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Beneath Your Beautiful: 31: Oh, Baby.

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Chapter 31:

November 28th, 2012

10:30pm

“So how’s Justin? I’m pretty sure he still hates me. I haven’t talked to him in quite a few months.” Harry said as he finished up his desert.

“He’s absolutely amazing; I guess you could say that I couldn’t have a better boyfriend.”

“Well if he breaks your heart I might just have to break something of his.” Harry said.

I laughed and rolled my eyes. This whole brother thing was going to be great, I could already tell. I was going to love it! I always wanted an older brother to protect me, and even though he was my twin brother, it still counted.

“Speaking of Justin, I have to call him.”

I dug in my purse for my phone and pulled it out but I was interrupted by some crucial pains from my stomach. I dropped my phone on the ground mid-call and Harry shot up and helped me stand up. I clutched my stomach as I slightly bent over.

“(YN) what’s wrong?” Harry said frantically as he picked up my phone.

I took it from his hands and held onto his shirt for dear life. “Harry, can you take me to the hospital?” I begged him.

“Of course.”

He grabbed his overcoat and helped me out of the restaurant. I could barely walk, the pain was that bad. I was praying that I didn’t have a hole in my stomach or maybe my appendix burst or something… This was scary.

Harry pushed his way out through the paparazzi and yelled at them in the process. We got into a car that he had called for and he helped me into the passenger’s seat before we headed fastly to the nearest hospital. I dialed Justin’s number while we were in the car.

“Hey beautiful, you ready to head out?” Justin answered the phone.

“Um, about that, I’m on my way to the hospital.” I said taking breaths in between each word to help the pain.

“YOU’RE WHAT!? (YN) WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG ARE YOU OKAY DID HE HURT YOU I WILL KILL HIM!” Justin screamed through the phone.

I actually smiled a bit and Harry looked over at me when he heard Justin’s screams. “Justin, calm down, he didn’t hurt me. My stomach pains- I can barely even handle them anymore. I have to go to the hospital; you might have to go to NYC without me…”

“Baby I’m not leaving this state unless I know you’re okay, I’ll be there as fast as I can, okay?”

“But Justin, your concert-“

“We can fly out there tomorrow morning, I’ll see you soon okay? I love you.”

“Okay… I love you.”

I hung up the phone after and we pulled into the lot of the hospital. I knew Justin wouldn’t be here for another 45 minutes because our house was far away from LA. I just couldn’t wait to see him, hopefully.

Harry helped me into the hospital before yelling for help. I stumbled and almost fell, but he caught me and helped me into a wheelchair.

“Ma’am what’s wrong?” a nurse asked me.

“I-I don’t know, I’m having terrible pains in my lower stomach, like cramps but worse.” I complained.

She rambled off some fancy words and a bunch of nurses and doctors and people attended to me and brought me to a room where I was hoisted up onto abed and undressed and put into a robe. The doctor examined me fastly and right away he knew what was wrong.

“Miss (YLN), were you aware that you’re going into labor?”

I looked at the doctor like he was crazy. He didn’t say anything further before nurses ran around inserting needles into my arms and freaking out. I could barely comprehend what he was saying. I lost Harry in all the commotion too, I was in a room full of doctors ready to have a… a baby.

 

*Justin’s POV*

 

I sped to the hospital and barely got away with it. I needed to see what was going on with (YN) before anything. I already told Scooter to leave with the buses and that we’d have to fly out tomorrow because (YN) was in the hospital and he said that’d be fine as long as I made it. I was scared more than anything… I didn’t know what was wrong with my girlfriend and instead of me being there, her brother, who was also a stranger still, was there.

I arrived at the hospital and just barely parked my car before I got out of the car and ran to the doors. I ran to the desk and the lady automatically directed me to where (YN) was… she must’ve been expecting me.

I ran upstairs and towards the room she gave me. It seemed to take forever just to get there, but when I did, I ran into Harry Styles. I hadn’t talked to him in forever; I wondered why he was here. He stood up when he saw me and he stopped me from going into the room. I was confused and I pushed him off of me.

“Look Justin,” he said, “you may want to know something before you go in that room.”

“I stopped pushing back and dropped my arms to my sides. What was wrong with her? Of course the worse thought came to my head… she was dying. That couldn’t be possible, she wasn’t that sick to be dying yet.

“What the hell is wrong with my girlfriend?” I said frantically.

“Um, I don’t know how to tell you this but-“

“Boys, oh, you must be Justin.”

I looked over Harry’s shoulder to see a doctor trying to get our attention. Harry turned around to look at him and we both stared aimlessly.

“Yeah, that’s me.” I said.

“Well, everything went well, would you like to see her?” he said as he offered to open up the door.

I confusingly made my way slowly to the hospital room that held (YN). I was so confused as to what was going on. What went well? Well at least she was alive; I guess that’s all that mattered right now.

I entered the room with Harry and the Doctor following close behind. My eyes fell upon (YN) laying in the hospital bed smiling down at a wrapped blanket lying on her chest. My heart was thumping in my chest as I walked forward. She looked up at me and weakly smiled.

“Justin.” She said.

I walked to her bedside and looked down at the little bundle of joy that she held in her arms. I couldn’t help but smile as I mentally put the pieces together. This was happening… This was actually happening.

“I-I’m a dad?” I whispered.

She nodded slightly and adjusted the baby on her chest. “Would you like to hold your baby girl?”

I took her out of (YN)’s arms without any words. She was so- so beautiful. This was all so hard to comprehend… I was a dad. I mean I couldn’t believe it. I wasn’t prepared but right now, I could care less. I had a baby girl that had my attention and wasn’t going to lose it.

I sat down in a chair next to the bed and stared at our baby. She was terribly small and I could barely feel her weight in my arms.

