12 Aug 2012

Justin Bieber R rated


Hi. All I want to say is ‘Thank you’ to that girl who was copying #NLYG story*sarcasm*.  If I ever find out who she is, believe me, that girl is going to be in big trouble! Seriously, if somebody wants to copy our stories just ask us and + give us a credit. J  Here’s my R rated story which I created today because I love all of you! Enjoy you pervs :D

‘A night with Justin Bieber’

I and my best friend Rachel got in my new BMW and I started the engine. I decided to have a little fun tonight since my parents went on a business trip for a week and I can do whatever I want right?

You: I bet there’s gonna be hot guys in the club
Rachel: It’s a pitty I wont be able to hook up with guys *she giggled* and btw, Tom told me he’s going to be there too.
Tom was her boyfriend.
You: Seriously? How can it be ‘girls night out’ when Tom will be there? *I pouted*
Rachel: I’m sorry but he was like ‘I want to be with my baby, I wont let any guy to touch my princess’ *she tried mimicking his voice
I started laughing.
You: Aww. He loves you sooo much.
Rachel: I know *she smiled* You should get a boyfriend too
You: a boyfriend? No, thanks. I don’t want a guy who controls my life. I am free as a bird, I hook up with guys, friends with benefits and that’s all.
Rachel rolled her eyes
Rachel: Believe me, to be in love is the best thing in the world. It’ not all about sex
You: Eh, whatever *I  rolled my eyes*

We pulled in front of a popular night club in whole London. It’s already 10:34 pm. I parked my car and we got out. People here are allowed to enter the club in 21 age but I’m just 18. Luckily, the manager’s son is a good friend of mine so I can come here whenever I want.
As we walked in, music was blasting and there were already wasted drunk people grinning to each other and just having fun. I smiled to Rachel and grabbed her hand heading to the bar.
The waiter winked at us coming closer to take our orders. He’s actually a good friend of mine and Rachel.
You: Hey Ashton! *I smiled at him*
Rachel: Hey dude *she laughed*
Ash: Hey girls. Looking beautiful tonight *he smirked*
Me and Rachel giggled. I was wearing a short skinny dark purple dress who reached my mid tight and black high heels. Rachel was wearing a mini black skirt with a red strapless top and also black high heels.
Ash: So what’s your orders?
You: Something light for both of us. We don’t want to get wasted this early.
Ashton nodded and went to get us our drinks. A he got back in a minute he gave our drinks.
Ash: Hey wait. Rachel, I think your boyfriend just came.
Rachel turned her head toward entrance and saw Tom walking to her. She instantly smiled. Aww.
Tom: Hey babe *he wrapped his arms around her waist*
Rachel: Hey *she kissed his cheek* Uh, (YN) we are going to dance if that’s ok with you? *she made a puppy face*
You: Sure. Have fun love birds.
They laughed and went to dance. I turned back to face Ashton.
Ash: Isn’t she just lovely, leaving her friend all alone. *he laughed*
You: Oh whatever. I’m just going to find a guy to dance with. *I smiled and stood up*
Nice talking to you, Ash. See ya
Ash: Don’t get too waisted *he warned*
I just laughed and went to dance. After 20 minutes of dancing with some random dudes, I decided to get a drink. I ordered the same as I came here and just sat for a minute enjoying the liquid who made my throat hot.
??: May I join you, beautiful? *Someone whispered in my ear causing me to jump*
??: Oh sorry for scaring you *he winked*
You: Uh… That’s ok. And yeah, you may join me.
The guy sat beside me and ordered a drink. I looked at him. I have to admit, he’s damn sexy.  Brown eyes, sexy hair style, and he’ definitely has a good sense of style.
Guy: So what this beautiful girl doing here alone?  *he smirked*
You: Well you know. Having fun, dancing and hooking up with some guys *I shrugged*
Guy: Yeah? Well a girl like you shouldn’t be here all alone. There’s some pretty wasted guys who would love to lay their hands on you.
I looked at him with confusion.
You: Well, I’m not afraid. I can stand for myself. *I smiled*
The guy nod and smiled.
Guy: Sorry how impolite. I’m Justin by the way.
You: Nice to meet you Justin. I’m (YN)  Wait. You look familiar. Wait, aren’t you that Justin? Justin Bieber? *my eyes widened*
Justin: Yeah, the same. But please don’t scream, I don’t want people to recognize me *he whispered in my ear*
You: I wont. Like I care who you are. But I have to admit it, you’re damn sexy *I winked*
Yes. I’m not a fan of Justin but I always thought he’s sexy, flawless and stuff.
Justin: Oh yeah. I would definitely say the same about you  *he winked back*
He stood up and came closer to me wrapping his arms around my small waist.
Justin: want to dance? *he whispered*
You: Sure *I smirked*
I stood up from my seat and Justin grabbed my hand leading us to dance floor. He grabbed me by the waist and pushed me closer to him leading me to the rhythm of his body and the music. I was looking him in the eyes. I can’t believe that just by looking into someone’s eyes you can get lost in. “Snap out of it (YN), you re here to just have some fun and he’s gonna help you, nothing more but a one night”
Justin buried his head in my neck and I could feel his hot breath that’s sending me shivers. He looked at me and bit his lip to seduce me. I wrapped my arms around his neck and leaned in. He did the same and our lips met. He kissed me with such a hunger turning me on.
Justin: want to continue in my hotel room? *he whispered kissing my ear lobe*
You: Definitely *I smirked*
We pulled away and he took my hand leading me outside to his car.

A celeb crush

Hello :)
Sorry it's been over a week since I posted, I haven't been home.
I promise I'll do my best to post more often, but I'm starting in school tomorrow....:/
I don't know how much I like how this story turned out... it's not that good but I hope you enjoy :)
This story takes place a couple of years from now. Justin has been dating Selena but they broke up a year ago. You're an upcoming actress and the story is written from your point of view.

