Fame 22

Hi girls here is the next chapter. Today I'm going on Vaykay with my familiy and I will be back in a month so I will be on and off but when I get the chance to post I will. it is written on my phone so it's probably a lot of errors but sorry and I didn't proof read.
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I sat down on a chair and waited for my dad. I saw him in a orange jumper and the cops set him down and left. I looked him past the glass-plastic thing and when he saw me he's mouth dropped and he had tears in his eyes. Guess they didn't tell him who it was here.

D-dad

D: Oh m-my ...

(YN): Hi dad... how you doing?

D: Hey (YN) I'm way better now that your here , how about you..

(YN): I'm good

Yeah it was kinda awkward ...

D: Listen (YN) I don't expect you to forgive me but I want you to know that I'm really really incredibly sorry for what I did to you and I can't forgive myself so I don't expect you to.

(YN): Dad... I'm not saying I will forgive you but we can start...

D: Ok so can you just tell me how you been.

(YN): I've been good. I'm a singer and an actress, I am almost finished with my world tour I was discovered in late 2010 and I have two movies coming out one is with Kelly Osbourne and one With Zac Efron mut that's animated and one with Adam Sandler and that one is animated too. Next year I don't know yet but I know I will have a movie called Behaving Badly in two years. So yeah that is it.

D: That's good for you but I don't want you to thing that I want to come in your life for fame...

(YN): I know dad...

D; So any boyfriends?

(YN): Yeah actually, he's Justin Bieber

D: Who is that?

(YN): I had posters in my room of him but you probably don't remember, he is a singer too so yeah.

D: He treats you good?

(YN): Yeah he's very very sweet and he's a gentleman.

D: How long have you been dating?

(YN): Since February 2nd.

D: That's fresh than

(YN): yeah kinda.

D: So have you ha-

(YN): Dad I know where your going please don't say it it's so weird

D: Ok ok I understand.

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Me and Justin came back 3 hours ago and now we are babysitting the kids Tim went somewhere with his friends and granny and Alison went shopping for something maybe for food and clothes and Tim went to hang with his friends. But it's ok we don't mind. Dylan is taking a nap and Kim fell asleep watching Ariel. Me and Justin are just chilling in the living room. 

(YN): are go hungry?      

JB: I could go for a snack

Yn: ok let's go

We went to the kitchen.      

(YN): How about we do something even Kim can eat?

JB: Sure, but what?   

(YN):  Um.... Kiddie Kabobs?

JB: What is that?

(YN): Just help me you will learn.

JB: Ok.

I looked in the fridge got the little tomatoes out. Looked in the cabinet for the long sticks and told Justin to find the toast and toaster, he put toast in the toaster.

(YN): Ok we have everything now let't gooo. Oh wait I need Canadian bacon. 

I looked in the fridge

(YN): Crap all we have is bacon... hey your canadian can I just rub bacon on your body?

I was joking but still 

JB: I don't think that would be good but you can use bacon.

He said while he laughed 

(YN): I know ok. Follow my lead. Grab the toast, and a knife and cut in big squares. 

He did as I said and I did it to se we can be finished faster.

(YN): Ok now stick the toast on the stick and than the little tomato. And than fold the bacon a little and put that on and just do that until your done.

JB: That's so easy and it tastes good.

(YN): Yeah it does and the kids like it.

JB: Your gonna be a good mom.

(YN): You will be a good dad too.

JB:You know  I'll try

(YN): You probably don't have to.

He grabbed my waist and kissed my temple.

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3.15 pm

After we ate kim loved it and than we made something for Dylan and than we watched disney and now we are on the play ground in front of our house. Dylan is in his stroller just beeing happy and kim is on a swing and I'm pushing her. I saw Justin walk to Dylan and he picked him up. Justin held clown on his hip and he came to me.

Jb: hey pritty ladies 

(Yn): hey handsome boys

Jb: dylan did you hear that we are handsome and this is comming from YN YLN 's mouth we must be really good looking.

(Yn): shut it mister

Jb: hey dylan how are you, you are so cute yes you are but you seem sleepy do you wanna go for a walk huh? Say yeah, do you girls wanna come?

Yn: kim do you wanna go? 

