Hello beautiful girls (and guys, but honestly I don't think there's any boys on here..)
The last part of the story only got 3 comments!? Like come on you can do better than that!
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I'm going to go through the applications to be a co-writer this weekend, so the new writer will be informed soon! I'll write to everyone who have applied, also the ones who didn't get picked. :)
Now this is the Jason McCann story, it's really bad.. sorry! I promise the next story will be better :)
Have a great weekend and please comment :)
Love <3
Part 2:
After he had finished cleaning up my face his eyes searched over my body. I felt uncomfortable under his gaze and shifted nervously. His fingers pressed to my hip bones and I whimpered feeling pain shoot through my hurt body. His fingers grabbed the edge of my shirt and was about to pull it up. Without thinking I slapped his hands away.
"I am just going to see if you're okay"
He looked in to my eyes but they were so dark i couldn't code any emotions.
"I'm okay"
My voice was raspy from all the crying and screaming the night before
"Just let me go"
I tried to sit up but my whole body complained and I fell back in the ragged pillows.
"One, you're not okay. Two, you're not going anywhere"
With that he got up from the couch. He went to the bathroom. I lifted up my shirt to find big brushes over my hips and a deep cut over my stomach. Blood had dried in to my skin around the deep gash. I grabbed the still wet cloth he had left beside me. It was covered in my own blood but still I wiped over the cut. I squinted my eyes together in pain as I kept trying to get the blood away from my body. Looking down at it the blood was gone and it was only the burning red cut left. The bruises hurt when I slipped my finger over them. Hearing his footsteps coming back I quickly pulled my shirt down. He pulled a chair over and sat down in front of me. Handing me a glass of water I grabbed it happily. Before now I hadn't felt how thirsty I was but now when the water slid down my throat I sighted in happiness. Not a word was exchanged between the boy and I. His eyes were following my moves closely making sure that I drank all of the water.
"Why did you bring me here?"
Handing the glass back to him I finally managed to ask the question that had been nagging me
"I can't tell you"
Once again I noticed how melodic and sweet his voice actually was. I looked in to his eyes feeling a burning sensation explode in my stomach. Maybe he was a bad guy, but bad guys are always the hottest ones. Suddenly I felt my eyelids get heavy. A smirk played over the boy's lips
"Go to sleep, I promise no more bad will be done to you"
My head was too heavy to even nod so I just closed my eyes. Why was I suddenly so tired? had there been anything in the water? Of course the water.....
"What are you talking about Jason? We need her for the experiment."
"But she's so innocent. It was completely random it was her, we can't hurt her"
"Oh come on! Do you like her or something? She's our hostage! We kidnapped her to sacrifice her for the experiment and get the President to pay us, not to fall in love you stupid boy"
Two voices were discussing angrily in hissed voices. Fluttering my eyes open i saw that it was now dark outside. I must have slept all day. One of the voices, the one that said they couldn't hurt me, belonged to the beautiful brown haired boy. The other was probably the other man who had been a part of kidnapping me. I kept my body still and listened closely to the further conversation.
"I know.. i know. It just doesn't feel right anymore!"
The boy spoke with a deep sight. He wanted to safe me from getting sacrificed. A float of butterflies sprung in my belly, I knew there was something good about him.
"Jason you can't back out now! It's too late for crying out loud! I've already called the others, they'll be here in 2 hours. Now you go and get her ready and when I come back here in two hours we do as we've planned. Got it?"
No more words were spoken but I guess Jason, the hot bad boy, had nodded his head or something because not far later the man left the cottage. When the door closed I sat up. Looking over the back of the couch I saw Jason sitting on a chair. His face was hit in his hands making his soft brown hair falling down over his eyes.
"Jason?"
At the sound of my voice he looked up. Huge bags were under his eyes making him look completely exhausted.
"You don't want to hurt me?"
He didn't even answer me, he just raised from his seat and walked over to the couch. I slowly sat up and he got down beside me. Reaching out for my hand he stroke a thumb over the back of my hand.
"What's your name darling?"
"I'm (YN)"
"Listen (YN), I'm a bad guy. You have no idea how much damaged I have caused over the last years. My name is Jason McCann and I'm well involved in a lot of criminality. My co-workers are all adults but I've had a rough childhood and got out working as a criminal in a young age. Honestly I've never thought about living a normal life until today. When you were asleep I cleaned all your cuts and wrapped you in band aids. Every time I touched you I felt a spark like never before and then you smiled in your sleep.. and.. well.. I know we don't know each other at all but I know that I want to get to know you and I know that there's something between us that you can't deny. I don't know how right now but I know I want to save you from is coming if we don't get away. All I'm asking for is that you'll please trust me and get away from here with me?"
His brown eyes were so sincere. Getting closer and closer to me my breath hitched in my throat. His looks were so perfect and I had a feeling deep inside that he was a good idea. Leaning in I laid a little soft kiss on his lips.
"This is dangerous but I'm in"
A smile broke his face after hearing my words and he leaned in closing our lips together. It was like magic appearing around us making me forget about the hard thing we were getting in to
"Let's go then"
Pulling me up Jason carried me out to a trunk where we got in. Starting the car we were about to get away form all the damage and fear and get to know our soul-mate.
THE END
This is shit so I'm just ending it like that.. sorry not sorry :P
23 Nov 2012
21 Nov 2012
Jason McCann Story part 1
Hello looooooooooooooooooovers :D
So great to have 8 comments this time!
Thank you guys for defending me but really it's alright. I asked you to give me your opinion and the first anon did.. one thing I'd just like to say; if you say you don't like please tell me why so I can practice. If you just say you don't like it I can't do anything about it, I need a reason!
I like to write stories where a song appears 'cause it helps me with inspiration :)
It's the last chance to apply as co-writer, got a few applications but I'm always open for more!
We're really close to 300000 page views, what shall I do when we hit it?
I can make a video answering questions? I can pick a random one to get a personal imagine? I don't know? Tell me your ideas!!!
This is a Jason McCann story and honestly it's not that good so I only wrote 2 chapters, hope you don't mind :)
Part 1:
It was a quiet night. The wind was briefing softly through the falling leaves on the streets. Street lamps were the only lights in the dark. Some might find a dark quiet night scarring, I found it reliving and peaceful. A couple of car lights turned around the corner and my eyes crinkled at the strong light. It was a van and it was driving right towards me. I didn't think much of it, what would they want with me? A lonely girl walking on the streets. Oh I was wrong, boy I was wrong. The van slowed down in front of me and stopped a couple of meters ahead of me. As I walked past it the door sprung open and a mascaraed man jumped out. Before I knew it his arms locked around my body. I screamed at the surprise and sudden fear rushing through my now very tensed body. Trying to wrestle me loose the man lost his grab for a second. I yanked my elbow back hitting him straight in the guts. He crumbled together in pain making me run for my life. Without looking back i ran for my life, why did I choose such an empty street to walk on? Adrenaline was punching through my veins. I heard footsteps getting closer behind me. Looking over my shoulder I saw a younger boy running after me. His hair was hid behind a dark beanie. That was the only thing I saw before I turned my attention back forward. Out of breath I turned down a small alley. I stopped dead in my tracks, it was a dead end, how could it be a dead end? I backed up to the wall pressing my back to it. The boy stood at the opening of the alley.
"Don't hurt me"
I whispered hiding my face in my hands. His presence was coming closer. Step by step he got closer to me being completely silent.
"I have done nothing. Don't hurt me please"
Pleading I looked up at the boy. He was standing right in front of me with his brown eyes burning in to my soul. Reaching out for me I pressed myself closer to the wall
"I won't hurt you, just come with me. You won't be hurt"
Shaking my head I felt tears rim my eyes. The fear was shivering my body making my mind spin with 'this is my last minute' thoughts. His hand laid on my shoulder and I winced in fear.
"Come on Jason! You need to hurry!"
A yell made the boy turn his attention away for a second and I saw my possibility to run. Turning my shoulder I got out of his grab and my legs set off. But the boy was faster. His leg jumped out making me trip over it. I landed right on the asphalt with my stomach punching all the air out of my lungs. The pain wrecked my body and I saw red spots before my eyes.
"Don't even try"
It was like an animal's grown coming deep from his throat. I must have heard my neck when I well cause when he grabbed my shoulders to pull me up a sharp pain got me to collapse back down on the ground. A hard kick was planted in to my guts and crumbling my stomach together I cried out in pain.
"Just be still!"
Gritted teeth made his word come out harsh. I didn't even wince when his arms picked me up. I was going out and in of consciousness while he carried me to the van. I was thrown in to the back of the car feeling my whole body go numb from all the pain. As the car set off I felt like my body was left without a mind. The only thing I felt was warm blood running down over my face.
A thumb in the road made my body jump and woke me up from my numb state. Agony shot through my body and I sat up.. Rubbing my forehead flashing images from the past came rushing to my mind. After a bit of thinking all the night's actions came to my mind. My whole body was aching when I tried to look at my surroundings. I was still in the back of the van and we still driving. My guess would be we were driving down a small path, judging by all the bumps on the road. Finally we came to a stop. It took some time before the back doors were opened. A big shadow was towering over the entrance. It was dark behind him and I couldn't see a thing outside. Without any words he reached out from me. I whimpered when he pulled my hurt body up from the ground. He didn't even shake all though he carried my dead weigh. I closed my eyes not even wanting to do anything about what was happening. I knew that if I tried anything I would only cause more damage to my body and that was probably a bad idea. It turned out we were at the end of a path where a small house was located. The other man held the door open as the younger guy carried me in. He laid me down on a ragged couch. His brown eyes pierced in to mine.
"Don't try to move okay? We'll be back soon"
With those words they both turned around and left me alone in the small house. I didn't even bother to move, plus it was way too painful. The blood on my face had dried in but still everything was in pain. I closed my eyes trying to hold in my tears. How did this happen? I was kidnapped and I had no idea what to do about it.
When I woke up again a slight light was coming in from a dirty window on the back wall. I must have fallen asleep after they left me. I tried sitting up but fell back in pain.
"Don't move. It'll hurt too much, I'll just find something to clean your cuts"
The voice was sweet and deep. I looked over to see the boy watching me from a chair, he was the one who had been speaking. I nodded and he got up to find something. The room was so small and it only had two doors. One leading outside and one I guess was leading to a bathroom. I let my eyes follow the boy's rummaging through the cottage. After a bit of moving around he came back. Gesturing for me to move a bit I did. He sat down on the edge of the bed.
"Now this will hurt a bit but try to keep still ok?"
Again I nodded. His warm body was so close to mine I could feel it radiate. He leaned closer with a little wet cloth in his hand. Wiping the blood under my nose I winced.
"Shh please remain calm sweetheart.. it only takes a second"
His touch was very gentle as he wiped the blood from my face. How could he be so careful when he had been the one causing all this damage?
Comment to find out more about all this weird story...
And apply as co worker
and tell me your ideas for reaching 300000 views
and yeah...:)
I love you all my amazing girls!<3
So great to have 8 comments this time!
Thank you guys for defending me but really it's alright. I asked you to give me your opinion and the first anon did.. one thing I'd just like to say; if you say you don't like please tell me why so I can practice. If you just say you don't like it I can't do anything about it, I need a reason!
I like to write stories where a song appears 'cause it helps me with inspiration :)
It's the last chance to apply as co-writer, got a few applications but I'm always open for more!
We're really close to 300000 page views, what shall I do when we hit it?
I can make a video answering questions? I can pick a random one to get a personal imagine? I don't know? Tell me your ideas!!!
This is a Jason McCann story and honestly it's not that good so I only wrote 2 chapters, hope you don't mind :)
Part 1:
It was a quiet night. The wind was briefing softly through the falling leaves on the streets. Street lamps were the only lights in the dark. Some might find a dark quiet night scarring, I found it reliving and peaceful. A couple of car lights turned around the corner and my eyes crinkled at the strong light. It was a van and it was driving right towards me. I didn't think much of it, what would they want with me? A lonely girl walking on the streets. Oh I was wrong, boy I was wrong. The van slowed down in front of me and stopped a couple of meters ahead of me. As I walked past it the door sprung open and a mascaraed man jumped out. Before I knew it his arms locked around my body. I screamed at the surprise and sudden fear rushing through my now very tensed body. Trying to wrestle me loose the man lost his grab for a second. I yanked my elbow back hitting him straight in the guts. He crumbled together in pain making me run for my life. Without looking back i ran for my life, why did I choose such an empty street to walk on? Adrenaline was punching through my veins. I heard footsteps getting closer behind me. Looking over my shoulder I saw a younger boy running after me. His hair was hid behind a dark beanie. That was the only thing I saw before I turned my attention back forward. Out of breath I turned down a small alley. I stopped dead in my tracks, it was a dead end, how could it be a dead end? I backed up to the wall pressing my back to it. The boy stood at the opening of the alley.
"Don't hurt me"
I whispered hiding my face in my hands. His presence was coming closer. Step by step he got closer to me being completely silent.
"I have done nothing. Don't hurt me please"
Pleading I looked up at the boy. He was standing right in front of me with his brown eyes burning in to my soul. Reaching out for me I pressed myself closer to the wall
"I won't hurt you, just come with me. You won't be hurt"
Shaking my head I felt tears rim my eyes. The fear was shivering my body making my mind spin with 'this is my last minute' thoughts. His hand laid on my shoulder and I winced in fear.
"Come on Jason! You need to hurry!"
A yell made the boy turn his attention away for a second and I saw my possibility to run. Turning my shoulder I got out of his grab and my legs set off. But the boy was faster. His leg jumped out making me trip over it. I landed right on the asphalt with my stomach punching all the air out of my lungs. The pain wrecked my body and I saw red spots before my eyes.
"Don't even try"
It was like an animal's grown coming deep from his throat. I must have heard my neck when I well cause when he grabbed my shoulders to pull me up a sharp pain got me to collapse back down on the ground. A hard kick was planted in to my guts and crumbling my stomach together I cried out in pain.
"Just be still!"
Gritted teeth made his word come out harsh. I didn't even wince when his arms picked me up. I was going out and in of consciousness while he carried me to the van. I was thrown in to the back of the car feeling my whole body go numb from all the pain. As the car set off I felt like my body was left without a mind. The only thing I felt was warm blood running down over my face.
A thumb in the road made my body jump and woke me up from my numb state. Agony shot through my body and I sat up.. Rubbing my forehead flashing images from the past came rushing to my mind. After a bit of thinking all the night's actions came to my mind. My whole body was aching when I tried to look at my surroundings. I was still in the back of the van and we still driving. My guess would be we were driving down a small path, judging by all the bumps on the road. Finally we came to a stop. It took some time before the back doors were opened. A big shadow was towering over the entrance. It was dark behind him and I couldn't see a thing outside. Without any words he reached out from me. I whimpered when he pulled my hurt body up from the ground. He didn't even shake all though he carried my dead weigh. I closed my eyes not even wanting to do anything about what was happening. I knew that if I tried anything I would only cause more damage to my body and that was probably a bad idea. It turned out we were at the end of a path where a small house was located. The other man held the door open as the younger guy carried me in. He laid me down on a ragged couch. His brown eyes pierced in to mine.
"Don't try to move okay? We'll be back soon"
With those words they both turned around and left me alone in the small house. I didn't even bother to move, plus it was way too painful. The blood on my face had dried in but still everything was in pain. I closed my eyes trying to hold in my tears. How did this happen? I was kidnapped and I had no idea what to do about it.
When I woke up again a slight light was coming in from a dirty window on the back wall. I must have fallen asleep after they left me. I tried sitting up but fell back in pain.
"Don't move. It'll hurt too much, I'll just find something to clean your cuts"
The voice was sweet and deep. I looked over to see the boy watching me from a chair, he was the one who had been speaking. I nodded and he got up to find something. The room was so small and it only had two doors. One leading outside and one I guess was leading to a bathroom. I let my eyes follow the boy's rummaging through the cottage. After a bit of moving around he came back. Gesturing for me to move a bit I did. He sat down on the edge of the bed.
"Now this will hurt a bit but try to keep still ok?"
Again I nodded. His warm body was so close to mine I could feel it radiate. He leaned closer with a little wet cloth in his hand. Wiping the blood under my nose I winced.
"Shh please remain calm sweetheart.. it only takes a second"
His touch was very gentle as he wiped the blood from my face. How could he be so careful when he had been the one causing all this damage?
Comment to find out more about all this weird story...
And apply as co worker
and tell me your ideas for reaching 300000 views
and yeah...:)
I love you all my amazing girls!<3
19 Nov 2012
State of Grace - story
Hey guys :)
A bit of different info here so please take your time and read my rambling!
