falling for a fan: chapter 39 the following morning

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Chapter 39: The following morning

• your p.o.v. *

Justin looked at me. His eyes were shining with embarrassment and low confident.

YN: you're my boyfriend. I chose to be with you! I want to be with you! You're the most amazing, incredible, sweet, caring, kind, hot and smart boy I have ever met and I love you. Don't ever doubt that

Justin's lips curled up in a smile and he kissed my lips lightly.

JB: I love you honey

YN: let's go sleep now. It's 5.45

I stood up. Justin grabbed the duvet and my hand and we walked to the bed. Justin undressed him self and I pulled the shirt over my head. In our underwear we crawled under the warm duvet. I snuggled up to Justin's chest.

JB: goodnight love

YN: goodnight Justin

I closed my eyes and drifted off to sleep.

---Next morning

The sun was shining through the window and I opened my eyes. Justin's face was right in front of me, he was still asleep. I kissed his nose lightly and he mumbled. I smiled and turned around to see what time it was. I reached out for my phone. It was 12.30. I turned back around to watch Justin. He was calm in his sleep. His chest was moving up and down slowly along with him breathing. I stroke my hand over his hair, it was so soft, how did he do it? I had to ask him! I kissed his forehead before I carefully moved out of his arms, I didn't want to wake him up. I went out to the bathroom and jumped in the shower. I thought back at last night, it had been a lot of drama, but still the best party I had ever been to. I thought back at Justin's and mine relationship. Actually we had not known each other for more than 3 weeks, and been a couple for like 1 and a half week. I felt like I had known him my whole life. I thought about how we already have had our ups and downs. The best night was when we were at Ryan's house and he had written a song for me. The song started playing in my mind as I got out of the shower. I dried my hair and added some make up to my face. I hadn't got a lot of sleep, so I was still tired. I took some clean under wear on before I walked back to the bedroom. Justin was still sleeping. I found this in my suitcase: http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=45228919 and got dressed. I walked out to the living room and just then my stomach groaled. I walked to the hotel phone and dialed the number for roomservice. I ordered some waffles and juice. I could feel a slight hangover and needed some sweet stuff. I walked back in to see that Justin was still sleeping. I crawled up beside him and picked up my phone. I texted both Holly and Hayden:

YN: Yo' beauties! Where R U? U left me last night -_- I know it wasn't on purpose but I'm still gonna slap U! BITCHES!

Only a few seconds past before a text ticked in. It was from Holly.

HS: Oh em gee! JEEZ i'm sooooo sorry bby! I'm at Ryan's, we're gunn watch some movies.. hangover!

YN(only to Holly): I forgive u. but I wanna slap yuh still! Alright, c ya l8 <3

HS: c you :*

Just then I got a text from Hayden:

HP: BooBoo i'm sorrayy!<3 Yuh know I'd NEVER do dat on purpose! I luff you 2 much! I'm at your brother's, he got his own room here on the hotel.. I'll come 'home' l8<3

YN: aww it's ok babe! I wuw chu 2! cool I didn't knew that, take care! See you <3

I laid my phone away. I knew they wouldn't do such stuff on purpose, they were my friends. Justin moved around. I started running my fingers down over his bare chest.

YN(whispering): wakey wakey baby

JB(mumbling): no mom

I giggled.

YN: I'm not your mom sweetheart

I leaned down and kissed his lips. He opened his eyes.

JB: hello

His morning voice was so sexy. His lips formed in to a smile and kissed mine back. I pulled away chuckling lightly. He pushed himself up in a sitting position. His chest was showing and I bit my lip and looked away.

JB: you're so cute

Justin reached out and took my hand. He squeezed it and I turned my head. A big smile was curling on his lips. I blushed and he left a soft kiss right on the blushing.

JB: why do you blush everytime I compliment you?

YN: because I get insecure

JB: why?

YN: because I'm not used to getting compliments all the time

He laughed and I shook my head.

JB: well you have to be used to it, cause I'm not gonna stop

He shrugged innocently and I laughed. Suddenly the doorbell rang. I jumped up and Justin gave me a confused look

YN: breakfast

I yelled while I was running to get the door. I could hear Justin saying something like: such a lady. I opened the door with a big smile on my face. I think the young lady got kind of scared when she saw my wide grin, which made it even funnier. I decided to have a little fun

YoungLady: hello.

YN: yo'!

I showed off a peace sign and spoke with an Indian accent, I could see she was trying to hide how weird she thought I was.

YL: where can I put this?

I looked down and saw she was standing with a big dish covered with a shell. I cleared my throat and continued me Indian accent.

YN: follow me

She nodded and I walked in. I tried to walk with these small jumps, I think it came out pretty strange, cause when I looked at the girl she looked scared. I walked towards the couch and a matching table.

YN: happy new year btw

YL: thank you, you too

YN: just put it here

I gestured towards the table. She placed it down and I made a weird face as she looked up. Her face expression was priceless when she saw me. She turned around quickly and her eyes grew wider. I looked at the same direction, there Justin was standing. Only dressed in boxers. With a weird heart drew on his cheek with my lip stick. I had to bite my lip not to burst out laughing.

JB: hello young lady

Justin was trying to speak British. He started walking towards her but she took a step back.

YL: I got to go

She rushed towards the door.

YN: thanks for the waffles

I yelled with my Indian accent. She smacked the door after her and I broke down laughing. Justin was laughing so hard that he fell to the floor. I threw myself grabbing my tummy cause of the laugher.

JB(laughing): did you see her face?

YN(laughing).: She was so scared

We continued laughing for like five minutes. Everytime we stopped we looked at each other and started again. Finally we pulled ourself together.

YN: go take a shirt on so we can eat

JB: why? You don't like Mr. Bieber eating naked?

YN: no

I whined and covered my eyes. He laughed but walked out to dress. I removed the shell from the dish. The smoke from the still warm waffles whelmed up in my face. I sniffled it in. Someone knocked on the door. I walked over to open.

YN: well hello again

It was the roomservice girl from before. She still looked kinda freaked out but I spoke normal this time which seemed to calm her down a bit.