"You're ready"
I thanked the make up artist before taking a glance in the mirror. My jaw dropped, this didn't even look like me. The outfit, make up and hair was absolutely stunning.
"Is this really me?"
I stroke a finger over my cheek and the lady laughed at me.
"Yes it is. You look stunning now go out, you're on in 2 minutes."
"Thank you so much"
I embraced the make up artist in a huge hug before running out the door. I could hear her laugh following me. Quickly I arrived at the stage entrance. A man started installing my microphone and I watched the show going on. I was on the set of Ellen Degeneres and in about one minute I was going on a talk show for the first time. My first movie where I was the star had premiere this Thursday and Ellen invited me to promote it. It was set to be the movie of the year. Never had I felt this nervous before. Not even at any of my acting auditions. The sound man gave me a thumb up before I heard Ellen presenting me and the audience raised in applause. I smiled and walked out on the stage.
"Welcome (Your whole name)"
Ellen gave me a hug
"Thank you Ellen, it's an honour to be here"
We both sat down and the interview started. Ellen asked me about how I became an actress and I told how I was discovered on my school during a school play.
"It turned out some talentsearches were there and they offered me a schoalership to study acting in New York."
I smiled bright at the memory.
"So you never searched for the fame, the fame came searching for you?"
"I guess you could put it that way"
I answered Ellen with a nod, I had never thought I was going to be a professional actress.
"How did you get this huge filmrole then?"
Ellen questioned me and leaned forward in her seat.
"I had a couple of small roles in movies before. At our class one day at the studio in New York our teacher told us about the audition for 'My whole life'(random title) and she said we should try and go to the audition. So I did and was lucky enough to get the leading role"
I explained without the smile disapeaing from lips, this year had been crazy.
"And 'My whole life' has premiere this Thursday and you should all go see it and support (YN). We'll be right back after the commercials."
The director yelled CUT and the cameras turned off.
"You're doing great honey. Now is it okay if we talk a little more about your private life after this?"
Ellen asked me quietly while people rushed around on stage. I nodded in approvement and took a sip of my water. I felt this interview was going very good. She replied with a 'great' before we were both attacked by the make up people and unable to talk together. 2 minutes after the show returned.
"Now (YN) 'My whole life' has been set to be the biggest film of this year, like the new twilight. You're working with some wellknown actors like Ryan Reynolds, Demi Moore and such but we really don't know anything about you..."
Ellen trailed off and made a weird face which caused the crowd and me to laugh.
"I'm an open book, what do you want to know?"
"Where did you grow up?"
I started telling about my hometown, my old school, friends and family. I spiced the storytelling up with jokes and made everyone laugh.
"Who was your celeb crush when you were young?"
I giggled at her question.
"I'm a Belieber. I've been supporting Justin from the beginning and I'm still a huge fan."
"the question was 'celeb crush' not idol?"
Ellen questioned with a smirk. I nodded my head and felt a blush flutter over my cheeks.
"You're one of these obsessed ones who's sure she's gonna marry him one day?"
I laughed along with the crowd.
"I can't deny I used to dream of marrying him, but it's a lot of years ago. I used to be a real fangirl. Sitting on twitter all day and following his every move. But you know I'm an adult now and with my carreer I don't really have the time anymore. I still really love Justin music and all but I don't follow his every move."
"Well we actually have a surprise for you. Look at the screen."
I furrowed my eyebrows but did as Ellen told me. A picture of a smiling Justin appeared on the board and an excited shriek left my mouth. Emberrased I covered my mouth with my hands while everyone laughed. Suddenly Justin started moving and talking, a video..
"Hello (YN). Just wanted tolet you know that I'm a huge fan of yours. I've watched all the films you've taking part in and I'm so excited for you're new movie coming up. I'd really like to get to know you. I'll see you, bye"
He waved and dissapeared from the screen. I felt adrenaling rush through my body.
"OMG Justin Bieber is a fan of ME"
My voice hit the high pitch and I made a dance move in my seat. Everyone was laughing at me while I kept moving around in my seat with a smile plastered across my face. Suddenly girls' screams raised from the crowd. I looked behind me and out from backstage the one and only Justin Bieber came out. I jumped up from my seat and then froze completely still with my hands over my mouth. Justin was walking towards me waving at the crowd with a huge smile on his face. I was completely starstruck. I felt Ellen's arm around me giving me a squeeze while she was trying to contain her laughter. Justin stopped right in front of me with a huge grin. I felt like everything was going in a slow motion. He opened his arms and I jumped in to him giving him the tightest hug ever. He chuckled and took a step back 'casue of my sudden hug.
"Omg this is unbelivable. I love you so so much."
I took a step back and kept rambling about how much I loved him. Ellen and Justin just looked at me with big smiles while the audience where laughing and screaming. Finally I stopped my self and looked at the ground. My face was burning, I was extremely embarresed by my actions.
"It's an honour to meet you too (YN)."
I looked up and met the aze of a smiling Justin. Ellen said something that made people laugh but I was completely lost in Justin's mezmerizing eyes. He was sending me a dazing smile and my heart skipped a beat.
"Let's sit down"
Ellen took her own seat and Justin and I looked awkwardly at each other. There was only one chair. Justin sat down and patted his lap
"You can sit on me"
I blushed deeper and sat down on Justin. His arm yanked around my waist and he looked over my shoulder.
"So (YN) how are you feeling right now?"
Ellen's eyes twinkled with laughter when I breathed in slowly before answering.
"good"
The crowd exploded in laughter at my silent answer and I could feel Justin shaking with laughter beneath me.
"That's good to hear sweetheart. I think I'll let you calm down a bit and explain to you why this is happening. Justin saw you was going to be on the show and called me up. He told me he was a huge fan and that he knew you were a big fan of his too. I asked if he wanted to come and surprise you and he said yes."
Ellen and Justin started talking about the stuff he had going on. Every time he spoke his breath tickled on my neck and shivers went up my spine. His arm tightened around my waist and pulled me closer to his body. I leaned back and rested my back against his chest.
"looking like you're getting comfotable (YN)?"
I blushed at Ellen's statement and AGAIN everyone laughed.
"So everyone remember to check out (YN)'s movie 'My Whole Life'. It premiers this Thursday and go and check out Justin Bieber's world tour. He's leaving for Europe on Friday. We're back next week."
We all waved at the cameras and it was cut off. I raised from Justin's lap and went to the crowd. I signed some autographs and took some photos. At last my bodyguard pulled me backstage. I was met by a big smiling Justin.
"Sorry about my reaction out there,"
I sent him an apoligizing smile and he chuckled.
"No worries, I found it cute,"
he smiled back at me and I felt like my whole body melted.
"Uhm would you like to catch some lunch with me?"
"Sure"
I replied. Justin grinned.
"Great. Meet me in the front of the studio in 20?"
I nodded and quickly made my way to my dressing room. I removed my lipstick and the eyeliner. I grabbed my hair and pulled it in a ponytail. I slid out of my dress and slipped in my CLOTH from when I arrived at the studio. I looked at the time. I had five minutes before meeting up with Justin. I breathed in slowly. This was all so overwhelming. Why would he want to go out with me? I had to remind myself that it was possibly just to be nice since I was such a big fan. SUddenly I felt all happy that I was famous, no other way Justin Bieber would have asked me to lunch if I wasn't famous. I quickly sent out a tweet to my amazing fans:
@Official(YN): sometimes dreams seems to be out of your league, but keep fighting and amazing things will happen :) x Love you!
I plopped my phone in my bag and went out on the crowded hallway. I said godbye to Ellen and found my bodyguard. We headed to the front where JUSTIN was waiting for me with a smile.
"Hello beautiful"
He gave me a hug which I gladly returned.
"You're ready?"
I nodded in approvement and our bodyguards took the lead.
"You know I've really been looking forward to meeting you. You're extremely talented."
"Thank you Justin"
I smiled wide and I saw his cheek flutter a slight pink, did I just make Justin Bieber blush!? We reached the front doors. There wasn't any fans or papz so we got easily to the car. Our escort got in the front seats and Justin held the door so I could get in on the backseat. I thanked him and we both got in. The conversation floaded naturally. I told Justin how big of a fan I was and he told me how much he loved my acting. We arrived at a little cafe and got in without anybody regonizing us. We got us a table at the farest end. Our bodyguards left us to be alone. We ordered some food.
"So you're going on a european tour now?"
"Yeah. Last time I went to Europe was on My believe tour and that's like almost 3 years ago."
"Wow that's so cool. We recorded the movie in Italy(random) so I've spent a lot of time in Europe lately."
"cool. Are you going back there?"
"yes. The film has premiere for media and special invited tomorrow and wednesday in NY and Thursday in the rest of the US. So I have two premieres here in America before we're heading to Europe for Premieres."
"where in Europe are you going?"
Justin leaned over the table and rested his head in his hands. His eyes laid on my face not gazing away at any point.
"London Fiday, Paris Sunday, Madrid Monday, Barcelona Tuesday, Oslo Wednesday and Berlin Friday next week."
"Wow you have a crazy scheduel."
"I bet it's nothing compared to you MR. Worldtour"
We both laughed.
"Actually I think I'm coming for your LA premiere."
"Really?"
I couldn't hide my excitement in my voice. Justin nodded and his smile lit up.
"That's amazing really,"
I smiled wide and he chuckled. Our food arrived and we kept up the conversation through our meal. We talked about everything. It felt like I had known him my whole life. It was getting late and our bodyguards came back.
"(YN) we need to go, you have a meeting in half an hour"
my guards spoke and I raised from the table.
"Thank you so much for the lovely time Justin, it was so nice to get to know you a bit. I hope to see you tomorrow."
I gave him a hug and kissed his cheek when I pulled away. My lips lingered from the touch when I walked out the cafe.
Through the rest of the day a smiling Justin kept playing on my mind. When I finally got home from the meeting my whole body was aching but I couldn't fall asleep. I was so excited for my premiere next day but most of all to see Justin again...
------> Next day at the premiere.
I checked my OUTFIT one last time in the mirror. I thanked my helpers before rushing out from the make up studio. Outside a limo was waiting for me. I got in and was greeted by the two other leading roles Ryan and Demi . On the way they instructed me how we should post for pictures together at first, after that it'd be Ryan, Demi and then me. After I had posed for pictures I was suppose to walk up the carpet and answer different journalists. We got to the carpet and did what we were supposed to. I reached my first journalist. I answered all her questions with a smile. I went on for three more. They all aksed the same. Like 'how does it feel?', 'are you excited?', 'how is Demi and Ryan?' and such stuff. I got to my last interviewer. He started off with the obvious questions like the others but suddenly he caught me off guard.
"There have been pictures of Justin Bieber and you out together yesterday, are you dating?"
My cheeks went bright pink and i giggled awkwardly.