I am still open for a new co-writer. I've got only 1 application so if you're interested or know someone who is PLEASE write me on astrid.jungberg@gmail.com :)
I set my iphone on shuffle and this song came up, so I'll write the story from that: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EBwpMelH6Gg
Also I am right now working on a Jason McCann story after that was requested. Afterwards I'll write a story where (YN) and Justin are already together, that was also requested. It is great when you guys give me ideas, I do all this for you :)
I'd liek to ask you to comment! It's really great for me to hear what you think about my work so please leave both good and bad feedback in the comments :)
Last I'm in contact with a few of you guys, readers, and it makes me really sad that some of you get bullied. I can't do anything about it but I am ALWAYS willing to listen and talk about it. Remember that i'm your friend and you can talk to me about anything; love, life, friends, family and so on. Message me on twitter(TrueKennySwag, mail me(astrid.jungberg@gmail.com), and you can even get my skype if it's really needed, ok?
Hold your head high girls, so you're crowns won't fall off!
Now here's the story, Hope you like it <3
I'm walking fast through the traffic lights
Busy streets and busy lives
And all we know is touch and go
We are alone with our changing minds
We fall in love till it hurts or bleeds, or fades in time
Ditched, left and alone I walked through the busy streets. Where was I heading? I didn't even know. And did I care? not at all! The feeling of betray still made my heart shatter to pieces. He left me all alone by the train station waiting in forever. Around me people were buzzing. Friday night was the best night. People were happy and free, ready to celebrate the gift of the life that's given us. Me? not so much. A sight escaped my dry lips and my mind changed. No one was here for me when I needed them. After getting stocked up I called my friends, but did they have time for their girlfriend? not at all. Sudden anger rushed through my empty mind. Nothing and no one was with me when I needed it the most. All I had was myself and my changing mind. I thought I was in love, he made me feel love. But I guess love fades. The time made him stop loving me, but if he stopped, did he even start? Maybe, maybe not. Now all I had left was the hurt and damage upon my bleeding heart.
And I never saw you coming
And I’ll never be the same
The flashlight changed from green to red and I stopped. Feeling the emptiness take over for the anger in my brain I looked up. On the other side of the street another lonely shadow was standing in the middle of the busy life. It was a mankind for sure, probably a young guy compared to his style. A weird feeling ran through my body, I wanted to talk to the guy. He woke up a feeling of curiosity in the body of mine that had been dead for the last hours. Forcing my focus back from the mind-rush I met the brown eyes of the boy in front of me. The light turned to green but I had stopped dead in my tracks mesmerized by the beautiful of the boy.
His cheekbones were marked and let his brown eyes get their rights. The jawline was sculptured by Goddess Plump lips were tugged up in a small smile and I knew he had done something to me I had never experienced before, he had made me speechless. Green light turned back to red and I had not moved from my spot. The boy, on the other hand, had walked to my side of the street. Right in front of me he was standing. Without a word his thumb reached out and stroke the tears from my wet cheeks.
"Don't cry."
Huskily he spoke breaking me from my trance.
"Hi"
Weakly I whispered out making eye contact with him once again. Little did I know something had already changed in me.
"Why are you crying?"
The truth was I didn't even remember anymore. All heartache and damaged has rushed away from my heart leaving me to get to know this boy. When I didn't respond he held out his hand. Without a second of hesitation I grabbed his bigger hand in mine.
"Follow me sweetheart."
And that's what i did
You come around and the armor falls
Pierce the room like a cannon ball
Now all we know, is don’t let go
We are alone just you and me
Up in your room and our slates are clean
Just twin fire signs, four blue eyes
Arriving at the boys' place a word hadn't been spoken between us. We entered his living-room and he made me sit down on the couch. Wrapping me up in a blanket my armor started to fall and words left my mouth. Everything about my break up, my not supporting friends and family strolled out. And what did he do? He listened. Carefully he had sat down in front of me. His eyes stroke over my features as he listened to my words piecing like canon balls through the room. It was just him and I, alone in the room, the only sound from my mouth. Talking and talking I let it all come out. And he just listened. Adding up once or twice with a little nod I felt he cared about my words. When I finally closed my mouth he cradled me in to his arms. Holding me close to his warm chest we rocked back and forth. I closed my eyes and soaked in the sweet scent from his cologne. He calmed me down with mumbling sweet nothings down in my air. Picking me up he carried me to his room. An old poster of Bart Simpson covered one of the walls. Laying down in his bed we cuddled up close. It was like starting all over again. All slates were clean. We were strangers finding the strength in each other. Like twin fire signs we matched each other. Our bodies tangled up together like they were made for each other. Looking at each other I finally spoke him my name. He kissed my nose with a little smile and closed his brown eyes. As his eyes were closed I remembered the last time I was this close with another human. Him. His blue eyes had pierced in to my soul wanting to take everything from me. He had harassed me and I felt like the only thing that could help me was the brown eyed boy in front of me.
So you were never a saint.
And I love that the shades are wrong
We learn to live with the pain.
Mostly our broken hearts
But this love is brave and wild.
My now ex boyfriend had never been a saint. He had been cruel and mean, the complete opposite of my new found saver. Would I ever go home and sleep in s a stranger's arms? no! Did I do it? Yes. Every shade of this was so wrong, but why did it still feel so right to be in this boy's arms? The pain in my heart had released since the second I saw him. In front of me his eyelids stirred. Opening them to look at me a little smile curled his lips.
"Why aren't you sleeping? Sleep is the only cure for heartbreak"
His words were so soft and soothing. Cuddling closer to him I felt the love breaking my ice cold heart. This experience was crazy and wild like nothing else. He could have done anything to me in my fragile state, but he didn't. He brought me home, warmed my stone heart up and cared. Cared about the words and my story. I felt brave for trusting him to cure my broke heart. That was was he was. He was my cure for every bad love in the world. Like a band aid on the wound.
And I never saw you coming
And I’ll never be the same
Never did I think this would happen. First a heart break and then this.. This.. It wasn't easy to explain how it was between me and him. This brown haired beautiful boy had walked in to my life and he had changed me. He had shown, in one night, what nobody had showed me my whole life.. love
This is a state of grace
This is the worth while fight
Love is a ruthless game
Unless you play it good and right
These are the hands of fate
You’re my Achilles heel
This is the golden age of something good
And right and real
Letting myself relax in to his body my eyes dropped close. This was a state of Grace. God had made me suffer and now he mad me smile again. That's what I did. Smile. A sweet voice, his, sung me to sleep making me happy for how I fought today and all the other days. Love is a big game but he made me believe that true love still existed, you just have to fight. Love could be cruel but right now it felt good. It didn't feel like a stupid game it felt right. His hands caressed my back and helped his voice lull me to sleep. It was faith. Faith that I met him this very day and that we fitted like two puzzle pieces. Without knowing he had saved me from poor self break down. He had started a golden age for me. An age that was right, real and filled with love
And I never saw you coming
And I’ll never be the same
And I never saw you coming
And I’ll never be the same
Feeling the last consciousnesses leave me I smiled once again. Happy for how he had changed my life completely in one night. Love is hard to find but when you find it you know it's right. I felt his chest under my cheek slowly moving along with his breath. His voice was melodic and his hair was tickling my forehead. The last two words I heard was a simple. But it was a name that had changed my life. It was the name of love.
"I'm Justin"
This is a state of grace
This is a worth while fight
Love is a ruthless game
Unless you play it good and right
THE END
A bit of different info here so please take your time and read my rambling!
I am still open for a new co-writer. I've got only 1 application so if you're interested or know someone who is PLEASE write me on astrid.jungberg@gmail.com :)
I set my iphone on shuffle and this song came up, so I'll write the story from that: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EBwpMelH6Gg
Also I am right now working on a Jason McCann story after that was requested. Afterwards I'll write a story where (YN) and Justin are already together, that was also requested. It is great when you guys give me ideas, I do all this for you :)
I'd liek to ask you to comment! It's really great for me to hear what you think about my work so please leave both good and bad feedback in the comments :)
Last I'm in contact with a few of you guys, readers, and it makes me really sad that some of you get bullied. I can't do anything about it but I am ALWAYS willing to listen and talk about it. Remember that i'm your friend and you can talk to me about anything; love, life, friends, family and so on. Message me on twitter(TrueKennySwag, mail me(astrid.jungberg@gmail.com), and you can even get my skype if it's really needed, ok?
Hold your head high girls, so you're crowns won't fall off!
Now here's the story, Hope you like it <3
State of Grace
Busy streets and busy lives
And all we know is touch and go
We are alone with our changing minds
We fall in love till it hurts or bleeds, or fades in time
Ditched, left and alone I walked through the busy streets. Where was I heading? I didn't even know. And did I care? not at all! The feeling of betray still made my heart shatter to pieces. He left me all alone by the train station waiting in forever. Around me people were buzzing. Friday night was the best night. People were happy and free, ready to celebrate the gift of the life that's given us. Me? not so much. A sight escaped my dry lips and my mind changed. No one was here for me when I needed them. After getting stocked up I called my friends, but did they have time for their girlfriend? not at all. Sudden anger rushed through my empty mind. Nothing and no one was with me when I needed it the most. All I had was myself and my changing mind. I thought I was in love, he made me feel love. But I guess love fades. The time made him stop loving me, but if he stopped, did he even start? Maybe, maybe not. Now all I had left was the hurt and damage upon my bleeding heart.
And I never saw you coming
And I’ll never be the same
The flashlight changed from green to red and I stopped. Feeling the emptiness take over for the anger in my brain I looked up. On the other side of the street another lonely shadow was standing in the middle of the busy life. It was a mankind for sure, probably a young guy compared to his style. A weird feeling ran through my body, I wanted to talk to the guy. He woke up a feeling of curiosity in the body of mine that had been dead for the last hours. Forcing my focus back from the mind-rush I met the brown eyes of the boy in front of me. The light turned to green but I had stopped dead in my tracks mesmerized by the beautiful of the boy.
His cheekbones were marked and let his brown eyes get their rights. The jawline was sculptured by Goddess Plump lips were tugged up in a small smile and I knew he had done something to me I had never experienced before, he had made me speechless. Green light turned back to red and I had not moved from my spot. The boy, on the other hand, had walked to my side of the street. Right in front of me he was standing. Without a word his thumb reached out and stroke the tears from my wet cheeks.
"Don't cry."
Huskily he spoke breaking me from my trance.
"Hi"
Weakly I whispered out making eye contact with him once again. Little did I know something had already changed in me.
"Why are you crying?"
The truth was I didn't even remember anymore. All heartache and damaged has rushed away from my heart leaving me to get to know this boy. When I didn't respond he held out his hand. Without a second of hesitation I grabbed his bigger hand in mine.
"Follow me sweetheart."
And that's what i did
You come around and the armor falls
Pierce the room like a cannon ball
Now all we know, is don’t let go
We are alone just you and me
Up in your room and our slates are clean
Just twin fire signs, four blue eyes
Arriving at the boys' place a word hadn't been spoken between us. We entered his living-room and he made me sit down on the couch. Wrapping me up in a blanket my armor started to fall and words left my mouth. Everything about my break up, my not supporting friends and family strolled out. And what did he do? He listened. Carefully he had sat down in front of me. His eyes stroke over my features as he listened to my words piecing like canon balls through the room. It was just him and I, alone in the room, the only sound from my mouth. Talking and talking I let it all come out. And he just listened. Adding up once or twice with a little nod I felt he cared about my words. When I finally closed my mouth he cradled me in to his arms. Holding me close to his warm chest we rocked back and forth. I closed my eyes and soaked in the sweet scent from his cologne. He calmed me down with mumbling sweet nothings down in my air. Picking me up he carried me to his room. An old poster of Bart Simpson covered one of the walls. Laying down in his bed we cuddled up close. It was like starting all over again. All slates were clean. We were strangers finding the strength in each other. Like twin fire signs we matched each other. Our bodies tangled up together like they were made for each other. Looking at each other I finally spoke him my name. He kissed my nose with a little smile and closed his brown eyes. As his eyes were closed I remembered the last time I was this close with another human. Him. His blue eyes had pierced in to my soul wanting to take everything from me. He had harassed me and I felt like the only thing that could help me was the brown eyed boy in front of me.
So you were never a saint.
And I love that the shades are wrong
We learn to live with the pain.
Mostly our broken hearts
But this love is brave and wild.
My now ex boyfriend had never been a saint. He had been cruel and mean, the complete opposite of my new found saver. Would I ever go home and sleep in s a stranger's arms? no! Did I do it? Yes. Every shade of this was so wrong, but why did it still feel so right to be in this boy's arms? The pain in my heart had released since the second I saw him. In front of me his eyelids stirred. Opening them to look at me a little smile curled his lips.
"Why aren't you sleeping? Sleep is the only cure for heartbreak"
His words were so soft and soothing. Cuddling closer to him I felt the love breaking my ice cold heart. This experience was crazy and wild like nothing else. He could have done anything to me in my fragile state, but he didn't. He brought me home, warmed my stone heart up and cared. Cared about the words and my story. I felt brave for trusting him to cure my broke heart. That was was he was. He was my cure for every bad love in the world. Like a band aid on the wound.
And I never saw you coming
And I’ll never be the same
Never did I think this would happen. First a heart break and then this.. This.. It wasn't easy to explain how it was between me and him. This brown haired beautiful boy had walked in to my life and he had changed me. He had shown, in one night, what nobody had showed me my whole life.. love
This is a state of grace
This is the worth while fight
Love is a ruthless game
Unless you play it good and right
These are the hands of fate
You’re my Achilles heel
This is the golden age of something good
And right and real
Letting myself relax in to his body my eyes dropped close. This was a state of Grace. God had made me suffer and now he mad me smile again. That's what I did. Smile. A sweet voice, his, sung me to sleep making me happy for how I fought today and all the other days. Love is a big game but he made me believe that true love still existed, you just have to fight. Love could be cruel but right now it felt good. It didn't feel like a stupid game it felt right. His hands caressed my back and helped his voice lull me to sleep. It was faith. Faith that I met him this very day and that we fitted like two puzzle pieces. Without knowing he had saved me from poor self break down. He had started a golden age for me. An age that was right, real and filled with love
And I never saw you coming
And I’ll never be the same
And I never saw you coming
And I’ll never be the same
Feeling the last consciousnesses leave me I smiled once again. Happy for how he had changed my life completely in one night. Love is hard to find but when you find it you know it's right. I felt his chest under my cheek slowly moving along with his breath. His voice was melodic and his hair was tickling my forehead. The last two words I heard was a simple. But it was a name that had changed my life. It was the name of love.
"I'm Justin"
This is a state of grace
This is a worth while fight
Love is a ruthless game
Unless you play it good and right
THE END
17 Nov 2012
Smile-story part 3
Hello hello :)
How you all doing? I'm feeling crappy tonight since my friends are all douches! Don't even get me started on this one.. let's just say i hate people who can't keep promises!!!
Thank you for calling me beautiful, but I'm really not! You guys are :) I love you all so much!
I'm still looking for writers, so send me a mail at astrid.jungberg@gmail.com with some of your work and you'll be considered as a possible writer on here :)
Enjoy this last part of this story:
Part 3:
I laughed. I laughed so loud that I almost choked myself. Justin's face, and the waiter's, turned from pure horror in to confused and insecure small smiles. They probably thought I was going to freak, but I couldn't contain the laughter from bobbling over. Honestly it wasn't funny at all, but the thought of me with a white shirt covered in meat and tomato sauce just caused me to laugh, don't judge me! - i'm carefree...
"Don't worry about it"
Finally containing my laughter I spoke to the waiter. He still looked like he was frighten out of his mind.
"I am really really sorry miss. Can I do anything to you? You'll get the dinner for free of course. Your shirt is ruined. I'm so so so sorry!"
The guy kept rambling. Reaching out I laid a calming shoulder on his shoulder. Forcing him to meet my eyes I spoke softly but controlling so he would get the point.
"It does not matter, okay? My shirt wasn't anything special, I'll just wash it. You don't have to pay our dinner, everyone makes mistakes. The only thing I would like is a new plate with food"
Relieved the waiter nodded eagerly.
"Of course miss. I'll clean this up and bring you some new food"
Smiling I nodded approvingly letting him go to find something to clean with.
"Wow you took the nicely"
Turning to Justin he still looked surprised but also really.. proud? or happy?
"Well it's nothing to worry about really. I just feel bad for him, he seemed to feel like he made a fool out of himself. I'm the fool looking like a splashed tomato"
Shrugging I giggled lightly making Justin laugh along.
"First of all I think that's a great way to handle it and second of all tomato really seem to be your vegetable"
Winking he shot the stupid comment out making us both laugh all over again. The waiter returned shortly after cleaning up the mess. He promised to be right back with a new plate of food. My shirt had started to cling at my skin. I pulled it a bit out making a little grossed face.
"You can borrow my shirt if you like? I have a tee underneath"
Looking at Justin he smiled sweetly.
"Honestly that'd be nice"
"Hold on a second"
Raising from his seat he cringed out of his shirt. Handing it to me I got up. Excusing my self to the bathroom I quickly walked away. At the bathroom I wriggled out of the dirty shirt and took Justin's on. It went almost down to my knees. I buttoned it up and looked at myself in the mirror. Removing a bit of sauce from my neck I grinned. The outfit looked weird, but the scent from his shirt was so overwhelming, I felt like keeping it forever. Folding my own shirt together I went back to our table.
"What do you think?"