K; yea 

I went inside to get Dylan a blanket knowing he would sleep in 5 minutes and it was february so it was still kinda cold snow was almost gone. i got Kim a sweater and me and justin a sweater. It's good that here where I live aren't much paparazzi around. I walked diwnstairs and turned almost forfot paseafire fir dylan and his toy for sleeping it was a dog's head and  he's body was flat like a blanket but very small. He's name was dogbly. I went to the kitchen and fot Dylan's baby bottle and put tea in it and I got kim toddler's bottle and did the same. I walked out side to see Dylan in Jay's arms and kim was talking to Jay. I walked to the stroller and layed a blanket on the bottom of it so if he was drooling or anything he would do it on the blanket and so he'd be warm I got to Justin and kissed he's. Heek.

Jb: what was that for

Yn; i don't know

I kissed Dylan and put the pacefire in he's mouth. And kissed Kim and dressed her in the jacket. I put the Jacket on and put my jacked on. I hot Dylan from jay's hands and handed him the jacked. He kissed me n the cheek and thanked me. I put dylan in the stroller and he layed down. I put the blanked over him and handed him hi's dogbly. 

Yn: do you wanna push the stroller? 

I asked Justin

Jb: sure baby.

He grabbed the stroller 

Yn: kim do you wanna take your bike?

K: sure

I got her the bike and helmet and put the helmet on her head. 

Jb: ready?

K: yeas

Yn: yeah

We started walking Kim was riding her bike and she was a few meters from us we were walking for good 20 minutes and than Dylan fell asleep.

Jb: this is different

Yn: what?

Jb: we are 17 and I can see us doing this in the future.

Yn: really?

Jb: yeah, it's gonna be so different from now. But I will be there wiyh youevery step of the way wheb that time comes.

Yn: you are the best.

I kissed him quickly

Jb: i know 

I chuckled at him.

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So after our walk Granny and Alison came back and took the kids. 

We were watching TV all of us and we. Were watching something that I did back in 2010 descpicibal me. 

Justin was sitting and my legs were between his and his hand on my back and one on my legs.

I kissed him on the cheek. And he turned his face to me and smiled.

Gosh I love that smile

He leaned in and picked my lips quickly.

I leaned to his ear

Yn: do you wanna go to my room with me? 

I whispered

He just noded.

Yn: we are going upstairs 

A: ok, but just so you know we are going out for dinner at 7pm

Yn: how come?

A; tay's orders

Yn: ok

G: kids use protection 

We just walked upstairs and blushed crazy.

We got to my room and I layed on the bed and closed my eyes. I felt someone hovering over me. I opened one eye and saw Justin there looking at me smiling. I smiled back and he looked at my lips .  Inpulled him down to me and wrapped my arms around he's neck. 

He kissed me back very soon. After a couple of minutes he dippened the kiss and he licked my bottom lip I opened my mouth and he's tounge went in my mouth and explored everything and so did my. He flipped us over so now I was straddling him and he's hands went from my hips to my butt and he left them there. My hands left a trail from his neck to he's soulders to his chest. This was getting very heated so  I tried pulling away but he bit my bottom lip gently and i loved that. Don't get me wrong I loved the whole part of this but if we continue we might do something we don't have with us to do it. He's hands went from my butt to under my shirt and my hands went from his chest to his stomach and his  hainds were rubbing up and down my back and he got me to moan. I flipped us over so he was on top my legs still Around his waist and he begen to kiss my neck and he found my sweet spot and I moaned again. I felt something poking my thighs and I knew what it was so that caused me to get a little wet. He continued kissing me and he kissed my earlope and under my ear and I kept moaning and he was getting harder and harder on my thighs and I was getting wetter.  I decided to speak.

Yn: J-J-Jus-justin 

Jb: hm?

Yn: we can't

Jb: why not?

Yn: we don't have a condom

Jb: crap why if we borrowed one?

Yn; from who

Jb: taylor

Yn: I'm not gonna ask Alison for a condom. 

Jb: yeah I kinda understand 

Yn: what if I steal one?

Jb: do you know where he keepes them?

Yn: probably in His room 

Jb. We are condom theats 

We laughed

Yn: but you have to get off of me. 