YL: sorry I just forgot your juice

YN: oh thanks

She handed me dish with two big glasses of juice. Just then Justin walked out dressed in one of my shirts, which was way too small and my cowboy skirt

JB: aye babe doesn't this fit me well?

He looked up and his face turned funny as heck when he saw the girl was back. I was so close to break down laughing again.

YL: you're freaks!

The girl turned around and almost ran down the hallway. I slammed the door close, sat the glasses down and started laughing so hard. I laughed and laughed and laughed. At last I pulled myself together. Justin was still laughing. I took the juice and placed them on the table before I walked up to Justin.

YN: you are a fucking freak

JB: language babe!

He smiled and I got up on my toe and kissed him. He kissed me back with an intense move. His lips pressed on mine so hard but still so soft. My tummy spun around as we pulled away.

YN: seriously now change I'm starving

JB: I don't have anything here, it's not ma place.

YN: I think I got one of my brother's hoodies.

JB: why?

YN: I stole it

I shrugged and Justin followed me laughing. I went to my suitcase and found the hoodie. Justin took it on, it fitted him quiet well.

JB: what about pants?

YN: I got nothing

JB: underpants it is

Justin handed me my skirt. I shook my head and looked down at his body. We walked out and sat down to eat our waffles. After we ate I found my laptop. I logged on my twitter and started looking through my timeline.. Justin laid an arm around me, what we saw made me speechless...

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falling for a fan: chapter 38 how could you?

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Chapter 38: How could you?

• your p.o.v. *

I looked up and my eyes were filled with tears. In front of me the one direction boys were standing.

YN: I- I...I

I jumped up and threw myself in Zayn's arms. He closed his arms around me and hugged me close. The tears started streaming down my cheeks, how could my friends just leave me here? Like really! It was sooo mean! Zayn just stroke my back and finally I pulled away.

ZM: tell me what happened sweetheart?

YN: After I talked with Harry I went to catch up with the others but I couldn't find them. I searched around for a quarter before I sat down here, it's been about half an hour now

LP: you poor thing

Liam pulled me in to a hug and I hid my face in his jacket. I was starting to build an anger up towards my 'friends' How the fuck could they just leave me like that!? I mumbled in to Liam's chest.

YN: I can't believe they left me.

NH: it seems pretty strange.

I stepped back and looked at the boys, they all seemed very worried.

YN: I have no idea what I should've done if you guys didn't show up

I smiled but felt my teeth chatter

LT: you're freezing

He pulled of his jacket and laid it around my shoulders. I smiled and stuttered out a thank you.

ZM: let's get you home

Zayn laid his arm around me and we started walking. We came to a waiting car and all got in on the backseat. I sat in between Zayn and Harry. Zayn was sitting with his arm around me, trying to warm me up. I told which hotel I was staying in and the van sat off.

YN: what were you guys doing there anyway?

H: I kind of forgot my jacket

I tilted my head at Harry,

YN: how come?

H: well I was talking to you and forgot about it I guess

He smiled and showed off his cute dimples. I felt a little blush coming and turned my head the other direction to hide it. The boys laughed

LT: I see some blushing going on

YN: not funny Tomlinson

I sighted. I saw how the boys gave each other a weird stare, but I just looked out the window. I was so frustrated. Like did Justin leave me on purpose? Or was it just a mistake? I hoped for the last one, but I could still feel the anger. How could he just forget me? The van pulled up at the hotel and I cringed myself out of Louis' jacket. I handed it back and thanked him.

YN: thank you guys

ZM: you're sure we shouldn't follow you up to make sure anyone is there?

Zayn looked at me with worry. I laid my hand on his arm to calm him

YN: it's sweet of you but no thanks. I'll be fine. See you guys around

I got out of the car and walked to the hotel without looking back. I went in the lobby and up to my room. I found my key car and locked myself in. I walked around in the suite and turned on some light. It was empty, no sight of any of my 'friends'. I went to the bathroom and removed my make up. I looked at the time, it was 5.15 in the morning. Gosh... I loosened my hair and brushed my teeth. All of a sudden I felt the sleepyness overwhelm me. I slipped out of my dress and looked around for my PJ. Just then someone knocked on the door. I wrinkled my brows, who would knock on someone's door at this time? I grabbed the nearest shirt and just threw it over me. I walked and opened the door. Outside of my door Justin was standing. His eyes were red and his teeth were chattering. His hair and cloth was a mess

YN: OMG JUSTIN!

I crashed my arms around his neck and pulled him into me. His whole body was shivering. I dragged him after me. He was rambling words out

YN: shut up and sit down

I placed him down on the couch, running out to find some blankets. I grabbed my duvet and ran back. I covered him up and sat down beside him. I laid my arms around Justin trying to warm and comfort him. After some minutes he finally had gotten some more colour in his face and his teeth were not chattering.

YN: what happened babe?

I stroke my fingers over his chin and smiled calmly. Seeing him like this was breaking my heart into pieces, but I had to be strong.

JB: where have you been?

YN: answer my question first

His voice was rusty, he had been outside for a long time.

JB: you were talking to that Harry dude and I went out to find our car. Somehow tons of fans were outside the club so I got caught up. Ryan texted me that they had all got the car and that you and I could get another. I went back to the club but couldn't find you so I thought you had went back here.. I would have called you but my phone had no more battery. I went back here but didn't find you. So I walked to the club and back here looking for you and now you're here

YN: Justin you poor thing

I pulled him in to a hug and he rested his chin on my shoulder. I rubbed his back feeling his heart in his chest. After a long hug I pulled away to see his eyes. I wasn't angry with him at all anymore, I was just happy that nothing bad happened.

YN: I've been searching for you too

Justin stroke his hand through my hair.

