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Hello. Sorry I haven't been posting...I've been on a trip for this whole week so this Monday, I'm going to post 2 chapters! Terribly sorry for the wait!
Bye!

New Years Eve Story

New years eve story

Brown eyes followed me from across the room. Doing my best I swayed my hips to the music wanting the brown eyed boy to keep his attention to me. Vibrations from the speakers were making the floor shake. Giggling I grabbed my girl friend's hands making her dance along with me. New Years eve, the most wild night of the year. My friend and I had gone to party at our friend's friend's house, turned out it was like the biggest mansion I had been at in my life. We had been here since 9 o'clock, it was now close to 11 and we still didn't know any one in the room. Checking out the boys of tonight we had both found the ones we wanted to be kissed by at midnight. My guy was the brown eyed one, and I was not in doubt he was interested in me as well. Since I had entered the dance floor his eyes had been on my dancing hips. Every time I caught his gaze he sent me a wink and caused my cheeks to flush pink.

"I need a drink"
Appealing my friend dragged me along to the bar. The guy that held the party had hired a bartender for the night, he had a live band playing, hundreds of guests and a hell of a party. At the bar we ordered to drinks and talked the best we could over the loud music. Our drinks were placed down in front of us when suddenly a light headed guy came walking up to us.
"Good evening ladies, you're enjoying yourselves?"
"Yeah"
We answered in union earning laughs from both us and the young man in front of us. He started conversation but it was quickly clear that he was interested in my friend.
"I'll just go out to get some air"
Nodding at my words I got the total acceptance from my friend, she did not need me there at all. Walking out I felt the hot LA air sweep me in. Gazing at the sky I admired all the stars on this dark night. It couldn't be long 'til midnight now.

"Excuse me miss?"
A deep husky voice brought me out of my spinning thoughts. Turning around I was met by the guy that had caught my attention all night.
"Hello"
Greeting him with my most charming smile I earned a smile from him.
"I'm Justin"
Holding his hand out, he introduced himself.  I grabbed his hand and shook it. Feeling a burning sensation form from our touch I shot him a big smile.
"Nice to meet you Justin, I'm (YN)"
"Beautiful name for a beautiful girl"
Giggling at his lame attempt to give me a compliment I watched how his cheeks turned a light pink.
"Why are you standing out her in the cold?"
Justin shook himself while I shrugged.
"My friend got herself a guy so I was left alone anyway"
"Well I couldn't find you. I had been building up courage to talk to you all night and then you just disappeared."
His smile was very charming when he spoke these words and I knew I was blushing had by now.
"So what's your relation to tonight's host?"
Wanting to keep up the conversation I asked Justin. Now waiting for his answer I stepped a little closer fluttering my eyelashes a little at my best attempt to flirt. Justin sure got my hint and took his own step closer as the conversation set off. We talked back and forth while getting closer and closer to each other. Ending up with Justin's arm around my shoulder we were standing in silence looking over New York's night sky line.
"It's almost midnight now"
Inside the noise was set down and we could hear the countdown start from ten.
"It must be"
Agreeing with his statement I cuddled a little closer to him. Feeling his eyes look down at me I smiled to myself. Suddenly a loud scream of joy interrupted the silence. The sky exploded in light and fireworks.
"Happy new year"
"Happy new year"
While responding I turned around in his arm, I was going to get a new year's kiss. Without warning I pressed my lips to his. Luckily he returned with moving along with my lips. A warmth spread through me while our hands found each others.Pulling away his brown eyes shone in to mine.
"This year is going to be great"
Stating my opinion I gained a grin from Justin. Bending down he pressed his lips to mine again. This was a promise for an amazing upcoming year.

THE END

A little something

THIS IS NOT MY WORK.
i'm sick and i thought i owed you guys something to Read. I found this on tumblr and changed a few things.


You’ve probably had a bit too much to drink, but you sip the glass of wine sitting prettily in your hand, anyway. It’s New Years Eve, you think with an inward scowl. It’s been a long year and you needed a night to let go.

Draining the last of the deep red wine, you stand from your seat, letting the chair clatter somewhere behind you. Your eyes search the dance floor for the boy with the perfect brown hair who’d teased you earlier, gotten you all worked up with tender touches and low-murmured words of all the things he’d like to do to you.

Biting your lip at the thought, you pushed your way through the crowds, fully intent of finding him and making sure he kept his word (words, really. There were many plans for that night and you were set on making all of them happen).

Your hand was the first thing to reach him. You let your fingertips graze down his shoulder, into the crevice between his back muscles to glide over his spine, all the way to wear you could feel the rough denim of his jeans under his t-shirt.
“Hey, babe,” you murmured, standing on your toes to get closer to his ear. He was facing you in a second, hurling himself into you and nearly picking you up in his haste.

“Stop teasing,” he breathed. “It’s almost midnight. Then I’ll show you what I was talking about.” His voice was raspy, eyes wide and certain. He let his lips claim yours, nibbling and pushing and sliding until they were a flushed and kiss-swollen red. “Dance with me.”

So you did, turning to let your hips meld with his. His hands splayed across your hipbones, fingers digging in every so often. You let your head fall back near his shoulder, eyes closing in bliss. You hand wound up to clench the hair near the back of his head, tugging gently in time with the song.

“Fuck waiting,” he growled, hands holding your body to his. “We’re going home now.” The car ride was unbearable, the taxi driver tense and awkward as he attempted to ignore the short gasped Justin pulled from you with his lips on the smooth skin of your neck.

“Thanks, mate,” he grumbled, tossing a bill that was far more valuable than the cost of the taxi ride towards the driver, who mumbled something that you couldn’t be bothered to hear before speeding off again.

Justin pulled you impatiently towards the building, his grip only tightening on your wrist as he navigated up the stairs to the spacious flat the two of you shared. When the door clicked behind you, there was silence. Justin stood two nearly two steps away from you and stared, his eyes raking over your body. His face was set, cheeks flushed and jaw clenched with lust.

“You shouldn’t have worn that dress,” he murmured, taking one step closer to you. “You’re far too attractive for your own good, you know?” His mouth hitched up into a smile. “I’m lucky some guy didn’t cart you off,” he said, moving close enough that you could feel his breath on your skin. “But it doesn’t really matter,” he said, his hand brushing over your shoulder to rest on the back of your neck. “It’ll be off your body soon enough.”

His fingers took hold of the zipper, pulling slowly and teasingly down your back. You were quick to slip out of the tight dress, letting it pool around your ankles. “You’re overdressed,” you stated, hands finding the button of his jeans. Justin's smile was crooked as he pulled his shirt over his head.

A path of undergarments followed you to the nearest room - which happened to be the kitchen. His hands - God, his hands - lifted you onto the counter, his body slitting perfectly between your legs.

There wasn’t anything stopping him from taking you right there in the kitchen, but he didn’t move, instead staring at your eyes and letting his breathing match the rise and fall of your chest.

“Perfect,” was all he murmured before leaning up to press his lips somewhere near your collarbone, his hands sliding under your thighs. With a groan, your hands slipped into his hair, fingers twisting.

He lifted you, holding you to his body as he took only a few steps, moving to the clear wall space between the stove and the doorway. Your back pressed against the cool surface of the wall, your legs locking behind Justin's back.
“Can we just do this?” you gritted out, tired of waiting. His lips found yours, silencing you. “Patience,” he growled, kissing you firmer.

In the end, he didn’t have the patience either, and he took you there - against the wall, with your legs wrapped tightly around him and your fingers twisted tightly in his hair. His hips moved of their own accord, pressing against you in some sort of rhythm.

You don’t know how long either of you lasted, both of you strung tight from the party and the wine and the teasing, but you remember the feeling, the almost numbness and then the wave of god, Justin! that brought you to an end.

Christmas Special

(JUST TRYING TO REPOST THIS)

Hello guys :)
Today is the 24th and in Denmak we celebrate Christmas today! MERRY CHRISTMAS

Sorry for the bad updates over the last week, i've been Down with a fever since Wednesday...:(

Now Enjoy your holiday, i love you all

This is a special Christmas story, I added loads of pictures, because I wanted to ;) hehe

CHRISTMAS SPECIAL 

Soft but yet so cold. Crumbling my toes together I pulled the under the covers. Pressing my eyelids close I tried keeping out the light from the room. Turning and tumbling I tried going back to sleep. Grumbling I pushed the covers off me, I wasn't going to get anymore sleep. It was Christmas morning and I was alone. My boyfriend, Justin, was on tour and wouldn't be home for another 2 months. Sighting I got up from the bed and shuffled to the bathroom. Turning up some Christmas music I got in to the steaming shower. Letting the warm drops glided over my skin I thought my situation through. I had sent my Christmas present to Justin, but he had not send anything to me, maybe my present would arrive soon? Last night, Christmas Eve, I had spend with my family, it had been nice, but Justin had been missing by my side...