Jb: i don't wanna

Yn: if it's because of the boner thing I know about it I felt it poking my thigs like 5 minutes ago.

He just blushed.

Jb: that is unfair

Yn: what?

Jb: if guys are turned on you can tell if girls are you can't even tell.

Yn: yeah that but girls get to give birth and have periods and guys don't.

Jb: yeah your right auch

Yn: yeah it is

He got off of me and I went in Taylor's and Alison's bed room and looked it he closed, bathroom and than the night stand bingo!! I looked in the box and there was Just one left and he would notice if it was gone. I sighed and walked in my room with a sad face. 

Jb. You couldn't find it?

Yn: oh no I found one it's just that it's the last one

Jb: really!? 

Yn: yeah

Jb: now i'm really turned on and I don't know what to do.

I laughed at him.

Jb: you laughing at me missi!? Stop laughing or I'm gonna get you pregnant and you won't be able to walk so you better stop laughing at me.

I laughed more and he had a smile on his face.

Jb: oh you are toast.

He grabbed me around the waist and threw me on the bed. He began kissing my neck and sweetly and rough at the same time. I moaned when he rubbed himself against me. He kissed me on the lips and I kissed back his hands went to my ass. Ok Alison probably has some pills I can work this out.

Yn: justin?

Jb: I'm not stopping I told you not to laugh.

Yn: I think we can work something out. 

Justin's head went up really fast.

Yn: i'm gonna go check something

Jb: ok? 

I went in to Alice's bathroom and looked in the little drawer she had and Bam it's like they were waiting for me I saw pregnancy test but still closed ok that's weird and some tampons and pills yeah baby there were six missing and I'm gonna take two just in case 😉.

I walked in the room to see Justin sitting on my desk. 

Yn: hey baby what you doing on my desk? 

Jb: waiting for my girl

Yn: where is she? 

Jb: she is standing right here.

Yn: i got something

Jb: really?! 

Yn: yeah

Jb: what is it?

Yn: pills

Jb: for what me?

Yn: no, for me I take them and I won't get pregnant .

Jb: intresting he grabbed my hand and pulled me closer. 

Yn: yup

Jb: oh would you take them already? 

I walked in the bathroom and put one pill in my mouth and drank some water. 

I walked back to Jay and kissed him.

Jb: you took it?

Yn: yup

Jb: thank you for finding the pil

Yn: don' t think me baby 

Jb: shhh

He shushed me and kissed me. He jumped off the table abd grabbed my waist and put me on the table. He took my shirt off and I took he's off he undid my pants and I just pushed down he's pants since his whole ass is hanging out.  He kissed my neck over and over again. My legs went around his waist and that thing poked me LOL his hands moved up and down my body and he and I got on the bed. He sitting on the bed and I was sitting on his lap and I started laughing when he couldn't open the bra cause it was a different kind and it closed in the front between my tatas 😄. He groaned and pulled away.

Jb: where is the fricking clasp!? 

He chuckled and so did I 

Yn: it's in the front

He pulled away from my body a little.

Jb: oh hello there 

I chuckled and pulled him to me in a few seconds my bra was gone and his underpants were too, and my hand began to rub hin up and down and up and down and he moaned like crazy I knew he was horny so I teased him some more. He was about to come I could tell and just before he did I stopped and he groaned at me. He moved my underpants and rubbed my cilt and OMG did it feel good and than he put one finger in me and went in and out and than he added one more  and I was about to come and he atopped that little baby singer. He licked his hands and than he went in me  slowly I was a little sore from yeaterday but that ain't gonna stop me. I moaned very loud thank god the walls are sound proof. He moaned and I moaned it went like this for good 10 minutes. 

Yn: JUSTIN!!!

Jb: OH MY GOD baby!! 

And thats when we came I got off from his lap and got under the covers. 

Yn: that was better than yesterday

Jb: yes it was you didn't cry or anything

Yn: nope cause it didn't hurt as much the next time probably won't hurt cause I was still sore from yesterday so next time it's probably gonna e even better to me.

Jb: i'm sorry I didn't know you were still sore. 

He kissed me on the lips and the cheek

Yn: it's ok babe don't worry.

