Beneath Your Beautiful: 30: AMA'S.

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Chapter 30:

November 28th, 2012

3:00pm

I sat in bed with my laptop on my lap and my legs under the covers. It was nice to finally be home and in our comfortable bed. Justin was completely passed out but I was wide awake for some reason drinking coffee and tweeting. We’d been in bed all day because we were both sleep deprived but now I was wide awake. Okay not just some reason, mostly because today was the day that I got to meet my brother. He wasn’t even just my half-brother or anything; he was my full blooded brother. I was more than excited to finally see who he was and find out who he is exactly.

I’d been planning for this day for quite a while now and there was only one thing that was getting in the way… the AMA’s.

I wasn’t just going to ditch Justin so that I could go out to dinner with my supposedly twin brother, that just didn’t sound right to me… so I’d talked it over with my brother and he said he wouldn’t be done with some work til after then either way. So we were going out for a late dinner tonight, and I was, as I said before, way excited!

I felt Justin move around and he reached his hand over and let it fall right on my chest. I laughed and listened to him talk in his sleep as he practically groped my boobs.

“(YN)… no, I wouldn’t do that…” he mumbled into the pillow.

“Um, Justin-“

Before I could speak any further he shot up and he was breathing heavily. I shut my laptop and grabbed his hand to calm him down.

“Justin, Justin are you okay?” I asked.

He looked at me before he pushed my laptop off of my lap and hugged me tightly. I was worried about what he was dreaming about, he wouldn’t let me go. I had to push him off of me to talk to him.

“What the hell is going on?” I asked him.

He looked me in the eyes and shook his head without any words. He got out of bed and paced back and forth before searching for some sweats and disappearing into the bathroom. I stood next to the bed in awe.

I walked into the bathroom as Justin started a shower and I grabbed his arm. His eyes pierced mine and I clenched my jaw.

“Mind telling me what the fuck is wrong with you?” I said as nicely as possible.

“(YN), let me take a shower-“
“Stop!” I yelled. “Justin you know that you can tell me anything, please, just tell me.”

He looked down at my hand and grabbed it, holding it tightly. He glanced at the tattoo and squeezed his eyes shut. What was going on? Whatever it was I was starting to feel sick to my stomach and I was having really bad cramps.

“I’m worried about you going with this guy tonight- what if he’s not actually your brother?” Justin said quietly.

The running of the shower was the only noise as we stood quietly. I breathed out and cupped his face with my hands.

“Listen, I’ll be fine. You just worry too much Justin.” I whispered.

“But-“

I interrupted his sentence by kissing him, pressing my lips hard against his. I pulled away and dropped my hands from his face before I left the bathroom without a word.

I was worried about going tonight too I guess, but my worrying was overcome by happiness. Happiness that I finally had someone I could call my brother, someone besides my father that I could depend on. I was just so- happy.

I sat back on our bed and twirled my fingers in my lap. Great, this day was off to an awesome start. I had really bad cramps and I was late on my damn period. I was supposed to get it like now and I wasn’t sure when it’d come. It’d been irregular lately because of all of the stress these past few months. I guess it’d gotten easier since Chloe had been replaced but still, it was hard.

I heard a knock on the door and I stood up and clutched my stomach. “Come in!” I yelled.

Pattie walking in with a long bag folded over her arm and a pair of heels in her hands. She looked happy until she saw my condition.

“Oh honey what’s wrong?” she asked as she set the stuff down and walked over to me.

“I think I’m getting my period, nothing big. Is that my stuff for tonight?” I asked sitting down.

“Yeah! It’s adorable; I think you’ll like it, you’ll look AH-MAZING. Do you wanna come get ready with me and Jaz downstairs in the guest bedroom?”

“I’ll come down in a few minutes! I just gotta get some Midol or something.” I smiled.

“And Justin Bieber and (YN) (YLN) have just arrived down below! The famous couple should be walking the red carpet shortly with what looks like the young Biebers!”

I hooked arms with Justin and we walked forward through the flashes. I held Jaxon and he held Jazzy in our opposite arms. I should be used to all of this attention, but it was way more than I expected. There were screams of both of our names and flashes of all sorts. I was confused in this commotion. At least I looked good in my outfit that Pattie put together, right?

We walked slowly down the long red carpet, stopping to pose for pictures. We had to hand Jaz and Jaxo off to Jeremt and Pattie and their mom after some time so that we looked more professional. I smiled and smoothed down my dress while Justin held his arm around my waist.

“You look sexy tonight.” Justin whispered as we walked a few feet forward.

“Thanks babe, you look sexy too.” I laughed.

Justin squeezed my ass and I couldn’t help but laugh and hope that no one caught that on camera. Justin held me close and we walked up a few stairs to the interview that every celeb did.

“Bieber! You finally showed up!” the interviewer- wait, she looked oddly familiar… that was KHLOE KARDASHIAN!

Justin hugged her and I followed after, greeting her warmly. This was one of the Kardashians, who I absolutely adored. I was shaken up just meeting her!