“What’s her name?” I smiled.

“Charlotte Hazel Bieber.”

I smiled and silently prayed. I had a beautiful baby girl in my arms with a beautiful name that I could proudly claim as mine. I didn’t have a care in the world.

“Justin, she was born 2 and a half months early.” (YN) said weakly. I could tell that she had gone through a lot of pain.

“And?”

“And we can’t take her out of the hospital for at least two weeks. Her immune system is weak and they have to make sure that she’s okay before we can leave with her.”

I let the nurse take her away out of my arms and I watched carefully as they set her in the bundle of blankets and took her out of the room. I was scared, 2 and a half months early meant that she might have bad health problems or something… what if she didn’t make it?

“I can stay here with you-“

“Justin no, you know how I feel about this kind of stuff. You have to go on tour and you can’t just let down your fans. I promise that if she gets cleared we will drive right to wherever you are.”

I didn’t bother fighting with her; I knew I’d lose anyways. I just took deep breaths and took everything in. Well we still had to tell our parents and we had to do so many things so soon. I was excited but I was stressed out too. This was fun.

I looked up at (YN) and she had tears in her eyes. I scooted closer to her and stood up, sitting on her bedside and leaning over her. I grabbed her and held her tightly against my chest, rocking us back and forth.

“Do you want to tell him?” the doctor interrupted us. I sat up and looked from (YN) to the doctor and then back.

“Tell me what?” I asked.

(YN)’s breath was shaky and I started to get scared again. What could possibly be wrong now?

“Mr. Bieber, being born so early could cause many health problems in the near future for Charlotte and we are very concerned as to what may happen. With the lifestyle that you have, Charlotte may not make it.”

My breath hitched in my throat and I looked towards (YN) again. She was sobbing now, covering her face in her hands. She must’ve already known about this, she just didn’t want to upset me…

“What are you trying to say?” I asked.

“Charlotte Bieber has a very slim chance of surviving more than a week further. We are very sorry; we’ll give you some time alone.”

He left the room and I felt warmness on my cheeks. I was, I was crying. I couldn’t even stop it; the tears just fell down my cheeks. (YN) hugged me but I could barely move. This- this beautiful child that I finally got to call mine might not even be mine anymore. It was so hard to even think of… now that she was in my life I didn’t want to let her go. The hard part was knowing that I might just have to whether I like it or not.

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Justin and I were millimeters apart our lips touched and he kissed me and after a few seconds i kissed back. His hands went to my waist and pulled us closer together and my hands went to his neck. After a few minutes we pulled away in a need of air. Our foreheads rested each oder and we smiled. We looked at each oder eyes and I jumped because something in the screen jumped and killed something. Justin just chuckled.


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Justin drove me home and he went with me to the door.
JB: So...
(YN): I had fun today but it wasn't fun with the horror stuff.
Justin chuckled.
JB: Yeah you looked pretty scared.
(YN): Well I was
JB: Never again I promise next time no horror.
(YN): How do you know there will be a next time?
I smiled and looked up at him
JB: I hoped there would be.
(YN): Well I had fun so why not.
Justin did a little happy dance.
(YN): Oh I still have your hoodie.
JB: Keep it
(YN): No... come in, let me just change and I'll give it back
i opened the door and let us in.
(YN): I'll just change real quick and give you your hoodie back.
JB: Ok

I walked in my dressing room and changed in this http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=108378248.
I grabbed the hoodie and walked downstairs I saw Justin sitting on the couch and waiting.

(YN): Here.
I gave him the hoodie
JB: Thank you. And a couple of things: one- I know you Just moved to Calabasas and everything bu you don't have to wear long sleeves it's always sunny here . two- can i kiss you and three- why is there powder on my hoodie?
(YN): 1- I have to hide my cuts there are scars left and my make up went down and that's an answer to question 3, and 2- You don't have to ask.
Justin moved closer and cupped my face and kissed me, i kissed back duh!
He puled away and said.
JB: You are strong stay strong don't cut I'm here for you if you need me.
(YN): I know and I won't
JB: Just wanted you to know.
I kissed him quick and went to the couch and turned on TV. A movie started.
(YN): Justin do you wanna watch a movie?
JB: Witch one is it?
(YN): Easy A
JB: Yeah didn't see that one yet.
(YN): Want something to drink?
JB: No I'm good

We watched the movie. Justin put his arms over me and hugged me tight to his body. I think we fell asleep in the middle of the movie.

Yep I woke up in Justin's arms and I smiled at him he looked so cute whee he was sleeping. I Went to the kitchen and drank a glass of water. Then I looked over to the couch and saw Justin waking up.

(YN): Well good morning.
I giggled.
JB: Where am I?
(YN): My place
JB: Ok, what's the time?
(YN): 6 pm
JB: I didn't know you wear glasses.
(YN): Yeah but they're fake.
JB: Can I put them on?
(YN): Yeah, this will be fun.
Justin put on my fake glasses and messed around he was acting like a monkey I was laughing like crazy and I started taking pictures and posted one on Instagram:  ' (@YIN) Messing around with @justinbieber Tried on my glasses and started ackting like monkey :)  #fun '
Comments were going crazy they were like:

'OMG! ARE YOU TWO DATING?!'
' Hahaha so funny #J(YN) <3'
' I love you guys!Date!!'