JB: you know you're even prettier without make up

His smile reached his eyes and my heart raced

YN: you're too good to be true

I leaned in and kissed his lips softly.. He kissed me back with so much passion, I could feel how worried he had been. He stroke his hand through my hair. I felt the blanket slip away as he pushed me down so we were laying. Justin's body was warm and heavy over mine. His breath was deep as he kissed down my neck. His kiss made me tremble and I let my hands roam down his back. His breath was hot and tickled on my neck. His hands went under my shirt and stroke over my tummy. I shivered and connected our lips. I slipped my tongue over his lips and he let my tongue enter his mouth. His hands were stroking my tummy as we made out. He pulled away and we opened our eyes. He was holding himself up on his hands with his arms on each side of my face. I stroke my hand through his hair.

YN: You know I was actually kind of pissed with you?

JB: why?

Justin's face turned serious and I stroke his hair again.

YN: I thought you left me on purpose

JB: why would I do that?

I shrugged and Justin laughed. I pushed him off me and sat up. I stretched while yawning. Justin reached out for me and pulled me into him. I cuddled up to his chest and he laid his arm around me.

JB: actually I was kind of pissed about you too

YN: why?

I had my eyes close so I couldn't see his face.

JB: because you seem to be really interested in those 1D boys

YN: mm

JB: and I got jealous of how much attention you paid to them

I sat up and looked at Justin's face. He was starring down at his hands. He couldn't keep them still.

YN: hey Justin, look at me...

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Falling for a fan: chapter 37 new years eve (part3)

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Chapter 37: new years eve (part4)

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ZM: may I sit here?

YN: feel free

I gestured my hand for him to take a seat. He ordered a beer as the waiter came with my cider.

YN: ain't it crazy celebrating new year so far away from home?

He chuckled.

ZM: kind of. But I'm here with my 4 best friends so I'm having so much fun, I don't even have time to miss home

YN: I see. I'm lucky to have my best friends and my family here

ZM: you have your parents here as well?

YN: yes. They are out celebrating with Justin's parents

ZM: you seem to have the perfect life

Zayn smiled and I couldn't help but think about what he just said, maybe my life was as close to perfect as it could? Like Justin was perfect, my friends were perfect, my family was perfect and everything! Maybe my life was perfect?

YN: maybe you're right. I have the two best girlfriends, the best brother, the most amazing parents and the perfect boyfriend

Zayn chuckled and the waiter came over with his beer. We both payed.

ZM: then you just need a best boy friend

YN: you know any good ones?

I winked.

ZM: I think I know about five that would love to get to know you better

YN: really? Tell me!

I Leaned over the desk to get closer to him, the music was loud and it was hard to hear him speak. My eyes were shining with laughter, I knew for sure who he was talking about.

ZM: well the first one is irish. He loves food and is always laughing. You can talk with him about everything, he's a softie.

YN: Yeah he could be a possibility.

ZM: The next is like extremely funny. I promise he can always make you laugh! He's really nice to talk to and he always put others before himself

YN: wow he really seems like a great guy too

ZM: he is. The third.. well firstly he's extremely talented. He's a really mature lad and he'll always make sure you're feeling good. He's kind of shy but when you get to know him he's amazingly funny.

YN: He seems a bit like me

Zayn laughed and I raised my eyebrows

YN: what?

ZM: you don't seem like a serious and mature one?

YN: actually I am. Normally I am always the one who takes care of everyone else, but I've changed and I'm trying to loosen up now

ZM: that's nice

Zayn smiled and I looked in his eyes, they were actually very beautiful.. WOW (YN)! SNAP IT OUT! You got a boyfriend.

YN: tell me about the fourth

ZM: oh yeah..

Zayn seemed to be somewhere else, he was looking in to my eyes with an intense look.

ZM: the fourth got the most curly hair you've ever seen! He's a real flirt, but he's very protective about his friends. He'll beat up any guy who comes too near. He's very sweet and funny and likes to just chill at home and watch a movie.

YN: he seems to be a lot like my brother

ZM: and the last..

YN: I'm really excited for this one

ZM: well firstly he's super hot. He might seem shy but when you get to know him you'll find out he's not. All the girls chase him, so you have to be careful, he's a real badboy you know?

Zayn winked and I couldn't help it but laugh, he was really a lot of fun talking to.

YN: let me guess.. The first boy was Niall, second Louis, Third Liam, fourth Harry and the last one I'm not quiet sure...

I started scratching my chin while looking searchingly out in the air. Zayn laughed.

YN: the last one must be you

ZM: you got it

YN: no really, you guys seem really nice, I wanna get to know you better

ZM: it'd be awesome

We sat there talking about some random stuff. Zayn was a really nice guy and he was really hot, not that it mattered of course.

YN: let's go out and join the others on the dance floor

ZM: sure thing

We both took the last sips of our third drinks and left the bar. I dragged Zayn after me, holding around his arm. We got out to the others. Justin grabbed around my waist and pulled me close. My heart raced as he leaned down and connected our lips. I heard someone whistle as Justin's tongue went into my mouth. I locked my arms around his neck and he placed his hands on my ass. He squeezed it lightly and I moaned in his mouth. We pulled away both out of breath. I could feel the alcohol rush in my blood and I leaned in to Justin to get the balance back.

JB: where have you been babe?

YN: just in the bar

JB: haven't you got a little much to drink?

I could see and hear that he was worried about me

YN: no relax Justin, I can control it.

I sent him a genuine smile and it looked like he bought it. All of sudden this song came on: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xs9X8NhQJF4 I looked into Justin's eyes. These chocolate brown eyes got me to forget everything around us. Justin laid his hand softly on my hips and I laid my arms around his neck.

YN: remember when we heard this song together?

JB: How can I forget?

We started swaying from one side to another in the rhythm of the music. Justin's hands were soft on my hips and the warmth of his body made me dizzy. The light on the dance floor wasn't a lot, only some single spots lighten up a couples once in a while. I crept closer to Justin and his smile grew wider.

JB: I can't understand how beautiful you are

My heart pounded like crazy in my chest. I felt my cheeks heat and I looked at my feet. Justin's hand stroke up my body and went under my chin. He lifted my head gently and I looked in his soft eyes.

JB: I'm serious princess, you're the definition of beautiful

I sighted and leaned closer to Justin. I hid my face in his neck and sniffled in his scent. I felt him shiver as my lips roamed his skin. His hands went around my lower back and pulled us as close as possible. We weren't moving anymore. We were just standing there in a close embrace. I smiled. Justin was amazing and I loved him with all my heart. I wanted to be with him forever.