"No. He surprised me on Ellen since I've always been a huge fan and after that we went out for lunch as friends."
"this does not look like friends,"
he showed a blurry picture of me kissing Justin's cheek
"I do that with all my friends.."
"oh really,"
the man raised his eyebrows and i felt my cheeks heat. Suddenly an earpiericing scream got to my ears and I turned around. At the red carpet was Justin looking his flawless self. He caught my eyes and winked. My heart skipped a beat. I could hear the interviewer laugh and I had no doubt this was getting recorded. Justin came up to us and pulled me in a hug. His lips brushed my ear and he whispered.
"You look incredible"
We pulled away and I looked down at the ground.
"Justin Bieber, it's great to see you man"
The interviewer and Justin did some handshake.
"So what brings you here tonight?"
"Well I wanted to come and supprt my friend at her first real premiere,"
Justin answered. He smiled down at me and I returned the gesture. He laid his arm around my waist casually and brought us a bit closer. The journalist smirked and made sure the photographer got it on tape.
"Just friend or..?"
"We actually just met yesterday but who knows what the future might hold."
His thumb stroke my hip and I shivered. His touch sent warmth through my whole body. My whole body shoke, his impact on me was insane.
"well it was sure nice to see you, now (YN) we wish you all the best luck with this movie"
"Thank you"
I smiled politely at the interviewer before walking away. Justin still had his arm around me when we walked inside the building. He let go of me and I faced him with a smile.
"You totally made a fool out of me!"
I crossed my arms under my chest and pouted at Justin. He let out a laugh and pulled me in for a hug.
"Great to see you too beautiful"
He held me close to his body and I felt myself flutter a light pink. He broke the embrace and I thanked him for coming. Not long after we had to go in and watch the movie. I had to sit with my co-stars and I let go off Justin's arm that had guided me inside the theatre.
"Hey let's meet at the after party yeah?"
He smiled hopefully and I nodded.
"See you there"
I looked around and nobody was watching so I laid a soft kiss on his cheek before quickly turning off to get to my seat. The movie was amazing and I felt so proud when everyone came and congratulated and told me how good I was. I managed to get to my car fast so I could get to change before the afterparty. After a stop at my hotel and a change to my new OUTFIT. Only 45 minutes after I arrived at the fancy night club where the party was held. I walked up the red carpet posing for pictures. I was never going to get used to people changing MY NAME. wanting pictures of ME. the attention all because of MY NEW MOVIE. I got into the club and my eyes searched over the crowd. All the crew members from the film was there and then a lot of famous people from the premiere including family and friends. I found the face I was looking for and went straight to the bar.
"Hello"
I tapped his shoulder and Justin faced me with a smile. The smile was replaced with a shocked expression and he choked his words out
"you.. you.. wow.. you.. look.. like.. wow.. amazing"
I giggled and leaned in to give him a hug. HIs Hands roamed down my back and gave my bum a slight squeeze. I smiled when we pulled away.
"not looking too bad yourself Bieber"
He blushed and i smirked, Finally i was in controle.
"Can I buy you a drink?"
I told Justin what i wanted. We Got our drinks and the conversation carried itself. A few more drinks went Down and i started feeling a bit tipsy.
"let's Dance!"
I shrieked and pulled a chuckling Justin to the dancefloor. His hands grabbed my hips and i threw my arms around his neck. I moved my body ti the rhytm of the music. Justin's hands were pulling me Closer and it felt Like our bodies moved As one. His hands moved to my lower back and pressed us Closer. I felt something growing in his pants and i trailed my fingers up his neck. I intwined my hands in his hair and smiled when his hands squeezed my butt. His Brown eyes were almost Black in the dimmed light. My breath was becomming irregular when Justin slipped a finger over my lips. He came Closer inch by inch with a stunning smile on his face. Before i knew it his lips captured mine and everything around ud diassapeared. His lips had a slight taste of beer but they were so warm that it didn't matter. His tongue slipped begginly over my lips and i let it enter. It felt Like a thousand butterflies roaming my mouth. We pulled away both out of breath. Justin tugged a piece of loose hair behind my ear. His lips brushed my Ear Lightly and he whispered huskily
"do you want to take this somewhere else?"
I barely nodded but followed him put in the fresh air. My head was spinning from the drinks and the sudden need to feel Justin's touch. He held the door to a Big car open and i crawled in with Justin behind me. He closed the door and Suddenly All his attention was on me. The car started but i couldn't break from Justin's gaze. He reached out and grabbed my face in his hands. Without hesitation he brought our lips together in a deep kiss. I closed my arms around his torso and moved myself closer to him. Our lips moved together and his hands roamed down over my sides sending chills through my body. He was so gentle with his hands but I still felt the lust burning through his every touch. Suddenly the car stopped and we broke away. Justin took my hand with a grin and lead me outside. No papz were in sight and we quickly walked hand in hand in to the hotel.
"I can't stop starring at you, you're so beautiful"
Justin's voice trailed off and planted a deep blush on my cheeks. We were in the lift on our way up to Justin's room. I had always told myself that I wouldn't get drunk and go with som guy home to sleep with him, but with Justin it felt different. I felt like he actually cared. He laid his arm around my waist and dragged me in to his body. His other hand stroke over my cheek again and again. He kept his eyes locked with mine while a small smile curled on his lips the entire time. I had heard that since Justin and Selena ended Justin had slept around with a lot of girls, but right now he made me feel so loved and I wanted him so bad. The elevator clinged and we made our way down the hall closely embraced. Justin opened the door and closed it behind me. I didn't get to look around before Justin's hands had grabbed my shoulders and pushed me up the wall. He pressed his lips hungrily on mine and I let all my walls fall down going in to the kiss completely. My hands were on his chest and he was leaning in to me, howering over my body. The kiss turned in to a make-out and Justin's hands ran down my arms that were on his chest. He took a step back. His eyes travelled down my body with a satisfied grin on his lips. I tugged in the hem of his shirt and he pulled it over his head. I bit my lip and let my eyes scan his bare torso. Unbelivable. Justin's hands grabbed my waist and forced my body in to his. I let him take completely controle when he swept me of my feet and walked to the big bed. I kicked off my shoes and Justin followed my example. I laid down on the pillows and Justin sat over me. He leaned his upperbody down over mine. While his lips searched down my neck I let my hands explore his naked chest. I moaned when his lips and teeth started nippling on my collarbone. His hands stroke under my shirt and he broke the lip contact to throw my shirt away. His lips went back and kissed all over my exposing chest. He pulled my bra off and started sucking my nipple. His tongue flickered over it and I ached my back in pleasure. He went over to the other nipple and gave it the same treatment. His fingers stroke over my other breast and I gasped from excitement. I pushed Justin's chest and he stopped. I turned us around so I was on top. I stood up and with Justin's eyes following my every move I stripped down to only my panties. I crawled over him and placed a soft kiss on his lips. I kep planting kisses all the way down his body 'til I got to his jeans. I unbuggeled his belt and pulled his jeans off. His bulg was huge and I smirk up at him. Justin was laying with big eyes taking all of my body in. I rubbed his hard erection through the thin material of his boxers. He moaned and I decided it was time. I grabbed the elastic of the fabric and pulled them down relieving the huge dick of his. I bit my lip while slowly lowering down over it. Letting my tongue slip over his tip caused him to let out a loud gasp. I giggled before taking all of him in to my mouth. I started moving up and down making my hands help me going faster on him. Justin was shaking from pleasure and I stopped just before he hit his climax.
"I'm gonna get you back."
Justin's voice was deep with lust and before I could do anything he grabbed my tiny waist and slung me aorund so he was on top. I giggled at his sudden aggresitivity when he ripped my panties of me.
"You like it rough?"
His eyes sparkled and I nodded while biting my lip. A big grin spread over his face and he pumped three fingers up my hole. I screamt and my whole body tightened before letting it go. Justin's fingers pushed deeper in me and I scratched my nails down in a pillow.
"Who made you this wet?"
"you.."
My voice was barely loud enough to be heard.
"Who?"
Justin's whole face was a happy grin
"You.. Justin"
I spoke up and he smiled down at me
"I like that"
With a wink he started pumping his fingers in and out of me. I shook from the movement and had to bite down my lip not to scream too loud. Just before I climaxed he pulled his finger out
"Now it's the real fun"
He leaned over me and planted a wet kiss on my lips. He placed his hard dick right in front of my entrace.
"Ready?"
I nodded. He oushed him self in to me and I used a second to adjust to his big size. His body rocked in and out of me causing us both to moan louder and louder. He went faster and faster and i watched his head roll back with his eyes closed. I felt so amazing. My whole body was in a heaven when he spit all his cum inside of me and I felt my body cum right after his release. He waited a second before pulling himself out of me. He fell down beside me.
"That was amazing.."
He breathed out and I nodded my head. He opened his arms and I moved in to a hug. We laid there in silence before I suddenly heard Justin snorring. I closed my eyes and suddenly I felt the tears prick in the corner of my eyes. What had I just done? I was not the type who slept with boys I barely knew. Sure Justin and I had got to know each other but like we had only met a few times. I slowly moved out of his tight grib and found my panties on the floor. I pulled them on and clapsed my bra back on. The tears had started flowing from my eyes and I tried to cover up my sobbing. He probably got what he wanted and now he never wanted to see me again. The baddest thing was that I really liked him, a lot actually.
"What are you doing?"
I turned around at the sudden sound of Justin's raspy voice.
"Are you crying?"
His voice was completely normal and he sat straight up. He opened his arms towards me
"Come here and tell me what's wrong babe,"
I hesitated for a second before walking over and crawling in to his arms. He covered us with the duvet and held my head pressed down in his shoulder.
"Mind telling me what's going on?"
His voice was soft and a little kiss was planted in the top of my head. I looked up at him with red puffy eyes and his sweet smile met my gaze. He stroke his h´thumbs over my cheeks and I sighted.
"I just thought that now when we had slept together you had gotten what you wanted from me and it was best if I left"
I breathed out heavily and looked down.
"Hey.."
Justin lifted my chin carefully to look me in the eyes.
"For me this wasn't just sex, this was making love. This was an act of two people who generally care about each other. I have just gotten to know you (YN), but I have a feeling that the two of us could be the start if something beautiful. I don't know, but I really want to get to know you even better?"
I smiled shyly and leaned in. I kissed his lips soflty and felt him smile before I pulled away
"sorry"
I wishpered with our foreheads pressed together
"Don't worry about it honey. Now let's go to sleep and I promise to take you out on a proper date. okay?"
I nodded and Justin kissed my lips again. We both laid down and I snuggled close to him. With a smile on my face and a greath light feeling in my heart I drifted off to sleep..