After a while I got out of the shower. Drying off my skin and hair I walked to the room I shared with Justin. Roaming through my closet I found a perfect set for this lonely Christmas morning:

I collected my hair in a fishtail down my back. 

The Christmas music was still blasting through the apartment while I cooked myself some breakfast. My parents had invited me over for a big Christmas get to together later today, but I had denied. The only thing I wanted was to sulk down in my own hole of longing after my perfect boyfriend. Thinking of him made my body tremble with love, he had promised to call me later today on skype. With a sudden smile on my face I brought my food in to the living room. My beautiful Christmas tree was twinkling with lights:

Smiling I kept my gaze on it as I ate my food. A warmth crept through my body and I leaned back on the couch with a real grin spreading across my face. Justin wasn't with me, but Christmas was the time of love and I was not going to be unhappy all Christmas day. 

When I finished my food and had it all cleaned I went back to the living room. I grabbed the few presents from underneath the tree. They were all for me. I started unwrapping. First a watch from my parents: 

Quickly I send them a text saying them a big thank you. After I unwrapped the present from my sibling(s):

Smiling and also sending them a text I went to the gift from my grandparents, the last one under the tree:

Very thoughtful, I laughed and reminded myself to call and thank them tomorrow. Content I sat back on the couch admiring the present, Christmas was the best time of the year. The only thing missing was my boy.. My love.. I wanted to be in his arms..

The day I spend in the kitchen. I baked all kind of Christmas cookies, cakes and other sweets. Music was blasting and I was screaming along on the top of my lungs. Suddenly the doorbell rang. I turned the volume a bit down, who was knocking on my door this Christmas day?

   With the back of my wrist I pushed the hair away from my eyes. Opening the door I revealed the last person I was expecting to see.

"Justin"

I shrieked jumping in to his arms. Chuckling he took a couple of unsure steps back overwhelmed by my enthusiasm

"Merry Christmas baby". 

Deep and husky he greeted me with those sweet and melodic words. Taking a step back I looked up still standing in his arms. In the doorway he brought me close and pressed his cold lips to mine. My own warm lips were covered in cookie dough and sugar, and the vibration from his chuckling trembled through my body. 

"I've missed you Justin"
Laying a soft kiss on my forehead he gave me a little push so we entered the flat.
"I missed you more babe. And I couldn't let you be alone on Christmas you know that right?"
I hummed an answer clutching his shirt in my hands and pulling him closer to me again. He pulled a bit away and slipped out of his coat. It fell to the floor but instead of picking it up I pulled him close to me again. Chuckling he wrapped his muscular arms around me and I smiled contently.
"What were you doing before I came?"
"Baking"
"I'll help you"
Justin grabbed my hand and pulled me to the kitchen. Giggling I followed him. We continued on the dough I had been working on before he had arrived. The music was playing softly in the background and our laughs were filling the air. We placed the small cup cakes in the oven.
"Let's make some icing?"

Justin suggested. I nodded and we started on the icing. Finding a bowl I told Justin where to find the ingredients. I was placing the bowl down next to the ingredients when Justin's arms sneaked around my waist. While I was mixing the frosting he rested his chin on my shoulder. His hot breath was tickling down my neck and he hummed along with the song. A smile was taking over my face when I dipped my finger down the icing. Turning around in his arms I was stunned by how close and beautiful eyes were. With a laugh I slipped the icing to his nose.
"Oh no you didn't.."
Sending me a mischievous smile his arm reached over me. Cold icing landed on my cheek and I looked in to his eyes. They were twinkling with laughter.
"Anything wrong baby?"
"noooo..."
Trailing off I pushed him a bit away. Grabbing the nearest back I ended up slinging flour at him. Laughing he attacked me to the floor.
"Justin.. Justin.. spare me!"
Laughing I wrestled beneath him. Over my head he was holding a hand full of icing sugar. With an evil laugh he let it drop to my head. Laughing at me I got the change to turn us so I was on top. We were laughing so hard and I fell forward just laying on him chest to chest.
"You're beautiful, even with food on your face"
Giggling at Justin's words I pressed my lips to his. Feeling the mix of our sugary lips I smiled in to the kiss. A warm feeling of Christmas was spreading through me when his lips parted a bit letting more air to come to our kiss.
"Let's get cleaned"
With those words I got up from the floor and pulled Justin after me. We started cleaning up the kitchen including ourselves.

When we had it all cleaned the cakes were done and we got them out from the oven. Spreading the icing over them I watched how careful Justin was with decorating the cakes:

"They look amazing Justin"

Smiling at me Justin leaned over and kissed my cheek. I smiled back at him and he laid an arm around us. Admiring the work we had done today with all the cakes Justin squeezed me tighter. 

"You know this could be our tradition each year on Christmas. Can you just imagine all our small Biebers running around decorating cakes?"

I looked up at Justin, it was the first time he had ever mentioned kids. Just smiling I leaned closer to him humming an answer.

"Sounds good"

"let's go for a walk babe, before we need to eat all this"

Agreeing I went to dress up in some warmer clothes:

Hand in hand Justin and i walked down the street. It was quiet. Everyone was inside enjoying their Christmas day. Small snowflakes were falling from the sky.

I stopped for a second looking up in the sky. A content smile was on my lips and I turned to Justin
"Thank you for coming Justin"
"Of course honey, I couldn't bare a Christmas without you"
Cold lips collided with mine but it made w warm feeling erupt through me.
Our ice fingers merged and we walked down the road. We were not that far from home but it was so cold that we decided to get back home.

"Wow it was cold outside"
Justin shook the last snowflakes out of his hair and rubbed his hands to get them warm. Nodding I set over the boiling water. Deciding on some hot cocoa Justin went in to the living room. I could hear him sing and I couldn't help but be happy about my Christmas day.

When I got in to the living room with two steaming warm mugs and plate filled with different cakes I was happy to see the fire burning in the fireplace.

(Ignore the two people)

Justin helped me with the plate. We sat down on the little carpet and I snuggled up to him. Sipping on our sugar drinks I smiles up at Justin
"Merry Christmas Justin"
"Merry Christmas my love"
A smile was added to my cheek and I cuddled even closer. Best Christmas ever. 

The end

Justin's hands travel up your spine, his fingertips dragging lightly over the little ridges in the valley between your back muscles. His lips are on your own, light and gentle and sweet as he caresses you, confident in his ability to make your knees week.

“Mmm,” he hums, pulling away from you, his lips leaving yours red and kiss-swollen. Your eyelids feel heavy - all of you feels heavy - and you tell him so, leaning head first into his chest. He chuckles low and wraps an arm around your back, crouching just a bit to scoop under your knees so you’re cradled against his chest.

“Where to, darling?” he asks, husky. Cracking into a smile, your eyelids flutter open and glance meaningfully up at him, your eyes crinkling in delight. “Take me to the stars,” you sigh, cuddling into his embrace. He lets out a short, quiet laugh and curves his neck to kiss your head.

“So cheesy,” he mumbles, taking you upstairs nonetheless. He falls with you onto the bed, both of you feeling the lethargy of a long day. His arms are still around you, though this time you’re curled against him, his arm fitting perfectly over your side and your torso curving gently the same way to fit together like spoons.

The moon rises on your sleeping face, and before Justin drops off, he sighs out a breath of relief because you’re here - you’re going to be there when he awakens and with any luck, you’ll never leave.

Begin Again Ch 6

Heeeyyy guuyysss!
So it's "the end of the world" today lol. Nothing's going to happen! :)
I can't believe Christmas is in a week! This year went by way too fast, haha.
Anywaysss, here's chapter 6 (sorry it kind of short. Btw, I don't know what goes on in a breakup, so this is kind of how I pictured it would be like...)

Ch 6

JB- Selena...We need to break up.

I clenched my fists, closed my eyes, and bit my lip with force, waiting for a response. I opened my eyes and looked at Selena. Her face was completely blank and she was shaking her head a little.

JB- ...Selena...?
SG- Why, Justin? Why...?
JB- I just...I just don't feel like we have any connection whatsoever. You're always on my case and you kind of prevent me from hanging out with my friends.
SG- What do you mean we don't have any connection?!