“We see that you brought along your- not to mention- beautiful girlfriend! I love that outfit you're wearing tonight!” she complimented me.

I was wearing gold and black tonight, to match Justin. He LOVED the colors gold and black, for some odd reason.

“You do?” I answered, “I actually had his mom help me pick it out and I’m glad that you like it.”

“It’s totally adorable! And Justin, are you excited for tonight? You’re performing two songs and even nominated for three different awards, one of them being Artist of the Year!”

Justin rambled on about how excited he was to perform with Nicki Minaj and how hopeful he was to win the awards that he was nominated for tonight. I was trying my best to listen but I was distracted by the painful cramps that I was having. I couldn’t just leave though, so I had to just tough it out until we got back home- well the airport. Right after the show and after I met my brother we were headed to NYC where Justin was performing at MSG.

We stepped down and continued our walk down the red carpet talking to people and posing for pictures. The smile on my face was being forced though so it wasn’t that fun anymore.

When we finally got to our seats and sat down I felt somewhat better. I rested my hand on Justin’s thigh and he watched carefully at the stage and the host. I was having such terrible pains that I was thinking about actually going home until we left for NYC… I felt so horrible about it though that I was making myself stay. I just took deep breaths and thought of better things. I was surrounded by some of the world’s biggest celebrities, how can I not be happy? Freaking TAYLOR SWIIFT was sitting on my left side. I was scared to talk to her because she was- well famous. But I sucked it up and did it to get my mind off of the pain.

“Hey-“

“You’re (YN) (YLN), right?” she interrupted me on accident.

“Y-Yeah, I am.” I laughed.

“Sorry about interrupting you, I was just a little nervous about meeting you!” she laughed. “You look amazing by the way.”

“Talk about being nervous, I’m a wreck. And you too!”

We started a conversation and watched simultaneously. I was actually glad she wanted to meet me. I even forgot about the pain and everything! And I got to talk to her and Pattie both when Justin was performing. AND… she even danced with me during his performances. He wasn’t there for a while because he won two awards so he stayed backstage and watched from there. Now, will.i.am was announcing the Artist of the Year and Justin was nominated for it. I was more than excited for him and better yet he was by my side now.

“And Artist of the Year goes to… JUSTIN BIEBER!”

The crowd roared and Justin turned towards his mom first and gave her a hug and a kiss. Then he turned to me and I bit my lip before pressing my lips against his. He pulled away with the biggest smile on his face, I was definitely feeling proud. Tonight was getting better and better.

“Alright, now promise me you’ll call and check in and as soon as you get done eating?” Justin begged me as we pulled up to the secluded restaurant.

There were already plenty of paparazzi here, which was a bit surprising; how fast they beat us.

“I will babe, I’ll be fine.” I laughed as I unbuckled and opened the door.

I kissed him goodbye and he watched as I stepped out of the car and covered my face from the flashes. I pushed through the crowd to the doors where I found safety inside. A person who was standing near the door smiling and holding menus in their arms greeted me.

“Hi, just one tonight?” he asked warmly.

“I’m actually meeting someone here, he’s my brother.” I said questioningly.

“Oh, you’re the sister?” he seemed surprised, “Right this way Miss (YLN).”

Well obviously he knew who I was. I was escorted to an empty booth where a drink had already been placed along with a jacket. I sat down and got comfortable while the waiter took my drink order.

“Your brother should be back soon, I assume he’s using the restroom.” He smiled down at me before leaving.

I smiled back and checked my buzzing phone. Justin had already texted and snapchatted me… He was not going to leave me alone all night. I opened up the snapchat and it was a picture of him making a funny face and the text said ‘how’s it going my pretty lady?’. The text message from him said practically the same thing. I ignored it and put my phone back in my purse Justin as my brother appeared in front of me. I looked up and our eyes locked. Now, he seemed so different, and that was weird because he was my twin. Maybe it was the fact that I knew him from somewhere else, or maybe it was the fact that I’d never looked at him as my brother. I wasn’t that only one who was surprised when we saw each other, that was for sure.

“(YN) (YLN).” He said surprised as I sat up and faced him. He never took his eyes off of me; it was hard to either way. “So we meet again.”

“I- But how is this possible?” I asked.

“I don’t know. Maybe it would have been a good idea to tell each other our names before meeting…” he said matter-of-factly.

“Yeah, talk about it.” I laughed.

I bit my lip and wrapped my arms around his neck, embracing him tightly. How could this be? He was actually my brother all this time? I wanted to cry but I held everything back. We sat down and ordered our food together before talking.

“So, the whole business thing was actually a lie, Mr. Styles.” I said.

“Well if I told you that I was in the most famous boyband in the world, you would’ve probably freaked out. And I didn’t know I had a famous sister myself, so I didn’t want you to get publicity if you didn’t want it already.” Harry explained.

“You know, this is ironic. People in my hometown used to think that we’d make a great… couple.” I made a gross face.

He made the same exact one and now I saw a resemblance… Oh god, he really was my brother, wasn’t he?

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