I started laughing even more than I was.
JB: What's so funny?
(YN): Look

I gave Justin my phone and he looked at the comments. He was cracking up.
(YN): Why are you laughing? Would it be that funny to date me?
JB: What- NO!
He yealed
(YN): Wow! You don't have to shout!
JB: Sorry, I'm half way there actually.
(YN): What do you mean?
JB: We went on a date together we kissed so on one hand we are dating.
(YN): Yeah we are kind of.
(YN) : Do you find it funny that we were like  friends first  and like now I went on a date with you.
JB: Well... maybe a little but I liked you since the day I met you so...
He made me blush.
(YN): Aw why didn't you tell me?
JB: I taught you would reject me and it would destroy our friendship.
(YN): I wouldn't.
JB: Really?
His face was covered with a million dollar smile.
(YN): Yeah really I liked you before scooter signed me so... I win!
JB: If i knew you longer I'd win.
He moved a little closer and kissed me I kissed back in a couple of seconds. His hands cupped my face and he stroke my cheek. We both pulled away after a couple of minutes.
(YN): Justin can you do me a favor?
JB: What?
(YN): I'm writing a new song called Burn. ( Pretend it's  yours)
JB: Yeah and?
(YN): Will you help me It's not finished and I have nothing in my head.
JB: Ok sing it
(YN): It's not finished
JB: Just what you have
(YN): Ok come with me.
We went to my music room and I sang the song:

Burn

We, we dont have to worry bout nothing
Cause we got the fire, and we're burning one hell of a something
...

When the lights turned down, they dont know what they heard
Strike the match, play it loud, giving love to the world
We'll be raising our hands, shining up to the sky
Cause we got the fire, fire, fire, yeah we got the fire fire fire

And we gonna let it burn burn burn burn
We gonna let it burn burn burn burn
Gonna let it burn burn burn burn
We gonna let it burn burn burn burn
.....

Music's on, im waking up, we stop the vibe, and we bump it up
And it's over now, we got the love, there's no secret now, no secret now

When the lights turned down, they dont know what they heard
Strike the smash, play it loud, giving love to the world
We'll be raising our hands, shining up to the sky
Cause we got the fire, fire, fire, yeah we got the fire fire fire

And we gonna let it burn burn burn burn
We gonna let it burn burn burn burn
Gonna let it burn burn burn burn
We gonna let it burn burn burn burn
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When the lights turned down, they dont know what they heard
Strike the match, play it loud, giving love to the world
We'll be raising our hands, shining up to the sky
Cause we got the fire, fire, fire, yeah we got the fire fire fire

And we gonna let it burn burn burn burn
We gonna let it burn burn burn burn
Gonna let it burn burn burn burn
We gonna let it burn burn burn burn

When the lights turned down, they dont know what they heard
Strike the match, play it loud, giving love to the world
We'll be raising our hands, shining up to the sky
Cause we got the fire, fire, fire, yeah we got the fire fire fire

And we gonna let it burn


JB: Wow this is gonna be a hit i can tell
(YN): Thank you Bieber
JB: Ok how about this when you finish the first part  We, we dont have to worry bout nothing
Cause we got the fire, and we're burning one hell of a something. 
You put this They, they gonna see us from outer space, outer space.
(YN): That's good. And Light it up, like we're the stars of the... 
What can i put next... of the... stars of the-
JB: Human race.
(YN): Yeah.
JB: Try it
We, we dont have to worry bout nothing
Cause we got the fire, and we're burning one hell of a something
They, they gonna see us from outer space, outer space
Light it up, like we're the stars of the human race, human race
....
(YN): I like it
JB:I love it!
We were putting ideas together and we were almost finished and justin played a song on piano i set next to him and he was singing to where we had put together 

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We, we dont have to worry bout nothing
Cause we got the fire, and we're burning one hell of a something
They, they gonna see us from outer space, outer space
Light it up, like we're the stars of the human race, human race

When the lights turned down, they dont know what they heard
Strike the match, play it loud, giving love to the world
We'll be raising our hands, shining up to the sky
Cause we got the fire, fire, fire, yeah we got the fire fire fire

And we gonna let it burn burn burn burn
We gonna let it burn burn burn burn
Gonna let it burn burn burn burn
We gonna let it burn burn burn burn

We dont wanna leave, no, we just gonna be right now
And what we see, is everybody's on the floor acting crazy getting lurker to the lights out
Music's on, im waking up, we stop the vibe, and we bump it up
And it's over now, we got the love, there's no secret now, no secret now

When the lights turned down, they dont know what they heard
Strike the smash, play it loud, giving love to the world
We'll be raising our hands, shining up to the sky
Cause we got the fire, fire, fire, yeah we got the fire fire fire

And we gonna let it burn burn burn burn
We gonna let it burn burn burn burn
Gonna let it burn burn burn burn
We gonna let it burn burn burn burn

When the lights turned down, they dont know what they heard
Strike the match, play it loud, giving love to the world

We gonna let it burn burn burn burn
Burn burn burn burn

We can light it up up up
So they cant put it out out out
We can light it up up up
So they cant put it out out out
We can light it up up up
So they cant put it out out out
We can light it up up up
So they cant put it out out out

When the lights turned down, they dont know what they heard.

Will you be my girlfriend?

He was singing and did he just ask me to be his girlfriend?!

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I woke up at 10 am. I got to the kitchen and made breakfast. I set on the couch and watched tv Ellen was on and I watched that, Taylor Swift  and Zac Efron were on and I watched it they were funny and I laughed at them when they danced around famous people Justin Bieber, Selena Gomez and... wait me! And Zac was dancing behind me I was talking to a director, he was in his costume and it was the movie that we did. I started laughing so loud and I didn't even notice him, than he tapped my shoulder and I turned around and he did a dance move and I laughed at him, I was laughing at myself, later  They were singing the song All because of Ellen. When I finished watching TV I looked at the time 1.20pm I ran to my dressing room and put the dress on.I was dressed and than I did my hair and make up . http://www.polyvore.com/lunch/set?id=179575544
. I was so nervous and I liked Justin a lot but I pushed that away cause I taught he didn't like me back but now.... OMG!
I looked at my watch 2.25 perfect I went down stairs and  heard the bell ring. I went to the door and opened it.

