Fame 21

 👍✌️Hi guys you aren't commenting any more and the summer is like here so I leave in the end June and July and August and than I will not post so if you want to have more of this story start commenting.

P.S. Didn't wand to sound like bitch.

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1.30 AM

I was sleeping on Justin's bare chest when I felt someone whispering my name.

??: (YN), (YN), (YN) can you wake up please?

I opened my eyes to see Kim standing there.

(YN): Hey what are you doing up.

K: I can't sleep I don't feel very good.

(YN): Do you want me to go with you back to bed?

K: Can I sleep with you

(YN): Baby sorry but you can't Justin's here so it's a full bed.

K: Can you go with me than?

(YN):I can, come on let's go.


We walked down to her room.

(YN): Do you know why you can't sleep.

K: I'm scared of the big people...

(YN): Big people?

We got to her room she sat on the bed and I kneeled down in front of her.

K: The ones in KG they say to me that I need to get them an autograph for them but I don't know what it means.

(YN): Oh dear lord honey that means that they want a signature of me because I can sing... and act and they want me to sign something so you can give it to them.

K: But that's not nice..

(YN): Yeah it's not... you know what I'm gonna tell mommy and daddy about it and they are gonna tell Ms. Green and than it will go away if not you need to tell mommy and daddy OK?

K: Ok 

I hugged her and we smiled.

(YN): Ok get in bed.

K: Ok (YN) 

She lied down on the bed and I got in after her.

(YN): Ok now close your eyes and try to sleep.

K: Can you sing to me so I know you're here.

(YN): Yes I can what song?

K: Thousand years.

(YN): Oh that's my song...

K: I know I love it

She closed her eyes and I started singing quietly
Heart beats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave?
How can I love when I'm afraid to fall?
But watching you stand alone,
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow.

One step closer


I have died every day waiting for you
Darling, don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

Time stands still
Beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything take away
What's standing in front of me
Every breath
Every hour has come to this

One step closer


When I stopped singing she was asleep.

I got to my room and saw Justin sleeping. I got back in bed and snuggled to him.

JB: Hey babe where did you go?

He said half sleeping

(YN): Sorry I woke you up I didn't mean to...

JB: It's ok, where were you?

(YN): Kim woke up and came here and I went to bed with her and sang to her so she could sleep.

JB; You are the best cousin ever.

(YN): Thank you.

He kissed me quickly and I fell asleep.

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12.28 pm

We stepped inside my old house and I could barely step inside the house. When I stepped inside I covered my mouth. I haven't been here since I was 13... and everything was the same. I looked around left living room right kitchen and than Isaw the stairs that lead upstairs to my room and my parents and guest rooms and so on... I take Justin's hand and lead him upstairs. We went to my room and it was closed and on my door there was  (YN)   and it was closed I turned to Justin and looked him in the eyes.

(YN): Ok so this room is old  I was 13 and there is a couple of posters of you here so... don't feel awkward. 

He smiled at me and I smiled back

JB: Ok babe.

He kissed my cheek.

JB: Babe it's ok open the door

(YN): The thing is I don't know if I want to...

JB: Its gonna be fine I'm here for you if you can't deal with it we will go back to Taylor's and we leave tomorrow anyway so suck it up and go inside.

I smiled at him.

I stepped in my room and covered my mouth nothing has changed but my bed was made and there was a note on the bed. 

I walked over to my bed leaving Justin behind so he can look around the room.

Hi  (YN)!

I don't know when you are going to read this or if you even will. I just want you to know that I am very very very sorry for what I have done to you I stopped drinking and that's for good. I herd from one of the police man that you are famous now witch I am very happy for you and I hope that you are good living with Taylor and Alice. I would like to ask you if it's not too much of a problem for you to come visit me in jail. As you may or may not know I will die in this jail so I want to see my daughter once before I die at least. I know you probably hate me very much but even if you can't forgive me witch I don't blame if you don't but if you could come visit me even if it is for a minute I just need to see your face and apologize in person.

I love you and I hope to see you

(If I can still cal you that)                                                                                        -     Dad

Than I felt a tear on my cheek and one landed on the paper. I saw Justin coming over to me and he hugged me and I hugged back. I put my head on his chest and let myself cry. He rubbed my back and hugged me tighter. After about 5 minutes I stopped crying. 

JB: Why are you crying?

(YN): The letter, my dad wrote it.

JB: What about.

(YN): You can read it.

We sat on the bed and he read the letter. He just looked at me and hugged me and gave me a quick kiss on the lips. 

JB: You gonna see him?

(YN): I think so but just for like 10 minutes I think and hope.

JB: Ok.

(YN): I have to go to the bathroom...

JB: Oh yeah where is your bathroom by the way?

(YN): That's my closet and there is the bathroom.

I pointed to the ends of the room.

I opened the bathroom door and stepped back the same second.

JB: What's wrong?

I couldn't answer I saw my bathtub and it reminded me of how I use to sit there and cut... I walked closer and on the floor there was still some smudged blood left. I ran up to the sink and grabbed a towel and scrubbed and washed off the floor.

JB: What are you doing?

(YN): Bl-Blood my blood on the floor...

JB: Want me to help you?

(YN): No... you can snoop in my room.

JB: Ok

He kissed my head and walked in my room but I could still see him.

15.36 PM

Justin just dropped me off at the police station and he kissed me amd told me to call him or text him when I want to go home.

I stepped out ot the car and paparazzi was crazy.

(YN) WHY ARE YOU HERE?!

ARE YOU GOING TO JAIL?! 

ARE YOU GONNA SEE YOUT DAD?!

DID YOU GET PULLED OVER?!

ARE YOU DATING JUSTIN?!

And so on...

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