THE END
Hey so I made my decision I'm going to ask Neringa to delete me from the admins in this blog I will stop posting my stoire here Im really thankfull that I could share my storie with amazing people and I love every single one of you :) I have happy tears in my eyes right now because of your comments I don't wana leave either but I have to so that girl can't copy my storie anymore but I have good news for you my sweethearts I will stop posting my storie here but I wana continue it so you guys can read it till THE END Ok so everybody who reads my storie you need to message me in twitter @OnlyJBFan (♥ Always Kidrauhl ♥)
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Hey guys I'm sorry but I think I need to stop writing #NLYG thanks to Mary that she told me that some other blog is coping my storie I saw it with my own eyes and I don't know what to do now :/ I'm really sad right now this is my own work and somebody from you guys is posting my storie in an other blog I can't believe she didn't even ask me if she can post my storie or give me credit that she is posting my storie I really don't know what to do but I think I'm going to leave this blog and delete my storie Im really sorry but I don't know what to do But now we will see if that bich can post my storie anymore or even continue it :/

11 Aug 2012


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4 Aug 2012

My love for eternity

Hello :)
Sorry I haven't posted any stories for a looooong time, i haven't been home. I have had 5 weeks of vacation but only been home 3 days :P I promise to post more often.
Love you all thanks for caring about me. Now enjoy this I used tons of time on it
xx Astrid
The story that is going on in present time is written like this. It's only your thoughts.
The things that you think back to is written like this, it's written like a story in past time.


My love for eternity


5 years has it been by now. 5 years since I lost you. I miss you. Miss you more than anything you can imagine but I know we'll be together again someday. One day I'll come back to you and I'll just hold you close. I want to feel your arms wrap around me again. I want to be in your arms. The wind is soft today, just like the day we met. You remember the day we met? I sure do......

The wind briefted softly on my wet skin. I sighted heavily closing my eyes. A single pearl of sweat ran over my forehead and I sunk back on the bench. Around me kids were playing, families were talking, friends were laughing, dogs were barking and happy couples were strolling through the sunny park. It was another hot day in LA and I had been out for a run. After a hard workout,  I had found myself a lovely bench in the out circle of the park. My legs were aching but I had a smile on my face. I just moved to LA a week ago to follow my dreams of becomming an actor. Until now everything had been great. My roommate, Ellie, was the sweetest girl ever and she had already introduced me to a lot of her cool friends. I auditioned for the acting school months ago and I was starting classes on monday. Another wind swept over my skin and I turned my face upwards to the sky. My eyes were still pressed close when suddenly a shadow covered me. Suspicious of what blocked the sun I opened my eyes. A stranger boy was standing in front of me. His hoodie was pulled up covering his head and the big sun-glasses covered his eyes.
 - Can I have a seat?
His voice was deep and melodic. I nodded my head moving abit to the side. He nodded as a thank you and sat down beside me. I furrowed my brows a bit, why was he wearing a big hoodie on this sunny saturday afternoon? I decided to shrug it off and closed my eyes again. The sun was heating my skin and I felt the warmth spread through my body. I felt kind of awkward sitting next to this stranger sweating in my wet running cloth. I felt the stranger turn beside me and opened my eyes. I could feel his eyes lay on my face behind his glasses.
- Can I do anything for you?
I smiled at him and I could see him blush lightly under my question. I smirked to myself, this was quiet interresting actually.
- Uhm no it's fine
I smiled politely at his respond, I wanted to talk to him. Or honestly I just wanted to know his identity.
- May I ask you something?
I turned on the bench to look at him. His face showed surprise at my sudden interrest towards him.
- Go ahead
He answered with a smile curling on his lips. What a smile! His teeth were perfectly white and his lips were pink and plumy. The smile grew wider when I blurted out my question
- Why are you wering a big hoodie when it's so hot?
He chuckled and it sent shivers up my spin, it was like a deep husky sound from the bottom of his chest. My cheeks fluttered a light pink.
- I'm trying to stay unknown
His answer made me furrow my brows in suspicioun, who the heck was this person? There was something regonizable about his voice, but I couldn't point out where I had heard it before.
- why?
He turned a bit further to face me. A smile was playing on his lips, he was entertained by my questions.
- Because I'm Justin Bieber
I laughed, yeah right he was Justin Bieber. That was the stupidest lie ever, like I could tell if this was Justin Bieber, I had been a Belieber forever for crying out loud. I finally caught back my breath and look at him. He was just watching my hysteric laugh with a small smirk playing on his lips.
- Alright Justin Bieber, I'm Beyoncé, nice to meet you
I held out my hand still giggling lightly. He grabbed my hand and in one good smooth he guided it to his lips. He left a fot kiss on my knuckles and looked up in my eyes. I could barely see his eyes behind the sunglasses.
- An honour to meet you Beyoncé
My hand kept tingling where his lips had touched when he let it go. The heat spread across my face and I knew I looked like a tomato. Another smirk played over his lips when he caught me blushing. I smiled, who was this stranger that could make my heart flutter without even telling me his identity?
- It was really nice meeting you, but I have to go now
He got up from his seat and turned around to me.
- Is it possible to ask you to come on a date with me tonight? I'd really like to get to know you for real?
His words sent shivers down my spin and I nodded
- That could be possible. Meet me at the park entrance at 7
Before he could say anything to my command I had gotten up and was running away. I looked back over my shoulder to see him standing there with his hoodie pulled over his head. I turned my face back around. I didn't even know who this guy was and now I had a date with him tonight. I shook my head in disbelief, I was really picking up the new crazy actor lifestyle quick...

You know how nervous I was? I thought I had lost my mind. I said yes to a stranger, it turned out to be the best thing I had done in my life.....