Making an awkward model pose I asked Justin. He laughed out his answer
"You look tiny but very adorable"
Giggling I sat down where both our meals were now waiting. We both started eating while talking further and getting to know even more about each other. After we both had finished the waiter came over.
"Once again I'm sorry for spilling. To make it up to you the restaurant would like to give you both a free dessert, would you like that?"
"What do you say (YN)?"
Justin asked making me understand it was all my choice if I wanted to continue the evening a bit more. I had absolutely no intention in ending this night so I replied happily
"It's too much but it'd be nice"
Nodding in response the waiter collected our plates and went off. Outside it was dark by now.
"The time has really passed fast"
Looking out of the window the words made their way out from my mouth. Justin nodded agreeing
"Yeah. Time flies when you spend it with the right people"
I turned my attention back towards Justin locking my gaze with his. Deep brown oceans soaked me in making me get lost in the moment until the waiter interrupted.
"Here's your dessert, hope you like it"
Almost drooling I thanked him before he went away
"Oh Gosh this loos amazing"
Squealing with excitement Justin eyes me weirdly.
"What? I have an obsession with desserts"
Smiling at my statement he watched as I took a spoonful feeling the sweet chocolate melt over my tongue
"You know I've never met a girl like you Smiley. You're so carefree and open, it's absolutely joy to be with you"
Flushing a deep shade of pink I avoid Justin's eyes when I replied
"Well I'm really comfortable around people I like I guess"
Now looking at him I saw a wide grin spread across his face. The grin stayed on his face when he started eating his dessert. Talking about music we both continued eating our amazing dessert. When we both had finished Justin called the waiter over and all though I protested loudly he insisted to pay. Finally I gave in letting him pay for our dinner.
"Thank you Justin"
Feeling his arm wrap around my waist we walked out form the restaurant. Getting in to the car I felt the cold creep over my skin
"Aren't you cold in just a t-shirt?"
I asked Justin when he got in the driver's seat. He shook it head
"Not really actually"
We drove off talking more. It was truly incredible how well we got along. Arriving at my house he once again told me to stay in my seat. While he jogged around the car a smile arrived at my face at the thought of the amazing time we had had tonight. Opening the door for me he took my hand. A rush sucked in my stomach making me shiver with delight. He held my hand tight with no words as we walked to the door. Standing outside I let go of his hand.
"I'll just get something else on so you can get your shirt."
With the words I turned to unlock my door but a soft hand landed on my shoulder. I turned around and Justin was standing only inches from me. As he spoke I felt his breath tickle over my skin.
"Wouldn't you keeping it make it a good reason for us to meet up again?"
Blushing I nodded my head.
"Good. I've had a great time"
"Me too"
I answered looking down at my feet with a deep red covering my cheeks.
"(YN)?"
Looked up I was met with Justin's lips on mine. It took me a second to register his soft move on my lips before I kissed back with all my passion for him. Breaking apart we were both grinning from ear to ear.
"I'll call you Smiley"
And with that he left me standing at my porch not turning around until he got to his car. He waved once I held my hand up to return the gesture. Smiling as he drove off I locked myself in. The smile wouldn't leave my face all night. Justin was the most amazing guy and he sure turned me in to a smiley. I couldn't wait to hang out with him again...
THE END
What's the thoughts? Ready for a new story?
How you all doing? I'm feeling crappy tonight since my friends are all douches! Don't even get me started on this one.. let's just say i hate people who can't keep promises!!!
Thank you for calling me beautiful, but I'm really not! You guys are :) I love you all so much!
I'm still looking for writers, so send me a mail at astrid.jungberg@gmail.com with some of your work and you'll be considered as a possible writer on here :)
Enjoy this last part of this story:
Part 3:
I laughed. I laughed so loud that I almost choked myself. Justin's face, and the waiter's, turned from pure horror in to confused and insecure small smiles. They probably thought I was going to freak, but I couldn't contain the laughter from bobbling over. Honestly it wasn't funny at all, but the thought of me with a white shirt covered in meat and tomato sauce just caused me to laugh, don't judge me! - i'm carefree...
"Don't worry about it"
Finally containing my laughter I spoke to the waiter. He still looked like he was frighten out of his mind.
"I am really really sorry miss. Can I do anything to you? You'll get the dinner for free of course. Your shirt is ruined. I'm so so so sorry!"
The guy kept rambling. Reaching out I laid a calming shoulder on his shoulder. Forcing him to meet my eyes I spoke softly but controlling so he would get the point.
"It does not matter, okay? My shirt wasn't anything special, I'll just wash it. You don't have to pay our dinner, everyone makes mistakes. The only thing I would like is a new plate with food"
Relieved the waiter nodded eagerly.
"Of course miss. I'll clean this up and bring you some new food"
Smiling I nodded approvingly letting him go to find something to clean with.
"Wow you took the nicely"
Turning to Justin he still looked surprised but also really.. proud? or happy?
"Well it's nothing to worry about really. I just feel bad for him, he seemed to feel like he made a fool out of himself. I'm the fool looking like a splashed tomato"
Shrugging I giggled lightly making Justin laugh along.
"First of all I think that's a great way to handle it and second of all tomato really seem to be your vegetable"
Winking he shot the stupid comment out making us both laugh all over again. The waiter returned shortly after cleaning up the mess. He promised to be right back with a new plate of food. My shirt had started to cling at my skin. I pulled it a bit out making a little grossed face.
"You can borrow my shirt if you like? I have a tee underneath"
Looking at Justin he smiled sweetly.
"Honestly that'd be nice"
"Hold on a second"
Raising from his seat he cringed out of his shirt. Handing it to me I got up. Excusing my self to the bathroom I quickly walked away. At the bathroom I wriggled out of the dirty shirt and took Justin's on. It went almost down to my knees. I buttoned it up and looked at myself in the mirror. Removing a bit of sauce from my neck I grinned. The outfit looked weird, but the scent from his shirt was so overwhelming, I felt like keeping it forever. Folding my own shirt together I went back to our table.
"What do you think?"
Making an awkward model pose I asked Justin. He laughed out his answer
"You look tiny but very adorable"
Giggling I sat down where both our meals were now waiting. We both started eating while talking further and getting to know even more about each other. After we both had finished the waiter came over.
"Once again I'm sorry for spilling. To make it up to you the restaurant would like to give you both a free dessert, would you like that?"
"What do you say (YN)?"
Justin asked making me understand it was all my choice if I wanted to continue the evening a bit more. I had absolutely no intention in ending this night so I replied happily
"It's too much but it'd be nice"
Nodding in response the waiter collected our plates and went off. Outside it was dark by now.
"The time has really passed fast"
Looking out of the window the words made their way out from my mouth. Justin nodded agreeing
"Yeah. Time flies when you spend it with the right people"
I turned my attention back towards Justin locking my gaze with his. Deep brown oceans soaked me in making me get lost in the moment until the waiter interrupted.
"Here's your dessert, hope you like it"
Almost drooling I thanked him before he went away
"Oh Gosh this loos amazing"
Squealing with excitement Justin eyes me weirdly.
"What? I have an obsession with desserts"
Smiling at my statement he watched as I took a spoonful feeling the sweet chocolate melt over my tongue
"You know I've never met a girl like you Smiley. You're so carefree and open, it's absolutely joy to be with you"
Flushing a deep shade of pink I avoid Justin's eyes when I replied
"Well I'm really comfortable around people I like I guess"
Now looking at him I saw a wide grin spread across his face. The grin stayed on his face when he started eating his dessert. Talking about music we both continued eating our amazing dessert. When we both had finished Justin called the waiter over and all though I protested loudly he insisted to pay. Finally I gave in letting him pay for our dinner.
"Thank you Justin"
Feeling his arm wrap around my waist we walked out form the restaurant. Getting in to the car I felt the cold creep over my skin
"Aren't you cold in just a t-shirt?"
I asked Justin when he got in the driver's seat. He shook it head
"Not really actually"
We drove off talking more. It was truly incredible how well we got along. Arriving at my house he once again told me to stay in my seat. While he jogged around the car a smile arrived at my face at the thought of the amazing time we had had tonight. Opening the door for me he took my hand. A rush sucked in my stomach making me shiver with delight. He held my hand tight with no words as we walked to the door. Standing outside I let go of his hand.
"I'll just get something else on so you can get your shirt."
With the words I turned to unlock my door but a soft hand landed on my shoulder. I turned around and Justin was standing only inches from me. As he spoke I felt his breath tickle over my skin.
"Wouldn't you keeping it make it a good reason for us to meet up again?"
Blushing I nodded my head.
"Good. I've had a great time"
"Me too"
I answered looking down at my feet with a deep red covering my cheeks.
"(YN)?"
Looked up I was met with Justin's lips on mine. It took me a second to register his soft move on my lips before I kissed back with all my passion for him. Breaking apart we were both grinning from ear to ear.
"I'll call you Smiley"
And with that he left me standing at my porch not turning around until he got to his car. He waved once I held my hand up to return the gesture. Smiling as he drove off I locked myself in. The smile wouldn't leave my face all night. Justin was the most amazing guy and he sure turned me in to a smiley. I couldn't wait to hang out with him again...
THE END
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15 Nov 2012
Smile-story part 2
Hi guys :)
You left me 5 comments, we all know you can do better than that!
I'm so glad to hear you like the outfits. The clothes/sets is like what I would love to wear but are way too insecure to actually do :P It's completely my style, so I'm glad to get feedback :)
Also I love how you missed my rambling :D hahaha I love rambling I just had a thought you found it annoying ;)
I've talked with Neringa(the other writer) and she's not coming back on here.. So I need a new co-writer. The last time a few applied but they weren't 'professional' enough...
I'm really in need of one more to write so I won't be under such pressure. If you're interested please consider if you actually WANT to! You need to be able to update the blog prett often, not each time but more than once a week. You need to be able to write imagines that are readable. So if you're want to become a writer on here send me a mail with name, age, country, why you want to be a writer on here and something you have written(imagine wide). Send the mail to astrid.jungberg@gmail.com :) looking forward to hear from you
Now here's part 2
Part 2:
"Good to see you Justin"
Pulling away I smiled at his shining eyes. He held out his arm and I held it while walking down my porch after locking the door behind. We got to his car and he held open the door like a true gentleman. I got in my seat and watched his smooth moving as walked around the car. When he got in he started the engine and we drove off to an unknown destination. The conversation between us were just getting to know each other.
"I realized that I only know your name, tell me something about yourself?"
Justin looked at me from the corner of his eyes. I thought for a second about some clever things to say
"Well my name is (YN) and I'm 20 years old. I go to university. Uhmm I live by myself, I have had a roommate but she moved out to move in with her boyfriend. I like music and reading. I have a brother and yeah.. I don't know"
Shrugging I looked at Justin. He nodded.
"Then tell me about yourself Justin"
He bit his lip thinking about how to start.
"Well my full name is Justin Drew Bieber. I'm (the years he is when you're 20) years old. I'm from Canada where my dad still lives. My mom lives in LA. They're divorced. My dad has with his new wife gotten me two younger siblings, Jazmyn and Jaxon. I work as a singer and I also play some different instruments. I have apartments different places but most of the time I stay at hotels and suck since I travel a lot"
I started at Justin in utter shock, why hadn't I recognized him as Justin Bieber? He used to be my biggest idol when I was younger. I had been a die hard Belieber but as I had grown up he had traveled to the back of my mind.
"You're alright?"
We were holding at red and Justin was giving me a worried look. I shook my head in disbelief connecting our eyes
"I can't believe I didn't see it was you. I used to have my whole life dedicated to you. You know introducing myself as the future Mrs Bieber and naming the kids we would have together"
The stop turned green and Justin laughed out loud as he started up the car again. I blushed hard when I realized that I had just told him how obsessed I was.
"But I'm not like that anymore of course"
Stuttering I turned to look at Justin. He showed me a quick glance before tuning his eyes back to the road. Smiling widely he replied cheekily
"I think it's cute that you were obsessed with me"
Turning a deeper shade of pink we both laughed a bit at my old weirdness
"What made you go away from your Belieber period?"
Justin was curious.
"I guess I just grew up. When you get older there come more important stuff in your life than superstars"
Winking at his smiling face he chuckled.
"I see"
He answered back. The car pulled in to a parking lot. Justin parked the car and told me to wait for second. I waited only to see him get out and jog to my side of the car. Gentle he opened the door and helped me out
"Thank you"
He towered over me with a wide smile. Laying an arm across my shoulder we walked up to the fancy looking restaurant. We got in and a waiter approached us.
"Hello and welcome to Brisney's(RANDOM thing I made up), have you made a reservation?"
The waiter kindly asked with a polite smile spread over his lips.
"A reservation for Bieber"
"Oh yeah welcome, let me show you to your seats"
He led us along through the not too crowded place. We got to a nice looking table at the wall. Justin pulled out a chair and gestured for me to sit down. I thanked him and he sat down opposite me.
"I'll be right back with the menus"
The waiter told us before leaving us behind.
"This is very nice Justin. Thank you for taking me"
"Of course smiley. I just caught your smile on the street and knew I had to get yo know you"
I laughed at him calling me smiley and Justin quickly got the thing and laughed along. Shortly after the waiter returned with our menus. We talked casually about the options before calling the waiter over to order. After he left we both leaned a bit over the table and in union we rested our heads in our hands.
"Haven't you been on a break lately or something? You haven't been so much in the media"
Sincere I asked Justin.
"Well yeah I have. After my last album and tour I just felt like I needed a break. I've been on the spot since I was 15, I had to take some time off. It's been like 9 months now. in the beginning it was hard since the papz still followed me everywhere. But after a couple if moths I think they got the idea that I was just doing nothing and trying to relax. So they left me alone and the last months I have just gotten to lean back and enjoy the life I haven't had in so many years."
The look on Justin's face wasn't hard to understand, he had really loved to finally have some time off
"That's so great to hear Justin. You really deserved the break for sure"
Smiling back at me he spoke further
"True. I'm slowly starting to get bored so I think I'll start go to the studio and write some stuff. You know just getting to work slowly again. I have nothing to worry about, i have enough money to live for the rest of my life"
We both laughed a bit at his slight remark.
"Do you write?"
In the light Justin's eyes twinkled and a light flutter shook my body
"Not really. I've tried writing a bit but nothing serious"
I answered back thinking about why he would ask me such things
"Oh.. I just thought that since you're into music you might be able to write with me. It could fun"
He smiled hopefully keeping his gaze with mine. It felt like he looked directly in to me
"It could be fun. I'm not good, but we could try it"
"I'd love that"
He shot back with a grin on his face. We talked a bit more before our meals arrived. I had ordered a spaghetti bologna and the waiter leaned over to place it down. Unfortunately it was a bit slippery and he spilled it all over my white shirt. Justin's expression was shocked and the waiter stammered out apologizes But the best think was Justin's amused expression when he saw me reaction....
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I love you xx
You left me 5 comments, we all know you can do better than that!
I'm so glad to hear you like the outfits. The clothes/sets is like what I would love to wear but are way too insecure to actually do :P It's completely my style, so I'm glad to get feedback :)
Also I love how you missed my rambling :D hahaha I love rambling I just had a thought you found it annoying ;)
I've talked with Neringa(the other writer) and she's not coming back on here.. So I need a new co-writer. The last time a few applied but they weren't 'professional' enough...
I'm really in need of one more to write so I won't be under such pressure. If you're interested please consider if you actually WANT to! You need to be able to update the blog prett often, not each time but more than once a week. You need to be able to write imagines that are readable. So if you're want to become a writer on here send me a mail with name, age, country, why you want to be a writer on here and something you have written(imagine wide). Send the mail to astrid.jungberg@gmail.com :) looking forward to hear from you
Now here's part 2
Part 2:
"Good to see you Justin"
Pulling away I smiled at his shining eyes. He held out his arm and I held it while walking down my porch after locking the door behind. We got to his car and he held open the door like a true gentleman. I got in my seat and watched his smooth moving as walked around the car. When he got in he started the engine and we drove off to an unknown destination. The conversation between us were just getting to know each other.
"I realized that I only know your name, tell me something about yourself?"
Justin looked at me from the corner of his eyes. I thought for a second about some clever things to say
"Well my name is (YN) and I'm 20 years old. I go to university. Uhmm I live by myself, I have had a roommate but she moved out to move in with her boyfriend. I like music and reading. I have a brother and yeah.. I don't know"
Shrugging I looked at Justin. He nodded.
"Then tell me about yourself Justin"
He bit his lip thinking about how to start.
"Well my full name is Justin Drew Bieber. I'm (the years he is when you're 20) years old. I'm from Canada where my dad still lives. My mom lives in LA. They're divorced. My dad has with his new wife gotten me two younger siblings, Jazmyn and Jaxon. I work as a singer and I also play some different instruments. I have apartments different places but most of the time I stay at hotels and suck since I travel a lot"
I started at Justin in utter shock, why hadn't I recognized him as Justin Bieber? He used to be my biggest idol when I was younger. I had been a die hard Belieber but as I had grown up he had traveled to the back of my mind.