JB: you know what baby?

YN: what?

I looked up to meet his eyes. He stroke his finger over my forehead and down my cheek.

JB: there's only two times I want to be with you...

His face was serious.

YN: which are?

JB: now.. and forever

I felt my eyes get watery. A beautiful smile came to his lips.

YN: I love you

I leaned in and over lips met in an explosion of firework in my stomach. His lips were soft and like a brush of thousands of butterflies. Our bodies melted in to one and I felt like flying. Everything around us disappeared as the kiss got deeper. His tongue was exploring my mouth and my hands searched down and ended on his chest. I was out of breath and pushed lightly on his chest. He understood my sign and pulled away. I opened my eyes and looked in to a warm stream of feelings in Justin's.

JB: if it wasn't clear, I love you too

I giggled and the last tones of the song drifted away.

DJ: that was the last song of the night. Happy new year to everyone, get home safe!

Everyone in the club cheered. I looked at the clock, it was 4am in the morning, a yawn told me that it was correct.

JB: my little beauty is tired

Justin laid his shoulder around me and I rested my head on his arm. I nodded and he chuckled and pulled me closer to his body. Holly and Ryan walked up to us.

RB: you're ready to head home?

JB: yes. Where's Hayden and Andy?

YB: we're here

My brother and Hayden came up to us walking hand in hand through all the people trying to get out. We all fought our way through the massive mass of people to get to our jackets. Someone tapped my shoulder and I turned around and smacked directly in to someone's chest.

H: watch out honey

I looked up at Harry's grinning face. I rubbed my forehead

YN: not funny Styles, it hurts now.

H: aw I'm sorry, let me take care of it

He leaned close and breathed on it. His breath tickled on my bare skin and I shivered.

YN: thank you, it's better now

I laughed and he joined in.

H: can I get your number?

YN: of course

He handed me his phone and I put in my number. I clicked on add a picture. I took a silly picture of myself before handing it back to him.

YN: here you go

H: great. I'll see you around

YN: sure thing

He went in for a hug and I returned. He left and I took my coat on. I looked around but couldn't find any of the others. I started searching around the club, but it was like almost empty for people. I found my phone and called Justin. It rang, but he didn't pick it up. WTF! They couldn't just leave me here, could they? I went outside from the club and kept calling Justin over and over again. I stood outside the club for like 10 minutes. At last I sat down on the steps. My heart sank, how could they just leave me? I tried calling my brother, but he didn't pick it up either. I had no idea what to do, so I just sat there in the cold hair. My body was shivering and I couldn't feel my feet when suddenly someone called my name.

??: (YN) what are you doing here?

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falling for a fan: chapter 36 new years eve (part3)

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Chapter 36: New Years eve (part3)

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Holly nudged my ribs.

YN: what?

I turned around to face her.

HS: let's go over there

YN: why are you nudging me?

I furrowed my eyebrows.

HS: you're the brave one, you go ahead

I groaned and stuck my tongue out. We heard some laughter and both turned to see the whole One Direction watch us.

YN: fuck

I mumbled it under my breath. Without more hesitating I went over to their table, the girls following me close behind. All the five boys were watching me, smirk appearing on their faces, one by one.

YN: hello and happy new year

I reached their table with a smile playing on my lips. Louis was the first one to speak

LT: hello love

His accent was even more amazing than it was in videos.

LP: Happy new year

Liam's voice was so deep like I always imagines it to be. Gosh these boys were even more sexy in real life.

YN: I'm (YN), this is Holly and Hayden

I pointed to the frozen girls beside me, they were both in shock. I giggled to myself, we didn't react like this when we met Justin.

YN: sorry about them, I think they are starstrucked

I shrugged and the boys chuckled. Harry reached out his hand for me to take it.

H: pleasure to meet you, I'm Harry

YN: I know

I winked and the boys laughed again.

LT: take a seat

They moved so there was space for three more chairs. Zayn and Liam found three chairs and we sat down. Holly in between Niall and Harry. Me between Harry and Louis. Hayden between Liam and Zayn.

LT: are you fans?

YN: of course! You guys are amazing.

H: thank you

Harry had his flirty smile on, I could tell. I didn't bought it tho, Justin was like on my mind all the time!

LP: Are you models?

YN: wow no why do you think so?

I turned to Liam, and he now looked kind of embarrassed.

LP: it's just a party for celebs and you could have been models

I laughed. He actually thought we were models, dear lord!

YN: that is really sweet but no

NH: how did you get in then?

It was the first time Niall had spoken, DAMN that accent.

YN: uhmm..

I felt my cheeks got a slight red colour, before I could end my sentence Holly and Hayden finally spoke. Now they could say something..

HS: (YN)'s boyfriend fixed it

LT: boyfriend huh?

Louis raised his eyebrow with a sneaky smile and I blushed.

HP: yes, meet the girlfriend of Justin Bieber

ZM: wow, you're dating the Biebs?

Zayn turned to me with an impressed smile. I nodded, I didn't knew dating Justin was such a big deal. All their faces were very shocked.

YN: why are you so surprised?

H: we thought he dated Selena Gomez?

HS: they broke up because of (YN) here

She pointed at me and I sent her a mad look.

YN: thanks Holly, now I sound like a bitch.

LP: not at all, it sounds like true love

I smiled at Liam and he returned

YN: thank you

H: so what about you two, singles?

Harry looked at Holly and Hayden.

YN: Holly choose my boyfriend's best friend, Hayden had to fuck my brother

HP: (YN)!

Hayden's face turned bright pink. All the boys were laughing. She stuck her tongue out at me but I just winked back. Suddenly I felt a pair of hands lay down on my shoulders. I looked up and met Justin's smiling face. My heart raced as he leaned down and planted a soft kiss on my lips.

JB: hello boys, great to see you again

LT: hey man, you too

YN: I'll just go get another chair

I raised from my chair but Justin grabbed my arm.