                              -------------------------------- 6:30 PM -----------------------------------------
I finally laid the finishing touched on my hair. It was tied in a big knot on the top of my head leaving my bangs to fall down and frame my face perfectly. I had a light brown eyeshadow on and a good lay of mascara. A natural blush was floading over my cheeks and a shiny gloss was covering my lips. I opened my closet and picked this OUTFIT out. While I got dressed I thought it all over. I had no idea if the mysterious guy would show up. I had no idea who he was, he could be a rapist. Then if he showed up he could either be really sweet and beautiful or he could be a prick. And if he showed up where would we go and would we do? Everything was rushing through my mind as I made my way to the door. I locked it safely tossing my keys down my bag. I started walking to the park. When I arrived at the entrance it was 6.58. My hands were shaking, what had I gotten my self in to. I played anxiously with the charms on my bracelet when suddenly a soft wellknown voice spoke behind me.
- Beyoncé?
I turned around with a giggle. I looked up to see the stranger and suddenly he wasn't so stranger anymore. My jaw dropped and a gasp escaped from my lips.
- You're.. you.. how?.. You're you. You're Justin Bieber
I managed to stammer out. Justin chuckled.
- I told you I was me
He got closer to me and I shook my head. His brown eyes were sparkling and his hair was spiked perfectly up in the front. I shook my head in disbelief and my eyes wandered up and down him. His upper body was swept in a white v-neck. Low on his hips a pair of skinny waisted black jeans was hanging. I looked up again and his eyes caught mine. He opened his arms and I stepped in for a hug. My arm locked around his toned chest and his arms pulled me close by the waist. His chin rested on my shoulder and he gave me a tight squeeze before letting go again. I took a step back and was met by his stunning smile.
- I can't believe you're actually Justin Bieber
I shook my head again speaking the words that caused him to laugh.
- Well I can see you're not Beyoncé, so what's your real identity?
He asked me sweetely and I giggled.
- I'm (YN). nice to meet you for real
He laughed at my words grabbing my hand and shaking it. HIs touch sent trembles up my spin and when he let go my whole world was spinning slightly under his gentle touch and soft eyes.
- Would you like to go out and get something to eat with me? I'd really like to get to know you
I nodded and grabbed the arm he was offering me. I tugged on his arm as we started walking down the road. Our conversation got kicked off when I asked him why he was in town and from that it floaded naturally. The streets were quiet empty when you thought about how it was a  august saturday night in LA. We arrived at the restaurant and Justin was the gentleman I had always thought he would be. When we got there it turned out he had already ordered us a table.
- You knew I would agree to come with you?
His eyes twinkled with laughter and he sat down opposite me.
- No, I just thought that I had a good chance. Plus I really hoped you would go
- Why?
- Because when i saw you today in the park I just knew I had to get to know you. You were just so beautiful..
I interrupted him
- I was sweating in my running suit, that was so not beautiful
I raised my eyeborws when a smile curled over his lips. He reached out for my hand over the table and rubbed his thumb over the back of my hand
- You're the most beautiful girl I have ever seen
My cheeks fluttered red and I looked down in my plate. Luckily I was saved by the waitress who came with our menu cards. The whole night was perfect. Justin was the sweetest guy I had ever met. He was so generally nice and down to earth. He made me laugh and we kept on talking for hours. We ended ur dinner and went outside the restaurant.
- Uhm do you want to go for a walk?
Justin asked nervously. He bit his lips and I smiled
- Sure
- Sweet
Before I knew it he had grabbed my hand and we were walking down the sidewalk. HIs fingers was laced with mine and my heart was pounding in my chest. I felt so free. The sun was setting and the last warm was soaking in to my skin. We got to the beach and both took of our shoes. Hand in hand we walked down to the water. The waved pushed over our feet and whispered as they pulled back. No words were spoking, we were just standing hand in hand enjoying the beautiful sun set.
- This is so beautiful
My low whisper broke the comfortable silence. Justin mumbled an agreement and the silence took over again. Suddenly Justin turned me around to face him. The sun was shining the last over my shoulder making his eyes go a deep brown. His lips were formed in a smile and my heart stopped for a second.
- Thank you for taking the chance and saying yes to a stranger.
I smiled and left a soft kiss on his cheek before letting go of our intwined hands.
- I need to go home, but thank you for tonight Justin, it has been a pleasure
I was just about to turn but he grabbed my wrist and forced me back around
- Can I please have your number? i'd really like to go out with you again
Justin's eyes were begging me to say yes. I quickly got out my phone and handed it to him. He put in his number and I sent him a quick text so he had my number
- There you go. I'm waiting for your call
Before he could do anything I had spun around on my heel and was walking away. I could feel his eyes following me when I bend down to get my shoes on. A smile was plastered to my face as I walked down the now empty streets of LA. Today had turned out to be my best day in LA so far

And it turned out it was just one good day in a line of so many others. You changed my life in so many ways Justin. By sitting down next to me that specific day you made such a huge impact on my life. I can't believe you're gone. 5 years have I lived without you now. I'm moving on as you told me to, but you know how hard it is to survive without you? I have found a new boy now, he makes me happy. He is a great guy and I'm sure you would have liked him. I love him, but it will never be the same as it was with you. The good thing is that he understands. He understands that you was my first true love and that nothing can ever come between us. Not even death. You're my love for eternity Justin. I'll always be yours. Remember the day you asked me to be yours? The day you manned up and kissed me? I still smile back at that day.. It was such a memorizing day.. I still have that shirt I wore that day, the one with the stripes..

A buzz from my phone quickly snapped me out from my nap. I yawned and stretched my crumbled body on the couch. With a deep sight I sat up and grabbed my phone from the coffee table. The bright screen showed a new message had just ticked in. With butterflies in my stomach I opened it.
Hi babe :) any plans today? Since the weather sucks I thought we could chill out at your place? x
I looked out the window. The rain was running down the windows and the sky was clouded. Ellie my roomie was out visiting her parents over the weekend and wouldn't be home before tomorrow night. The time showed 3.30pm. It was the late september and I had stayed in the whole saturday cleaning our aparatment since the weather sucked so bad. With the excitement rushing through my veins I answered back on the message with a big yes. It was Justin. Since our first day back in August we had went out on a date each Saturday evening. We would always be texting and calling each other. Because of me Justin had managed to be in LA each week to come and see me. Some days we had just been hanging out at my place. He was always staying at hotels. Him and Ellie also got very well along and she would always tease me and Justin about fancying each other. I did like Justin, a lot actually. He was just so amazing. He always made me laugh but still we could have a very decent and intelligent conversation. He was so sweet and kind and just the thought of him made my heart skip a beat. My phone buzzed again.
Great :D be there in 10 x
I rushed to the bathroom and studied myself in the mirror.. My hair was one big mess and I franctually tried pulling a brush through it. I laid on a bit of mascara and ran to the bed room. I grabbed some random cloth from my closet and quickly changed: OUTFIT . I threw my hair in a messy bun and just then the doorbell rang. My tummy exploded in butterflies when I opened it.
- Hello
Justin was standing outside with loads of candy and movies in his hands. His hair was flat down dripping from the rain
- You're drained
I grabbed his arm and pulled him inside. He chuckled as I grabbed the candy and threw it in to the kitchen. I pulled him in the bathroom where I handed him a towel and he started drying himself off. His sweatpants was not so wet since he had only walked from the car. He cringed out of his sweatshirt and was left in a blue tshirt hugging his body closely. I couldn't help it but bite my lip when my eyes travelled over his toned body. His deep chukle brought my back to reality
- You're getting it all with you?
I looked down at the floor with my cheeks burning from emberrasement. Suddenly a loud thunder came and all the lights went off. I screamt and jumped directly in to Justin's arms. His body shook as he laughed because of me.
- Not funny dude
I pushed his chest lightly while taking a step back. My whole face was burning with embarrassment, luckily he couldn't see since the power had gone off. Justin was still laughing as he got up.
- I think the thunder made the power go off
Justin spoke the clear statement and I had to laugh.
- So clever you are
I nudged him and we both laughed. We went on to the living room and Justin thought we needed to get some light somehow. I searched my flat and finally found some candles. We lighted around 50 candles around the whole living room, quiet romantic. Outside the storm was crazy and I shivered a little. I really hated thunder.
- You're okay babe?
Justin walked up and laid his arm around my waist. I looked up at him and smiled.
- Now I am
I mumbled under my breath, but I'm pretty sure he heard it 'cause he pulled me a little closer and I rested my head on his shoulder. HIs hand roamed gently up and down my side making me calm.
- Let's watch that movie shall we?
He took my hand and we went to the couch. Justin had set up my lap top since we couldn't use the tv. It stood on the table and we got down on the couch. Justin laid his arm around my shoulder and I laid my head on his chest. The movie started but I didn't really pay attention. Justin's fingers were playing with my hair causing me to tense up. HIs chest was moving with his heart beat and my breath was irregular.
- Can I ask you something?
I sat up and looked at Justin. HIs hands were in his lap and he was looking down. I told him to go on and so he did. HIs hands grabbed mine and his beautiful eyes locked with mine before he spoke.
- You know over the last time we have hung out more and more. Since we started hanging out I've become so happy and I can't even describe how grateful I am that you have become a part of my life. You're the most beautiful, funny, smart, amazing, sweet, kind and lovable girl I ever met. I never thought I'd fall head over heels like I did, but with you it was just love at first sight and what I'm trying to say is.. (YN) will you be my girlfriend?
Justin's eyes were sparkling so bright at me. I had no words to say. My whole world was spinning with his words. I couldn't say anything only one thing was I able to do. I leaned in to Justin and closed my eyes. When his lips brushed over mine it felt like a thousand of butterflies stroking over my lips with a gentle wing.
- Is that a yes?
Justin's breath tickled on my lips when he spoke.
- Yes
I breathed the word out. Justin captured my lips with his and deepened the kiss. Never had I thought a kiss could be so passionate and deep but yet so sweet and gentle. Never had I thought my heart would flutter over with love for the boy kissing me....