"You're alright?"
We were holding at red and Justin was giving me a worried look. I shook my head in disbelief connecting our eyes
"I can't believe I didn't see it was you. I used to have my whole life dedicated to you. You know introducing myself as the future Mrs Bieber and naming the kids we would have together"
The stop turned green and Justin laughed out loud as he started up the car again. I blushed hard when I realized that I had just told him how obsessed I was.
"But I'm not like that anymore of course"
Stuttering I turned to look at Justin. He showed me a quick glance before tuning his eyes back to the road. Smiling widely he replied cheekily
"I think it's cute that you were obsessed with me"
Turning a deeper shade of pink we both laughed a bit at my old weirdness
"What made you go away from your Belieber period?"
Justin was curious.
"I guess I just grew up. When you get older there come more important stuff in your life than superstars"
Winking at his smiling face he chuckled.
"I see"
He answered back. The car pulled in to a parking lot. Justin parked the car and told me to wait for second. I waited only to see him get out and jog to my side of the car. Gentle he opened the door and helped me out
"Thank you"
He towered over me with a wide smile. Laying an arm across my shoulder we walked up to the fancy looking restaurant. We got in and a waiter approached us.
"Hello and welcome to Brisney's(RANDOM thing I made up), have you made a reservation?"
The waiter kindly asked with a polite smile spread over his lips.
"A reservation for Bieber"
"Oh yeah welcome, let me show you to your seats"
He led us along through the not too crowded place. We got to a nice looking table at the wall. Justin pulled out a chair and gestured for me to sit down. I thanked him and he sat down opposite me.
"I'll be right back with the menus"
The waiter told us before leaving us behind.
"This is very nice Justin. Thank you for taking me"
"Of course smiley. I just caught your smile on the street and knew I had to get yo know you"
I laughed at him calling me smiley and Justin quickly got the thing and laughed along. Shortly after the waiter returned with our menus. We talked casually about the options before calling the waiter over to order. After he left we both leaned a bit over the table and in union we rested our heads in our hands.
"Haven't you been on a break lately or something? You haven't been so much in the media"
Sincere I asked Justin.
"Well yeah I have. After my last album and tour I just felt like I needed a break. I've been on the spot since I was 15, I had to take some time off. It's been like 9 months now. in the beginning it was hard since the papz still followed me everywhere. But after a couple if moths I think they got the idea that I was just doing nothing and trying to relax. So they left me alone and the last months I have just gotten to lean back and enjoy the life I haven't had in so many years."
The look on Justin's face wasn't hard to understand, he had really loved to finally have some time off
"That's so great to hear Justin. You really deserved the break for sure"
Smiling back at me he spoke further
"True. I'm slowly starting to get bored so I think I'll start go to the studio and write some stuff. You know just getting to work slowly again. I have nothing to worry about, i have enough money to live for the rest of my life"
We both laughed a bit at his slight remark.
"Do you write?"
In the light Justin's eyes twinkled and a light flutter shook my body
"Not really. I've tried writing a bit but nothing serious"
I answered back thinking about why he would ask me such things
"Oh.. I just thought that since you're into music you might be able to write with me. It could fun"
He smiled hopefully keeping his gaze with mine. It felt like he looked directly in to me
"It could be fun. I'm not good, but we could try it"
"I'd love that"
He shot back with a grin on his face. We talked a bit more before our meals arrived. I had ordered a spaghetti bologna and the waiter leaned over to place it down. Unfortunately it was a bit slippery and he spilled it all over my white shirt. Justin's expression was shocked and the waiter stammered out apologizes But the best think was Justin's amused expression when he saw me reaction....
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13 Nov 2012
Smile-story part 1
Hello guys :)
Here's first chapter of a new story, tell me what you think and if you would like more :)
Your outfit in part 1:
Part 1:
The bag was heavy over my shoulder as I strolled down the street. Everywhere people were rushing around towards their jobs. My own pace was straight ahead to the university. That's right, I'm a university student, heavy stuff huh? Walking past an elder couple I smiled at them and got a happy grin from both in return. That's the best thing I know, smiling at strangers and getting a smile return, then you know you are doing something right. Again I smiled at a stranger walking past and a smile was giving in return from the busy looking business man. The air was chilly here in the fall and I zipped my jacket close. Looking up again I saw I was about to pass another stranger. It was a guy, slightly taller than me all though i was in heels. His eyes were covered in sun glasses. Not that the sun was shining so much here in November but I guess that was his own choice. A beanie was tugged down over his head only letting a few strands of brown hair hanging down over his forehead. We reached each other and I sent him a smile that made his own plump lips tug up in a smile. Happily I walked past him with a spinning feeling in my stomach. His smile was extremely attractive. In a daze I kept up my walk until someone pulled my arm. I stopped dead in my tracks and turned around to see the good looking lad out of breath in front of me.
"Excuse me Miss"
His voice was husky and very melodic almost like he was singing. I tilted my head with a little smile
"Yes?"
Sweetly I waited for him to explain why he had run back to me.
"Sorry I'm stopping you on your way to something I just had to tell you. Your smile is very very pretty and I think it's amazing that you smile to people you pass on the street"
Giggling at his compliment I could feel my cheeks heathen
"Well thank you stranger"
He laughed at my lame flirting attempt that I had followed up with a wink towards him.
"I know this is very strange and such but would you go on a date with me?"
His questions was very outgoing and confident and I only thought for a moment
"Sure thing, I'd love that"
Smiling at my answer he reached for his phone
"That's awesome, I just need your number then"
I grabbed his phone and typed in my number"
"You probably need my name as well"
The stranger's cheeks went red and he stumbled over his next words causing me to laugh
"Sorry about that. I'm Justin and you?"
I held my hand out and he shook it as I told him my name
"I'm (YN) (Your last name), very nice to meet you"
"Nice to meet you too smiley"
I laughed at his odd but yet very sweet compliment
"Well I'm supposed to get to work, but I'll text you the details yeah?"
I nodded approvingly and his face broke in to a grin.
"Cool. I'll see you soon smiling (YN)"
Laughing once again I went on for a hug. His arms fitted perfect around me and I felt my heart flutter by his touch. We pulled away and said our last goodbyes before turning towards our destinations. The rest of my way to work the smile had gotten even bigger, this day couldn't get any better.
Closing the door behind me I finally slipped out of my shoes. The aching of my feet had been killing me through the last studies this afternoon. I went to the kitchen. As it was quiet late I started fixing myself a quick dinner. A sudden burst from my phone indicating I had a new text made me turn away from my cooking. Grabbing the phone from the counter I unlocked the phone from a unknown number. It said: Hey Smiley ;) Nice meeting you today! Wondering if you are free for dinner Friday? I'd love to take you out :) -Justin(from the street)
Smiling at the memory of the handsome boy I typed my answer back: Hi you :) Glad to hear from you, have been waiting all day! Yes, I am free Friday, when will you pick me up?;) -(YN)(Smiling girl from the street)
I returned to my cooking and just when I finished a new text ticked in.
Haha you don't need to tell me who you are, I remember you quiet good! you made a big impression with that smile of your's :D What's the address? I'll pick you up at 7!
Even though he wasn't there I felt my cheeks burn from the compliments. I sat down with my food typing away on my phone:
That's good ;) The address is (some way and number) :) Could you tell me where we going, so I know what to dress like?:)
Starting to eat i waited impatiently for an answer. He was a fast texter and it only took a minute before I received the answer:
Cool :) hmm it's nothing too fancy, but dress up anyway :) I'll see you Friday! Can't wait :D
Thinking about what to wear I sent back:
Great :) I can't wait either! See you soon :)
I finished up my dinner and shortly after I went to bed. It was late and I was tired, but I sure fell asleep with a smile on my face thinking about the beautiful stranger that had caused me to smile all day and night.
Finally Friday arrived. The whole day on the university dragged along as I waited for the time to strike 4 and let me go. When the bell rung I sprinted home too excited to just walk the short distance. I got home and jumped in the shower. After I had creamed myself in I dried my hair. Deciding to leave it naturally down I started on my make up. Nothing too fancy but I did add a little eye-shadow. Looking at the clock it was only 5.30, still 1 and a half hour to he would pick me up. I started looking through my closet trying to pick the perfect outfit. When I got it I laid it out on my bed and went to find some shoes. When that was all done it had taken me 45 minutes and I had 45 minutes left. Going to the kitchen I made myself a nice cup of tea and sat down to read for a small amount of time. When the time was right I went in to get dressed:
I admired my outfit and complimented myself to boost the confident to help me get through this date. Suddenly I was nervous with sweaty palms. I glanced at the clock, it was exactly 7. Just then the doorbell rang, like he had been outside just waiting for the right time. Slipping my phone in to my back pocket i went to the door. Putting on a smile I opened it and admired the boy in front of me. He was dressed in black jeans matched with a nice unbuttoned chequered shirt on top of a white tee. His lips were tugged up in a smile and I felt a sudden calm feeling take over my body.
"Good evening (YN), you look beautiful"
Leaning in for a hug I was left with a feeling that this night was going to be great....
More? comment!!
Here's first chapter of a new story, tell me what you think and if you would like more :)
Your outfit in part 1:
Part 1:
The bag was heavy over my shoulder as I strolled down the street. Everywhere people were rushing around towards their jobs. My own pace was straight ahead to the university. That's right, I'm a university student, heavy stuff huh? Walking past an elder couple I smiled at them and got a happy grin from both in return. That's the best thing I know, smiling at strangers and getting a smile return, then you know you are doing something right. Again I smiled at a stranger walking past and a smile was giving in return from the busy looking business man. The air was chilly here in the fall and I zipped my jacket close. Looking up again I saw I was about to pass another stranger. It was a guy, slightly taller than me all though i was in heels. His eyes were covered in sun glasses. Not that the sun was shining so much here in November but I guess that was his own choice. A beanie was tugged down over his head only letting a few strands of brown hair hanging down over his forehead. We reached each other and I sent him a smile that made his own plump lips tug up in a smile. Happily I walked past him with a spinning feeling in my stomach. His smile was extremely attractive. In a daze I kept up my walk until someone pulled my arm. I stopped dead in my tracks and turned around to see the good looking lad out of breath in front of me.
"Excuse me Miss"
His voice was husky and very melodic almost like he was singing. I tilted my head with a little smile
"Yes?"
Sweetly I waited for him to explain why he had run back to me.
"Sorry I'm stopping you on your way to something I just had to tell you. Your smile is very very pretty and I think it's amazing that you smile to people you pass on the street"
Giggling at his compliment I could feel my cheeks heathen
"Well thank you stranger"
He laughed at my lame flirting attempt that I had followed up with a wink towards him.
"I know this is very strange and such but would you go on a date with me?"
His questions was very outgoing and confident and I only thought for a moment
"Sure thing, I'd love that"
Smiling at my answer he reached for his phone
"That's awesome, I just need your number then"
I grabbed his phone and typed in my number"
"You probably need my name as well"
The stranger's cheeks went red and he stumbled over his next words causing me to laugh
"Sorry about that. I'm Justin and you?"
I held my hand out and he shook it as I told him my name
"I'm (YN) (Your last name), very nice to meet you"
"Nice to meet you too smiley"
I laughed at his odd but yet very sweet compliment
"Well I'm supposed to get to work, but I'll text you the details yeah?"
I nodded approvingly and his face broke in to a grin.
"Cool. I'll see you soon smiling (YN)"
Laughing once again I went on for a hug. His arms fitted perfect around me and I felt my heart flutter by his touch. We pulled away and said our last goodbyes before turning towards our destinations. The rest of my way to work the smile had gotten even bigger, this day couldn't get any better.
Closing the door behind me I finally slipped out of my shoes. The aching of my feet had been killing me through the last studies this afternoon. I went to the kitchen. As it was quiet late I started fixing myself a quick dinner. A sudden burst from my phone indicating I had a new text made me turn away from my cooking. Grabbing the phone from the counter I unlocked the phone from a unknown number. It said: Hey Smiley ;) Nice meeting you today! Wondering if you are free for dinner Friday? I'd love to take you out :) -Justin(from the street)
Smiling at the memory of the handsome boy I typed my answer back: Hi you :) Glad to hear from you, have been waiting all day! Yes, I am free Friday, when will you pick me up?;) -(YN)(Smiling girl from the street)
I returned to my cooking and just when I finished a new text ticked in.
Haha you don't need to tell me who you are, I remember you quiet good! you made a big impression with that smile of your's :D What's the address? I'll pick you up at 7!
Even though he wasn't there I felt my cheeks burn from the compliments. I sat down with my food typing away on my phone:
That's good ;) The address is (some way and number) :) Could you tell me where we going, so I know what to dress like?:)
Starting to eat i waited impatiently for an answer. He was a fast texter and it only took a minute before I received the answer:
Cool :) hmm it's nothing too fancy, but dress up anyway :) I'll see you Friday! Can't wait :D
Thinking about what to wear I sent back:
Great :) I can't wait either! See you soon :)
I finished up my dinner and shortly after I went to bed. It was late and I was tired, but I sure fell asleep with a smile on my face thinking about the beautiful stranger that had caused me to smile all day and night.
Finally Friday arrived. The whole day on the university dragged along as I waited for the time to strike 4 and let me go. When the bell rung I sprinted home too excited to just walk the short distance. I got home and jumped in the shower. After I had creamed myself in I dried my hair. Deciding to leave it naturally down I started on my make up. Nothing too fancy but I did add a little eye-shadow. Looking at the clock it was only 5.30, still 1 and a half hour to he would pick me up. I started looking through my closet trying to pick the perfect outfit. When I got it I laid it out on my bed and went to find some shoes. When that was all done it had taken me 45 minutes and I had 45 minutes left. Going to the kitchen I made myself a nice cup of tea and sat down to read for a small amount of time. When the time was right I went in to get dressed:
I admired my outfit and complimented myself to boost the confident to help me get through this date. Suddenly I was nervous with sweaty palms. I glanced at the clock, it was exactly 7. Just then the doorbell rang, like he had been outside just waiting for the right time. Slipping my phone in to my back pocket i went to the door. Putting on a smile I opened it and admired the boy in front of me. He was dressed in black jeans matched with a nice unbuttoned chequered shirt on top of a white tee. His lips were tugged up in a smile and I felt a sudden calm feeling take over my body.
"Good evening (YN), you look beautiful"
Leaning in for a hug I was left with a feeling that this night was going to be great....
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11 Nov 2012
Fight-story
Hey guys :)
So as it looks right now Jelena is over.. It's sad but as Justin's fans we should cheer him up right now and do everything to show that we'll be by his side forever. It's not confirm by any of the parts but there a a whole lot of signs. For example did Justin in an interview tell that his life is a mess right now and he's very sad after being asked if he was single. It's not 100% confirmed think that Jelena is done...
The other story has ended. I don't want to write long stories, I'm sorry.. It's just I used so much more time on it and I get bored writing it and then it sucks for all of us because then the chapters will be bad and short.. I hope you understand..
I will do these smaller stories with like 1-5 chapters or so, what do you say about that?
Here's a new story. Love you all!
Fight-story:
Why? Why would he do something like this? Was he trying to hurt me on purpose? We'd been together for almost 2 years now, was it all just a joke to him? Perhaps that was why he had been so distant lately? He was always home late not bothering to tell me when he would be home or even carrying to say hi when he finally came. He barely answered my texts and when he did it was only with two words and very cold.. Was all this just leading up to this scene? Him cheating on me? How could he first of all cheat? and then second of all let me find out by a stupid magazine. I looked at the headliner once more Justin Bieber cheating? Tears rimmed in my eyes as I let my eyes scan over the picture. His arm was around her waist and he was guiding her in to a building. Then beside it was another picture of them two leaving the building, her lips planted in a sweet kiss on my boyfriend's cheek..MY BOYFRIEND. Sighting I laid the magazine to the side and went to our bedroom.. wait HIS bedroom. Under the bed I found a bag. Opening the closet I let my eyes run over the racks of clothes.. his clothes. I leaned in and sniffled in the familiar scent.. how could he do this to me? I loved him so so so much. We had been together for 1 year and 11 months.. that's a hell lot of time! Was he just going to ruin it all like this? While I started packing my clothes my mind went on a trip. I didn't get it. all though he had been very distant lately I had still been his loving girlfriend. Every day when he came home late I had prepared him dinner he just had to warm up. I washed his clothes, cleaned his apartment and treated his family, friends and family so good. What more could he wish for? her I guess. She was probably better than me. She looked better for sure. She was probably a model. She could give him everything that I couldn't. She had the confidence I didn't. She carried her self with style, I didn't. She earned a lot of money, I was just studying. They were made for each other.. Justin and I weren't. I was just a fan that he fell for when she shyly asked for a picture. Everybody had told me that it wouldn't work, he would find someone better. Someone that actually deserved his love, not just a simple girl like me. But on our 1 year anniversary when he asked me to move in.. well I actually thought we would grow old together. That's what he told me back then, that he couldn't imagine his life without me. With a sight I zipped the bag with most of my clothes and placed it beside the bed. I guess this was it then. I couldn't be with a guy that over the last month hadn't paid me attention at all. I had did everything in my power to make it work, but he obviously didn't care and now he was also cheating.. When he came home I would tell him so truths before leaving this old life behind.. and leaving the love of my life.. no matter how much of a douche he was my heart belonged to him and it would never be any other way.. I turned on the tv and sat down on the couch.. now I could only wait to he got home.