JB: no,I'll find one, just sit there

Before I could protest he had already left. Ryan and Andy both came and sat down. They were both talking to Niall, they seemed to get very well along. Holly and Hayden were talking to Liam. Zayn, Harry and Louis looked at me.

YN: so why are you guys here anyway?

ZM: we had a show here in between Christmas and today

LT: we got an invitation for this party

H: and agreed it would be quiet fun to celebrate New Year in New York

YN: wow cool! So how did you like it so far then?

H: we have had a good time

YN: that's great to hear

ZM: you're from here?

YN: no I'm from (your home town)

LT: that's pretty cool

Justin came with a chair and plopped down beside me. He took my hand and his touch made my head spin. I smiled happily. I was sitting with my boyfriend, Justin Bieber, talking to one direction, how great could life be?

LT: you two look good together

JB: thanks man

I sent Louis a happy smile, it meant a lot! To be honest I felt like I wasn't good enough for Justin, he could do so much better without me! Like really! I was just normal...

H: how did you meet?

YN: I went to Justin's concert

JB: I saw her in the crowd, she was the most beautiful girl I'd ever seen, so I asked my manager to get her on stage

YN: I got on stage and Justin sang to me.

JB: after wards we met by a coincidence on MacD

YN: we talked and got each other's numbers

JB: then again we both had to be in Stratford over the Christmas

YN: I guess it was faith

I looked up at Justin. His smile was stunning.

H: it's really an amazing story

LT: wait to your kids hear it

I laughed. Right now I was just enjoying being with Justin, I hadn't really thought about our future.

JB: they are gonna be impressed

We all laughed a bit. All of a sudden part rocking by LMFAO came on.

YN: aye Butsy!

I yelled it out and Ryan turned to me.

RB: it's sexy ya'know

YN: never mind.. Is it time for our dance off?

RB: it's on!

We both raised from our chairs and went out on the dance floor.

YN: you go first Butsy

RB: still it's sexy!

He started dancing and I broke down in laughing. I had no idea what the fuck he was doing, but dang it was funny! Finally he stopped, I heard our whole table laughing.

RB: let me see you tomato!

I stuck my tongue out before started to dance. I let my body move to the rhythm and yes I went to a shuffle. It was very hard in heels, but I did it! The song went over to something else and I stopped. Our table was applauding me and I started to bow around in a circle.

RB: gosh! You can really dance tomato!

YN: thanks Butsy, wish I could say the same

We laughed and went back to the table.

LP: wow (YN) you're a great dancer

YN: thank you

JB: let's dance

Justin grabbed my hand and dragged me along.

YN: come on guys

I yelled it over my shoulder. Justin and I arrived at the middle of the dance floor. He started moving from side to side and I stepped closer moving along with him. The others came up and joined us. The five one d' boys and my friends were dancing around in a big mass. It was so much fun. After like 5 songs I had to go get something to drink. I went up to the bar and sat down. I ordered a cider and turned around when someone sat down beside me...

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Chapter 35: New Years eve (Part2)

• Your P.o.v. *

I laid my hands over and knew exactly who it was. I felt a sweet tickle on my neck as he spoke.

JB: guess who?

YN: SANTA! IS IT REALLY YOU?

I turned around and Justin's hands flew off me. My mouth was formed in a big O and he laughed when he saw me facial expression. He leaned over and kissed my lips lightly. He was now dressed in the set that he was performing in, still handsome as hell!

YN: you're ready for performing?

JB: yup

He plopped down between his mother and I.

PM: when are you on?

JB: 20 minutes.

YN: excited?

JB: a bit!

He laid his arm around my shoulder and I felt safe. We talked a bit more before he had to leave for performing. He raised from the sofa and pulled me with him.

JB: come on guys, you're getting closer to the stage for God's sake

We all laughed and followed him to the spot just before you enter the stage. I was supposed to get out in the crowd with Holly, Hayden, Ryan and my brother. The adults could stay here. Justin was holding my hand when suddenly he pulled me close to him. I locked my arms around his waist and looked up to his face. He smiled and stroke my hair gently behind my ear.

JB: happy new year princess

YN: it's not new years yet

JB: I know but I'll be on stage at 12 and you'll be in the crowd

YN: oh.. no new years kiss then

I pouted and Justin chuckled.

JB: this year is gonna be ours babe!

YN: for sure! I can't wait. This has been the best Christmas ever Justin, thank you

JB: thank you too honey

YN: I love you

JB: I love you too

I smiled and Justin leaned down to connect our lips. His lips were warm and his hands stroke down my back and laid on my hips. I still had my arms around him in a close embrace. Our lips moved in sync and I felt his tongue slip over my lips. I opened and he took the chance to let his tongue in my mouth. We made out and I forgot everything around us. Justin was all I seemed to care about at that very moment. I heard someone clear their throat and I pulled away to see a stage man watching us. I felt my cheeks turn bright pink as Justin grinned at him.

JB: wish me luck!

YN: you're gonna kill it

I kissed his cheek and he went away to get his microphone. When I turned around my family, Justin's parents and my friends were watching me. My whole face went tomato red as I saw all their big smiles.

YN: we gotta go now.

I grabbed my jacket and pulled Holly and Hayden after me. They were laughing and I could hear Ryan and Andy were as well.

YN(yelling): STOP LAUGHING!

That yell made them laugh even harder and made my face turn even more red. We got out in the cold air of New York and that cooled us all a bit down.

HP: where are we going?

We were walking along the audience which were cheering for Justin to go on.

RB: here

Ryan guided us all in to a special little area where there were some drinks and some more space. There was only a few people there. We all got a drink and just then Justin entered the stage. The crowd went nuts, just like my heart. His smile lighted up the whole stage. His eyes scanned the crowd until he reached our inter circle. Our eyes met and his smile grew wider. Justin's performance was flawless! His voice, his playing, his everything! When the last tones drifted away I felt tears in my eyes. My brother came up and laid his arm around me.

YB: you're alright lil'sis'?

YN: yes

YB: you really like him huh?

YN: yes

I smiled and he just squeezed me for a little. Now Ryan Seacrest entered the stage. It was half an hour before midnight. Some DJ started to play songs until 12o'clock.