JB: Hey (YN)!
(YN): Hey Justin
JB: Ready for lunch
(YN): Yeah let's go

We went to his car and he opened my door for me. Aw how sweet.

(YN): Thank you
JB: Welcome
Justin ren to his side and set in the car.
(YN): You know I can open my own door.
JB: I know but than it wouldn't be a date.
(YN): Aa... a gentleman.
JB: Exactly.
He said with a smile. I smiled too.
(YN): Where are we going?
JB: Mc Donald's and movie
(YN): Ok. I said and before i giggled.
JB: Well I know that it isn't a like a date in Mc Donald's but I figured if we go to a fancy restaurant the paparazzi would know that we are going on a date.
(YN): Don't worry I like dates like this, It's cute going on a fancy date once in a while but I like it Mc Donald's and a movie. And I understand paparazzi are crazy one almost knocked me down  when I was in New York.
JB: So tell me about your album.
(YN): Well there are songs and there is a CD.
JB: No really?
He said - sarcasm.
(YN): Yeah.
JB: Do you know I bought 2 of your albums.
(YN): Really?
JB: Yeah I like you're music a lot I'm a big fan of yours.
(YN): Wow that makes me feel so special.
JB: Why?
(YN): Well it's not every day Justin Bieber compliments you.
Justin laughed.
JB: So tell me about you your family, your life something like that.
(YN): Well I'm an only child, I always dreamed to be a singer. My mom died when i was 13 of cancer and then my dreams just went away with her she always used to tell me that I'm gonna be famous someday and she will look out for me and She knew she wouldn't have of made it and she told me that, and she spent her all of her money so she could '' renovate'' me a neckless with our picture in a heart it was actually the neckless was my grandmas no my grand grandma's but she finished and gave it to me to remember her and after she died my dad started drinking and I was depressed my schoolmates were bullying me saying I was fat and I started cutting myself my friends Elena,Caroline Matt and Taylor ( stole the names from The Vampire Diaries- love that show) would help me stop but I would cut myself behind their backs and than I started singing and put myself on You Tube. When Scooter called me I was happy that my dream were 'coming real' and than I felt like my mom was with me again and I stopped cutting myself like 10 months ago. I was proud of myself for stopping and I decided to call my album ' So far is perfect' because it was I have not seen my dad since I was 14 he went in prison because he abused me because of alcohol than he went to rehab when I was 14 one year there and 15 he went in prison at 16 Scooter called me. And I am doing great without my dad and I stopped cutting and here I am.
And then I noticed a tear rolled down my cheek and we were in front of the cinema.
Justin looked at me and turned my head to him but I didn't look him in the eyes.
JB: Oh my god I'm so sorry I didn't mean to upset you-
(YN): No its ok really I just saw pictures of my mom me crying and cutting my dad abusing me and... it came rushing back.
I sobbed
JB: Hey don't cry everything is ok now.
(YN): I know
I said in between sobbing. Justin hugged me and I hugged back. He puled away and removed my tears with his thumb.
JB: Everything is gonna be ok.
(YN): No it's not.
JB: What do you mean?
(YN): Yeah I stopped cutting, my dad isn't abusing me, I know my mom is in a good place and everything my career but... I'm still alone my friends don't understand me and nobody really does. I'm afraid that someday I'm just gonna brake down and start cutting myself again.
JB: If you need someone to talk to call me and I'll try to understand.
(YN): Thank you Justin.
JB: You're welcome.
We talked in the car for a little while and we were like BFF-s right away. I looked Justin in the eyes and we were gazing at each oder's eyes. We were inches away Justin's eyes went to my lips and I did the same he leaned in and I leaned in too. We were about to kiss but we heard a crash on the road. We jumped and Justin groaned.
JB: Really a crash now it couldn't have been 2 minutes later?
I laughed at him.
(YN): Calm down... There will be other times like this.
JB: Really?
(YN): Uh-I.....am....Let's just go before I embarrass myself even more.
JB: Ok but I want those times. He said and than smirked
I blushed.
Before We went inside Justin gave me a hoodie and sunglasses and he did the same his hoodie was too big for me and it covered me to the knee.
JB: You look good in my clothes.
(YN): Thank you.
JB: Oh yeah did I mention you looked se-good in the clothe you were wearing before.
(YN): Bieber you need to think before you speak first it was se-cute and now se-good.
I giggled
JB: We'll do. And by the way you did look se-good.
I blushed .
JB: You are blushing
(YN): Am not!
JB: Yeah you are and we are watching a horror by the way.
(YN): I am not watching a horror.
JB: Why not?
(YN): I'll be scared
JB: I'll be next to you.
(YN): Fine!
I said giving up


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The movie was a horror all right I was so scared I all most peed in my pants. Some kind of thing Jumped in the screen and I screamed a little. Justin chuckled and moved a hand over my shoulder.

JB: Come here.
I moved to him and he pulled me closer. Again a different ting-person-animal jumped and I put my face in Justin chest. Justin looked down at me and I looked up his eyes were looking in mine, mine were looking in his . We were inches apart. He moved closer down and looked at my lips. I leaned in-up and looked at his lips. He moved closer and I could feel his breath on my lips.





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Beneath Your Beautiful: 30: AMA'S.

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Chapter 30:

November 28th, 2012

3:00pm

I sat in bed with my laptop on my lap and my legs under the covers. It was nice to finally be home and in our comfortable bed. Justin was completely passed out but I was wide awake for some reason drinking coffee and tweeting. We’d been in bed all day because we were both sleep deprived but now I was wide awake. Okay not just some reason, mostly because today was the day that I got to meet my brother. He wasn’t even just my half-brother or anything; he was my full blooded brother. I was more than excited to finally see who he was and find out who he is exactly.