Yn: What's the time?

Justin streched over me to look at his phone. 

Jb: 5:30 

Yn: we have 15 mins than I have to get ready. 

Jb: ok

He layed his head on my chest and kisses my boob over the covers. 

I just laughed at him.

I ran my hand up and down his back and he closed his eyes. I continued and he fell asleep on me. I was gonna ask him if he wanted to take a shower with me but he fell asleep.

I slowly got up and put Justin's head on the pillow he ws still asleep. 

I shaved my legs and shampooed my hair and washed out the shampo and shampoed my body and than I felt someone hug me from behind.

Justin 

Yn: hey you

Jb; hey ne too

I chuckled at him

Yn: did you sleep any good.

Jb: it would have been better if you were there when I woke up.

Yn: awww

Jb:awh 

He mimicked

Yn: you still have sleepy eyes 

I hugged him and we danced around 

Jb: i know when we get back we get in this room not this room but your bedroom and We ate gonna get in our PJ's and get in bed kiss goodnight and I'm  gonna put my head on your chest and you will rub my back and  fall asleep than we wake up say by you go pack to your placeand I go to my than we call eachoder and than the next day we wake up get on the plane and go to Canada

Yn: we are going to canada!?

Jb: yup 

Yn: why didn't you tell me??

Jb: you would have said no

Un: are you kidding I would love to go to canada!

Jb: I just have to say this to you that Jazzy loves you and she will probably freak out.

Yn; i don't care, she is so cute

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It was 7 pm and we just got in this fancy restaurant and I was wearing this http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=125527267

And Justin was wearing this

Yn: This is fancy and we get our own room for the dinner

JB: Yeah it is very fancy, I see your wearing the earrings I got you.

Yn: They are pretty, I love them.

Jb: Good.

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BDW: WHEN THE EARRINGS ARE SHOWED ON POLYVORE THAT MEANS THE EARRINGS HE GAVE HER FOR <3 DAY. OR EARRINGS THAT JUST HAVE A DIMOND IN LIKE THAT.

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Sunlight - one shot

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I don't know if I have ever explained anything but I only post one shots now since I don't have time to keep up with chapters! Sorry.. Say something was just a one shot. But here's another one!

Sunlight

The bright sunlight burned my closed eyelids. I sighed. Another horrible day had arrived. Still with my eyes closed I fumbled for my phone on the bedside table. Forcing my eyes open I looked at the numbers on the screen. 7am. It was time to get out of bed if I wanted to make it to work in time. I groaned and rolled out of bed landing on the floor with a thump. Waking up at 7 sucked and especially on a Sunday.

His brown eyes startled me as I looked up. All the air was sucked out of my body and I dropped my eyes to the floor. I looked at my trembling hands feeling his gaze upon my face.

The shower shook the last bit of sleep out of my body. Drying up I downed a cup of coffee still in the kettle from yesterday. I scrunched my nose at the bitter taste. Quickly I threw on my work cloth. It was very simple with black skinny jeans and a bright, tight, red t-shirt. I fixed my little nametag on my chest before applying a single coat of mascara to my eyelashes. My breakfast ended up being a cold bagel on my way out the door. I could not be late for work today.

“I am so sorry.” His voice was deep and made me look back up. Trying not to lose my last bit of pride I stammered out a “don’t worry.” His pink lips twitched up in a smile. So breathtaking. I crouched down starting to pick up the broken plates in front of me.

My hair was still damp when I got to the little café. I parked my car on the backside where the customers did not get to see it. It was an old car but it was the car I had gotten on my sweet sixteen and I was not giving up on it now. We had made it through almost 7 years together. Walking in I greeted the chefs in the kitchen with a quick smile. “There you are!” My boss, Ann, grabbed my arm and pulled me to the front. “It is going to be a busy day honey, so brighten up that frown of yours, a new day is upon us.” I nodded at Ann’s words offering her a small smile. Making my way to the front door I sighed one last time; no more frowning, it was time for the fake customer smile.

“Let me help you with that.” The boy crouched down in front of me. “You don’t have to. It was my fault,” I looked at him through my lashes. A chuckle left his lips making me shiver, it was like a sound from above. “Like I’m going to make you take the blame for me bumping into you.” His smile made his eyes sparkle and I could feel my cheeks heat up.