Remember how we stayed up all night just cuddling and kissing? I couldn't stop myself from smiling, my cheeks were hurt so bad afterwards. It was the best night we have ever spent together Justin, we have had so many amazing movie nights together. There was one other night that is also a special night. The night where you took my virginity from me. I was so nervous but you never pressured me. You never did anything wrong Justin, I don't get why this happened to you. To us. I miss you Justin. I miss you so much. I miss being close to you. Feeling your skin pressed on mine. I miss loving you. Miss making love to you...


- Babe are you here?
- In the bedroom Justin
I heard Justin's shoes shuffle over the floor. I was laid in my bed under the covers. I was only dressed in the striped shirt I always wore for our movie dates. We had been a couple for a month now and I loved him so much. I hadn't told him though, it was too soon. But I really did, I loved him. He made me feel so special and alive. The bedroom door opened and Justin's face peeked in with a smirk
- There you are my beautiful princess
I giggled as he pushed open the door and kicked off his shoes before jumping on the bed. He laid down on top of me and started planting sweet kissed over my whole face.
- Justin Justin stop it
I managed to giggled out. Justin went to my lips and laid a soft peck. I closed my arms around his neck and pulled his lips down to mine. Our lips moved together and he lowered over my body. His hands brushed down my side and slipped under my shirt. I gasped in to his mouth when his hands unclapped my bra. He rushed him self and pulled back
- I'm sorry babe
He started blurring out that he was sorry and he shouldn't have done that. I watched him a little before I got up and shut him up with a kiss.
- I want you Justin
I spoke with a low voice and I could see he was turned on.
- You're sure?
I nodded while biting my bottom lip. Without hesitation he closed the gap between our lips. His hands explored every inch of my body while our tongues fought for dominance. He slipped of my shirt and one piece of cloth lead to another until we were completely naked...

That night we made love. It was so beautiful, it wasn't just a game, it was pure love. After that I told you I loved you. I can't even describe the feeling that rushed through my body when you told me you loved me too. I still love you Justin. I know you're not here anymore, but you have such a huge part of me. We were only together for one year but you're still the person who have had the biggest impact on my life. Our one year anniversary was the best but yet worst day ever. You made it a day that can make me smile but always will make me cry. You left me Justin... I know you didn't do it on purpose but there was just so many things we still needed to do. That day is the clearest day in my life..


I took one last glance in the mirror. I felt great, not just great I felt like flying. My outfit ( OUTFIT ) made me feel beautiful and the thought of one year together with the most amazing boyfriend made me smile. I heard a honk outside my block and sprinted to the Window.
- Are you coming?
Justin's voice reached me from the parking lot. I rushed out the door and jumped directly in his arms. He chuckled while squeezing his arms right around me.
- Hi you.. I missed you too
I didn't reply i just nuzzled my face in the crook of his neck. Finally i took a step back.
- wow
Justin took my hand and made me do a spin while admiring me.
- You're so beautiful. How come i've been so lucky?
I blushed at his statement before stepping Closer to him. He grabbed my hips and i curled my arms around his neck
- I love you
My words sent out in the chilly september Night before connecting our lips. his lips were so gentle and soft on mine Like the Wind Brushing through High grass. We both pulled away. A sweet smile played over his lips.
- You're ready?
I nodded and he opened the car for me. I sat in and he came in beside me. We drove off talking about anything and everything. It was so easy for us to be together. We soon arrived at a parking lot and Justin pulled in to a free space. We both got out and I grabbed his hand.
- Where are we Justin?
- Just follow me
I shrugged it off and followed him down the lighted path. We walked past a restaurant and to the back of it. A waiter greeted us in front of a huge gate.
- Hello and welcome
We returned his greeting and he opened the gate for us. I stopped and almost tripped as Justin kept walking with my hand in his. I stumbled in taking the amazing place in to me. A little terrace was surrounded by huge walls of red roses. The place was only lit by toches. In the middle a nice table was set for two. I had stopped and Justin was standing beside the table. He turned around and looked at me with an adorable smile
- Do you like it?
He wrenched his fingers nervously. I ran to him and swung my arms around his neck
- I love it
I squealed. Justin chuckled and closed his arms around me in a tight embrace. We kept our arms around each other when our lips locked. His soft plumpy lips pressed so warm on mine and I smiled in to the kiss. We broke away
- I love when you do that
He exclaimed while stroking my cheek with his thumb.
- Do what?
I tilted my head lightly while looking closely in to his beautiful eyes.
- Smile in to the kiss, it shows me that I'm doing something right
I giggled and we both went to sit down at the table. The dinner was amazing and the set up was so amazing. Justin and I talked for hours. He made me laugh like nobody else and he made my heart swollen with love.
- I got you something Justin
I searched through my purse while Justin protested.
- Look how much you do for me
I gestured my arm around the set up
- I had to buy you something. I really hope you like it
I handed him the little package and he opened his. His face lit up when he looked at the PRESENT . He laid it on the table and grabbed my hands over the table.
- I love it (YN).. Thank you so so much. I love you so much you have no idea.
He squeezed my hands and my face broke in to a grin. We got up from the table and went to the car.
- Lets drive out and see the sunset?
Justin asked when he turned on the car. I nodded and we set off. We drove the small ride i a comfortable silence. Nothing had to be said. It was like we could talk without saying anything. We arrived at the beack and both got out. We sat on the roof of the car. Justin laid his arm around my shoulder and I leaned in to him. I rested my head on his shoulder and took in the view.
- It's beautiful
- You're beautiful
I blushed and looked at Justin. He slipped down from the car hood and kneeled in front of me. I gasped and placed my hand over my mouth when he pulled a box out from his pocket.
- (YN) today it's one year ago I asked you to be mine and it had been the best year of my life. You have made me complete. You brighten up my world. Your smile is my medicine on a bad day. Everything about you makes me happy and I want to spend the rest of my life with you. I know we're too young but I'm asking you (YN), will you promise to be with me?
He opened the box and I smiled at the  PROMISERING . He grabbed my hand and slit the ring on my finger. I sunk down to his level and crashed my lips to his. I kissed him with all the love I could manage to kiss him with.
- I love you so so much
I whispered when he pulled away. Justin smiled brightly in to my eyes.
- Let's go home now

From here it all went wrong. We should have stayed. Just for one minute more and nothing would have happened. Justin. Just a second could have saved you. The ring is still on my finger. I wish I could turn back time and then stop us there. Stop us when we sat in the car and drove off. Just one minute. One second. I can't even think about it. The tears have stopped rolling now. The water have dried in to my skin. The wind is blowing Justin. It feels like you're still here. I remember the flashlights brightening us. Why Justin? Why did it only hurt you? Why did you cover me with your body? Why did that car crash in to us? Why Justin? Why? Justin? Remember the last words you said to me, before you closed your eyes forever? My love for eternity. Justin. You saved me but died yourself. I'm living for you now. Your my love for eternity. My new boy is taking care of me. He's great but I'll never love him like I love you. You're my love. My one and only. I miss you. I miss you so much that it hurts in my whole body. You would be proud of me. I'm an professional actress now. I wanted you to be with me for the first premier, I went with my mom. She misses you too. The whole worlds miss you. Your fans miss you. They're the only who understand what I'm going through. I closed down your twitter Justin. I'm sorry, but i had to. The clouds are pulling up now, it will rain soon. I need to go now. I love you. I love you forever and ever Justin. I have brough the dog tag I fave you. It's laying on the tombstone now. I'll come back soon. Wait for me in heaven Justin. I'm coming when God knows it's right. This is not goodbye, this is a see you. See you Justin, you're my love for eternity....

THE END

2 Aug 2012

I wish: Chapter 18


Sorry for taking too long. Btw, I changed my twitter username from: @flirtybieber to @Nerii1D. So follow me, I follow back.



Chapter 18: ‘YES!’

Recap:  I was walking down the path for few minutes when I reached a field when suddenly...

I saw a blanket with food on it http://4.bp.bl/-yrAArc/-Y1H47_wide.jpg I smiled knowing who could make this. I walked closer but someone quickly closed my eyes from behind making me frown.

??: Guess who?

Person whispered in my ear. I smiled at his voice. I quickly turned around and hugged him.

YN: Justin!
JB: Hello *he smiled*

I smiled back and pulled away. I furrowed my eyebrows thinking for a while.