I’d been planning for this day for quite a while now and there was only one thing that was getting in the way… the AMA’s.

I wasn’t just going to ditch Justin so that I could go out to dinner with my supposedly twin brother, that just didn’t sound right to me… so I’d talked it over with my brother and he said he wouldn’t be done with some work til after then either way. So we were going out for a late dinner tonight, and I was, as I said before, way excited!

I felt Justin move around and he reached his hand over and let it fall right on my chest. I laughed and listened to him talk in his sleep as he practically groped my boobs.

“(YN)… no, I wouldn’t do that…” he mumbled into the pillow.

“Um, Justin-“

Before I could speak any further he shot up and he was breathing heavily. I shut my laptop and grabbed his hand to calm him down.

“Justin, Justin are you okay?” I asked.

He looked at me before he pushed my laptop off of my lap and hugged me tightly. I was worried about what he was dreaming about, he wouldn’t let me go. I had to push him off of me to talk to him.

“What the hell is going on?” I asked him.

He looked me in the eyes and shook his head without any words. He got out of bed and paced back and forth before searching for some sweats and disappearing into the bathroom. I stood next to the bed in awe.

I walked into the bathroom as Justin started a shower and I grabbed his arm. His eyes pierced mine and I clenched my jaw.

“Mind telling me what the fuck is wrong with you?” I said as nicely as possible.

“(YN), let me take a shower-“
“Stop!” I yelled. “Justin you know that you can tell me anything, please, just tell me.”

He looked down at my hand and grabbed it, holding it tightly. He glanced at the tattoo and squeezed his eyes shut. What was going on? Whatever it was I was starting to feel sick to my stomach and I was having really bad cramps.

“I’m worried about you going with this guy tonight- what if he’s not actually your brother?” Justin said quietly.

The running of the shower was the only noise as we stood quietly. I breathed out and cupped his face with my hands.

“Listen, I’ll be fine. You just worry too much Justin.” I whispered.

“But-“

I interrupted his sentence by kissing him, pressing my lips hard against his. I pulled away and dropped my hands from his face before I left the bathroom without a word.

I was worried about going tonight too I guess, but my worrying was overcome by happiness. Happiness that I finally had someone I could call my brother, someone besides my father that I could depend on. I was just so- happy.

I sat back on our bed and twirled my fingers in my lap. Great, this day was off to an awesome start. I had really bad cramps and I was late on my damn period. I was supposed to get it like now and I wasn’t sure when it’d come. It’d been irregular lately because of all of the stress these past few months. I guess it’d gotten easier since Chloe had been replaced but still, it was hard.

I heard a knock on the door and I stood up and clutched my stomach. “Come in!” I yelled.

Pattie walking in with a long bag folded over her arm and a pair of heels in her hands. She looked happy until she saw my condition.

“Oh honey what’s wrong?” she asked as she set the stuff down and walked over to me.

“I think I’m getting my period, nothing big. Is that my stuff for tonight?” I asked sitting down.

“Yeah! It’s adorable; I think you’ll like it, you’ll look AH-MAZING. Do you wanna come get ready with me and Jaz downstairs in the guest bedroom?”

“I’ll come down in a few minutes! I just gotta get some Midol or something.” I smiled.

“And Justin Bieber and (YN) (YLN) have just arrived down below! The famous couple should be walking the red carpet shortly with what looks like the young Biebers!”

I hooked arms with Justin and we walked forward through the flashes. I held Jaxon and he held Jazzy in our opposite arms. I should be used to all of this attention, but it was way more than I expected. There were screams of both of our names and flashes of all sorts. I was confused in this commotion. At least I looked good in my outfit that Pattie put together, right?

We walked slowly down the long red carpet, stopping to pose for pictures. We had to hand Jaz and Jaxo off to Jeremt and Pattie and their mom after some time so that we looked more professional. I smiled and smoothed down my dress while Justin held his arm around my waist.

“You look sexy tonight.” Justin whispered as we walked a few feet forward.

“Thanks babe, you look sexy too.” I laughed.

Justin squeezed my ass and I couldn’t help but laugh and hope that no one caught that on camera. Justin held me close and we walked up a few stairs to the interview that every celeb did.

“Bieber! You finally showed up!” the interviewer- wait, she looked oddly familiar… that was KHLOE KARDASHIAN!

Justin hugged her and I followed after, greeting her warmly. This was one of the Kardashians, who I absolutely adored. I was shaken up just meeting her!

“We see that you brought along your- not to mention- beautiful girlfriend! I love that outfit you're wearing tonight!” she complimented me.

I was wearing gold and black tonight, to match Justin. He LOVED the colors gold and black, for some odd reason.

“You do?” I answered, “I actually had his mom help me pick it out and I’m glad that you like it.”

“It’s totally adorable! And Justin, are you excited for tonight? You’re performing two songs and even nominated for three different awards, one of them being Artist of the Year!”

Justin rambled on about how excited he was to perform with Nicki Minaj and how hopeful he was to win the awards that he was nominated for tonight. I was trying my best to listen but I was distracted by the painful cramps that I was having. I couldn’t just leave though, so I had to just tough it out until we got back home- well the airport. Right after the show and after I met my brother we were headed to NYC where Justin was performing at MSG.

We stepped down and continued our walk down the red carpet talking to people and posing for pictures. The smile on my face was being forced though so it wasn’t that fun anymore.

When we finally got to our seats and sat down I felt somewhat better. I rested my hand on Justin’s thigh and he watched carefully at the stage and the host. I was having such terrible pains that I was thinking about actually going home until we left for NYC… I felt so horrible about it though that I was making myself stay. I just took deep breaths and thought of better things. I was surrounded by some of the world’s biggest celebrities, how can I not be happy? Freaking TAYLOR SWIIFT was sitting on my left side. I was scared to talk to her because she was- well famous. But I sucked it up and did it to get my mind off of the pain.