The café filled up as the hours ticked by. I took orders with a smile, brought drinks with a “anything else?” and served the food with a cheerful “enjoy!” This Sunday the place was extra full. My legs were tired from almost running around, and my ears throbbing with the loud noises. At 11 I slipped out in the back taking a break. I slid down along the brick wall closing my eyes for just a second. The air outside was warm and I let the sunshine warm my face.

“Well I work here, so I should have been looking out,” I answered back. His smile made my stomach do a flip, no make it two flips! “Well I normally don’t knock plates out of pretty girl’s hand’s, so I should have been looking out two. I guess we’re both guilty.” I giggled at his words feeling myself blush even harder.

Twenty minutes passed by fast and my break was over. I pushed myself up making my way back to the kitchen. “Hey! Will you bring these plates to the back please?” Ann’s voice stopped me on my way. “Sure.” I grabbed the big stack of plates from her hands. “Be careful, It’s really full in there.” I agreed with her words before making my way into the crowd. I did not take many steps into the seating area before someone backed out from the restrooms bumping right into my arms holding the plates. The plates flew from my hands making a loud crash as they tumbled to the floor. Complete silence filled the restaurant as I gasped in horror. “Oh my God,” the person that bumped into me stated. His brown eyes startled me as I looked up. All the air was sucked out of my body and I dropped my eyes to the floor. I looked at my trembling hands feeling his gaze upon my face. “I am so sorry.” His voice was deep and made me look back up. Trying not to lose my last bit of pride I stammered out a “don’t worry.” His pink lips twitched up in a smile. So breathtaking. I crouched down starting to pick up the broken plates in front of me. “Let me help you with that.” The boy crouched down in front of me. “You don’t have to. It was my fault,” I looked at him through my lashes. A chuckle left his lips making me shiver, it was like a sound from above. “Like I’m going to make you take the blame for me bumping into you.” His smile made his eyes sparkle and I could feel my cheeks heat up. “Well I work here, so I should have been looking out,” I answered back. His smile made my stomach do a flip, no make it two flips! “Well I normally don’t knock plates out of pretty girl’s hand’s, so I should have been looking out two. I guess we’re both guilty.” I giggled at his words feeling myself blush even harder.  The noise had returned to the café. “What the hell are you doing?” Looking up an enraged Ann was walking towards the boy and I. I got up from the floor, where I had been collecting the biggest parts of the broken plates, brushing off my knees. The boy rose next to. He was towering above me. His shoulders were broad, but yet he was slender. He smiled down at me with a wink. His heavy hand laid upon my shoulder as he spoke up. “This is all my fault. I backed out from the restroom and bumped into her. I will pay for it all, I promise.” The voice leaving his lips was so deep. It was soothing, but at the same time filled with respect. Under his touch I felt a shutter rushing through my body. It was like an electric shock running from his body to mine. “I’m really sorry Ann, I’ll clean it up right away.” My voice was small. I quickly turned away from the boy’s touch. Walking to the back my lips were quivering. Who was this boy, and what had he done to me?

The sun was setting, when I closed the door behind me to the café. The last sunlight hit my eyes. I held my hand up to shield myself from the brightness. Walking to my car I noticed a boy leaning against it. As I approached I realized it was the beautiful boy, which had gotten me out of trouble earlier. His dark brown hair was shining in the last sun, and I took in his effortless position. He was like something sent from heaven. “Hello, how can I help you?” I stopped a few steps in front of him looking up to meet his eyes. They were sparking down at me leaving goose bumps down my spine. “I want to make up what I did to you earlier. So I asked your boss how I could get a hold of you. She pointed out your car and told me when you would be off work,” his honest answer sent a sudden smile to my lips. “You don’t have to make anything up. You got me out of trouble. Thank you for that by the way,” I spoke my words carefully not wanting him to notice how jittery he made me. “Well if you say so. The I guess you owe me a favor for getting you out of trouble.” His eyes had gotten a teasing glimpse. “I guess,” I answered my shyness suddenly gone. “Let’s go out for a drink and we can call it even?” His eyes were questioning. I focused on my hands for a second before meeting his eyes. “Alright, let’s go out for a drink.” He smiled at my answer pushing himself up from his leaning position. I unlocked my car and he got into the passenger seat. He had to bend over to fit. “I’m Justin by the way.” I nodded, “nice to meet you Justin.” My engine roared as I backed out of the parking lot. We set off into the last sunlight.