Her voice raised from a whisper to a roar. She quickly got on her feet and had her arms crossed over her chest.

JB- The amount of guys you flirt with is absolutely ridiculous! I'm sick of it! Plus, I don't have that much time anymore to spend with my parents, siblings, and friends because all you want me to do is to take you out on expensive trips and dates!! We lost feelings for each other MONTHS ago, Selena, and you know it!!

If she could raise her voice, why couldn't I? I stood up next to her and faced her. I knew this wouldn't go well...

SG- Does this have to do with that girl that was in here earlier??

Yes? No? Maybe? I don't know!

JB- Partially, not entirely. But we're just friends!

SG- Are you cheating on me, Justin?

JB- *groans* SELENA! Listen to me! I would never cheat on you or on any girl. This is about US! I need space.

SG- What?!

JB- I'm tired of breaking up and getting back together! I don't want to be in this relationship anymore! I'm tired of doing this for the publicity. As much as it hurts to say, I don't love you anymore...

SG- ...I...well...if that's how you feel, Justin. I don't see how we could go on like this.

Her voice was getting choked up. She looked at me with red, watery eyes and tears rolled down her cheeks.

JB- Come here...

I stepped closer to her and put my arms around her. Selena pushed my chest and took a step back.

SG- Don't...touch...me!

She ran upstairs and I quickly followed after her.

JB- Where are you going?!

I followed her into my bedroom and stood in the doorway. Selena smashed the picture frames on the floor that contained photos of us. She started to rummage through my closets and drawers to look for presents she gave to me. Soon, she had broken almost every gift...

SG- Let's nor forget this stupid ring that has absolutely no meaning in it anymore.

Still crying, she removed her 'J' ring I gave to her, threw it on the ground, and stomped on it until it broke.

SG- Thanks for the amazing two years, Justin. I appreciate it.

After her sarcastic remark, she pushed through me and stormed out of my ruined room. I looked out the window and saw her car leave. Sighing deeply, I slowly made my way to the edge of my bed. I sat down, burying my face in my hands while silently crying.

End of this chapter.
Please comment!
Oh and if you're wondering, I don't hate Selena or anything and I highly doubt their relationship is a publicity stunt :P
See ya later!

Miles apart; chapter 8

Hello loves :)
Glad you guys liked it, now this is the last chapter!!


MILES APART

Chapter 8

"Now it's just down one more corner"
I nodded at Kenny as my heart raced. We were so close. The plan was that I was going to go in to Justin's meet and greet without he knew it was me. Then I would probably catch his eye and then I just hoped he would take me back.
"Here you sweetheart, you're the last one"
I thanked Kenny and stood in the back of the queue. The girls in front of me were way too excited to recognize me. Slowly I moved forward my heart racing with every step. My palms were starting to get clammy and I had  a hard time standing up. Never had I tried something as nerve wrecking as this, what if all went wrong? What if he didn't want me anymore?
"It's your turn now"
I nodded at the security before going in. I was going in alone, it would be good if anybody else was there. Closing the door behind me I fixed my eyes on the back in front of me. Justin was talking with Scooter. His arms were handing down his side only dressed in a tank top. Scooter cleared his throat to signal Justin that the next was here. He turned around not looking at me.
"Hello babe, nice to see you"
I walked closer a smile creeping on my face.
"Hey Justin. It's so amazing to see you"
My voice made his head shot up. His eyes widened before a smile broke his face.
"(YN)!"
He didn't need to say more before he ran to me picked me up in his arms. Giggling he spun me around why I held me arms around his neck.
"I can't believe you're here"
He placed me back on the ground still holding around my waist. I smiled widely gazing in to his brown eyes.
"I can't live without you Justin"
"Well my life has not been a complete pleasure either"
Shrugging innocently I giggled hugging him close to my body. Swaying back and forth we stood in each other's arms for a while. Sniffling in his well known scent a content smile formed on my face. Smiling back at me Justin's eyes glanced over with tears. On instinct a frown tugged on my lips.
"Why are your eyes getting teary Justin?"
So close to break down I was feeling all this sudden happiness could run out through my fingers.
"It's just the feeling of having you in my arms again. (YN) you have no idea how fucking much I missed you. Yes I just sweared but that's how much I missed you. I'm so sorry for everything. For jumping to conclusions about you and Niall. For calling you selfish because you wanted to live your dream. For telling you to just go away. For making you cry and hurting. I love you so much and to be away from you have just showed me how much you actually mean to me. You are my whole world and life and I never, NEVER, want to live without you again. Please don't ever leave me again. Please"
A single tear rolled down his cheek. I had to hold back my own sobs while stroking the falling tear away from his cheek.
"I'm sorry too Justin. But all this has also showed us how strong our love actually is. I'll never want to live without you again. I love you"
Tipping up on my toe I slowly pressed my lips to Justin's. Warmth tingled in my body as he laid further press on my lips. Smiling in to the kiss his hands tangled in my hair and he pressed my face closer to his. Our lips separated a bit and chills ran up my spine when his tongue slipped over my lips. Delicately he added even more pressure trying to make up for all the lost time. Breaking away we were both out of breath. His hands held me up my the waist and pressed our heaving chests together. I smiled up in to his eyes.
"Let's start all over huh?"
I nodded at Justin's words leaving a feather light kiss to his lips.
"I love you"
"I love you too"
The words slipping off his lips made my heart swell. Intertwining our hands I followed him out the room.
"I need to go on stage, but promise me you'll stay here"
"Of course Justin"
I raised and pressed a little kiss to his cheek. He blushed lightly and I giggled to my self.We arrived at the back stage area where all Justin's crew where gathered.
"You're back together"
Someone yelled. A round of applause rolled through the building and I looked at the ground blushing. Justin bend down and whispered you're beautiful in my ear, which made me blush harder. Looking up I saw the wide grin Justin's face was covered in as he looked down at me.
"Now Justin we need you in the dressing room. Your audience is waiting."
Justin turned to me and pressed a kiss to my forehead
"Promise you'll stay"
"I promise"
Again he grinned ecstatic before letting go of me and jogging to his dressing room. The smile wouldn't leave my lips while I was guided to a seat in the crowd. I was seated right in front of the stage, in the right side. There was only 250 listeners, so it was very intimate. It was winners from all around the globe that had won the trip to go and see Justin and meet him in person. The event place was crowded with Beliebers. I had the seat to the most right, which I was very happy about. The girl beside me looked at me, it took a second before her jaw dropped.
"You.. you.. are. you ar--."
I interrupted her words
"Yes I am (YN), please don't scream. We don't want everyone to know i'm here"
She nodded speechless. I leaned over to her engulfing her in a hug, I was just so happy, I had to hug someone. The lights dimmed right as I pulled away and the girl's attention was brought back to the stage. A spotlight was set to the stage and Scooter came out. The hall erupted in screams. Scooter came up with a long speech before finally introducing Justin. Butterflies exploded in my stomach, I couldn't wait to see my boyfriend perform...

Justin entered the stage with an excited smile. Dan Kanter had taken his place on a high chair and Justin sat down on a matching chair beside him. 
"Hello guys, I see we got people form all around the world here?"
His voice was so sweet like it was dipped in honey. The girls in the arena screamed and i clapped my hands along. Justin said some more about the competition before starting off with boyfriend. The crowd was singing along and I couldn't help it but get lost in the performance as well. Justin's voice was so harmonic and I sang along with the words. Once in a while I locked eyes with Justin sending him a huge smile which he returned with a wide grin. This concert was so intimate yet so powerful, he was for sure the biggest performer on the globe.

"Now this is my last song for tonight guys. I want it to dedicate it to someone really special. She's here tonight, and (YN).."
A spot came on me and my cheeks flushed a dark pink when everyone's attention turned to me.
"I just want to say that I love you. This song is for you, never ever doubt my love"
He sent me a finger kiss and I blushed trying with a little smile back. The crowd aww'ed as the music to Be Alright started.
"Across the ocean, across the sea, starting to forget the way you look at me, yeah"
I gulped the lump forming in my throat. This song was describing the current situation so well and I had a hard time keeping in my tears.
"Through the sorrows and the fights, don't you worry, 'cause everything's gonna be alright"
Justin held the mic to his mouse while singing the words melodic. Getting up from his chair he walked to the edge of the stage jumping down. Small screams came from the room but I only had eyes on the boy walking towards me.
"You know that I care for you, I'll always be there for you, Promise I will stay right here, yeah"
Reaching me he pulled me close by my waist singing softly to me. The mic was the only thing keeping us apart but around us the world disappeared. 
"Through the sorrows, and the fights, don't you worry, 'cause everything's gonna be alright..."
The last sweet note drifted out and Justin's hand holding the mic dropped to his side. Flashing my eyelids I gazed at the floor, a small smile playing  on my lips.
"(YN)..."
Justin's voice was only a whisper. Looking up his golden brown eyes soaked me in and that's when i knew he was the only one for me, and the one I wanted to spend the rest of my life with..