"Why haven't you gone to bed?"
Looking up Justin had just entered the room. I had fallen back in to the couch in a slumber. Great, he didn't even bother to say hi.
"Well hi to you too"
I shot back sarcastically His deep brown eyes scanned over my features worried. I tilted my head raising my eyebrows waiting for him to say anything. Sighting he sat down beside me.
"What?"
Deep and husky. His voice. I just wanted to cradle him in to my arms and lull him to sleep, he looked exhausted. No. He cheated and treated me rubbish, I had to deal with this shit now!
"I know you've been busy lately.."
I started looking at him to find his eyes. He turned his head to look at me. A cold barrier had covered his beautiful orbs. Grunting he leaned forward resting his face in his hands, arms on knees.
"Don't grunt at me like that Justin. I've been doing everything lately to make this work. I've been so sweet letting you have your space and letting you treat me like shit. And what do you do about it? Absolutely nothing!"
I was getting frustrated. He wasn't even trying to look like he cared. Furiously I got up hovering over his bend back.
"AND NOW YOU DON'T EVEN CARE WHAT I SAY. PLUS YOU'RE CHEATING ON ME!"
My voice had raised to a loud yell. His head shot up at my words. He looked hurt. My blood was boiling how could he look at me like I was the bad guy here?
" I DO EVERYTHING FOR YOU. EVERYTHING JUSTIN. AND YOU JUST GO OUT AND CHEAT ON ME."
"I didn't"
Justin raised from his seat. His sculptured body towering over me.
"OH SO NOW YOU CAN SPEAK! THEN WHAT IS THIS?"
I screamed pointing to the magazine on the table. Justin looked at it and a chuckle left his throat. Was he seriously laughing?
"WHAT JUSTIN? IS THIS FUNNY TO YOU?"
He looked at me with a little smile on his lips. I cursed him in my mind for being so attractive. The way his brown eyes twinkled, the float of his hair waving down his forehead and his pink lips tugged up in a smile.
"I'm not cheating on you babe. I'd never do that to you"
He reached out for me but I took a step back. My eyes were stern when I spoke again
"Don't babe me. Who is she Justin?"
Crossing my arms under my chest I watched him closely. The bags under his eyes were big, he was very tired. He was twiddling his fingers around nervously. His eyes locked with mine so I knew he was talking the truth.
"It's a new artist that I've taken under my wings. I would have told you but everything has been so stressed lately. I'm sorry."
His words were careful and sweet and I felt my heart loosen up a bit. I knew he would never cheat on me. He was too good to do anything like that. I let my arms fall down my side and plopped down on the couch. I hid my face in my hands and a few tears ran down my cheeks. So he wasn't cheating but just because he was busy didn't give him the rights to be a douche and treat me like utter shit!! I felt Justin's presence sit down on the couch beside me. Now crying harder his arms wrapped around me pulling me into his chest.
"Let me go Justin"
I tried to push him away but it only made him tighten his grab around me. My sobbing got harder as his scent and warm spun around me in a thick cloud. I hated how much I loved him. I couldn't let him go but I wanted him to fight for me and show that he cared. I wiggled my body and pushed Justin away. Wiping my tears away i stood up from the couch.
"I believe that you haven't cheated on me Justin, but it does not make up for how you've treated me lately"
Gulping the lump in my throat back I held my tears in. Justin got up as well. Frustratingly he ran his hands through his already messy hair.
"I'm sorry (YN).. I'm so so sorry. I know I've been a complete jerk and I can't describe how bad I'm feeling. My work has been stressing me out but it shouldn't make me treat you badly. I promised to love you every second of the day and I still do. I love you so so much I can't even describe it with words and that's why I had planned us a trip this weekend. I had planned that we could get away and I could ask you this very important question."
His long speech stopped as he got down on one knee. All my anger ran out of my body and warm tears formed in my eyes.
"(YN)... over the last months you've proved why it is that I love you so much. You have showed me that no matter what you'll always be by my side. I would have asked you this weekend at our 2 year anniversary but now I'm asking you anyway.. (YN) I love you so much and I want to spend the rest of my life with you, will you be my wife and make me the happiest man alive?"
Out from his back pocket he pulled a heart shaped velvet box.
The warm tears dripped down my cheeks as I choked out a yes. Justin smiled lovingly at me slipping the shining ring down my out stretched finger. He got up and I engulfed him in a hug wrapped my arms around his waist. His strong arms snaked around my upper-body and held me close to his chest.
"I love you so much Justin. Sorry for all the drama"
"It doesn't matter honey. It just shows that you have feelings too. And look at us, we got out of it in the best possible way. Right Mrs Bieber?"
I laughed pulling away and looking in to Justin beautiful brown seas. His lips pressed to mine and a warm feeling spread through my body. I smiled in to the kiss and let Justin's tongue grace over my lips. He lifted me up and I locked my legs around my waist. Still with out lisp interlocked he laid us down on the couch, himself on top. My fingers slipped under his shirt exploring his toned chest. Justin's big hands roamed my body. We broke apart both of our eyes filled with desire. Longing for each other we both stripped down to nothing. Watching each other closely we laid back on the couch. Justin lips kissed down my jaw while his hands worked with twirling around my nipples. I felt my back arching in pleasure as his lips moved to my hard breasts leaving small pecks all over. While his skilled mouth worked on my breasts I felt his slender fingers slip over my wet entrance. One.. two.. three fingers went in to my hole and I moaned out loud in pure desire. His long fingers moved faster making me get closer to my climax.
"Jus..Just..JUSTIN!"
I moaned so loud as his fingers curled and hit right on my g-spot. Just as I was about to cum he pulled his fingers out. Placing his hard shaft in front of my entrance he leaned down and laid a sloppy kiss upon my lips
"I love you Mrs Bieber"
He slammed right in to me making me lose my breath. Thrusting in and out our bodies melted together like a dance only for us. We moved with each other thrusting our hip bones together every time he went in. His speed paced and my walls closed around his hard member making him cum along with me. He pulled out and out of breath he cuddled down beside me.
"I'm sorry for all the damage on your heart but I promise that I'll be yours forever"
I didn't answer him. I just cuddled closer to his side smiling to myself. Laying a soft tiny kiss to his exposed abs I closed my eyes. For the first time in moths I was happy for everything in my life and soon I was going to be Mrs Bieber.
THE END
What did you think`?
So as it looks right now Jelena is over.. It's sad but as Justin's fans we should cheer him up right now and do everything to show that we'll be by his side forever. It's not confirm by any of the parts but there a a whole lot of signs. For example did Justin in an interview tell that his life is a mess right now and he's very sad after being asked if he was single. It's not 100% confirmed think that Jelena is done...
The other story has ended. I don't want to write long stories, I'm sorry.. It's just I used so much more time on it and I get bored writing it and then it sucks for all of us because then the chapters will be bad and short.. I hope you understand..
I will do these smaller stories with like 1-5 chapters or so, what do you say about that?
Here's a new story. Love you all!
Fight-story:
Why? Why would he do something like this? Was he trying to hurt me on purpose? We'd been together for almost 2 years now, was it all just a joke to him? Perhaps that was why he had been so distant lately? He was always home late not bothering to tell me when he would be home or even carrying to say hi when he finally came. He barely answered my texts and when he did it was only with two words and very cold.. Was all this just leading up to this scene? Him cheating on me? How could he first of all cheat? and then second of all let me find out by a stupid magazine. I looked at the headliner once more Justin Bieber cheating? Tears rimmed in my eyes as I let my eyes scan over the picture. His arm was around her waist and he was guiding her in to a building. Then beside it was another picture of them two leaving the building, her lips planted in a sweet kiss on my boyfriend's cheek..MY BOYFRIEND. Sighting I laid the magazine to the side and went to our bedroom.. wait HIS bedroom. Under the bed I found a bag. Opening the closet I let my eyes run over the racks of clothes.. his clothes. I leaned in and sniffled in the familiar scent.. how could he do this to me? I loved him so so so much. We had been together for 1 year and 11 months.. that's a hell lot of time! Was he just going to ruin it all like this? While I started packing my clothes my mind went on a trip. I didn't get it. all though he had been very distant lately I had still been his loving girlfriend. Every day when he came home late I had prepared him dinner he just had to warm up. I washed his clothes, cleaned his apartment and treated his family, friends and family so good. What more could he wish for? her I guess. She was probably better than me. She looked better for sure. She was probably a model. She could give him everything that I couldn't. She had the confidence I didn't. She carried her self with style, I didn't. She earned a lot of money, I was just studying. They were made for each other.. Justin and I weren't. I was just a fan that he fell for when she shyly asked for a picture. Everybody had told me that it wouldn't work, he would find someone better. Someone that actually deserved his love, not just a simple girl like me. But on our 1 year anniversary when he asked me to move in.. well I actually thought we would grow old together. That's what he told me back then, that he couldn't imagine his life without me. With a sight I zipped the bag with most of my clothes and placed it beside the bed. I guess this was it then. I couldn't be with a guy that over the last month hadn't paid me attention at all. I had did everything in my power to make it work, but he obviously didn't care and now he was also cheating.. When he came home I would tell him so truths before leaving this old life behind.. and leaving the love of my life.. no matter how much of a douche he was my heart belonged to him and it would never be any other way.. I turned on the tv and sat down on the couch.. now I could only wait to he got home.
"Why haven't you gone to bed?"
Looking up Justin had just entered the room. I had fallen back in to the couch in a slumber. Great, he didn't even bother to say hi.
"Well hi to you too"
I shot back sarcastically His deep brown eyes scanned over my features worried. I tilted my head raising my eyebrows waiting for him to say anything. Sighting he sat down beside me.
"What?"
Deep and husky. His voice. I just wanted to cradle him in to my arms and lull him to sleep, he looked exhausted. No. He cheated and treated me rubbish, I had to deal with this shit now!
"I know you've been busy lately.."
I started looking at him to find his eyes. He turned his head to look at me. A cold barrier had covered his beautiful orbs. Grunting he leaned forward resting his face in his hands, arms on knees.
"Don't grunt at me like that Justin. I've been doing everything lately to make this work. I've been so sweet letting you have your space and letting you treat me like shit. And what do you do about it? Absolutely nothing!"
I was getting frustrated. He wasn't even trying to look like he cared. Furiously I got up hovering over his bend back.
"AND NOW YOU DON'T EVEN CARE WHAT I SAY. PLUS YOU'RE CHEATING ON ME!"
My voice had raised to a loud yell. His head shot up at my words. He looked hurt. My blood was boiling how could he look at me like I was the bad guy here?
" I DO EVERYTHING FOR YOU. EVERYTHING JUSTIN. AND YOU JUST GO OUT AND CHEAT ON ME."
"I didn't"
Justin raised from his seat. His sculptured body towering over me.
"OH SO NOW YOU CAN SPEAK! THEN WHAT IS THIS?"
I screamed pointing to the magazine on the table. Justin looked at it and a chuckle left his throat. Was he seriously laughing?
"WHAT JUSTIN? IS THIS FUNNY TO YOU?"
He looked at me with a little smile on his lips. I cursed him in my mind for being so attractive. The way his brown eyes twinkled, the float of his hair waving down his forehead and his pink lips tugged up in a smile.
"I'm not cheating on you babe. I'd never do that to you"
He reached out for me but I took a step back. My eyes were stern when I spoke again
"Don't babe me. Who is she Justin?"
Crossing my arms under my chest I watched him closely. The bags under his eyes were big, he was very tired. He was twiddling his fingers around nervously. His eyes locked with mine so I knew he was talking the truth.
"It's a new artist that I've taken under my wings. I would have told you but everything has been so stressed lately. I'm sorry."
His words were careful and sweet and I felt my heart loosen up a bit. I knew he would never cheat on me. He was too good to do anything like that. I let my arms fall down my side and plopped down on the couch. I hid my face in my hands and a few tears ran down my cheeks. So he wasn't cheating but just because he was busy didn't give him the rights to be a douche and treat me like utter shit!! I felt Justin's presence sit down on the couch beside me. Now crying harder his arms wrapped around me pulling me into his chest.
"Let me go Justin"
I tried to push him away but it only made him tighten his grab around me. My sobbing got harder as his scent and warm spun around me in a thick cloud. I hated how much I loved him. I couldn't let him go but I wanted him to fight for me and show that he cared. I wiggled my body and pushed Justin away. Wiping my tears away i stood up from the couch.
"I believe that you haven't cheated on me Justin, but it does not make up for how you've treated me lately"
Gulping the lump in my throat back I held my tears in. Justin got up as well. Frustratingly he ran his hands through his already messy hair.
"I'm sorry (YN).. I'm so so sorry. I know I've been a complete jerk and I can't describe how bad I'm feeling. My work has been stressing me out but it shouldn't make me treat you badly. I promised to love you every second of the day and I still do. I love you so so much I can't even describe it with words and that's why I had planned us a trip this weekend. I had planned that we could get away and I could ask you this very important question."
His long speech stopped as he got down on one knee. All my anger ran out of my body and warm tears formed in my eyes.
"(YN)... over the last months you've proved why it is that I love you so much. You have showed me that no matter what you'll always be by my side. I would have asked you this weekend at our 2 year anniversary but now I'm asking you anyway.. (YN) I love you so much and I want to spend the rest of my life with you, will you be my wife and make me the happiest man alive?"
Out from his back pocket he pulled a heart shaped velvet box.
The warm tears dripped down my cheeks as I choked out a yes. Justin smiled lovingly at me slipping the shining ring down my out stretched finger. He got up and I engulfed him in a hug wrapped my arms around his waist. His strong arms snaked around my upper-body and held me close to his chest.
"I love you so much Justin. Sorry for all the drama"
"It doesn't matter honey. It just shows that you have feelings too. And look at us, we got out of it in the best possible way. Right Mrs Bieber?"
I laughed pulling away and looking in to Justin beautiful brown seas. His lips pressed to mine and a warm feeling spread through my body. I smiled in to the kiss and let Justin's tongue grace over my lips. He lifted me up and I locked my legs around my waist. Still with out lisp interlocked he laid us down on the couch, himself on top. My fingers slipped under his shirt exploring his toned chest. Justin's big hands roamed my body. We broke apart both of our eyes filled with desire. Longing for each other we both stripped down to nothing. Watching each other closely we laid back on the couch. Justin lips kissed down my jaw while his hands worked with twirling around my nipples. I felt my back arching in pleasure as his lips moved to my hard breasts leaving small pecks all over. While his skilled mouth worked on my breasts I felt his slender fingers slip over my wet entrance. One.. two.. three fingers went in to my hole and I moaned out loud in pure desire. His long fingers moved faster making me get closer to my climax.
"Jus..Just..JUSTIN!"
I moaned so loud as his fingers curled and hit right on my g-spot. Just as I was about to cum he pulled his fingers out. Placing his hard shaft in front of my entrance he leaned down and laid a sloppy kiss upon my lips
"I love you Mrs Bieber"
He slammed right in to me making me lose my breath. Thrusting in and out our bodies melted together like a dance only for us. We moved with each other thrusting our hip bones together every time he went in. His speed paced and my walls closed around his hard member making him cum along with me. He pulled out and out of breath he cuddled down beside me.
"I'm sorry for all the damage on your heart but I promise that I'll be yours forever"
I didn't answer him. I just cuddled closer to his side smiling to myself. Laying a soft tiny kiss to his exposed abs I closed my eyes. For the first time in moths I was happy for everything in my life and soon I was going to be Mrs Bieber.
THE END
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9 Nov 2012
Part 4 of CLUB
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Cranking the door open a huge smile cracked my face.
"Hi Justin"
"Hello beautiful"
Going in for a sweet hug my cheeks burned from his words. We both pulled away
"You're ready?"
I nodded and he held out his hand for me to take it. Leaving my place behind we got to his car. Holding the door open for me I thanked him for being such a gentleman. He got in the drivers-seat and started the engine.
"Where are we going?"
The curiosity took over my body and I blurted my question out earning a smirk from Justin.
"You'll see"
Groaning at his answer I leaned back in my seat making Justin laugh. The radio was playing and the silence between us were comfortable. Suddenly the car came to a stop
"We're here"
Opening his own door Justin spoke. Patiently i waited for him to help me, i was kinda screwed with my eyes covered. My door opened and I felt Justin's body lean over me. Breathing in to keep my heartbeat normal why he unbundled my belt i dazed off in the thought of having him so near.
"Here you go sweetheart"
He held my hand and got me to step out on the ground. Through my shoes I could feel us walking on small stones. There was no car noise only the faint sound of birds cheeping and the wind blowing sounded. Justin sneaked an arm around my waist and I leaned in to him as we walked.