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Fame 21

 👍✌️Hi guys you aren't commenting any more and the summer is like here so I leave in the end June and July and August and than I will not post so if you want to have more of this story start commenting.

P.S. Didn't wand to sound like bitch.

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1.30 AM

I was sleeping on Justin's bare chest when I felt someone whispering my name.

??: (YN), (YN), (YN) can you wake up please?

I opened my eyes to see Kim standing there.

(YN): Hey what are you doing up.

K: I can't sleep I don't feel very good.

(YN): Do you want me to go with you back to bed?

K: Can I sleep with you

(YN): Baby sorry but you can't Justin's here so it's a full bed.

K: Can you go with me than?

(YN):I can, come on let's go.


We walked down to her room.

(YN): Do you know why you can't sleep.

K: I'm scared of the big people...

(YN): Big people?

We got to her room she sat on the bed and I kneeled down in front of her.

K: The ones in KG they say to me that I need to get them an autograph for them but I don't know what it means.

(YN): Oh dear lord honey that means that they want a signature of me because I can sing... and act and they want me to sign something so you can give it to them.

K: But that's not nice..

(YN): Yeah it's not... you know what I'm gonna tell mommy and daddy about it and they are gonna tell Ms. Green and than it will go away if not you need to tell mommy and daddy OK?

K: Ok 

I hugged her and we smiled.

(YN): Ok get in bed.

K: Ok (YN) 

She lied down on the bed and I got in after her.

(YN): Ok now close your eyes and try to sleep.

K: Can you sing to me so I know you're here.

(YN): Yes I can what song?

K: Thousand years.

(YN): Oh that's my song...

K: I know I love it

She closed her eyes and I started singing quietly
Heart beats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave?
How can I love when I'm afraid to fall?
But watching you stand alone,
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow.

One step closer


I have died every day waiting for you
Darling, don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

Time stands still
Beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything take away
What's standing in front of me
Every breath
Every hour has come to this

One step closer


When I stopped singing she was asleep.

I got to my room and saw Justin sleeping. I got back in bed and snuggled to him.

JB: Hey babe where did you go?

He said half sleeping

(YN): Sorry I woke you up I didn't mean to...

JB: It's ok, where were you?

(YN): Kim woke up and came here and I went to bed with her and sang to her so she could sleep.

JB; You are the best cousin ever.

(YN): Thank you.

He kissed me quickly and I fell asleep.

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12.28 pm

We stepped inside my old house and I could barely step inside the house. When I stepped inside I covered my mouth. I haven't been here since I was 13... and everything was the same. I looked around left living room right kitchen and than Isaw the stairs that lead upstairs to my room and my parents and guest rooms and so on... I take Justin's hand and lead him upstairs. We went to my room and it was closed and on my door there was  (YN)   and it was closed I turned to Justin and looked him in the eyes.

(YN): Ok so this room is old  I was 13 and there is a couple of posters of you here so... don't feel awkward. 

He smiled at me and I smiled back

JB: Ok babe.

He kissed my cheek.

JB: Babe it's ok open the door

(YN): The thing is I don't know if I want to...

JB: Its gonna be fine I'm here for you if you can't deal with it we will go back to Taylor's and we leave tomorrow anyway so suck it up and go inside.

I smiled at him.

I stepped in my room and covered my mouth nothing has changed but my bed was made and there was a note on the bed. 

I walked over to my bed leaving Justin behind so he can look around the room.

Hi  (YN)!

I don't know when you are going to read this or if you even will. I just want you to know that I am very very very sorry for what I have done to you I stopped drinking and that's for good. I herd from one of the police man that you are famous now witch I am very happy for you and I hope that you are good living with Taylor and Alice. I would like to ask you if it's not too much of a problem for you to come visit me in jail. As you may or may not know I will die in this jail so I want to see my daughter once before I die at least. I know you probably hate me very much but even if you can't forgive me witch I don't blame if you don't but if you could come visit me even if it is for a minute I just need to see your face and apologize in person.