THE END



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Miles apart; chapter 7

Hello :)
I'm glad you guys appreciated the last chapters :)
I hope they fit together now, since I had to rewrite the last one, let's see..
Enjoy xx



MILES APART

Chapter 7

"Before I agree or deny, tell me one thing: why was he holding hands with Selena? And why should I take him back when he has been treating me like shit lately?"
Scooter looked surprised by my words, but he collected himself and answered lightly.
"He was holding Selena's hand to protect her. Believe it or not but he did. Secondly, I know he's feeling bad about what he did and how he treated you. (YN) he really loves you and you guys are perfect together. He's just a human and we all make mistakes"
"I see"
Scratching my cheek I answered. I knew what was right to do, I needed to get Justin back in my life.
"I'll do it"
"Really?"
Scooter's face lit up. I nodded
"Yeah. Just tell me where and when and I'll talk to him."
"What about you come to his show tomorrow night and surprise him?"
"I can do that"
"Great (YN), you're the best."
Scooter's grin was wider than ever. We talked a bit more about how it was all going to happen before he said his goodbye and left me behind. Now I just hoped that Justin and I would figure it all out and then i had to talk to Niall. Getting up from the table I smiled politely at the waitress before leaving our table behind, tomorrow was going to be an exciting day.

In the bathroom I finished myself for bed. Laying down in my bed I decided to send Niall a quick text:
(YN): Hi Niall. Sorry i left you yesterday and that I haven't been answering you all day. Can e meet up tomorrow and talk it all out? I still want you in my life!
Satisfied I smiled at the words before locking my phone and putting it away. Now tomorrow was going to be a big day, I just hoped it would all go as planned.

Slipping my phone in to my back pocket I entered the small coffee shop. Looking around I found the familiar mop of messy blonde hair in the corner of the cafe. It was exactly 1pm and I had made a deal to meet up with Niall.
"Hey there"
I smiled as I met his eyes. He tried with a small smile and got up to hug me. My heart broke in to a million pieces whenhis arms locked around me and I could feel how much pain this meeting was causing him.
"So first of all, I'm sorry I ran off yesterday night"
At first I set off with an apologize. Niall nodded from the other side of the table accepting my words.
"It's alright love. I know I should have kept my mouth shut. You were just so sad because of all that with Justin and I thought that you might feel something between us like I do"
"Honestly Niall I feel the love between us. But I'm meeting up with Justin to figure out things. I'm so sorry but my heart belongs to him. I wish I could return your feelings. You're so amazing and our friendship is so precious to me. I don't want to lose it"
"Me neither. I had just set my hopes up but it's okay. I want to be friends but I think I need some time apart first"
I had to hold back the tears forming in my eyes. A lump had formed in my throat and I just nodded. I had a bad feeling that my friendship with Niall was going to end here, and that was not what i wanted at all.
"Come here"
Niall walked over to me and pulled me up from my chair. He hugged me close nuzzling his face down in my hair. I grabbed the collar of his shirt hugging it him closely to my body.
"Please don't leave me behind Niall. You're the best friend I've ever had"
"I won't (YN)- The boys and I are going on tour so we're gonna be miles apart and that's a good thing. Then my feelings for you can fade and when I come back we can be like the best friends as we are"
Pulling a bit away I looked up at Niall sending him my best smile with a few tears strolling down my cheeks.
"Don't cry boo. Nothing bad is going on"
I giggled and a genuine smile formed on his sweet lips.
"You're the best Nialler"
I kissed his cheek and he blushed lightly. Maybe not the best thing to do, but I had to remind him that I cared so much about him.
"Now let's get some coffee and tell me about what's going on with you and Justin"
I laughed at Niall's excitement and we both sat down. It was like nothing had happened at all. A good feeling was forming in my stomach, this day was going great so far.

I wasn't home before 5pm. I knew a car would be picking me up at 6 so I flew to the bathroom to get ready. After my shower I did my hair, make up and dressed up:

Taking a look in the mirror I smiled, Justin had to take me back now. The time was 6.01 and just then a honk sounded outside. Grabbing my purse I rushed out the door. When I sat in the driver set off and I smiled contently. I was getting my man back tonight and I had just gotten my best friend back as well. This was a great day.

The car arrived at studio where Justin's intimate concert was held. It was a concert with only about 250 listeners. A great plan for Scooter's and my plan. Getting out of the car I saw that we had parked at the back entrance. Walking up to the door I called Scooter to get him to let me in.
On the phone:
"Hi (YN), you're here yet?"
"Yup, I'm at the back entrance"
"Great. I'll get Kenny to come and get you"
"That's good, thanks"
"No worries"
End of phone conversation.
Nervously I fiddles my hands around waiting for Kenny to come and let me in. Finally he came and I was engulfed in a massive bear hug.
"(YN)! I missed you little girl"
I laughed returning his enormous hug.
"Missed you too Kenny"
"Now come inside. This is going to be soooo good, Justin has no idea. He's been sulking around all day knowing you were in the same city"
Kenny's big colgate smile made me relax and I followed him in to the building, this was rather nerve wrecking.



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Begin Again Ch 5

Hello there :)
Thanks so much for the lovely comments for the previous chapter. You guys make me smile like this :D lol.
Sorry I haven't been updating much. I've been too busy but now since I'm off for 3 weeks for winter break, I can post more!
Anyways, Let's get started!

Justin's POV

It's hard to get (YN) off my mind. I know I sound crazy, but it's true! I've only known her for a day but I feel like we have known each other longer than that. I feel some sort of special connection between us...a stronger connection than what Selena and I had...
We were on the freeway now and I kept checking my re-view mirror to make sure she was still following me. We soon arrived at my house and I got out of my car. I quickly went over to (YN)'s car door to help her out but she beat me to it!

YN- Were you going to open my door for me?
JB- Well-uh- yes! I want to be polite!
YN- But you already are, silly!

God, she's too adorable. (YN) locked her car and turned her head toward my house. Her jaw litterally dropped to the floor!

YN- THIS is your house?!
JB- Yup! Like it?
YN- I love it!! You're living the good life, huh?
JB- Ehh, kind of!

I held her hand as we walked to the front door. I felt some sort a spark when we would touch or hug. I wonder if she feels the same way?

Your POV

His hand fitted perfectly in mine. He's too sweet!

JB- Aaaaanndddd welcome to my home!

He unlocked the door and my eyes grew wide. His house was like a palace fit for a king!

YN- Oh..my...gosh!
JB- I'll give you a full tour!

Still holding my hand, he led me around his mansion.

...
Justin's POV

JB- Last but not least, my room!

I let go of (YN)'s hand so she could look around. It's so cute how she's in awe over this!

YN- You're so lucky and blessed to have a life like this, Justin!
JB-  *mumbles* Like you...
YN- What?
JB- Uhh... I said, "You can see the view of...the backyard... from my balcony." Let's go see!

As she started walking around to the other side of the room, I snaked my forehead. Nice one, Justin. Good thing I mumbled what I said. It slipped out!!
(YN) walked over to the balcony and looked over my backyard. I stood next to her, resting my arms on the railing.

YN- It's beautiful.

The sky was a light blue with few clouds. The sun was shining bright and a light breeze was in the air. The leaves on the trees were gently swaying back and forth. The sun made (YN) shine even more...
She turned her head to smile at me, as I did the same. Without thinking, I stepped closer to her, our faces only inches apart. She was a tiny bit shorter than me, but not too short. I pushed some hair back behind her ear and I had my hand cupping her neck. I started to lean in slowly...

Your POV

He started to lean in closer to me, and I unknowlingly did the same. As much as I like Justin, I don't feel ready. Plus, we met a day ago!
I could feel him breathing lightly, hos have was inches from mine. If he moved his head any closer, he would be able to kiss me. Sadly, I pulled back. I met my eyed with his and they were filled with confusion and worry.

YN- Um...let's go downstairs to the living room and watch a movie...