"Why can't I see?"
Impatiently I asked him turning my head to him, but it didn't matter turning my head I couldn't see him anyway.
"Because it's a surprise love"
Chuckling he answered my question.
"A bit impatient aren't we?!"
He added up. Groaning I kept up the walk with my head turned back forwards. Laughing beside me Justin followed me further to our destination. Justin started out a conversation about birds, very weird but cute that he thought it was beautiful. Finally he stopped me and let go of my waist.
"We're here"
Before his words had slipped of his lips I had already ripped the scarf of my eyes. We were standing on the edge of a beautiful meadow. Just a few feet away a romantic picnic was set up.
"Did you do this?"
Taken back I turned to look at Justin. Looking at me with a shy smile he nodded.
"You're amazing"
Running in to his arms I shrieked. Hugging me close to his warm body I fell my heart melt by having him close. Pulling away I smiled up to his eyes. Brown and shiny they light down in mine making my body tremble for his sweetness.
"You like it?"
Gesturing to the cloth on the ground I nodded happily.
"I love it"
We both sat down and started eating the food Justin had brought along. Laughing and eating the time flew by and before I knew it we had eaten it all
"Lay down with me"
Justin pulled me close and we both laid down. My head was resting on his chest moving along with his steady heartbeat. The sky above us was blue and a few puffy white clouds moved over slowly like they were sleepy. A warm hand stroke through my hair and I smiled knowing that Justin did it without noticing how nice of a gesture it was. He had no idea how he made me feel.
"Can I tell you something?"
Melodic his voice strummed through my mind. I nodded with my head still on his chest. The movement through my hair stopped and we both sat up. Sitting in front of each other he reached out for my hands. Feeling the buzz spread through our touch I smiled down at my lap.
"(YN)... since we met the other night I haven't been able to get you out of my head. You're so sweet and caring. You're intelligent and insanely beautiful. You're everything I've ever wished for in a girl and I guess I'm just really trying to say that I like you.. a lot! I know we barely know each other but I just had to put my feelings out there"
Looking up I met Justin's beautiful gaze. A blush was heating up my cheeks matching Justin's already pink one. Instead of saying anything I moved. Actions speaks louder than words. I moved my head closer pressing my lips softly to Justin's. They were warm and send chills down my spine. He kissed back letting me know he felt the same way. After a bit of kissing I pulled back resting my forehead on his.
"Actions speaks louder than words"
I whispered letting him know I felt completely the same but couldn't get myself to tell him. Without more words he captured my lips with his kissing me with such force that I'd never felt before. His hands caressed my cheeks and my own arms fitted around his torso. Feeling his tongue move over my bottom lip I let it enter my mouth. Our tongue's dance together was like flying butterflies around my head. Spinning around my mind was clouded from the feeling of Justin's mouth mixed with my own. Smiling as we both pulled away I knew how this was going to end. Right now we were still strangers with so strong feelings towards each other.. but in my mind I didn't doubt for a second that I was going to spend the rest of my days with Justin Drew Bieber.
THE END
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7 Nov 2012
Part 3 of CLUB
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"Of course, that'd be lovely"
Smiling at Justin I answered. Taking my hand in his we went in the living room.
"Go pick a movie, I'll be back with blankets and snacks"
Gesturing to his movie collection his hand let go of mine. It felt like it was a part belonging to my body he removed, our hands fitted so perfect together. Shaking my head I sat down and searched through the movie. My mind kept spinning with my current situation. This wasn't like me at all.. Staying at a stranger's house, becoming friends with a stranger... just being with a stranger in general and actually enjoying it.. This boy was really something special.
"You've found anything?"
Entering the room Justin placed down bags of crisps, candy and other stuff on the table along with two cans of coke.
"This one"
Pulling out a random movie I cursed myself for getting lost in my thoughts... I had picked a horror movie and I completely hated horror-movies.
"You're sure about that?"
Justin must have seen my horrified face as he asked. Trying to hide my fear I smiled.
"It's fine. I've never seen this one"
"Alright then"
Grabbing the movie from my hand he went to plug it in. We both sat down on the couch and Justin grabbed some blankets from the floor. We wrapped us self up and turned of the light when the movie started. The movie was playing over the screen and I crept a bit closer to Justin. Resting my head on his shoulder I felt his eyes watch me from the corner of his eyes. I pretended like nothing focusing on the film. Scenes of the movie were running over the screen but I wasn't able to focus. Justin's eyes on me, his presence so close and my head on his shoulder was all too much for my poos heart. It was racing with a hundred miles in an hour. Suddenly a monster broke out on the screen making a horrifying sound. A shriek left my lips and I buried my face in to Justin's warm neck. His arms wrapped around my shoulder pressing me closer.
"Don't worry babe, it's just a movie"
Cooing he whispered in to my hair making my breath go normal. The movie went on but I kept my face pressed to Justin's neck. Lips pressed to his exposed skin made us both shiver with delight. Looking up at Justin his eyes sparkled down at me. Biting down on my lip I fluttered my eyelashes at him. My hands were pressed to his chest and I felt his heart banging.
"(YN)...."
Voice deep and husky made my eyes turn upwards. Before I knew it his lips crashed to mine. Sending butterflies roaming through my blood his soft lips moved with my own. Softness and scent overwhelmed me when the kiss got deeper. Open mouths and heavy breathing flew in the room making my head spin with desire and lust towards this loving boy. We broke apart both gasping for air. Our eyes locked and Justin brushed a strand of hair behind my ear. Leaning down he placed his warm lips on mine once more. This kiss was much more living, much more passionate and much more passionate. Feeling Justin's hands caressing my back I smiled in to the kiss. Breaking our lip lock I felt my cheeks go pink under his watching eyes.
"You're very beautiful (YN) and I'm glad you stayed with me and went with me yesterday."
"And I'm very glad you saved me from the creep and let me stay here last night treating me like a princess"
"I'm just trying to show you what you deserve"
His thumb stroke over my cheek bone making goosebumps appear on my skin. Smiling at Justin we just kept our eyes together leaving the movie to play the background sound.
"Do you want to go out with me on a date sometime?"
Speaking nervously he turned his eyes down. I giggled lightly at his sudden shyness
"I'd love that Justin"
Looking up again a wide grin spread over his perfect lips. He placed a peck on my lips before we both turned back to the movie. The rest of the movie didn't really get my attention, I was too busy thinking about the boy next to me.. He asked me on a date and I felt like the luckiest person alive. Never did I think I'd find a guy that I got on with so well so easily. Finally the movie ended and we both got up to stretch our bodies.
"What time is it?"
I asked Justin while walking to the bedroom,
"It's 2 pm"
"I should probably go home"
"Oh sure"
His voice was disappointed but he left the room to let me get my cloth on. After getting dressed I went in to find Justin in the kitchen.
"Here's my number"
Slipping him a piece of paper I smiled at his beautiful face. Grabbing it he pulled me in for a close hug.
"I'll see you soon on our date"
A big smile was over his lips when we pulled away.
"I'll see you"
Quickly I gave him a kiss on the cheek before leaving him behind...
Three days had passed and Justin and I had been texting none stop. We had talked about meeting up and finally the day for our first day had arrived. When we had been on the phone last night he had asked if I was free today, and I was. Telling me to dress up casual I was now looking through my closet searching for something to wear on our first official date. Finally setting on a set I got dressed. Just as I threw my jacket over a knock on the door made my heart race...
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"Of course, that'd be lovely"
Smiling at Justin I answered. Taking my hand in his we went in the living room.
"Go pick a movie, I'll be back with blankets and snacks"
Gesturing to his movie collection his hand let go of mine. It felt like it was a part belonging to my body he removed, our hands fitted so perfect together. Shaking my head I sat down and searched through the movie. My mind kept spinning with my current situation. This wasn't like me at all.. Staying at a stranger's house, becoming friends with a stranger... just being with a stranger in general and actually enjoying it.. This boy was really something special.
"You've found anything?"
Entering the room Justin placed down bags of crisps, candy and other stuff on the table along with two cans of coke.
"This one"
Pulling out a random movie I cursed myself for getting lost in my thoughts... I had picked a horror movie and I completely hated horror-movies.
"You're sure about that?"
Justin must have seen my horrified face as he asked. Trying to hide my fear I smiled.
"It's fine. I've never seen this one"
"Alright then"
Grabbing the movie from my hand he went to plug it in. We both sat down on the couch and Justin grabbed some blankets from the floor. We wrapped us self up and turned of the light when the movie started. The movie was playing over the screen and I crept a bit closer to Justin. Resting my head on his shoulder I felt his eyes watch me from the corner of his eyes. I pretended like nothing focusing on the film. Scenes of the movie were running over the screen but I wasn't able to focus. Justin's eyes on me, his presence so close and my head on his shoulder was all too much for my poos heart. It was racing with a hundred miles in an hour. Suddenly a monster broke out on the screen making a horrifying sound. A shriek left my lips and I buried my face in to Justin's warm neck. His arms wrapped around my shoulder pressing me closer.
"Don't worry babe, it's just a movie"
Cooing he whispered in to my hair making my breath go normal. The movie went on but I kept my face pressed to Justin's neck. Lips pressed to his exposed skin made us both shiver with delight. Looking up at Justin his eyes sparkled down at me. Biting down on my lip I fluttered my eyelashes at him. My hands were pressed to his chest and I felt his heart banging.
"(YN)...."
Voice deep and husky made my eyes turn upwards. Before I knew it his lips crashed to mine. Sending butterflies roaming through my blood his soft lips moved with my own. Softness and scent overwhelmed me when the kiss got deeper. Open mouths and heavy breathing flew in the room making my head spin with desire and lust towards this loving boy. We broke apart both gasping for air. Our eyes locked and Justin brushed a strand of hair behind my ear. Leaning down he placed his warm lips on mine once more. This kiss was much more living, much more passionate and much more passionate. Feeling Justin's hands caressing my back I smiled in to the kiss. Breaking our lip lock I felt my cheeks go pink under his watching eyes.
"You're very beautiful (YN) and I'm glad you stayed with me and went with me yesterday."
"And I'm very glad you saved me from the creep and let me stay here last night treating me like a princess"
"I'm just trying to show you what you deserve"
His thumb stroke over my cheek bone making goosebumps appear on my skin. Smiling at Justin we just kept our eyes together leaving the movie to play the background sound.
"Do you want to go out with me on a date sometime?"
Speaking nervously he turned his eyes down. I giggled lightly at his sudden shyness
"I'd love that Justin"
Looking up again a wide grin spread over his perfect lips. He placed a peck on my lips before we both turned back to the movie. The rest of the movie didn't really get my attention, I was too busy thinking about the boy next to me.. He asked me on a date and I felt like the luckiest person alive. Never did I think I'd find a guy that I got on with so well so easily. Finally the movie ended and we both got up to stretch our bodies.
"What time is it?"
I asked Justin while walking to the bedroom,
"It's 2 pm"
"I should probably go home"
"Oh sure"
His voice was disappointed but he left the room to let me get my cloth on. After getting dressed I went in to find Justin in the kitchen.
"Here's my number"
Slipping him a piece of paper I smiled at his beautiful face. Grabbing it he pulled me in for a close hug.
"I'll see you soon on our date"
A big smile was over his lips when we pulled away.
"I'll see you"
Quickly I gave him a kiss on the cheek before leaving him behind...
Three days had passed and Justin and I had been texting none stop. We had talked about meeting up and finally the day for our first day had arrived. When we had been on the phone last night he had asked if I was free today, and I was. Telling me to dress up casual I was now looking through my closet searching for something to wear on our first official date. Finally setting on a set I got dressed. Just as I threw my jacket over a knock on the door made my heart race...
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5 Nov 2012
Part 2 of CLUB
Hey guys :)
Great to read your comments and tweets, means a lot! You're always welcome to talk to me on @TrueKennySwag on twitter, I'm here to chat and help if there's anything :)
I don't know if I'll go for the boy, but I highly consider it!:P
and yes, all good stories starts with ' I went to a party and got kinda drunk..' haha that comment made me laugh...
The thing about how she doesn't remember Justin, I don't know... It's not important ;)
now one last thing... I didn't get tickets to see one direction.. I've been balling my eyes out for an hour or so! I wanted to see them so bad, not gonna lie; I'm a fan! I think they are amazing!! And now I'm devastated.. i'm gonna dig myself a hole and live there forever until one direction come and save me and marry me and then we meet Justin and he marries me too so I live happily ever after with my six husbands.... don't judge me! I'm in a fragile state of sadness right now...
Anyways here you go!:
Part 2:
"You're alright (YN)?"
His eyes twinkled with laughter when he bent down right in front of me to pick up the ice.
"Ye-yea.. I- I'm fi-i- ine"
Stuttering I stepped away and closed the freezer. Closely I followed his every move roaming through his drawers in the search of something.
"Got it"
He pulled out a cloth and wrapped up the ice. Slowly he placed it on his jaw flinching from the pain.
"You're alright?"
Walking up to him with worried eyes I asked. Nodding he fixed me a smile
"It hurts, but it was worth it"
Winking he shot me a quick smirk. Biting my lip to stop the giggle from my lips I shook my head.
"Can I get you anything? Tea? Coffee? Soda?"
I shook my head.
"You sit down Justin and I'll fix us something to drink. Is tea alright?"
Pushing him down to a chair I didn't wait for his response. I started the boiling water while with Justin's guidance found the different things. The water was stirring and I was pouring the tea-blades in to cups. Our conversation kept up it's pace never stopping for a second. It was so natural between us. When our tea was ready we went in to his living-room and sat on the couch. Cross legged in front of each other we used the next 2 hours talking about literally everything. He listened to my life with interest and it was absolutely incredible to hear about his extraordinary life. The 10th yawn left my lips and Justin laughed.
"Maybe it's time to say goodnight?"
Raising his eyebrows he asked me with a laugh hid in his voice. All I managed was to nod.
"You know what, I'm not letting you go out now. It's 3 in the night. You can sleep in my bed, I'll take the couch"
Trying to protest at his words he just pushed me towards the bedroom.
"Don't! Just accept it (YN)"
The tiredness was too much and I just obeyed his order. We got in to his bedroom and he some clean covers.
"Here's something to sleep in"
He handed me a big sweater. Smiling I thanked him and went to the bathroom as he changed the covers for me. At the bathroom I changed my cloth and did my business. Returning back I gasped at the sight in front of me. Justin had stripped down to only his briefs making me completely speechless with his perfect sculptured body. He turned around and I faced the floor feeling my cheeks heat. A soft chuckle came from him and I kept my face to the ground getting even more embarrassed.
"You're alright beautiful?"
With burning cheeks I nodded. Turning my head up Justin's brown orbs soaked me in. Smiling shyly I walked past him folding my cloth together. Feelings Justin's eyes burning in my neck I placed it in a nice pile on the floor. The alcohol rush had left my body and I was too tired to stand up. Sitting down on the bed with my legs crossed I faced Justin. He was still only in his boxers watching me with a slight smile on his lips
"What?"
I questioned with raised eyebrows. Shaking his head a little laughter streamed out in the room
"It's just funny to see you move around. It's so clear that you're insecure about how you look right now. And I can assure you, you look beautiful"
The words made my cheeks flush pink and I turned my eyes to the ground. Hearing Justin's feet coming closer I looked up. He was right in front of me. Sparkling brown eyes, perfect skin, plump pink lips tugged up in a smile, beautiful sculptured neck and shoulders, a bit swollen and blue jaw clenching together as he was thinking about something whether to do or not. I bit my lip nervously, considering to ask my next question or not.. The silence was taking over and I chose to blurt my suggestion out
"You know the couch isn't very comfortable and I feel bad about just taking your bed. I think it's big enough for both of us"
Trailing of at the last part I looked in to Justin's beautiful gaze. He met me with a confused smile but also very happy.
"You're okay with that?"
I nodded and moved the covers. Hesitating for a second he got down beside me. We both snuggled down the covers. Laying a bit apart I turned to look at him. His smile made my head spin and a huge grin was forming on my own smile
"Thank you for tonight Justin, it's been really nice getting to know you"
"You too (YN). It's amazing to just be with a girl that treat me like a normal guy, I appreciate it"
Still with a smile he leaned in a kissed my forehead softly. Warmth ran through me and left me buzzing as he turned off the lights. In the dark his breathing mixing with my own was the only sound
"Good night Justin"
"Good night beautiful"
I smiled at his words shutting my eyes close. Calm and steady breathing lulled me off to sleep after probably experiencing one of the best nights in my life.
Scrambling from the kitchen woke me up in the morning. I turned to look at the night stand, 9.30. Memories of last night floated in as I remembered where I was and who i was with. Throwing the covers to the side I got up and tip toed to the bathroom. Taking a quick wee and just fixing my hair lightly I went back to the bedroom. Only dressed in Justin's big sweater I walked out on the hallway. I was feeling well rested and didn't have any kind of hangover at all.
"Good morning"
Turning around Justin returned my greeting
"'morning (YN). How'd you sleep?"
"Good thanks, your bed is amazing. How about you?"