YN: Why am I here? Why girls left me? Did you borrow them a car? Why are you—

I was cut by Justin’s lips on mine. He softly yet passionately kissed me while putting his hands around my waist. I put my hands around his neck and deepened the kiss. After a while we pulled away.

JB: You talk too much *he whispered making me shiver*

Justin grabbed my hand

JB: I missed you and I wanted to see you.
YN: I missed you too! *I gave him a quick hug*
JB: So what do you think about a picnic in a nice sunny day with me?
YN: hm… I don’t know… Will there be any papz or crazy fans?
JB: Nope. Just you and me *he winked*
YN: Ok, then I want a picnic with Justin Bieber! *I laughed*

Justin laughed too. We sat on a blanket.

Justin: Strawberries for my beautiful girl? *he smiled*

He said ‘for MY girl’. I’m his. I wish we were official and I could call him MY boyfriend…

YN: I’d love to. *I smiled*

Justin took a strawberry

JB: Open wide, YN

I opened my mouth and he fed me a strawberry. I started giggling.

JB: What’s so funny?
YN: oh nothing. Just I feel like a baby who’s being fed by his daddy *I giggled again*
JB: But you are a baby *he smirked*
YN: I am not! *I pouted and crossed my hands*
JB: Yes you are
YN: No! *I shouted*

After that Justin jumped on me and started to tickle me. I’m a very ticklish you know.

YN: Justin…St…Stop… *I said while laughing*
JB: Aww, baby wants dady to stop? *he laughed*
YN: Ju…Justin! HAHAHA

He stopped tickling me and sat back smirking at me.

YN: You are a very very mean person! *I pouted*
JB: And you are very cute and don’t forget beautiful.

I started to feel my cheeks blushing so I quickly turned away so he couldn’t notice.
He probably saw it because he placed few fingers under my chin and moved my face to look him in the eyes.

JB: I love you *he whispered*

Justin leaned in and pressed his lips on mine. This kiss was full of love, passion. After seconds I pulled away.

YN: I love you too, Justin *I smiled*

Rest of the time we were just sitting and talking about random stuff. I feel like he’s the one. The one I could talk all night, the one who can make me smile when I’m sad. But there’s still one thing missing.

JB: Let’s go for a walk?

I nodded my head and we stood up. He took my hand and we went in that way where small patch led us. After few minutes we were next to a pond.

JB: Wanna go for a swim?
YN: I don’t have my bikini on.
JB: That’s not a problem. Just swim with your underwear.

29 Jul 2012

Sorry

Hey guys :)
I saw All your amazing comments on my one shot and on my b-Day! I had an amazing Day, thanks for the messages :) i really love you All, you make my Day each Day ;) haha!
I told you that i was working on something and i still am but right now i'm in Sweden with my friend and her family and i'm not able to work on it. I won't be home until next weekend. Sorry for the long wait.. I know it's bad of me and i'm so so so sorry!
Stay tunes alright!? Love you
-Astrid

25 Jul 2012

I wish: Chapter 17

Sorry that I don't update very often. I have some problems in my family and I'm helping my mom with some work at this moment. + I won't update next chapter soon 'cause 2morrow I'm going to the beach for a day and when I come back I need some work to do :) Hope you understand.
P.S. Thank's for ideas, you guys have imagination not like me. I suck haha :D


Chapter 17: 'What's going on?!'




It's been few days since our first concert in NY. During these few days we were staying in hotel 'cause boys had extra few concerts here and meet & greet's. Now we are on our way to LA.


YN: Girls, I am getting worried. He isn't picking up his phone for few days. Maybe something happened?


Since our first concert Justin isn't picking up his phone. I tried to call him several times and text but he isn't answering. I don't know what to think now. Maybe he doesn't like me anymore or maybe I did something wrong?


YN: Did I do something wrong and he doesn't want to talk with me?
Bella: No, you didn't do anything, don't you dear to think that *she hugged me*
Megan: He's probably busy at the moment.
Jess: Yeah, you know concerts and stuff
Bella: Don't worry, YN. *she smiled*
I sighed and smiled
YN: Yeah, probably he's busy. I just... missed him you know.
Sarah: Aww, you love bird *she giggled*
YN: Shut it! I'm going to bed. Night girls.
All: "Goodnight"


I went to my bunk and fall asleep. To make things clear, we are in tour bus or you can say in 'girls tour bus'.


"Wake up dork!!" I heard someone screaming. I quickly shot up and hit my head into ceiling.
YN: owww!


I opened my eyes and saw Jess smirking at me


Yn: what?


Jess: breakfast is ready *she laughed and walked away*


During this tour me and Jess were getting along pretty well. Actually all of the girls were pretty close together I just can't imagine how hard it'll be for us when we have to leave when tour ends. But let's just not think bout that.
I stood up and went to take a shower. When I finished I dressed up in shorts and white top. I slipped on my sandals and walked to our little kitchen. As I walked in I was greeted with Goodmorning's.


YN: So when we'll be in LA? *I asked while stuffing myself with pancakes*
Jess: Our driver said we'll be there in 15 minutes so we should hurry eating.
Sarah: Boys will have signing today so we are going somewhere.
YN: Where are we going? 


All the girls gave me smirks like hiding something.


YN: Girls? *I looked at them*


Nothing. They were silent.


YN: Bella, you will tell me right? There's something fishy about it
Bel: Sorry love, can't tell *she giggled*


I furrowed my eyebrows and waved it off. After we finished eating we finally pulled out in front our hotel and grabbed our suitcases. We walked straight into our big hotel apartment before checking in.  We settle down. I'm sharing a room with Sarah. Great, now I wont get sleep because she's hyper active as I already noticed.


Sarah: dress something nice but not too fancy.

BIRTHDAY

Hey guys :)
It's my 15th BIRTHDAY! Wohuuuu :D

I'm working on a story.. It'll be out soon :)

I have gotten an idea. What if i started writing preferences? Like you comment a plot. Fx: proposal, first kid, meeting, car wreck, how you sleep, sex etc.
And then i write a story with that. Just some small ones?:-) then i'll be anke to post a lot more often :)
Tell me What you Think! And Enjoy the great weather, i've been such a great Girl! Hahahahaaa!!:D
Love Astrid

22 Jul 2012

I Wish: Chapter 16

Hello. Sorry for taking so long to post. I am out of ideas so maybe someone could suggest how to continue my story? Tweet me @flirtybieber or comment here :)
P.S.: Follow me here if you have acc or just check it out http://www.quotev.com/swaggity :)
Chapter 16: ''One Dream!

It's been 3 days since we landed on One Direction's private plane to America. My first thought when we stepped out off the plane was: ''That isn't a bus, that's a house on wheels!'' Yes, that's right, we are traveling on a tour bus and even sleep there but now we are staying in NY's fancy hotel. Here boys had meet & greet today and tomorrow they'll have their first concert. That can mean only one thing, it's our time to shine! It'll be our first time to dance in front of a big crowd as a dance crew, as One Dream who gonna heat up the crowd before boys. Are we excited? Hell yeah! And what about 1D's fans? They are excited to see us too. They already had tweeted us on your personal crew twitter @onedream. Those tweets were so sweet:

"One Dream already sounds interesting. Can't wait to see you on tour, girls! :D"


"Sarah, Megan, YN, Jesscia and Bella I'm so excited to see you dance xx"


"NY's Directioners are ready for you :)"


But not everything is that sweet and perfect as it looks like. Haters, everyone has them so as we. Some people call us ugly or fame whores but we really don't pay too much attention on them cause we know we aren't like they say. We are living our dreams, we are dancing not only for ourselves, we are dancing for everyone who really cares about dancing and are interested in it.
Today I was thinking to talk with Harry about him and Jessica but we didn't had time. Boys had rehearsals and as I said before they had meet & greet. Us, girls were practicing our dances all day so now we are very tired. I'll just talk with Harry tomorrow... If I find some alone time.

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''Five more minutes girls!'' A man shouted to us.
Five more minutes and we'll be on stage in front of 20k excited, crazy fans. I'm shaking right now.
Bella: Girls, I think I'm going to throw up.
YN: I know this feeling *I said while playing with my fingers nervously*

"Wow girls, we definitely adore your outfit"

I turned around and saw all lads standing and looking at us. This what we were wearing: polyvore
1D's stylist set who's going to ware that. Bella was most excited about her outfit cause you probably noticed it's Niall's style and she fancies him. I got Zayn's... Don't know why but I like it, even tho it doesn't look like Zayn's and it' a bit uncomfortable because it shows my belly. I don't like to show myself.