I didn't know what to say at all! I walked inside and headed downstairs, leaving Justin behind. I feel soo bad! I walked into the living room with my arms crossed. I sat down on the couch with a sigh. Justin sat down on the other side of the three-seated couch. I unfolded my arms and looked down at my hands. We sat in silence for a while until Justin cleared his throat. I quickly looked up at him, wanting to hear what he has to say

JB- (YN)... I'm really sorry about what happened upstairs. I wasn't thinking at all! I really want to be friends, though. I shouldn't have attempted to do it...

He looked deep into my eyes while apologizing. I could tell his apology was sincere. It's weird how he could try to kiss me since he has a girlfriend...

YN- It's alright. I just...didn't expect it. I'm not mad at you, though! And duh, I still want to be friends!

I giggled a bit and he did, too. It's hard to be mad at him!

JB- Yeah, I know... So let's watch that movie!

We both settled on Mean Girls since we both needed a laugh. He closed all the curtains and got some snacks and soda. While watching the movie, my body shivered due to the air conditioner being on. Justin noticed and scooted closer to me. He put a strong arm around me and I snuggled closer to him and rested my head on his shoulder. It felt so right to be with him.
...
I quickly opened my eyes with a yawn. I looked to my left and saw Justin looking down at me with a slight smile.

JB- You're so cute when you're sleeping.
YN- Uh, were you watching me? haha.
JB- Well, I woke up like five minutes ago, ans I noticed you were still asleep.

I was about to respond but then I heard a door close. Justin and I both turned our heads to the noise. The sound of heels clicking on the hardwood floor grew louder. She walked into the living room and stopped dead in her tracks. She took off her sunglasses and three her bags on the other couch. Her face was blank but her eyes were filled with confusion and anger. Justin quickly took his arm off of ny and we both stood up.

JB- Uhh, Selena...what are you doing here so early?
SG- I got done with work early. What are you doing here cuddling and sleeping with that girl?

She pointed at me while asking her question and I looked down at the ground. No one said a word and it was silence, despite the movie playing. I looked back up to see Selena giving me a death stare with her arms crosses. I've never.net her before and whe probably hates me!

SG- So do you like to meet random girls, bring then to your house, and sleep with them when I'm not here?

JB- Selena, it's nothing like that! We accidentally fell asleep while watching the movie. Plus, she's not a random girl. It's MY house and I can invite any friends that I want.

This was too uncomfortable to bear! I stood next to Justin without saying a word. I just don't know what to do! It's all my fault!

YN- I should really go right now...
JB- (YN), please don't go!
SG- Why? So you could have sex with her after I leave?
JB- Would you stop?! Were just friends! Leave her out of it!
SG- Fine... I'll leave her alone. She's irrelevant anyways.
YN- I...I have to go now!

I couldn't take it anymore! I don't want to be here in the middle of a couple arguing. I grabbed my bag and ran out the door without looking back when Justin was calling my name. I quickly drove off in my car to go home. I soon found myself on the freeway in tears.

Justin's POV

I went back inside my house after trying to run after (YN). I closed the door behind me and walked into the living room. I turned off the TV and sat down on the couch with my head in my hands. Many emotions were overflowing my body. I heard Selena walk over to me. She sat on the couch and her arms went around my back.

SG- You need to stop hanging around with b*tches like her. They're no good and you need to be with me! Everything will be fine!

I couldn't believe what she just said. I shook her arms off me and stood up, trying to prepare for what's next.

JB- Selena...

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Miles apart; chapter 6

Hey guys
Sorry for the lack of updates this weekend, I've had looooooads to do! And then I wanted to post the chapter but it got deleted so I had to write it over.
Sorry if it sucks..:(
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MILES APART

Chapter 6

Throbbing head and a clouded mind woke me up from my dead sleep. After a long Night of crying and thinking i had passed out on the couch clutching a tub of ice cream to my chest. Brushing my self Off i sat up on the couch. Scratching my eyes i removed the dry and stained tears from my cheeks. Memories came rushing back and I felt a deep hole in my chest. My love was seeing his ex again and my Best friend was in love with me, oh what a joy filled day. Getting up i shuffled to the bathroom. From the Closet i grabbed a set of painkillers. Washing Them Down my sore throat i decided for a shower. Stripping off my clothes the steam from the hot water was already clouding the small room. Slipping in i felt the warm drops soothing the knots in my back. While in the shower the headache slowly went away but it was quickly replaced with worry for what the future might hold...

After finishing my shower i went to the kitchen. The clock had strike noon a long time ago but i still set my mind for breakfast. While cooking i went for my phone. Ten new messages. The first nine ones were from Niall, I read them all through but I didn't know how to answer right now. Sure I wanted him in my life, but I had to sort some other things out first...
The other message was from Scooter, Justin's manager. Fighting thoughts were building up in my mind while i nervously opened the message
Scooter: hi (yn)! Long time no see. Rlly want 2 meet up n talk! We're in London now, do U hve time for an old frnd?
After giggling at his lame attempt to text like a teen i replied:
(yn): good hearing from you :) Would love to meet up! When and where?
Quickly after i received an answer back. I agreed and we arranged our meet.
While eating my breakfast i was thinking over what this day might hold for me.

At three I got dressed in:

Honestly all I wanted was to sulk down in my apartment and feel bad for myself, but I knew I had to work things out. As I walked down the street with the fresh wind blowing in my hair I got my mind cleared..
I wanted Justin back, I had some things I needed to clear out, but I wanted him back. Also I wanted to Niall back, he had to understand that my heart belonged to Justin, but he was my best friend.

Entering the small coffee house I let my eyes scan the room. In the fare corner a man with a very well known beard was sitting. Walking over I tried putting a smile to my face.
"Scooter?"
Fragile and a bit nervous I spoke up. The man turned his head and a wide grin spread over his face making me completely relaxed.
"(YN)"
Immediately he jumped up from his chair and engulfed me in a hug. Giggling I hugged him back enjoying having a good friend back.
"It's been so long"
He gestured for me to sit down in front of him at the table. We both sat down and the barista came to take our orders. After ordering we started talking back and forth. Asking about my new life we both avoided the theme that we knew had to be brought up at some point. When our drinks came we sat in a bit of silence sipping on the hot liquid.
"So (YN), you know Justin really misses you.."
Scooter trailed off. I answered him with a little groan. Feeling a sudden pound in my head I massaged my temples lightly with the tip of my fingers.
"He really does (YN)"
Sighting Scooter eyes me with a little hope twinkling in his eyes. Again I groaned and rolled my eyes.
"Then why has he not contacted me at all?"
"You were the one to end it"
Scooter's words made me fall back in my seat, he was right. Taking a swig of my coffee I leaned over the table.
"I miss him too Scooter"
A little smile light up on his face after hearing my words
"really?"
I nodded in response.
"I miss him a lot but over the last months he has been doing nothing other than hurting me"
"I see (YN). But what if I said that you two could be back together, let's say tomorrow"
Suspiciously I looked at him, I knew I wanted Justin back but first I had to know some things.
"(YN), at least talk to him.."
Scooter's words made me think, I just had to ask something first...





Sorry it's short, I had to rewrite it all.. and I couldn't remember what I had written..

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Hello.
This post is about what happened yesterday in Connecticut.
If you haven't heard the news, here's what happened-
A man in his 20's went to an elementry school and killed and injured about 20 or 30 people (I can't remember how many). He first killed his mother, a teacher. Police say he most likely had mental issues. The majority of people he killed were small children. This breaks my heart because the children and the adults didn't deserve to die. The kids had their whole lives ahead of them. I believe they were mostly 5,6 or 7. Imagine waking your child up in the morning for school, feeding them breakfast, making them their favorite lunch, letting them pick out an outfit, and fixing their hair. Imagine saying "goodbye, have a great day at school! I'll be here to pick you up later. I love you" and giving them a kiss and a hug and waving to them. The last time you would talk to them and the last time you would touch them. They didn't even live to lunchtime. Instead of planning a Christmas, relatives have to plan their funeral. They won't be able to open what they wanted for Christmas. It's depressing to think that many watched their bestfriends and favorite teacher die before their eyes. It's depressing that we live in a world like this.
The teachers risked their own lived to protect their students and they are true hero's. There was also a little girl who protected her little sister from being shot by risking her life.
After the man killed the victims, he took his own life.

Sorry to bring you down by reading this but this is the world we're living in right now, sadly. Please pray, and please let people know how much you care about them. You just never know.