Grinning at my happy expressing he answered back
"Quiet good thank you. Up for some breakfast?"
Holding up the pan with eggs he nodded towards the table. He had already set up a nice looking table with dishes, fresh fruit and two tea mugs. Happily I sat down.
"This looks so good"
Grinning up at Justin I complimented his well made table. He placed the egg down with a thanking and got down himself. While we ate we talked just like yesterday. No awkward silence, no need to brag or hide anything, it was too good to be true. Talking with someone like you knew them your whole life after only knowing them for on night. After eating we helped each other clean up.
"Uhm do you have any plans today?"
Justin asked as we were placing the last plates in the dish washer. I shook my head in response.
"Do you want to stay for a movie then?"
Hoping shone from his eyes when he asked. It only took me a second to respond...
Are 'you' gonna stay? Sorry it's shit, but I'm depressed right now! What did you think? and comment for more!
Great to read your comments and tweets, means a lot! You're always welcome to talk to me on @TrueKennySwag on twitter, I'm here to chat and help if there's anything :)
I don't know if I'll go for the boy, but I highly consider it!:P
and yes, all good stories starts with ' I went to a party and got kinda drunk..' haha that comment made me laugh...
The thing about how she doesn't remember Justin, I don't know... It's not important ;)
now one last thing... I didn't get tickets to see one direction.. I've been balling my eyes out for an hour or so! I wanted to see them so bad, not gonna lie; I'm a fan! I think they are amazing!! And now I'm devastated.. i'm gonna dig myself a hole and live there forever until one direction come and save me and marry me and then we meet Justin and he marries me too so I live happily ever after with my six husbands.... don't judge me! I'm in a fragile state of sadness right now...
Anyways here you go!:
Part 2:
"You're alright (YN)?"
His eyes twinkled with laughter when he bent down right in front of me to pick up the ice.
"Ye-yea.. I- I'm fi-i- ine"
Stuttering I stepped away and closed the freezer. Closely I followed his every move roaming through his drawers in the search of something.
"Got it"
He pulled out a cloth and wrapped up the ice. Slowly he placed it on his jaw flinching from the pain.
"You're alright?"
Walking up to him with worried eyes I asked. Nodding he fixed me a smile
"It hurts, but it was worth it"
Winking he shot me a quick smirk. Biting my lip to stop the giggle from my lips I shook my head.
"Can I get you anything? Tea? Coffee? Soda?"
I shook my head.
"You sit down Justin and I'll fix us something to drink. Is tea alright?"
Pushing him down to a chair I didn't wait for his response. I started the boiling water while with Justin's guidance found the different things. The water was stirring and I was pouring the tea-blades in to cups. Our conversation kept up it's pace never stopping for a second. It was so natural between us. When our tea was ready we went in to his living-room and sat on the couch. Cross legged in front of each other we used the next 2 hours talking about literally everything. He listened to my life with interest and it was absolutely incredible to hear about his extraordinary life. The 10th yawn left my lips and Justin laughed.
"Maybe it's time to say goodnight?"
Raising his eyebrows he asked me with a laugh hid in his voice. All I managed was to nod.
"You know what, I'm not letting you go out now. It's 3 in the night. You can sleep in my bed, I'll take the couch"
Trying to protest at his words he just pushed me towards the bedroom.
"Don't! Just accept it (YN)"
The tiredness was too much and I just obeyed his order. We got in to his bedroom and he some clean covers.
"Here's something to sleep in"
He handed me a big sweater. Smiling I thanked him and went to the bathroom as he changed the covers for me. At the bathroom I changed my cloth and did my business. Returning back I gasped at the sight in front of me. Justin had stripped down to only his briefs making me completely speechless with his perfect sculptured body. He turned around and I faced the floor feeling my cheeks heat. A soft chuckle came from him and I kept my face to the ground getting even more embarrassed.
"You're alright beautiful?"
With burning cheeks I nodded. Turning my head up Justin's brown orbs soaked me in. Smiling shyly I walked past him folding my cloth together. Feelings Justin's eyes burning in my neck I placed it in a nice pile on the floor. The alcohol rush had left my body and I was too tired to stand up. Sitting down on the bed with my legs crossed I faced Justin. He was still only in his boxers watching me with a slight smile on his lips
"What?"
I questioned with raised eyebrows. Shaking his head a little laughter streamed out in the room
"It's just funny to see you move around. It's so clear that you're insecure about how you look right now. And I can assure you, you look beautiful"
The words made my cheeks flush pink and I turned my eyes to the ground. Hearing Justin's feet coming closer I looked up. He was right in front of me. Sparkling brown eyes, perfect skin, plump pink lips tugged up in a smile, beautiful sculptured neck and shoulders, a bit swollen and blue jaw clenching together as he was thinking about something whether to do or not. I bit my lip nervously, considering to ask my next question or not.. The silence was taking over and I chose to blurt my suggestion out
"You know the couch isn't very comfortable and I feel bad about just taking your bed. I think it's big enough for both of us"
Trailing of at the last part I looked in to Justin's beautiful gaze. He met me with a confused smile but also very happy.
"You're okay with that?"
I nodded and moved the covers. Hesitating for a second he got down beside me. We both snuggled down the covers. Laying a bit apart I turned to look at him. His smile made my head spin and a huge grin was forming on my own smile
"Thank you for tonight Justin, it's been really nice getting to know you"
"You too (YN). It's amazing to just be with a girl that treat me like a normal guy, I appreciate it"
Still with a smile he leaned in a kissed my forehead softly. Warmth ran through me and left me buzzing as he turned off the lights. In the dark his breathing mixing with my own was the only sound
"Good night Justin"
"Good night beautiful"
I smiled at his words shutting my eyes close. Calm and steady breathing lulled me off to sleep after probably experiencing one of the best nights in my life.
Scrambling from the kitchen woke me up in the morning. I turned to look at the night stand, 9.30. Memories of last night floated in as I remembered where I was and who i was with. Throwing the covers to the side I got up and tip toed to the bathroom. Taking a quick wee and just fixing my hair lightly I went back to the bedroom. Only dressed in Justin's big sweater I walked out on the hallway. I was feeling well rested and didn't have any kind of hangover at all.
"Good morning"
Turning around Justin returned my greeting
"'morning (YN). How'd you sleep?"
"Good thanks, your bed is amazing. How about you?"
Grinning at my happy expressing he answered back
"Quiet good thank you. Up for some breakfast?"
Holding up the pan with eggs he nodded towards the table. He had already set up a nice looking table with dishes, fresh fruit and two tea mugs. Happily I sat down.
"This looks so good"
Grinning up at Justin I complimented his well made table. He placed the egg down with a thanking and got down himself. While we ate we talked just like yesterday. No awkward silence, no need to brag or hide anything, it was too good to be true. Talking with someone like you knew them your whole life after only knowing them for on night. After eating we helped each other clean up.
"Uhm do you have any plans today?"
Justin asked as we were placing the last plates in the dish washer. I shook my head in response.
"Do you want to stay for a movie then?"
Hoping shone from his eyes when he asked. It only took me a second to respond...
Are 'you' gonna stay? Sorry it's shit, but I'm depressed right now! What did you think? and comment for more!
3 Nov 2012
Part 1 of CLUB
Hello ladies :)
How are you all doing?
Don't you just love the weekend ;) I have something I just need to share with you...
I went to a party last night and got well kinda drunk.. There's this really sweet boy and we're great friends. He followed me all the way home and we ended up cuddling for 1 hour just talking about everything before he finally went home. Then today we ended up going out for a walk together and he's just the sweetest boy ever.. I'm just really afraid of falling for him since I was in love with him when I was younger. From the age of 9 to 13 I thought he was my one and only. Now I'm 15 and I love our friendship so much and I don't want to ruin it but he's just so amazing... *sight* I don't know what to do???????????
About the 1D thing. Neringa used to post about 1D, but she's really busy so that's why there's no updates and stories about them.
Sorry that you didn't get a preview of this, I've really worked hard today... and I actually love the result quiet much :)
Hope you enjoy xx
Your outfit in part 1:
Part 1:
The bass pumped through my veins mixing with the adrenaline from the alcohol. Dancing bodies were pressed together in an atmosphere filled with passion, people and party. Hands grabbed my waist and over my shoulder I saw a tall guy smirking down at me. Grinding on him I felt his erection press on my lower back. His hands pulled me closer and goosebumps spread over my neck as he whispered in to my ear.
"Let's take this to my place"
A sloppy kiss landed on my bare shoulder and I wrestled to get lose of him
"Let me go"
Growling I tried to rip myself out of his hold but it only caused him to tighten his hands.
"A little feisty aren't we?"
The alcohol in his voice was clear but sadly it didn't effect his motions, I couldn't get away from him
"Seriously let me go"
Once again I tried ripping his hands of my waist but he know turned me around pressing our chests together.
"You're so sexy"
Drooling he leaned forward trying to press our lips together. Shaking my head i refused his lips on mine.
"Come on man, let her go. She doesn't want you"
Behind us a voice spoke up. I turned my head to see a handsome guy narrowing his eyes at the man hitting on me. Laughing the man held me to his body and from the bottom of his throat he rashly spoke
"Why would you know that?"
"I think that's pretty obvious. You can see it on her body language and hear it on her words. Now please let her go and let's not cost a big scene"
The guy held his hand out as a gesture to make peace. The tight arm around me loosened like the drunken man actually thought about letting me go. I held my breath expecting everything to happen.
"Man.. come on now.. Just let her lose"
The guy pleaded with his big brown eyes. For a second the man let go of me completely. I took the opportunity to step away from him. With a long stride I was standing beside my saver. The drunk-bolt in front of us leaned in with a knotted fist.
"Don't tell me what to do"
He snorted and with a swing he knocked the handsome boy down with a punch straight to his jaw.
"Oh my god!"
All emotions ran through my body and I covered my mouth with my hands in disbelief. As I bend down a big crowd surrounded us and yells for security raised through the air. Someone stepped in and held the drunken man in a tight grab while the security men arrived. I bend down to the brown eyed boy stroking a hand over his clammy forehead.
"Can you hear me? Are you there?"
Frantically I shook his shoulders. His eyes opened but it looked like his sight was blurry.
"I'm okay"
He choked out. I pulled him by the shoulders in to my body. Soothingly I pressed his face to my chest moving back and forth.
"Thank you. thank you."
I kept thanking him for his saving of me while he got his breath steady. Suddenly his eyes popped open and locked with mine. Completely mesmerized by the dark brown color I kept our connection locked together. A slight smile formed on his perfect pink lips. Blushing I returned his smile with my own happy one.
"Can you stand?"
Embarrassed of our close embrace I pulled a bit away.
"Yeah I think so."
Softly his voice wrapped around my like we were the only people in the room. I reached out for his hand. Electricity ran through my body when his firm hand grabbed around mine. Helping him up he stumbled in to me in an awkward hug. Without hesitation he wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me close. Automatically my own arms circled around his neck pressing our chests even closer.
"Thank you from the help"
He said squeezing me before letting go.
"Well thank you for saving me for that bastard"
I answered back feisty. A deep chuckle sent from the back of his throat engulfed us both making my knees go weak. Twinkling his eyes met mine and we just stood for a while gazing in to each other's eyes.
"I'm Justin"
Politely he held his hand out for me to shake it. I grabbed it lovingly giving it a shake,
"I'm (YN)"
Biting my lip I let my eyes roam over his body. A blazer was hugging his shoulders and covering the white t-shirt under neath. The t-shirt was tight over his chest shoving off the perfect toned muscles. He was slightly taller than me all though I was wearing my heels.
"You're very beautiful (YN)"
Melodic was the only way to describe the beautiful voice he had.
"Are you a singer or something?"
My question blurted out and caused Justin to laugh.
"Actually I am. I'm Justin Bieber, maybe you've heard of me?"
Tilting hi head he looked at my expression changing.
"Yeah of course. That's why you look so familiar. You're great"
Grinning widely I spoke my mind getting a toothy smile in return from Justin.
"Uhm are you here alone?"
Fiddling his hands around he asked me kind of nervous. I smiled widely at his shyness, he was sexy and adorable at the same time. Like a teddy bear you want to squeeze all night but at the same time want to do really naughty things to...
"Well I went here with my friends but I have absolutely no idea where they are"
"Would you maybe like to come home with me? Just you know, to get to know each other"
Chewing on his lip he shot me back with the question. I nodded while answering happily.
"That'd be cool. Also I want you to get some ice on your jaw, it's starting to swollen and go blue."
I reached out to touch it lightly making Justin double up in pain.
"Sorry"
Quickly I removed my hand with an apologetic look.
"It's alright"
Smiling he reassured. We headed through the crowded place that was now back to normal. At the wardrobe I got my jacket and slung it around my shoulders.
"let's go"
Justin reached for my hand and I grabbed it with a racing heart. Our hands melted together and a spark sprung through my blood, could it be possible that our hands actually fitted perfectly together? Outside we got a taxi and Justin held the door open for me. The ride to his place was short but our conversation didn't die for a second. We had so much in common it was completely shocking. At his place we got inside. While Justin went around and turned on lights I went directly to his freezer. Searching through his drawers for some ice to cover up his jaw.
"What are you looking for?"
His presence was right behind me making my air catch in my throat. Reaching out for the ice I turned around to find him only inches from my face. His body so close to mine made my body go in shock and the ice dropped to the floor. leaning in closer to me my heart raced even faster in my chest, what did he do to me?
So what do you think? want more? COMMENT
How are you all doing?
Don't you just love the weekend ;) I have something I just need to share with you...
I went to a party last night and got well kinda drunk.. There's this really sweet boy and we're great friends. He followed me all the way home and we ended up cuddling for 1 hour just talking about everything before he finally went home. Then today we ended up going out for a walk together and he's just the sweetest boy ever.. I'm just really afraid of falling for him since I was in love with him when I was younger. From the age of 9 to 13 I thought he was my one and only. Now I'm 15 and I love our friendship so much and I don't want to ruin it but he's just so amazing... *sight* I don't know what to do???????????
About the 1D thing. Neringa used to post about 1D, but she's really busy so that's why there's no updates and stories about them.
Sorry that you didn't get a preview of this, I've really worked hard today... and I actually love the result quiet much :)
Hope you enjoy xx
Your outfit in part 1:
Part 1:
The bass pumped through my veins mixing with the adrenaline from the alcohol. Dancing bodies were pressed together in an atmosphere filled with passion, people and party. Hands grabbed my waist and over my shoulder I saw a tall guy smirking down at me. Grinding on him I felt his erection press on my lower back. His hands pulled me closer and goosebumps spread over my neck as he whispered in to my ear.
"Let's take this to my place"
A sloppy kiss landed on my bare shoulder and I wrestled to get lose of him
"Let me go"
Growling I tried to rip myself out of his hold but it only caused him to tighten his hands.
"A little feisty aren't we?"
The alcohol in his voice was clear but sadly it didn't effect his motions, I couldn't get away from him
"Seriously let me go"
Once again I tried ripping his hands of my waist but he know turned me around pressing our chests together.
"You're so sexy"
Drooling he leaned forward trying to press our lips together. Shaking my head i refused his lips on mine.
"Come on man, let her go. She doesn't want you"
Behind us a voice spoke up. I turned my head to see a handsome guy narrowing his eyes at the man hitting on me. Laughing the man held me to his body and from the bottom of his throat he rashly spoke
"Why would you know that?"
"I think that's pretty obvious. You can see it on her body language and hear it on her words. Now please let her go and let's not cost a big scene"
The guy held his hand out as a gesture to make peace. The tight arm around me loosened like the drunken man actually thought about letting me go. I held my breath expecting everything to happen.
"Man.. come on now.. Just let her lose"
The guy pleaded with his big brown eyes. For a second the man let go of me completely. I took the opportunity to step away from him. With a long stride I was standing beside my saver. The drunk-bolt in front of us leaned in with a knotted fist.
"Don't tell me what to do"
He snorted and with a swing he knocked the handsome boy down with a punch straight to his jaw.
"Oh my god!"
All emotions ran through my body and I covered my mouth with my hands in disbelief. As I bend down a big crowd surrounded us and yells for security raised through the air. Someone stepped in and held the drunken man in a tight grab while the security men arrived. I bend down to the brown eyed boy stroking a hand over his clammy forehead.
"Can you hear me? Are you there?"
Frantically I shook his shoulders. His eyes opened but it looked like his sight was blurry.
"I'm okay"
He choked out. I pulled him by the shoulders in to my body. Soothingly I pressed his face to my chest moving back and forth.
"Thank you. thank you."
I kept thanking him for his saving of me while he got his breath steady. Suddenly his eyes popped open and locked with mine. Completely mesmerized by the dark brown color I kept our connection locked together. A slight smile formed on his perfect pink lips. Blushing I returned his smile with my own happy one.
"Can you stand?"
Embarrassed of our close embrace I pulled a bit away.
"Yeah I think so."