YN: let's dance!

I grabbed Ryan's hands and started dancing like a complete fool. He was laughing so hard trying to follow me. The others joined in and we had a blast. Five minutes before twelve we all sat down on these outdoor couches. My cheeks were red from the fresh air and my heart was pumping. I saw Justin getting on stage with his parents.

YN: it's so unfair you got each other,I won't get any new years kiss

I looked at my two best friends

HS: we'll just kiss you at midnight babe

HP: you're a lot hotter anyway

She winked at my brother and I made this whiny sound which made them laugh. There was only two minutes to twelve so we all got up from our seats and grabbed our glass of champagne. Andy had his arm around Hayden but her free arm was around my waist.. Ryan had his arm around Holly but her free arm was around my waist intwined with Hayden's.

YN: I love you

Just as I said that the clock stroke 12 and fireworks exploded. Both Holly and Hayden turned to kiss their boys. I looked up to the stage to find Justin looking at me. I blew him a kiss and he pretended to catch it. I decided to make fun and started making out with my arm. I looked up to see Justin do the exact same thing. So at 12 New Years eve my boyfriend and I were both making out with our arms. After some snogging with my arm I looked up in the skies. It was filled with all kinds of firework. I felt a hand on my arm and I turned my head to see my brother. Without saying anything I pulled him in to a hug. He could be the biggest pain in the ass, but I loved him. I broke our hug.

YB: happy New Year (YN)

YN: happy new year Andrew

YD: Happy new year kids

My dad's voice came from behind us. We both turned around and was met by our parent's hug. We had a big family hug.

YN: happy new year, I love you

YM: I love you. The best family I could have ever wished for

I smiled at my mother's proud look when her eyes scanned my brother and I. I felt a poke on my shoulder and turned. Holly pulled me into a close hug and I hugged her back.

HS: happy new year babe

YN: happy new year Holly

She squeezed me and I kissed her cheek as I pulled away. Hayden walked up to us and I grabbed her arm and hugged her.

YN: happy new year Hayden

HP: Happy new year (YN)

We hugged a little longer before breaking our embrace.

RB: girls! I just saw Justin walked off stage, let's get up to meet him

Ryan sent me a smirk and I smiled.

YN: happy new year butsy

I knew how he hated that name. He hugged me.

RB: happy new year tomato

I laughed. We said goodbye to our parents, we weren't going to see them before next morning. They were going out with Pattie and Jeremy.

HS: can we just walk to the restroom first?

YN: sure thing

We walked to the restroom and I went in. First I did what I have to before walking to the mirror. I just fixed my make.up and hair a bit. It was amazing how great it still looked. Holly and Hayden were done and we walked out. The boys had left to meet up with Justin. We found our own way to the first room we had entered. I walked in to see Justin talking with his parents, he had already changed back to his first outfit. I walked up behind him. I laid my arms around his waist. I got up on my toe and looked over his shoulder. He turned his head to look at me.

YN: happy new year

A smile formed on his perfect lips. Pattie and Jeremy smiled at us. Justin grabbed my hands and pulled me infront of him. We were facing each other with big smiles plastered to our faces.

JB: Happy new year princess

He kissed me lips deeply and my knees got weak. He laid his hands on my lower back, to keep me from falling. His lips sent vibes down my spin. I broke apart and turned to Pattie and Jeremy.

JerB: happy new year

YN: happy new year

I gave him a hug. Then I did the same thing with Pattie.

JB: well we have to go now. I'll see you tomorrow

He hugged his parents goodbye before laying his arm around my waist.

YN: bye

He guided me out the door. He had his coat over his other arm, I was still wearing mine.

YN: you did amazing on stage

JB: thank you. Your smile made me forget about everything, I felt like I was just singing for you

YN: aww you little heartthrob

I winked and he laughed. We got out to our waiting car. The others were already there. The car started driving and I moved closer to Justin. He laid his hand on my tight, rubbing it slowly up and down.

RB: we're gonna crash this party! Seriously Biebs your girl dance like a freak!

Justin looked at me and I laughed.

YN: seriously Butsy if you found that freaky wait to you see me dance for reeeeeaaaaaal!

I started doing this weird flick with my head which cost a lot of laughter from the others.

JB: I think she's sexy when she dance

YN: you've never seen me dance Bieber

JB: I've seen your happy dance and when we played Ryan's just dance

He winked and I laughed. My happy dance wasn't the most beautiful or sexy dance ever. I remembered the just dance, I made quiet an impression on the boys.

YN: I'll show you how I can dance when we get to the party

We finally arrived at this club. It looked very exclusive. Cameras were flashing everywhere as we walked up to the entrance. Justin laid his arm around me and I looked at the ground. This was the first time the papz had got pictures of me and Justin. They were yelling thousand of questions at the same time, but I just kept walking. Justin flashed them his perfect smile but didn't say anything. We got to the doors and a man lead us in.

YN: shit

I breathed out as Justin took my jacket.

JB: get used to it babe, I'm gonna show you to the world from now

YN: why?

JB: because I want my fans to know about you

I felt kind of uncomfortable, but his smile calmed me down.

JB: I'd never let you get hurt, you know that

To prove his point he leaned down and kissed my lips gently. I smiled and we walked over to get rid of our jackets. Holly and Hayden grabbed one of my arms.

HS: you know who we just saw?

YN: no who?

HP: one direction!

YN: NO WAY!

U yelled it out and the people close to us turned around.

YN: whoops!

HP: it's true

HS: let's go talk to them

YN: I don't know girls..

I felt kind of weird. Like I wouldn't consider myself as a directioner, but I loved their music. Plus they were all extremely fit and their accents were to die for.

HP: come on

They guided me through all the people around us. I got a glimpse of Justin, Andy and Ryan at the bar talking to someone. I mouthed HELP to Justin but he just laughed and sent me a grin. We got to the other end of the club. It was an area with tables. Some tables with chairs, some high tables with no chairs. Around one of the tables a group of five boys were sitting. My heart jumped as one of them turned around and smiled at us.... Harry Styles!