Miles apart; chapter 5

Hey you amazing and beautiful people :)
Thank you all for the great feedback, I love you all too ;)
I'm glad to hear that you guys support me, also now when my life is shit..
But it's getting better, so maybe I'll be back to my normal before Christmas, I hope so...
Now enjoy this chapter


MILES APART

Chapter 5 

I slung my bag over my shoulder and pushed the chair under the table. Waving a quick goodbye to my boss I excited the empty office. It had been a long day and I was completely exhausted. Outside it was dark and I quickly grabbed my phone. Dialing in the number I walked down the few stairs.
Phone conversation:
"Hi love, what's up?"
"Hi Niall, could you pick me up?"
"Sure thing, I'll be there in 5"
"Great, thank you"
"No prob. See you in a few"
End of conversation
It was a bit chilly and I pulled my coat closer. Three weeks had passed since Justin and I went on a break. I hadn't heard from him at all. Still I couldn't keep from checking his twitter and such, he had not mentioned me with a word. He was still working on his new music, and that seemed to distract him from anything else. Me, on the other hand, had been going through a hell over the last weeks. From 8 to 8 I worked, when i got home I almost collapsed on my bed from tiredness. When I finally had time off my head started to spin with thoughts and that was the worst part. I did everything to keep him off my mind, i did not want to think about him at all. I knew I was the one calling a break, but right now I regretted it more than ever. Niall had been a good support though, no matter what he was always by my side, ready to do anything to make me smile. He was the best friend i could have ever asked for.
Just then his car pulled up in front of my work place. I jogged over to the door and quickly got in.
"Hey Niall"
"Hi babe"
I greeted him with a kiss on the cheek, before I sulk back in my seat.
"Aye don't give me that pout, show me your smile!"
Niall raised his one eyebrow at me and I shrugged giving him a little smile. I just felt lost right now, I really missed Justin so bad. I wanted to call him up and tell him how much I regretted everything.. But I hadn't heard from him at all, maybe he didn't really care that much about me?
"(YN)!"
Niall snapped me out of my thoughts. I looked at him, tears brimming in the corner of my eyes.
"Do you want to stay over tonight?"
His voice was soft and gentle, like he was talking to a child. I nodded as an answer. Niall's bigger hand gave mine a little friendly rub before heading to my place to grab some stuff. While we were driving I listened to Niall's talking about his day. I didn't really paid attention though, my mind was a completely different place. Since Niall and I had been spotted out together rumors had been flying about me cheating on Justin with Niall. Both Justin and Niall had stamped the rumors down by tweeting each other. Niall even confirmed in an interview that we were just friends and he would never go out with his friend's girlfriend. The rumors were still there, but it was better than in the beginning. People could be really harsh on me, but that already started back when Justin and I met.
"We're here love"
Again Niall brought me out of my thoughts. Quickly I went in to my place, dropping my work things and grabbing a few things to survive the weekend at Niall's house. When I got back to the car we drove off and arrived at Niall's shortly after..

"I'm so full"
After eating plenty of pizza and topped with ice cream I finally collapsed on the couch.
"Me too"
He dropped down beside me slinging a casual arm around my shoulder. I rested my head on his shoulder sniffling in the welcoming scent of my best friend. Pulling my phone out of my pocked I logged on to twitter. My mentions were filled with people sending me the same picture. I opened it and was taken completely off guard with what my eyes met:

There was no doubt, that was Justin and Selena, hand in hand.... probably on a date.
My breath hitched in my throat. I felt Niall turn his attention to me. Blurring my vision tears had started to form in my eyes. Niall grabbed the phone from my hand and laid it on the table. Slightly he turned to me grabbing both my hands.
"(YN), baby, look at me"
His Irish accent was even thicker now filled with worry. Looking up in to his icy blue eyes I blinked the first tears away.
"Please (YN).. I'm sure this is not what it looks like. Justin would never hurt you!"
Niall's voice was pleading, he hated to see me this devastated. Shaking my head the tears started falling freely from my eyes.
"Then what does he want Niall? He does nothing other than to hurt me.."
Shaking I spoke the words that had been building inside me over the last weeks.
"I don't know anything anymore Niall. I love Justin so much and I always thought we would live happily ever after, but it just doesn't feel like that anymore. It's like we just grew apart and I don't even think I want to be with him anymore.. Everything is just a mess"
Tyhe words hung in the silent room as my sobs were the only sound at all. Suddenly Niall's head shot up. I was taken back by the passion burning in his eyes. Our faces were only inches apart and I felt his hot breath on my skin. Goosebumps and shivers ran over my body making me tremble with his presence so close.
"Then don't"
Heavy accent and the power of his eyes had fogged my already clouded mind and I didn't understand him at all.
"Don't what?"
"Don't be with him anymore. Can't you see it (YN)? I'm in love with you. Every time I smile I'm thinking of you. Every time I laugh it's because of you. Every time I cry it's because I know that you don't feel what I fell. I want to be the one who gets to wake up to you in the morning. I want to be that guy that gets to call you his. I want to be that guy that gives you your last first kiss. I.. I'm sorry maybe this is a wrong time, I'm a fool. I should never have told you this"
He got up from the chair but I grabbed his arm pulling him back. I was taken back by his words, I didn't knew at all that this was how he felt.
"Niall"
No more left my mouth than his name. I didn't know what to say, to think, to do anymore. I wasn't just confused anymore. I was spinning around in thoughts and names and love and friends and missing and longing and holding and wanting and..
"(YN)!"
His sharp request for attention brought me back to reality. I turned my head up and was met by a pair of soft plump lips colliding with mine. He moved his lips against mine and I felt the passion and desire and most importantly love burning through his move. But I didn't kiss him back, I was taken by surprise and had no idea how to response.
"(YN) I.."
His words left his lips when he pulled away but I interrupted by standing up.
"I have to go Niall"
Without no more I walked out of his place only in my PJ, I had to get away from everything.



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Miles apart; chapter 4

Hello :-)
My life is very busy and shitty at the moment so I don't have a lot of time to write, I hope you understand.
Sorry this chapter is short, lease don't hate. Promise the next will be better and longer x



MILES APART

Chapter 4

"It's like I don't even know you anymore (YN)"
Justin's words were like knifes cutting through my heart. The first few warm tears strolled down my cheeks along with a black line of mascara.
"What are you talking about Justin?"
My voice broke and my breath hiked in my throat. His eyes were burning in to mine. I could feel his anger towards me. A sob shook through my body and I collapsed to the floor. Being with him what was I had been longing for for so long now and this was surely didn't how I wanted it to go.
"(YN).. I'm sorry"
His warm hand stroke over my back but I shook him off me. Getting on my feet I turned to look at him.
"I love you so much Justin. But over the last weeks you have done nothing but to make me cry. You could have come here and I would have taking you back right on that moment.. But no, you had to come and make states that you don't even know anything about. You and Niall are friends and I'd never do anything like that to you. I love you so much Justin, so much it hurts me physically, but how you just made me feel right now that's.... that's not okay"
I shook my head looking up in Justin's eyes. His eyes were pleading with sorrow.
"Please (YN).. I'm sorry for just making up things that wasn't true. I have been a fool and I'm so sorry.. Please (YN), forgive me?"
His hands reached out for my hands and I took them  in mine. They were so soft and fitted perfect with mine. I stroke my thumb over the back of hsi hand while giving them a little squeeze.
"I will eventually forgive you Justin. I just wish you would have given me a chance to explain. I know you feel sorry but I don't think you get how much you have hurt me the last weeks. You told me I was selfish, but think that over please.. who is the one being selfsih? I have kept my own dreams in the background over the past to be with you. But I also need a life, I need to follow my dreams Justin. And my dreams are in London. Maybe we just don't belong together anymore.."
With my last words his hands stifned in mine.
"Don't do this (YN).. We can work this out. I can quit my carreer! Please don't break up with me"
"Justin.. we both know you can't quit your carreer."
More tears were running down my alreay wet cheeks.
"You're so beautiful (YN)"
He whispered whiel stroking the tears away from my cheeks. I let him do it, need the feel of his touch on my skin.
"Maybe we should just take some time apart? To think all this over?"
I spoke, picking every word carefully. Justin bend over and rested his forehead on mine. For a logn time the only sound was our breathing. It was weird feeling his presence so near again, but it sure felt good. I felt protected and safe with him this near. He was my whole world, but right now he was causing me more damage than good and I wasn't sure I could cope with that.
"What do you say Justin?"
I broke the silence looking in to his eyes. Justin's gaze dropped to the floor where he moved his feet uncomfortable.
"If that's what you want. I just want you to know that I love you and I'll wait for you forever"
With that he turned his face up and locked our eyes. Brown orbs, soaking me in love and sorrow mixed together in a big mess.
"I love you too Justin but I need some time alone"
He nodded without more words. Letting go of my hands he pressed a soft lingering kiss to my forehead. I didn't say anything as he turned of the slow music to get his phone. No more words were spoken as he walked out the door. It closed behind him and I slid down to the floor. What had I done? Covering my face in my and small sobs started to escape my lips. I knew I wanted to be with Justin, but I also wanted him to understand how serious I was about my education. At some point I would have him back, but right now it was good with some miles apart..