Softly his voice wrapped around my like we were the only people in the room. I reached out for his hand. Electricity ran through my body when his firm hand grabbed around mine. Helping him up he stumbled in to me in an awkward hug. Without hesitation he wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me close. Automatically my own arms circled around his neck pressing our chests even closer.
"Thank you from the help"
He said squeezing me before letting go.
"Well thank you for saving me for that bastard"
I answered back feisty. A deep chuckle sent from the back of his throat engulfed us both making my knees go weak. Twinkling his eyes met mine and we just stood for a while gazing in to each other's eyes.
"I'm Justin"
Politely he held his hand out for me to shake it. I grabbed it lovingly giving it a shake,
"I'm (YN)"
Biting my lip I let my eyes roam over his body. A blazer was hugging his shoulders and covering the white t-shirt under neath. The t-shirt was tight over his chest shoving off the perfect toned muscles. He was slightly taller than me all though I was wearing my heels.
"You're very beautiful (YN)"
Melodic was the only way to describe the beautiful voice he had.
"Are you a singer or something?"
My question blurted out and caused Justin to laugh.
"Actually I am. I'm Justin Bieber, maybe you've heard of me?"
Tilting hi head he looked at my expression changing.
"Yeah of course. That's why you look so familiar. You're great"
Grinning widely I spoke my mind getting a toothy smile in return from Justin.
"Uhm are you here alone?"
Fiddling his hands around he asked me kind of nervous. I smiled widely at his shyness, he was sexy and adorable at the same time. Like a teddy bear you want to squeeze all night but at the same time want to do really naughty things to...
"Well I went here with my friends but I have absolutely no idea where they are"
"Would you maybe like to come home with me? Just you know, to get to know each other"
Chewing on his lip he shot me back with the question. I nodded while answering happily.
"That'd be cool. Also I want you to get some ice on your jaw, it's starting to swollen and go blue."
I reached out to touch it lightly making Justin double up in pain.
"Sorry"
Quickly I removed my hand with an apologetic look.
"It's alright"
Smiling he reassured. We headed through the crowded place that was now back to normal. At the wardrobe I got my jacket and slung it around my shoulders.
"let's go"
Justin reached for my hand and I grabbed it with a racing heart. Our hands melted together and a spark sprung through my blood, could it be possible that our hands actually fitted perfectly together? Outside we got a taxi and Justin held the door open for me. The ride to his place was short but our conversation didn't die for a second. We had so much in common it was completely shocking. At his place we got inside. While Justin went around and turned on lights I went directly to his freezer. Searching through his drawers for some ice to cover up his jaw.
"What are you looking for?"
His presence was right behind me making my air catch in my throat. Reaching out for the ice I turned around to find him only inches from my face. His body so close to mine made my body go in shock and the ice dropped to the floor. leaning in closer to me my heart raced even faster in my chest, what did he do to me?
So what do you think? want more? COMMENT
1 Nov 2012
Part 5
Hellooooo :-)
You know these comments on part 4 made me almost jump with joy! I love you guys, you're absolutely terrific! :D
I am moving to Las Vegas to be an exchange student, pretty sick!
And I won't make (YN) die from cancer, I want to tell you guys that you can fight through everything, don't worry! This is going to be the last part and then I'm starting up something new with like 2-10 parts, so be excited :D
This is the song that you'll meet here in the last chapter http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XOmeCxrxEz4
very beautiful!!
now...
Here's part 5:
"Do you have all your stuff honey?"
My mom swung my bag over her shoulder, I nodded slowly. My body was completely drained for energy. The whole day people had been around me making sure everything was ready for me to go home. Finally, at 5.30 pm, I was ready. After finishing my last chemo two days ago, I was ready to come home. Or not really home, I was staying at my parents house for some time, just til I was completely on top again. That could be some months. I was extremely fragile and thing. My bones were sticking out and I still had no hair at all. I couldn't even walk in this state, but it didn't matter, the cancer had officially lost the fight against me. Of course I would always be in the risk to falling back in to the sickness but right now I was cured.
My dad pushed the wheelchair down to the elevator, my mother following close behind.
"Have you called Justin?"
"yes, he'll come by tonight. He's in New York right now"
I didn't even bother to answer my father as I answered. Everything I could think about was getting home. We got to the front door.
"Oh no"
My mom murmured and I sighted at the sign. Outside it was completely crowded with papz and most of all fans. My body and head was not ready for this at all, I didn't want to cope with this right now. Shrieks and camera flashes were already spinning in my head
"This can't be true"
My dad marched out and I could hear him yell
"THIS IS COMPLETELY UNRESPECTFUL. AREN'T YOU ASHAMED OF YOURSELF? MY DAUGHTER HAS BEEN SICK FOR ALMOST 8 MONTHS AND YOU'RE GONNA TREAT HER LIKE THIS? SHE WON'T COME OUT UNTIL YOU'VE TAKEN ALL YOUR CAMERAS DOWN AND YOU PROMISE TO BE COMPLETELY QUIET!"
My dad's fuming got the buzz to die completely down.
"That's what I thought"
He nodded approvingly at the fans and turned to the papz.
"I warn you.. if you cause any trouble I'll haunt you down until I get you fired. I'll make your life a hell!"
I saw the frighten faces from the papz. My dad turned around with a satisfied grin. He waved for my mom and I to come out. I turned my face to the ground to hide my baldness from the world. Everyone were quiet. The papz snapped a few pictures as my mom and dad pushed me through the crowd of people,
"WE LOVE YOU (YN)! YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL!"
A single yell raised.
"DON'T HIDE YOUR FACE. BELIEBERS LOVE YOU!"
I looked up when another one yelled. A weak smile formed on my lips.
"Thank you guys. I love you too and I know Justin will be proud when he hear this"
All the fans formed hearts with their hands and I felt the tears stroll down my cheeks.
"I love you guys. You are all amazing and all your messages have helped me through this"
More tears fell when we moved further to the car. My dad lifted me in and fastened my seat-belt.
"That was beautiful honey"
He kissed my forehead and finally I was on my way home.
Something hit my window waking me up from my slumber.
"What the hell?"
I mumbled and glanced at my phone, it was only 8pm. Slowly I walked to the window resting on the walls around me. It was weird being back in my old room filled with posters of Justin, I hadn't lived here since I moved out and lived with Justin in LA.. that time seemed so far away now. Outside my window it was dark. Suddenly a wave of small stones hit my window and I looked down to see Justin. I opened the window and my curtains flew around by the wind.
"Justin?"
My voice was fragile but very surprise
"Hi tiger. How are you?"
His smile brightened up my mood and I smiled back
"I'm alright, what are you doing down there?"
A confused look made me furrow my brows.
"A romantic gesture"
He went down on one knee and held a guitar in his arms. The sweet tones trembled out in the cold air mixing with Justin's husky singing voice.
"Some people they call me crazy
For fallin' in love with you
They can take me and lock me away baby
Cause there's nothing those walls can do
I'll be the rising moon after the setting sun just to let you know
you'll always have someone
I'll be the clearest day when the rain is done
So you'll always know
Through the shake of an earthquakeI will never fall
That's how strong my love is
Like a ship through the storm
we can risk it allThat's how strong my love is
I used to feel kinda lonely
Cause the world can be so fake
All it matters
I'm tellin' you
It's you and me only
And the fortress from love we make
I'll be the water you need in the desert land
Just to let you know you'll always have my hand
I'll be the man you need to be a better girl
So you'll always know
Through the shake of an earthquakeI will never fall
That's how strong my love is
Like a ship through the storm we can risk it all
That's how strong my love is
Ooooh Can nothin' break us down
Oooh Cuz we are heaven bound
Like a mountain standing tall
Immovable we're here to stay
Ooooh Can nothin' get in the way
Through the shake of an earthquake ( I will never fall)
I will never fall ( I will never fall)
That's how strong my love is (that's how strong my love my love is)
Like a ship through the storm we can risk it all (We can risk it all Ooooh)
That's how strong my love is (Looove is)
Through the deepest waters
I won't let you drown
That's how strong my love is
There's a balloon in the sky that'll never come down
That's how strong my love is
That's how strong my love is
That's how strong my love is"
You know these comments on part 4 made me almost jump with joy! I love you guys, you're absolutely terrific! :D
I am moving to Las Vegas to be an exchange student, pretty sick!
And I won't make (YN) die from cancer, I want to tell you guys that you can fight through everything, don't worry! This is going to be the last part and then I'm starting up something new with like 2-10 parts, so be excited :D
This is the song that you'll meet here in the last chapter http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XOmeCxrxEz4
very beautiful!!
now...
Here's part 5:
"Do you have all your stuff honey?"
My mom swung my bag over her shoulder, I nodded slowly. My body was completely drained for energy. The whole day people had been around me making sure everything was ready for me to go home. Finally, at 5.30 pm, I was ready. After finishing my last chemo two days ago, I was ready to come home. Or not really home, I was staying at my parents house for some time, just til I was completely on top again. That could be some months. I was extremely fragile and thing. My bones were sticking out and I still had no hair at all. I couldn't even walk in this state, but it didn't matter, the cancer had officially lost the fight against me. Of course I would always be in the risk to falling back in to the sickness but right now I was cured.
My dad pushed the wheelchair down to the elevator, my mother following close behind.
"Have you called Justin?"
"yes, he'll come by tonight. He's in New York right now"
I didn't even bother to answer my father as I answered. Everything I could think about was getting home. We got to the front door.
"Oh no"
My mom murmured and I sighted at the sign. Outside it was completely crowded with papz and most of all fans. My body and head was not ready for this at all, I didn't want to cope with this right now. Shrieks and camera flashes were already spinning in my head
"This can't be true"
My dad marched out and I could hear him yell
"THIS IS COMPLETELY UNRESPECTFUL. AREN'T YOU ASHAMED OF YOURSELF? MY DAUGHTER HAS BEEN SICK FOR ALMOST 8 MONTHS AND YOU'RE GONNA TREAT HER LIKE THIS? SHE WON'T COME OUT UNTIL YOU'VE TAKEN ALL YOUR CAMERAS DOWN AND YOU PROMISE TO BE COMPLETELY QUIET!"
My dad's fuming got the buzz to die completely down.
"That's what I thought"
He nodded approvingly at the fans and turned to the papz.
"I warn you.. if you cause any trouble I'll haunt you down until I get you fired. I'll make your life a hell!"
I saw the frighten faces from the papz. My dad turned around with a satisfied grin. He waved for my mom and I to come out. I turned my face to the ground to hide my baldness from the world. Everyone were quiet. The papz snapped a few pictures as my mom and dad pushed me through the crowd of people,
"WE LOVE YOU (YN)! YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL!"
A single yell raised.
"DON'T HIDE YOUR FACE. BELIEBERS LOVE YOU!"
I looked up when another one yelled. A weak smile formed on my lips.
"Thank you guys. I love you too and I know Justin will be proud when he hear this"
All the fans formed hearts with their hands and I felt the tears stroll down my cheeks.
"I love you guys. You are all amazing and all your messages have helped me through this"
More tears fell when we moved further to the car. My dad lifted me in and fastened my seat-belt.
"That was beautiful honey"
He kissed my forehead and finally I was on my way home.
Something hit my window waking me up from my slumber.
"What the hell?"
I mumbled and glanced at my phone, it was only 8pm. Slowly I walked to the window resting on the walls around me. It was weird being back in my old room filled with posters of Justin, I hadn't lived here since I moved out and lived with Justin in LA.. that time seemed so far away now. Outside my window it was dark. Suddenly a wave of small stones hit my window and I looked down to see Justin. I opened the window and my curtains flew around by the wind.
"Justin?"
My voice was fragile but very surprise
"Hi tiger. How are you?"
His smile brightened up my mood and I smiled back
"I'm alright, what are you doing down there?"
A confused look made me furrow my brows.
"A romantic gesture"
He went down on one knee and held a guitar in his arms. The sweet tones trembled out in the cold air mixing with Justin's husky singing voice.
"Some people they call me crazy
For fallin' in love with you
They can take me and lock me away baby
Cause there's nothing those walls can do
I'll be the rising moon after the setting sun just to let you know
you'll always have someone
I'll be the clearest day when the rain is done
So you'll always know
Through the shake of an earthquakeI will never fall
That's how strong my love is
Like a ship through the storm
we can risk it allThat's how strong my love is
I used to feel kinda lonely
Cause the world can be so fake
All it matters
I'm tellin' you
It's you and me only
And the fortress from love we make
I'll be the water you need in the desert land
Just to let you know you'll always have my hand
I'll be the man you need to be a better girl
So you'll always know
Through the shake of an earthquakeI will never fall
That's how strong my love is
Like a ship through the storm we can risk it all
That's how strong my love is
Ooooh Can nothin' break us down
Oooh Cuz we are heaven bound
Like a mountain standing tall
Immovable we're here to stay
Ooooh Can nothin' get in the way
Through the shake of an earthquake ( I will never fall)
I will never fall ( I will never fall)
That's how strong my love is (that's how strong my love my love is)
Like a ship through the storm we can risk it all (We can risk it all Ooooh)
That's how strong my love is (Looove is)
Through the deepest waters
I won't let you drown
That's how strong my love is
There's a balloon in the sky that'll never come down
That's how strong my love is
That's how strong my love is
That's how strong my love is"
The last strum of his guitar died down and he put it aside. His voice was so beautiful and the tears were streaming freely down my face. Our eyes didn't broke contact for one second. A smile formed on his beautiful lips and I returned it with a wide grin. The happy years continued streaming down my face, how did I get so lucky? To have a boyfriend like this?
"(YN)... through the lat moths you have fought like the strongest warrior in the whole world. I admire your strength so much. I have tried my best o be by your side through it all. Since the day I met you I knew you were the one and this fight has only proven my point, we belong together. I'll never let you down nor let you go. I want to spend the rest of my life with you. I know we're young, but we're not foolish and I love you so damn much.. (YN) will you please marry me?"
I gasped as he pulled out a ring from the back of his jeans. Even in the spare light I could see it twinkling. I reached my arms out the window like I could touch him.
"That'd be an honor."
I whispered. Justin's face light up. He got up from the grass.
"I'll be there in a second."
I watched him run to our front door and greet my smiling parents. I could hear the door close and I closed my own window. My body was too tired to stand so I sat down on the bed. A soft knock on the door and Justin pushed it open. Warm happy tears still slid down my pale cheeks.
"You're so beautiful"
With the he bend down beside me. His soft thumbs stroke my tears away. He grabbed both my smaller hands in his bigger.
"I love you (YN)."
"I love you too Justin"
He pulled out the ring and slipped it down my finger
I placed my hands on his cheeks and pulled his face to mine. While placing my lips on his I whispered softly.
"You've been my rock.. I can't survive a day without you"
Our lips pressed together and a sensation exploded in my blood. A power rushed through my fragile veins causing me to pull Justin closer...
"Be careful honey"
He lifted my body from my sitting position laying me down under the covers. Tugging himself in beside me he engulfed me in a close embrace. His sweet lips pressed to my forehead.
"My fiance"
I smiled at his words
"My soon to be husband"
I whispered back making him chuckle. I rested my face on his chest.
"How are you feeling?"
My head was throbbing, my legs were weak, my back was aching and I felt like throwing up but with Justin by my side..
"I've never been better"
I know it's a crappy ending... but still give me some response guys? Everything is appreciated!!
"(YN)... through the lat moths you have fought like the strongest warrior in the whole world. I admire your strength so much. I have tried my best o be by your side through it all. Since the day I met you I knew you were the one and this fight has only proven my point, we belong together. I'll never let you down nor let you go. I want to spend the rest of my life with you. I know we're young, but we're not foolish and I love you so damn much.. (YN) will you please marry me?"
I gasped as he pulled out a ring from the back of his jeans. Even in the spare light I could see it twinkling. I reached my arms out the window like I could touch him.
"That'd be an honor."
I whispered. Justin's face light up. He got up from the grass.
"I'll be there in a second."
I watched him run to our front door and greet my smiling parents. I could hear the door close and I closed my own window. My body was too tired to stand so I sat down on the bed. A soft knock on the door and Justin pushed it open. Warm happy tears still slid down my pale cheeks.
"You're so beautiful"
With the he bend down beside me. His soft thumbs stroke my tears away. He grabbed both my smaller hands in his bigger.
"I love you (YN)."
"I love you too Justin"
He pulled out the ring and slipped it down my finger
I placed my hands on his cheeks and pulled his face to mine. While placing my lips on his I whispered softly.
"You've been my rock.. I can't survive a day without you"
Our lips pressed together and a sensation exploded in my blood. A power rushed through my fragile veins causing me to pull Justin closer...
"Be careful honey"
He lifted my body from my sitting position laying me down under the covers. Tugging himself in beside me he engulfed me in a close embrace. His sweet lips pressed to my forehead.
"My fiance"
I smiled at his words
"My soon to be husband"
I whispered back making him chuckle. I rested my face on his chest.
"How are you feeling?"
My head was throbbing, my legs were weak, my back was aching and I felt like throwing up but with Justin by my side..
"I've never been better"
I know it's a crappy ending... but still give me some response guys? Everything is appreciated!!
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