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Chapter 34: New Years eve

• your p.o.v. *

Justin was dressed in http://www.dailystab.com/blog/wp-content/uploads/2012/01/Bieber-Skylanders-on-NYE2.jpg He was soo handsome I was speechless. I looked in to his eyes, they were shining happily at me. I saw how his eyes ran down my body and his smile grew wider.

YN: hello

JB: hi

I stepped backwards and he came in to the room. He reached out his arms and I walked in to the close hug. His scent flew around me and I felt my knees go weak. He pulled a little back so we could look into each other's eyes. His smile melted my heart.

JB: hi

I giggled and kissed him lightly. His lips were soft and warm on mine. I stepped back and saw my brother and Ryan come in. They both had a huge bouquet of flowers in their hands. Ryan was dressed in a nice white shirt. He was wearing a pair of black jeans and his hair was styled. Justin leaned over.

JB: I've never seen him dressed in a shirt before

I chuckled under my breath and watched as he walked over and handed Holly the flowers. She blushed lightly as he kissed her cheek. I saw how her cheeks got a deeper red as he complimented her. I turned to watch my brother. He was wearing a red shirt with a black tie. His trousers were skinny and black, he looked good. He winked at me before walking to Hayden. His eyes ran over her body and a smirk appeared as he handed her the flowers and kissing her lips. I turned to Justin with a happy smile, I loved those people. Justin handed me a little box.

JB: you're the most beautiful girl I've ever seen

His voice was deep and I felt how every word went directly to my heart. My cheeks got red as he kissed me. I looked down at the box in my hands.

YN: what is this Justin?

JB: open it

He looked at me with enthusiasm. I giggled at his childish happiness. I opened the little box and my eyes met this: http://blog.topons.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/08/87.jpg The necklace was beautiful. I was speechless. Justin reached out and picked it up. He turned me around and locked the necklace around my neck. I felt the heart bump down on my chest. The silver was cold. I turned back around, still speechless. I laid my arms around Justin's waist. He laid his around mine and pulled us closer. Our foreheads were touching.

YN: thank you

I managed to whisper under my breath. Justin just smiled and locked our lips. His kiss made me weak. When we pulled away I found Justin's eyes. They were a dark brown colour and I knew that the up coming year was going to be incredible.

RB: we should probably get going

I turned to see Ryan speaking with his arm casually around Holly. I watched Holly's eyes on Ryan's face with the love shining from her eyes.

YN: sure thing

I intertwined my fingers with Justin's as we walked out the door. We all got down to the car. It was a big van so we could all be in there. I ended up between my brother and Justin. Justin was still holding my hand.

YN: I got a text from Sel earlier, she's in Texas to celebrate New Year

HP: oh. I wanted to thank her for the dresses

YN: no worries babe, I already done that

She smiled thankfully at me.

YB: I thank her too

Andy looked at Hayden and winked. Her face got a deep red and I whined.

YN: ew! Don't flirt around when I'm here

He laid his shoulder around Hayden grinning.

YB: sorry lil'sis' but you'll have to get used to it

I punched his arm and laughed. We all did actually. For the rest of the ride we just talked casually about what was happening tonight. After we ate we were going to Times Square where Justin was performing, we others were gonna be backstage. After that there was a party thrown where we were heading. Justin told that One direction were gonna be there, which made me and the girls fangirl pretty much.

YN: sorry guys, but come one! One Direction are hot

Justin pouted and I leaned in to him. I placed my lips on his ear.

YN: not as hot as you of course

He shivered at the touch of my breath and I kissed his cheek giggling. We pulled up at this very fancy restaurant and everyone heard my tummy groal.

JB: such a lady

I laughed as we all got out of the car. We went in to the restaurant and got our table right away. The dinner was quiet fun and we all six got very well along. When we ended the dinner it was about 9pm and we had to go to Times Square.

YN: you're nervous about performing?

I turned in the car too look at Justin. A smile was curling on his lips and he laid his arm around my shoulder.

JB: I'm never nervous about performing, only one thing can make me nervous...

YN: What?

He leaned close and whispered in my ear.

JB: you

His voice sent trembles down my spin and my cheeks got red. I pushed his shoulder playfully and he laughed. We arrived at times square and all went down behind the stage. Justin left us all to go dress up for his performance. We sat in a couple of sofas and only a few moments went by before Justin's and my parents came by.

PM: hello youngsters

YN: hey

I went up to hug her, then Jeremy and then my parents. We all sat down in the couches.

YD: so what plans do you kids have for later?

RB: they are throwing a party on this club for 15-25 years old, only with invitation

YN: and guess who's coming mom?

I turned to my mom with a sneaky smile. She got up and went to my seat with a big grin, we both knew what the other was thinking.

YN+YM(screaming): ONE DIRECTION

We started jumping around in the room while they others were laughing. We finally broke down laughing so hard my tummy was aching.

JerB: what's up with them and the 1D boys?

YD: they are in love with their accents

PM: they are hot!

RB: Pattie! They're like your son's age

Ryan was laughing.

PM: I know

She laughed and we all joined in. I sat down and chatted with Holly for a while. Suddenly I felt a pair of hands covering my eyes...

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it's Justin's birthday<3 OMG I can't believe my baby is turning 18! I've been here through his ups and downs and I'm not gonna stop <3 Becoming a Belieber is the best decision that I've ever made! Justin had taught me so much and I'm extremely proud to call myself his fan. My emotions have been on the outside of my cloth today, everytime anyone mentioned anything I could relate to Justin my eyes got watery. He has changed my life in so many ways, and I love it! Now he's 18..*sight* I've watched him grow up and I'm so proud of what he has becomed! Justin is the greates role model, singer, actor, brother, friend, hero and inspiration that anyone could wish for. I'll keep all the memories in my heart forever. Like the first time I saw Justin's video One time, the first poster, the first tear I that fell for him, the first interview I saw and the concert... It's almost a year ago since I saw Justin in real. It was the best night of my life!! Never have I've been so happy and I admit it.. when I came down i broke down. Justin is my whole world and seeing him in real can't be described with words...<3
Kidrauhl is groing up, but he'll never change. He's 18 now and I'm extremely proud and touched! I love you Justin.
Happy birthday Justin, I love you xx











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Chapter 33: what did you do?