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Begin Again Ch 4

Hi!
Thanks for the comments on chapter 3!
I don't remember if I mentioned this or not but this story takes place a couple of weeks before Justin's Believe Tour :P
Also, you will see why this story is called Begin Again in this chapter. (If you haven't heard it, listen to it:)

Here's chapter 4.

I slowly opened my eyes. I woke up with a smile remembering about today. Getting out of my bed, I went to the bathroom. After doing my business, I skipped happily down to the kitchen. Walking over to the counter, I found a note saying: '(YN), I found this yoga class that I read about online last night. Gonna go to it right now and I'm going to do some shopping! By the way, I got us two rental cars so we don't have to take a taxi anymore :). See ya laterrr, Taylor'. Of course, Taylor is always exercising! I made myseld a bowl of cereal and watched TV in the living room. After eating, I put the dishes in the dishwasher and checked my phone. There was a text from Justin sent after I fell asleep.

-in text-
JB- hey, so the address is (address to cafe). Do u think u could meet me there around 2:30?
YN- Of course! See ya there!

Excitement filled over me and I continued to watch TV. I just hope that everything will go well. I don't want to make a total fool out of myself!
It was now 1 pm and I decides to get ready. It took me soo long to figure out what to wear bit I settled with a yellow sundress and Brown oxford heels (see photo at the bottom). It's fall, but of course, it's hot in LA! I curled my hair and did my makeup after taking a shower. An hour went by so I grabbed me bag, my keys, and my phone. I locked the doors and headed out to the car. After getting in, I intered the address into the GPS and drove off. It was a 25 minute drive to my house which meant I wasn't going to be early! I soon found myself in front of a cute little café. I parked a couple of shops down and walked into the cafe. The nice, cool air hit me as I walked in. A waitress smiled and welcomed me in. The place was basically empty. I was awkwardly looking for Justin until a found a familiar face sitting at an empty table texting on his phone. Walking over to him, he slowly looked up and a big smile grew on his face and he waves at me.

JB- You're here!
He stood up and gave me a tight hug. I wanted to hold on for so much longer but that would be a little weird. We broke the hug and he passed my side to hold out the chair for me. I honestly don't think he knows how nice that is...

JB- You look beautiful, (YN)
YN- R-really?

I felt my face go a little red. I only get these compliments from family and friends, not even past boyfriends!

JB- Of course!
He bit his lip while looking at me and it caused me to get butterflies in my stomach. The waitress suddenly came over to our table.

Waitress- Hello! What would you two like today?
YN- Uhhh...
JB- Do you like macaroons, (YN)?
YN- Of course! There my favorite.
JB- Alright, then we'll have a plate of those..
YN- Can I have vanilla frappachino, please?
JB- I'll have a Carmel frappachino, please.

The waitress quickly wrote down our orders on her notepad.

Waitress- Okay, I'll be back with your order!

Justin and I started talking about our own lives. He's really down to earth and everything I was really surprised about what he told me..

YN- ...and yeah, that's pretty much my life story, haha.
JB- *chuckles* well, it was very interesting!
YN- Now tell me about you.
JB- Well, you're a Belieber, so you probably know everything, though, haha!
YN- Trruuueeee....but I don't know everything! Like, what's going in in your life right now?
JB- Well, I'm going on tour again very soon so I've been rehearsing at a studio here, in the city.
YN- Nice! How are you and Selena? You two are so cute together!

He looked down at his hands on the table like something was bothering him...

JB- We're doing fine, I guess. Things could be worse. We've been arguing a lot, though. I don't know what's going on anymore...

He looked back up at me with sad eyes. I honestly didn't know what else to say...

YN- Oh..um..I hope things get better between you two.
JB- Thanks. But for now, I just need to surround myself with family, fans, and friends... Like you.
YN- You consider me as a friend?
JB- Of course! You're sweet, nice, funny, and cute.
YN- Aww, thanks! Well, I do try!

I flipped my hair as a joke and we both laughed. I guess he considers me funny when I would say something lame. I don't think I'm necessarily funny but he makes it seem like I might be, haha. Almost every time he laughs, he throws this head back... kind of like a little kid! Too cute!

YN- Dang, I didn't know I could be that funny!
JB- Well you are, (YN)!
YN- Really? He never thought I was funny...

I whispered the last part to myself. "He" was my last boyfriend. We dated for most two years until be completely blew me off. It's a long story, but he basically cheated on me. He never thought I was funny, he didn't even like it when I wore certain things, like high heels because he thought they were "too slutty". I was still in the relationship after he cheated on me because I thought I was in love. In reality, I was in love with the idea of being in love. Also, he said I was the only girl for him, which I believed. After breaking it off, I would usually mention him like "He uses to like that move" or "He wouldn't have liked this dress on me"...
I was lost in thought and in flashback until Justin lightly nudged my hand on the table.

JB- (YN)?
YN- Huh? Oh, sorry, Justin
JB- it's okay. I asked you, "Who's 'he'?"
YN- Um..nothing. Nevermind..
I faked a smile at Justin but he could tell something was bothering me..
Waitress- Here's your food!

I jumped a little in my seat because the waitress came out of nowhere! We both started eating after saying thank you. (If you don't know what macaroons are, look at the pic at the bottom.) We stayed for an extra 15 minutes after eating our food.

JB- So.. this is a weird question but, do you have a boyfriend?
YN- No. Not anymore..
JB- Oh..well.. if you don't mind me asking, what happened?

I didn't mind at all. I felt like I could tell him everything! I told him what happened, still looking in his eyes. He never looked like the was not interested whenever we talked, which made me happy.

JB- Wow, I'm sorry about what happened, (YN). But everything happens for a reason, right?

YN- Yeah, I do believe that. But after breaking up, I spent many months thinking that true love doesn't exist and all it does is burn and crash. I might reconsider it, though.

JB- I'm glad your views are changing on it...

What does that mean?

Waitress- here's your check!

She put the bill on the table as I tried to find my wallet in my purse but Justin touched my arm.

JB- don't worry about it, ill pay.

It was sweet for him wanting to pay but we kept going back and forth insisted that he had to pay.

YN- Ugh, fine! You win!
JB- the man should pay for the lady, you know.
YN- Haha, suuurreeee!

After the waitress collected the money, we headed outside. Luckily, there were no paparazzi anywhere!
We slowly walked to my car, enjoying each other's company. I saw a cool motorcycle on the other side of the street and it reminded me of 'him'.

YN- *points to the motorcycle* you see that motorcycle over there? He would've liked to own something like that...
JB- It's a really nice day today! I love this kind of weather sometimes...

He quickly changed the subject and interrupted me to keep me from talking about 'Him'. Justin could tell that I was sad whenever I would mention my ex. I'm glad he changed the subject. For once, what's past is past.

YN- Well, here's my car! Thank you for today, Justin.

I gave him a light kiss on the cheek and I instantly felt him blush.

JB- *chuckles* Well who said the day's over?

I looked at him with a confused look on my face.

JB- Come over to my house so we can hang out more... If you want.
YN- Yeah.. I'd like that.
JB- Awesome! Just follow my car.

He gave me a quick hug and got into his car. I got into mine and started the engine after putting my seatbelt on. I waited for his car to drive so I could follow him. I honestly can't believe I'm going to his house!

End of this chapter. Sorry its a little short!
The next chapter's gonna be interesting ;) lol.
Comment for morreeee!
Ps- sorry the photos are always at the bottom. My phone's weird and won't let me put them where I want to D:

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Miles Apart; chapter 3

Hello ladies :)
I'm so glad to read all the response on this story, it means a lot.
I like your ideas but I can't write them in to my story.... I am very bust at the moment, so I have written the chapters some weeks ago. I already have the chapters, then I just come on to post them. So i'm sorry, but your ideas are not coming in to the story. But i keep them in mind when I start writing something new :)
One asked where I get my ideas from, wanna know the truth?
..
At night when I go to bed I make up stories in my mind so I can better fall asleep. Then if they come out good I write them down. This is like my dream world that I'm letting you take a step in to.

