat there watching him as he first tweeted and RT'ed some fans. Then he tweeted something pretty different: @justinbieber: come watch my ustream in 15mins. BE READY!

YN: what the fuck Justin?

JB: we're having a livestream babe

YN: why?

JB: because I want my fans to see you and I want them to accept you!

YN: but..

JB: not buts, we're doing this

YN: I was going to say, but shouldn't you maybe get some pants on then?

Justin looked down himself and I laughed.

JB: nah I'll just grab a blanket

I shook my head as he got up and picked a blanket. He sat back down and I cuddled up to him so we both got covered by the blanket.

YN: you're sure about this Justin?

JB: yes. They'll have to accept that I'm dating the most incredible girl in the world, if they can't accept it then..

He shrugged.

YN: promise me something?

JB: what?

YN: promise me that you'll never ever dump your fans because of me?

I gave him a serious look. I knew exactly how I felt when Jelena was on. I accepted it, but I wanted Justin to be open. But also I felt like suddenly he forgot a bit about us, and I didn't want that to happen. I was a Belieber by heart, and I wanted all my Belieber friends to feel amazing.

JB: you're serious?

I nodded.

JB: I can't promise that, it compares to their reaction

YN: promise me Justin!

I laid my hands on his arm.

JB: alright I promise you

YN: thank you

I pulled him in and hugged. Our bodies were touching and a warm steam floated trough me.

JB: ready for the ustream?

Justin pulled away. I nodded and he started the cam..

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