• your p.o.v. *

I jumped out from the bed. Justin gave me a confused look.

JB: what's wrong hun?

YN: this is Hayden's and Holly's room too, where the fuck are they?

JB: oh

Justin got up as well. I quickly jumped in my cloth from yesterday evening, Justin did as well. I rushed around in the room, searching for my phone. I bended down and looked under the couch. As I got up I felt Justin's strong arms around me. I turned around to face him. He was smiling and I smiled back at him. I remembered last night, it was like a dream. He took my virginity and he loves me. He stroke my hair behind my ear and I curled my arms around his neck.

JB: I'm sorry to leave you, but I have rehearsals, you know it's New Years tonight.

YN: of course.

I got up to peck his lips. He grabbed my face and pressed my lips harder on his. My head spun around. We broke apart.

JB: I'll pick you and the girls up, be ready at 6. Then we'll go out and eat before we're heading to Times square

YN: can't wait.

JB: I love you

YN: love you too

We kissed one last time, before he let go and walked out. I searched a bit more around for my phone, finally I found it. I had some stuff, but nothing from either Holly or Hayden! I decided to just order some food and wait for them to come 'home'. After I had eaten my food, I took a shower. As I got up it was 1pm, still no sight of Holly or Hayden. It was really weird! I just found our new years dresses that we had bought and laid them out on the bed, just when I was standing there looking at them I heard someone open the door. I walked out to see Holly and Hayden walking in. Both their faces were plastered with big smiles.

YN: what did you do?

I gave them a suspicious smile. They both looked at me with secret eyes.

HS: let's sit down girls.

She gestured to the couch. I gave them an odd look but sighted and sat down. We sat there all starring at each other. Suddenly Holly started laughing, and not after long Hayden and I joined in. We laughed and laughed and laughed. Finally we pulled together.

HP: how did it went with the parents and all?

I smiled to myself in the memory of last night. Hayden poked my side.

YN: it went very well. They all came along pretty great.

I closed my mouth to not say more but a big smile was still on my zipped lips.

HS: what happened after wards?

YN: ehm... well.. let's say.. I'm not a virgin anymore

First they both looked kind of shocked. Then they turned to each other. Hayden nodded and they both turned around to look in my eyes.

HS: Neither us.

My jaw dropped! WTF?

YN: did you sleep with my brother?

I yelled it out and Hayden nodded shyly. I threw my head back on the couch. I closed my eyes. I couldn't believe it. In one night we, the three best friends, all had sex with boys we kind of just started going out with. The boys were all two years older than us, this was crazy!

YN(yelling): that's fucking gross Hayden

I broke down laughing. First Hayden looked shocked, but then she understood that I was joking and they both joined laughing with me.

HS: I can't believe we all did it in one night

HP: with boys we barely know

YN: and are 2 years older than us

HS: we're nuts

HP: I love us

YN: me too

We all looked at each other, then went it for a group hug. Those girls meant more to me than they would ever understand. After we broke apart I told we were getting picked up at 6. They both went to take a shower and I sat down fixing my hair. I straightened it, I liked it best that way. After I started on my make up. I added some eyeliner, mascara, a light blush and a golden eye shadow. I looked at the clock. It was 4:30. 1 and a half hour to go. I decided to fix us some drinks. I know we're fifteen and all, but It wasn't like we got drunk from one drink. After I mixed them I went in to see how long the girls were. They were both just adding the last bit of make up. I looked at them and handed them their drinks. Holly had curled her thick brown hair, it was floating perfectly down her shoulders. Her lips were bright red, like her dress. Her eyes were surrounded by black.

YN: wow what a babe!

I nudged her and she giggled. I turned to Hayden scanning her face. Her blonde hair was tied in a knot on the top of her head. A little hair was laying over her forehead. Her eyes were surrounded by a light grey colour. Her lips were a light pink like her cheeks

YN: and Hayden

I whistled and she chuckled. I felt both their eyes scanning me.

HP: you look gorgeous baby, but..

HS: you suck at putting make up on

YN: that's mean!

I pouted but they just laughed and grabbed my arms. I sat down on a chair and they removed my make up. We were all sipping our drinks talking as Holly did my make up and Hayden did my hair. I had always been the sucker at make up and so. Normally I just wore mascara and that was it. Finally they both finished. I took the last zip of my drink and walked out to the bathroom. My jaw dropped. I couldn't even regonize myself! I looked like this http://lifewithlauren.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/06/lauren-conrad-makeup.jpg (just imagine your hair colour and face)

I ran out to hug them both,

YN: I LOVE YOU GIRLS!

They both giggled and returned my hug. We looked at the clock. 5:30, we should get dressed. This is the dresses: http://www.polyvore.com/new_year_in_york/set?id=43286361 (if you forgot) I was standing in the bedroom. Holly in the bathroom. Hayden in the living room. Justin just texted me. Ryan, Andy and himself were on their way. I was glad that Ryan and Justin got along well with my brother. I looked at my reflection, I had never felt so beautiful in my whole life. My make up and hair was perfect. The dress fitted my body and my legs looked amazing with these shoes. My phone buzzed with a text. I opened to see a text from Selena

Sel(text): hey boo! I'm so sorry, but I can't make it tonight<3 My friends came by last night and we just arrived back in texas.. wish I could be with you, but I'm with my family :)

YN/text): hey babe :) it's totally fine<3 Thank you for helping us with these lovely dresses and all :) I hope you have a great night<3 xoxo

I send a picture of myself with the text. I smiled and laid my phone away in my little purse. I heard the door bell and quickly went out. As I stepped in I was greeted by Holly and Hayden. They were both extremely gorgeous.

YN: you girls look unbelievable amazing!

They both smiled widely.

HS: nothing compared to you. You like like a god or something

I just laughed it off and walked to open the door. I breathed in and opened the door. My eyes went to Justin and I gasped..

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