I love you and I hope to see you

(If I can still cal you that)                                                                                        -     Dad

Than I felt a tear on my cheek and one landed on the paper. I saw Justin coming over to me and he hugged me and I hugged back. I put my head on his chest and let myself cry. He rubbed my back and hugged me tighter. After about 5 minutes I stopped crying. 

JB: Why are you crying?

(YN): The letter, my dad wrote it.

JB: What about.

(YN): You can read it.

We sat on the bed and he read the letter. He just looked at me and hugged me and gave me a quick kiss on the lips. 

JB: You gonna see him?

(YN): I think so but just for like 10 minutes I think and hope.

JB: Ok.

(YN): I have to go to the bathroom...

JB: Oh yeah where is your bathroom by the way?

(YN): That's my closet and there is the bathroom.

I pointed to the ends of the room.

I opened the bathroom door and stepped back the same second.

JB: What's wrong?

I couldn't answer I saw my bathtub and it reminded me of how I use to sit there and cut... I walked closer and on the floor there was still some smudged blood left. I ran up to the sink and grabbed a towel and scrubbed and washed off the floor.

JB: What are you doing?

(YN): Bl-Blood my blood on the floor...

JB: Want me to help you?

(YN): No... you can snoop in my room.

JB: Ok

He kissed my head and walked in my room but I could still see him.

15.36 PM

Justin just dropped me off at the police station and he kissed me amd told me to call him or text him when I want to go home.

I stepped out ot the car and paparazzi was crazy.

(YN) WHY ARE YOU HERE?!

ARE YOU GOING TO JAIL?! 

ARE YOU GONNA SEE YOUT DAD?!

DID YOU GET PULLED OVER?!

ARE YOU DATING JUSTIN?!

And so on...

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Say something i'm giving up on you

Say something I’m giving up on you

The car door slammed and I covered my face with my hands. Outside the car the rain was pouring down. It sounded like a flood was crashing down on my windshield. With a sight I clicked off my seatbelt. Looking out I could see our little house looking so lonely in the rain, so sad. Quickly I pushed the door open. I shivered as the cold rain hit me soaking me in a second.  Covering m hair with my arms, I ran to the front door. Stepping in I felt the silence close around me like a cage. Slowly I removed my dripping jacket and shoes. I threw it at the nearest chair not knowing if I would need it again in a bit. Holding my breath I listened for his presence in the house. I knew he was trying to be quiet but he couldn’t hide the shuffling of his feet upstairs in the bedroom. Approaching the stairs my mind raced through the past few days. The other night when we out, he had been very much interested in other girls and very little interested in me. As I confronted him he had exploded with anger. He didn’t wait for us to be alone to yell at me and curse me out, he humiliated me in front of all our friends. I ended up going home by myself that night. Three days passes and he still had not spoken a word to me. I was tired of the cold wall between us. It was not the first time a little thing had blown up to something huge.

Nearing our bedroom I felt the last drops of energy left my body.  I was tired of fighting. I was tired of him not trying. Maybe this was coming to an end?

   Leaning against the doorframe I watched him resting his forehead on the cold window. The rain was still pouring down outside.

-Hey

My voice was soft and barely above a whisper. He moved his head a little. He heard me.

-Say something.. I’m giving up on you. On us.

The last words were barely audible as my voice cracked. A single tear strode down my cheek and he turned around to face me. His face was sculptured in pain.

-I love you. But I can’t do this anymore

The deep voice echoed through the room.

-I’m sorry

His words shattered my heart. I turned on the ball of my feet hiding the tears now streaming freely down my face.

   Downstairs I grabbed my still wet jacket and shoes. I could still hear the rain thumping down outside. I took one glance over my shoulder, he was not coming down the stairs, so I opened the door and walked out in the cold.  I rushed to the car and closed the rain out. Once I entered. As I turned on the engine the tears on my face raced with the raindrops on the window.

   I sped off down the road not worrying to look back. Where I was going? I didn’t know. All I knew was that he had given up on me, even when he promised he never would.