“Hey-“

“You’re (YN) (YLN), right?” she interrupted me on accident.

“Y-Yeah, I am.” I laughed.

“Sorry about interrupting you, I was just a little nervous about meeting you!” she laughed. “You look amazing by the way.”

“Talk about being nervous, I’m a wreck. And you too!”

We started a conversation and watched simultaneously. I was actually glad she wanted to meet me. I even forgot about the pain and everything! And I got to talk to her and Pattie both when Justin was performing. AND… she even danced with me during his performances. He wasn’t there for a while because he won two awards so he stayed backstage and watched from there. Now, will.i.am was announcing the Artist of the Year and Justin was nominated for it. I was more than excited for him and better yet he was by my side now.

“And Artist of the Year goes to… JUSTIN BIEBER!”

The crowd roared and Justin turned towards his mom first and gave her a hug and a kiss. Then he turned to me and I bit my lip before pressing my lips against his. He pulled away with the biggest smile on his face, I was definitely feeling proud. Tonight was getting better and better.

“Alright, now promise me you’ll call and check in and as soon as you get done eating?” Justin begged me as we pulled up to the secluded restaurant.

There were already plenty of paparazzi here, which was a bit surprising; how fast they beat us.

“I will babe, I’ll be fine.” I laughed as I unbuckled and opened the door.

I kissed him goodbye and he watched as I stepped out of the car and covered my face from the flashes. I pushed through the crowd to the doors where I found safety inside. A person who was standing near the door smiling and holding menus in their arms greeted me.

“Hi, just one tonight?” he asked warmly.

“I’m actually meeting someone here, he’s my brother.” I said questioningly.

“Oh, you’re the sister?” he seemed surprised, “Right this way Miss (YLN).”

Well obviously he knew who I was. I was escorted to an empty booth where a drink had already been placed along with a jacket. I sat down and got comfortable while the waiter took my drink order.

“Your brother should be back soon, I assume he’s using the restroom.” He smiled down at me before leaving.

I smiled back and checked my buzzing phone. Justin had already texted and snapchatted me… He was not going to leave me alone all night. I opened up the snapchat and it was a picture of him making a funny face and the text said ‘how’s it going my pretty lady?’. The text message from him said practically the same thing. I ignored it and put my phone back in my purse Justin as my brother appeared in front of me. I looked up and our eyes locked. Now, he seemed so different, and that was weird because he was my twin. Maybe it was the fact that I knew him from somewhere else, or maybe it was the fact that I’d never looked at him as my brother. I wasn’t that only one who was surprised when we saw each other, that was for sure.

“(YN) (YLN).” He said surprised as I sat up and faced him. He never took his eyes off of me; it was hard to either way. “So we meet again.”

“I- But how is this possible?” I asked.

“I don’t know. Maybe it would have been a good idea to tell each other our names before meeting…” he said matter-of-factly.

“Yeah, talk about it.” I laughed.

I bit my lip and wrapped my arms around his neck, embracing him tightly. How could this be? He was actually my brother all this time? I wanted to cry but I held everything back. We sat down and ordered our food together before talking.

“So, the whole business thing was actually a lie, Mr. Styles.” I said.

“Well if I told you that I was in the most famous boyband in the world, you would’ve probably freaked out. And I didn’t know I had a famous sister myself, so I didn’t want you to get publicity if you didn’t want it already.” Harry explained.

“You know, this is ironic. People in my hometown used to think that we’d make a great… couple.” I made a gross face.

He made the same exact one and now I saw a resemblance… Oh god, he really was my brother, wasn’t he?

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Hi girls! I know it's been a while since I posted I'm sorry for that but I'm starting a new story. Here is the 1st chapter hope you like it!
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2/2/2012

(YN) is a very famous girl, she is an actress and a singer. She has a great voice and she started her career 1 year ago. She was found on You Tube. Her manager is Scooter Braun. When (YN) was discovered she lost a couple of friends because they jealous. She still has a couple of her Bff-s they're names are: Elena and Caroline (I stole the name from the vampire diaries-i love that show) And she han 2 guy friends: Matt and Taylor. She met a lot of famous people she had worked with like with Zac Efron, George Clooney- The Descendants. She had here first album out for 2 months and she was just finished promoting it. She came back to LA she just moved to Calabasas. She had a meeting with Scooter this afternoon. There is going to be a lot of people there like Justin Bieber , Ariana Grande, The Wanted and so much more people that Scooter maneges.

(Justin Bieber- J or JB
Ariana Grande- AR
The Wanted- TW or T(and the name of the member)
Scooter Broaun- S or SB
Carly Ray Japsen- CRor CJ
if there is going to be anything else I will let u know.)



<<<<<<<<<<<<< AT THE MEETING>>>>>>>>>>>>>

We all set down around a big circle shaped table and just than Scooter stood up and started to speak.
SB: Hello everyone! So (YN) here has just came back from her tour her new album called 'together'
Everyone clapped and smiled at me.
SB: And I am happy and proud of (YN) because we have sold over 75 million copies of her CD-s world wide.
My mouth flew open and everyone clapped louder and looked at me. I was still in shock.
Scooter came over to me and started waving in front of my eyes.
(YN): Are you joking?
SB: No
(YN): That's...
I was speechless.
SB:... awesome!
(YN): Yeah.
SB: It's amazing. Here you are 17 years old and sold over  65.000 copies of your albums.
We were talking about me for 10 more minutes and than we started talking about oder people. I looked over the room and saw Justin looking at me.