Louis: Are you nervous girls?
Jess: Of course we are, you dummy. It's our first show
Liam: Fans will love you, don't worry girls *he smiled*

Zayn came closer to me while girls were telling boys about how excited they are.

Zayn: So I see you got my outfit. *he smiled*
YN: Yeah, but it doesn't really look like yours.
Zayn: I know, but they just couldn't find something else I guess *he laughed*
YN: Maybe *I giggled* And it makes me a bit uncomfortable.
Zayn: Why?
YN: Cause it shows my bare skin.
Zayn: Don't worry, you look awesome *he smiled*
YN: Thank you *I smiled back*

"It's time!" the man shouted.

It's time to go on stage.

"Good luck girls!" Everyone shouted.

I took a deep breath and moved to the stage. Lights were out. We quickly took our spots on stage, we couldn't see people cause lights were out and smoke filled the stage. Then everyone started a countdown.

3...!




2...!




1...!

19 Jul 2012

I wish: Chapter 15


Hello. Sorry for not posting in a while. You know, it takes few days for me to write a chapter, cause I really don't enjoy writing it :/ 
Some of you don't want 1D in it, some of you want Harry and YN be together and I can't make this story for all of you to like so I just go with a flow and write what comes in my mind. haha
Anyway, chapter 15 is up, enjoy x
Previous chapters: twitlonger

Chapter 15: ‘I can’t wait to become a grandma!’


Recap: I layed back in my bed and pulled blanket around myself. I quickly fell asleep.

I was waken up by someone tapping my shoulder.

‘’YN, wake up’’ the person whispered.

I slowly opened my eyes and was blinded by the sun shining trough my window. I moved my head to other side to face the person. I saw Sarah standing there with…my phone?

Sarah: Wake up! Your phone doesn’t stop ringing all morning

I sat up and rubbed my eyes before grabbing my phone out of her hands and shooing  her out of my room. I looked at phone and saw my mom’s ID. Damn, I forgot I haven’t called her in few days, she’s probably worried about me. I pressed ‘answer’ button and put a phone next to my ear.

Mom: YN, are you okay?! *she screamed*

I pulled phone away from my ear in shock. Then I took a deep breath before pressing it again next to my ear

YN: Calm down, mom. I’m ok. I was just sleeping
Mom: Why didn’t you called me in days?
YN: Sorry mummy, me and the girls were working really hard, in few days tour around America will start and we are learning our dances all day.
Mom: Oh ok. So how are you there?
YN: I’m fine. Everything is awesome here, I just can’t wait for tour to start.

She chuckled a bit and cleared her throat.

Mom: So I heard about you and Justin, huh?
YN: what? Did someone told you something?
Mom: Me and Pattie talked. Seems like you and him got pretty close together *she giggled*
YN: Oh my… Justin told everything…
Mom: Yep. So when will you, love birds, invite your mom to your wedding?
YN: MOM! *I shouted embarrassed*
Mom: I can’t wait to become a grandma!
YN: Shut up mom, seriously! *I said annoyed*

She just laughed. Uhh, that wasn’t funny at all.

Mom: Sorry honey. Oh, aunt Rose is sending you a kiss.
YN: Sending a kiss back! *I made a kissy noise with my lips and chuckled*
Mom: Ok. It’s late here so we probably will go to bed. Bye dear
YN: Bye mom, sweet dreams.

I smiled and hung up. I got up from bed and went to take a quick shower. After I finished I put a towel around my body and went back to my room. I grabbed some clothes from my suitcase. Yes, I haven’t unpacked suitcase, cause anyway, we’ll be leaving soon.
I dressed up in this polyvore and walked into the kitchen finding all girls there at the table. I was greeted by ‘good mornings’

YN: Tomorrow the tour starts. So are you excited? *I said grabbing a plate of pancakes*
Sarah: Hell yeah!
Bella: We’ll be going back to America, oh how I missed it *she smiled*
Megan: and one of the concerts ill be in Toronto, city where I live
YN: Awesome. Maybe you’ll introduce us to your family *I laughed*

I heard someone clearing their throat. I looked at that person and it was Jessica.

Jess: Uhh YN can we talk?
YN: Yes, sure.

16 Jul 2012

Such a long time ~

Hello everyone :)
Wow it's been such a long time since I posted on here. I hope you're all having a great summer. I'n staying at my grandparents house in France at the moment and I finally found some time to come and write a bit. I started my vacation with getting a bit wasted with some friends.. whoops! After that I went to my grandma' and stayed there without internet for around 5 days. I then headed to Munich in Germany with my parents and littlebrother. We stayed there for a few days before we went to Croatia. We were in Croatia for a week and now we're staying here in France for ten days. When I get home it's my birthday :P I'm turning 15 the 25th of july. After that I'm going to Sweden with my friend and her parents for a week. ANd finally I'm going to a island called 'Læsø' with 5 of my girlfriends. When i get home from there it's time for going back to school... I know you probably don't care about all this but I miss you all and I felt like telling you what's going on in my life. A big news is that I now am officially accepted to go on high school as an exchange student next year. I'm so excited! I'm working at my application right now. I hope you're all having an amazing summer, you all derserve it so much! I love getting messages on twitter and facebook about how you miss me, it makes me so happy :') I love you all, hope you're doing amazing, now here are a one shot for you all:

#Imagine:
-I'm home
I yelled and shut the door with my phone.
There was no respond, funny I was pretty sure Justin was home. He had been on tour for the last 2 months and he just came back last night for a little break over the weekend. Unfortunately I couldn't swip my shift with anybody so I had to go on work today.
-Hello?
I dropped my bag on the floor in the apartment Justin and I shared in LA. Still there was no respond. I cringed out of my jacket and kicked of my shoes. I walked in to the living room. A frown formed on my face, still no Justin in sight. I went in to the kitchen and a small note on the table caught my eye
Hi babe
I missed you today so I decided to surprise you
Now follow the steps I tell you.
1. go to the spot where we shared our first kiss
I smiled oto myself, typical Justin to do something romantic like this. I thought back to the day when Justin and had shared our first kiss....
-Look at the stars
Justin's arm was laying around my waist and I reted my head on his shoulder. I did as told and turned my face to look at the skies.
-wow
was all I managed to breath out, the sight was breathtaking. Justin and I had been out on our first date at a lovely restaurant. After that he had drove me to this park behind a huge amount of big blocks with expensive apartments. We had walked for a bit and now we were standing undeer a huge elm tree looking up at the bright night.
-It's beautiful
My voice came out as a quiet whisper, I didn't want to ruin the magical moment.
-You know what else is beautiful?
I shook my head and looked closely at him. His brown eyes were almost black in the spare light. The starts were birming and making them shine at me.
-You are
Before  I knew it I had leaned in to him with my eyes closed. I felt his arm creep arund my waist pulling me close to his hot body. Without hesitating I locked my arms aorund his neck and pulled us even closer. His lips brushed mine and I felt a shiver down my spin. I captures his lips with mine and he pressed them softly against mine. It was like the whole world started to circle as I felt a warmth spread across my whole body. The kiss got deepeer and I felt it... I felt the love...
I clicked out from my flashback, I needed to go to the big elm tree in the park. I quickly threw my shoes on and ran out the door. I ran down the street with the smile cracking my lips. I quickly got to the park and went down the right path. Under the elm tree a little basket was standing. I walked over and bended down in front of it. A little note was placed on top
So if you're reading this, I guess you remember..
You know that kiss meant the world to me, it was the best thing ever 'casue I felt it, I felt the love!
Now another thing that means a lot to me, that we actually met
Go to the place where we first met and bring the basket
I shook my head in disbelief, could he be more perfect? I thought back to where we first met...
-Hello, how can I help you?
I smiled politely to the stranger behind the counter. It was a boy for sure. His hoodie was pulled down in his face and his face was turned down. As he spoke I thought there was something I regonized
-A ice blend espresso please with extra ice
He looked up and a slight gasp escaped my lips. A smirk played on his lips, it was the one and only Justin Bieber. My voice shoke when I spoke again
-A ice blend espresso, extra ice is coming. Your number is 21
-Thank you babe
The smirk kept playing on his lips as he took a step back. I could feel his eyes burning in my neck while I worked on his order. The heat was raising in my cheeks when I turned back around. I didn't even get to say anything before he stepped up to the counter and reached out for his order. His hand touched mine when I handed him the drink and I could swear I saw surprise in his eyes
-Did you feel that?
His question got off guard.
-Feel what?
He shook his head at my wondering face
-Nothing
The word came out mumbling and he handed me the money.
-Just keep the rest