'what?' I mouthed
' congrats.' He mouthed back
'thank you'
And than I looked back to Scooter who was taking to Ariana.

..................15 minutes later..................

SB: So Billboard awards are in 1 week, you need to come there at 8.30 sharp!
we al nodded and than the meeting was over. Usually after the meetings were over we hung out in the office. Me, Ariana and Carley were taking selfies. We were about to take one but Justin jumped in the photo and covered our faces. And we took one where he kissed my cheek and we took one with all the boys from the wanted. It was hard taking a selfie with that much people, but we did it. I posted a picture    where Justin kissed my cheek and the one where Carly made a duck face Ariana a stipid one and I just had closed eyes and made a kiss face.
CJ: Hey Ari and (YN) do you want to go shopping with me tomorrow for the Billboards?
(YN): Yeah I'm in. I have to buy a dress too.
A: Yeah me too.


<><><><> Next day <><><><><>

 I woke up at 9. I looked out of the window I saw sun LA! I was meeting Ariana and Carly at 12 pm I took a bath. I got to the kitchen and made breakfast. When i ate I went to my dressing room and got dressed and did my hair in a bun. When I was finished I looked at my phone 11.30am perfect! I got in the car and drove to the mall.

When I got to the mall I saw Carly and Ariana talking.

(YN): Hey guys!
A: Hi (YN)!
CJ: Hello (YN)!
(YN): What you talking about?
A: Justin.
(YN) : What about him?
CJ: Did you see how he was looking at you in the meeting?
(YN) : No...
A: Omg! He was like drooling all over you.
(YN) : Really? I said with a smirk
CJ: So do you wanna go out with him?
(YN): I don't know!
A: Ok let's go shopping!!!!

We were trying on dresses for like 2 hours and we found the right ones Carly had a beautiful dress pink- white thing, I picked white and black, Ariana picked a dark rose. We decided that we wanted to have gold purses and black shoes. After we finished shopping we went to eat.

I got home at 6pm. I was tired and I decided to take a shower again. I walked in my bedroom and my phone beeped. I looked at the message.


FROM: Justin

Hi (YN)!
I just wanted to know if you wanted to go out for lunch tomorrow.
:) JB

TO: Justin

HI!
Sure I'd like that! :)
When? Where?

FROM: Justin

2.30 
I'll pick you up


TO:Justin
Ok :)

FROM: Justin
It's a date!
;)

And then I went to dress to my PJ's http://www.polyvore.com/weekend_plans/set?id=179572496
I laid in my bed turned the light off and fell a sleep.

Beneath Your Beautiful: 29: Tattoos.

Hi guys! Posting late again.. I know. This schedule is so hard especially now that I just started it before Christmas, OMG it sucks not posting.. I feel like you guys don't trust me when I say things lol... Anyways I'll try to get back on track especially after Christmas break! But here's the next chapter so hopefully you're happy now(:

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Chapter 29:

October 27th, 2012

 

“Yeah, we’d like to order.”

I ordered my food and Justin, Fredo, and Ari followed after. Our drinks arrived and we talked and laughed as we usually did when we went out to eat. Tonight, we were in St. Louis and it was quite nice here.

Justin had gotten a hamster for the tour, named PAC, and he brought it everywhere with him. I didn’t let him bring it out to lunch though because that would have been weird.

“Babe, tonight after the concert don’t make plans. I want you to come somewhere with me.” Justin said randomly as he grabbed my hand. Fredo smiled and rolled his eyes.

“Okay?” I said confused.

I wasn’t going to bother asking because he wouldn’t tell me anyways. Justin was so cute with these things though, I wondered what it could possibly be. Speaking of the concert, I was almost ready to go back on stage already. My foot wasn’t that bad anymore and I just had a boot so I could go back very soon, like in a few days! I just had to go to the doctor and get it off first…

Our food came and we ate it and sat talking about tonight’s concert. I loved watching from behind the stage, but I would much rather be dancing with Ari and Justin.

“Can’t you get it off tonight?” Ari whined.

“I wish, I don’t think so though.”

“Well dance with your boot on then.” Justin laughed.

I pretended to laugh and rolled my eyes. Sometimes, he just didn’t think things through. He was being serious too, which I wasn’t surprised about.

After we left the restaurant, we headed straight to the arena. We were just going to chill there for a while until the soundcheck and then the concert as we usually did. During the car ride, I felt so bloated, ugh. It felt like I’d gained so much wait since I broke my foot and I hated it. It was probably because I was never getting any exercise whatsoever.

We got to the arena and Ari and I parted from the boys after they started the soundcheck and explored around. We couldn’t exactly hide with my clunky boot, but we still managed to get away.

“Ari, look.” I said pointing to the segways Justin requested to bring on tour. There were four, for who knows why.

“No, no I can’t do those.” Ari laughed, “I’ll probably kill myself.”

“Come on, it’s easy, I think…”

I stepped on one and started it up and everything. It was very touchy to move, but I liked it. I zoomed around Ari in circles and she just rolled her eyes at me before giving in. This was fun; now let’s see what we can do.

We both got the hang out it before we went flying down the hallway past people towards the area behind the stage.

“Woah! Girls, where are you going?” Scooter slowed us down.

“Gotta go Scooter, we can’t stop!” I laughed.

He just shook his head and yelled after us. We took a ramp down into the arena and into the audience. Justin was testing his mic and equipment still, singing and standing around. We came to a stop far away from the stage and yelled by getting his attention.

“OMG IS THAT JUSTIN BIEBER!?” I screamed as I waved my arms.

Justin turned towards us and looked at us confused before he realized who we were. I laughed and we made our way towards the stage. He jumped down and came towards me, making me stop and getting on the back of mine.

“What do you think you’re doing?” he asked as he whispered in my ear.

I laughed and let him put his arms around me and navigate us backstage, “Well you were busy so…”

He just kept his arms around me and we disappeared into crowds of people backstage. Now it was time to get ready for the concert which sometimes I hated. I was always the one doing nothing; it was nice but it still sucked. And so it begins…

 

“St. Louis! You’re amazing!” Justin yelled as he ran off of the stage.

He was all sweaty and breathing really hard but he still managed to run and give me a hug. I was getting used to this after concerts.

“You did amazing as usual baby!” I said as I let him go.

He changed in his dressing room into some sweats and a jacket before we had to leave. I just hooked arms with him and we went to the garage together. Instead of going into the tour bus like we usually did, just me and Justin went towards a car.

“We will just meet you later then right?” Justin yelled to Scooter.

“Yeah, we’ll just leave when you get back.”

Justin nodded and got into the car after me. I just cuddled up next to him and buried my face in the nook of his neck. As usual, when the garages opened, fans screamed and cried. It was even more audible in a regular car. We barely got out of there it seemed like, in a car. In the tour bus it was easier to get around honestly.

“So are you going to tell me where we are going?” I asked finally.

“Well I just wanted you to come with me to get a new tattoo.” he confessed.

“You’re getting another one?”
“Yeah, I just felt like it was time.” He laughed.

I squeezed his hand and just laid my head back down. I liked when he got tattoos, I thought they were pretty sexy. I was probably the only person who wanted his to finish his sleeve.

We got to the tattoo shop and Justin already knew exactly what he wanted. He was getting an owl on his lower arm. He explained it to me as it standing for wisdom, because he’s growing up and becoming wiser. I just sat by and unwillingly watched because it seemed so painful.

“You should get one.” Justin said as he looked away from his arm being tattooed.

“Uh, how about not.” I replied.

“Why not babe? Just get something small, nothing too dramatic or anything.” Justin said. “I’ll make you a deal: if you get a tattoo tonight I’ll get a matching one or something.”

I bit my lip and thought about it. Hm, matching tattoos? It sounded really romantic/awesome/cute, but I wouldn’t know what to get. Initials maybe? But what or whose? Well there was Justin of course, but I wouldn’t want him to think I’m obsessed or anything… I just love him a lot.

“We could get each other’s initials,” Justin suggested, quickly adding, “I mean only if you want to do that.”

I took a deep breath and agreed to get the damn tattoo.

“YAY! You’re very first tattoo! Where should we get them?” Justin said excitedly as he sat up. The tattooist had just finished his tattoo and wrapped it up and everything.

I sat in a chair and the other tattoo artist attended to me, “How about somewhere where it won’t be as visible… like on the side of our middle finger?”
Justin thought and then he nodded, “That’s actually a really smart idea.”

I laid back in my seat and let the lady sterilize my hand and get ready and everything. The man did the same with Justin and we all made small talk. When she began doing the tattoo after she drew it out, I closed my eyes and made a fist with my other hand. It didn’t hurt as bad as I thought; I just didn’t care for the feeling.

“So you guys must really love each other?” she asked as she smiled up at me.

I looked at Justin and he bit his lip, “Yeah we do,” I replied, “We really do.”

“Mind me asking, but are you hiding it from someone specifically?” she asked.

“Specifically? Yeah,” Justin jumped in, “my fans. They’d send more hate then they already do and we just don’t need that now.”

I breathed out slowly as everyone went silent. This conversation quickly changed the feel in the room. Lucky, she had finished and so had Justin’s.

“Alright! We’re done!”

I looked at the finished product and I couldn’t have been happier. The initials JDB were printed neatly in cursive capital letters on the left side of my middle finger on my right hand (confusing much?). Justin had my initials in the same place but on his left hand and on the right side of his middle finger. I was in love with it.

When we left the shop, I couldn’t stop looking at it. Justin just laughed at me and held me tightly against him. This was a pretty good night.

 

A few days later…

 

I sat on the couch in the bus while everyone else slept in separate rooms. I could not get to sleep for the life of me! I just sipped on some tea and sat on my laptop, on twitter replying to some fans and stuff. I was scrolling through tweets when I ran across an interview that Justin did a couple of days ago that I didn’t get to see. A video popped up and I plugged in my headphones to watch it. itwas the same old stuff as usual. Justin answered questions and talked about his tour and his career and his music. He was so adorable.

“So we were just alerted that you got some new tattoos.” The interviewer said.

“I did, I did. I got this owl here on my arm.” Justin said, going on to explain it thoroughly.

“We saw that on Instagram, it looked even better in person! The tattoo artists posted some picks on Instagram themselves with you and (YN). Did you get any other tattoos?”

“Yeah I got one other tattoo…” Justin said without bothering to show it.

“Do you wanna show us or…?” the interviewer laughed.

“This isn’t the Justin shows his tattoos show!” Justin covered up quickly.

The interviewer brushed it off and sort of changed the subject, “Well did (YN) get any tattoos yet?”

“Yeah, she got her first tattoo with me. We got matching tattoos that was the deal.”

“That’s so cute! Well we’ll stop asking tattoo questions now. But we would like to know some more about you two lovebirds. According to Teen Vogue, you guys are the hottest couple of the year!”

“Really?” That’s amazing, I totally agree.”

I laughed myself and bit my lip. Of course Justin would say something like that.

“You guys are definitely different than most celebrity couples out there, how’s that so?”

“Well I guess I just know how to treat women and I do it right. And one thing is that I never, ever want her to feel that I’m ashamed. Sometimes we gotta take the back exits but I never separate from her because I never want her to feel that I’m ashamed of her because most guys in this business don’t want to be seen with their girl and make them ride in separate cars and all that get away stuff… If we’re getting away, we’re getting away together. And that’s that.”

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