To another anon, there will be loads of drama but no cutting. Right now I'm working on my final project for school this year and I have about cutting. It is so heart breaking and a very touchy subject and I don't want to offend anybody by writing it in to my story, I hope you understand.
Now if any of you tend to cut, always keep in my mind that I'm here to talk to and that I love you.

Now one last thing... I went to party last night at my crush's house. I don't know if you remember but two weeks ago he found out that I like him and it started a lot of drama. now last night he was just plane annoying. He kept nagging me and telling me I looked depressed. Then he flirted around with other girls before running back to me and either bothering me or trying to cuddle me. Seriously I don't get him.. I don't know whether to hate or love him! UHHHRGG.! My life is a mess at the moment..

Sorry for all the rambling, had a lot to get off my chest! Now enjoy this chapter:

MILES APART

Chapter 3

"(YN) are you ready?"
"Give me a second Niall"
I yelled back grabbing my phone from the counter. It had been one and a half week since I moved to London. The job was going great, Niall and I had hung out every free second we had but I had not heard from Justin at all. It heard me a bit but I was way too proud to call him. He had hurt me and it was his job to fix this. I jogged down the stairs to find Niall waiting at my door.
"You look great babe"
"Thank you"
He pecked my cheek eyeing me and earning a blush to spread over my cheeks.

Smiling I interlocked our arms and locked the door behind me. Arm in arm we walked down the busy street of London laughing at some lame joke in the movie we had watched last night.
"What about a coffee?"
Niall looked down at me and I nodded approvingly. We turned in at the corner shop ordering two coffees. I sat down at a table waiting for Niall to come wit with me. Just a second after he came with the two warm cups. We sat in silence both sipping a bit. He decided to break the silence with a heart breaking questions.
"How is it with you and Justin? Still no contact?"
I shook my head. Niall and I had grown really close friend very quick. We had been lucky that no one had spotted us together so there were no rumors in the tabloids. We were just very close friends and he really understood me. There still was no words from Justin at all and I was starting to upset me even more. He had been a bit on twitter but only to promote some of his new music. Only once had I been in the magazines; a picture of me on the street here in London. Break up rumors were floating around like a big wave but no one had confronted me about it neither Justin.
"I don't know where we stand. I miss him a lot Niall, I really do.. but I just want him to realize how much he hurt me. He needs to know that I have a life too he can't just expect me to live my life like he wants me to."
I had raised my voice while speaking and Niall's hands rubbed mine on the table trying to calm me down.
"I get it babe. I'm not judging you, i just want you to be happy."
"Thank you Niall"
Looking up in his beautiful blue eyes made me relax. I didn't have feelings for Niall but maybe if Justin and I never figured out this mess.. well I wouldn't say Niall and I couldn't happen. We could.. for sure.
"Wanna head back to my place? I suddenly don't feel so good"
Pushing my coffee away I looked up at Niall. He nodded grabbing our cups to throw them away. His arm link around my shoulder and we walked to the door. As he opened it I was blinded by flashlights. Everything was screaming, lights, yells, pushes and very overwhelming. Niall cursed under his breath, his accent coming out stronger than ever. His arm tightened around my shoulder and I looked down. He pushed our way through not paying attention to all the crap that was being yelled to us. They kept following us down the street and we almost ran all the way home to me. We sprinted up the stairs not stopping before we got to my door. Out of breath Niall looked me up and down.
"You're okay?"
I nodded
"You?"
He answered back with a fine.
"I guess we can't hide around anymore. So much for being famous"
Niall's accent was always stronger when he was annoyed. I giggled while unlocking the door.
Stepping in to my place I kicked off my boots. I opened the door in the livingroom and my jaw dropped completely along with my bag dropping in utter surprise.
"Justin?"
In front of my rose pedals were spread over the wooden floor. The lights were dimmed and soft music was playing from a couple of speakers. Justin was dressed in a white button up along with a pair of black skinny jeans. His hair was perfectly styled along with his shaved jawline. Everything was beautiful but his eyes. They were deep with sorrow and regret.
"(YN).. I'm so so sorry.. Everything that happened back in LA. It was my fault, I was the one being a selfish brat and I regret it so much. You have no idea how much I love and miss you. You're my..."
Tears were rimming my eyes when suddenly Justin stopped speaking. His eyes darted to something behind me. They widened in confusion then jealousy. I turned my head to see an awkward Niall standing behind me. He scratched his neck nervously muttering a small
"Hey Justin, good seeing you"
"Hello Niall"
Justin's voice was short and I felt the tension in the room build up.
"Oh yeah I ran in to Niall the other day and we really got along. He's one of my very good friend here"
I tried releasing the tension but it didn't really work. Justin was eyeing Niall madly and I could feel how Niall was extremely uncomfortable.
"Well I was just about to go anyway, see you around guys"
Without realizing he bend down and pecked my cheek as a goodbye. It wasn't until his eyes caught Justin he knew what he had just done. Without more words Niall turned on his heel and quickly walked out the door. I closed the door behind him walking up to Justin. I wanted to wrap my arms around him but he pulled back from me.
"Justin.. Niall and I we're just good friends"
"I came all the way to London to apologize and get you back and then you're already with another guy"
"Justin! It's not like that! Niall has been here to help me as a friend. I've missed you so much and he has been a great help"
"And how is that? Did you sleep with him to make up for leaving me behind? Did that make you feel better?"
"Stop saying such Justin! you don't get it all! You're so used to getting everything you want, you don't even know how it is to feel left down"
"Oh I don't know? How do you think I felt when you left me to go to London (YN)? Do you think I liked to see you leaving me?"
"I didn't leave you Justin! I told you that I wanted it to work"
"But did you do anything to make it work?"
"Did you?"
I hold back the anger burning inside my blood. Why did it have to be like this? Why couldn't we just be together and be our loving selves? What had changed over the last time...?



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Miles Apart; chapter 2

Hey guys :))
Just so you know, when you comment I read it! No matter if you comment on a post I posted a year ago, I read it all.
I'm so glad you guys like it, I guess it's okay, I just thought differently when I got the idea. And to you huge fan, I didn't understand what you meant in your comment, I'm sorry..:(
You're ALWAYS welcome to tell me what you think, also if it's negative. It just has to be constructive, if you just say 'I don't like it' I can't rally improve, tell me what it is that you don't like :)
now enjoy this next chapter:

MILES APART

Chapter 2

So here I am, in London, all by myself. I've been here for 4 days now and Justin and I haven't talked at all. It is all so overwhelming. The job is fantastic but it's hard to focus when Justin and I aren't talking. I want to call him, but honestly I think he's the one being selfish. It would be nice if grew some balls and called me. Maybe I'm being stubborn but I made it clear that I want to be with him but also want to follow my dreams. He's the one who's impossible to decode. I hope he'll call soon so we can talk. I don't know if we're even together anymore.. Everything is so hectic..

I sat down on the plastic seat with the thoughts jumbling around in my head. The train sat off from the platform and I sunk back in the hard seat. Outside it was completely dark from the underground of London. It was not very crowded at this time in the metro, I had a very late work day today. I was actually the only person in the whole wagon. With a yank through the whole train it came to a stop at the platform. There was still ten stops til I'm had to get off. The doors glided open and a young lad stepped in, yes I've already picked up on the British slang. A hood was pulled over his head only leaving a few strand of blonde hair sticking out. He had his face to the ground and I stopped watching him when he sat down some seats down to my left. Turning my attention back to my phone I searched through my photos. Sighting at the memories I locked it and threw it frustratingly in my bag. Without warning I was thrown backwards slamming my head in to the window when the train came to a hold. I yelped in pain, we had stopped in the middle of the dark hall.
"You okay miss?"
I looked up to meet a pair of ice blue eyes. The blonde boy had pulled his hood back and revealed his face belonging to the one and only Niall Horan.
"I'm gonna be find thanks"
He was standing in front of me with a worried look in his eyes. The speaker racked and a few words were spoken with a woman's voice
"Can I have your attentions? The train has unfortunately run in to some troubles. It'll be a little before we can move on. We hope you all will accept this and remain calm. Thank you for your understanding"
It clicked off and I sighted heavily, all I wanted to was to get home to my small place.
"You're sure you're alright?"
I nodded at his caring words. Offering him my hand I said with a smile.
"I'm (YN)"
"Niall"
He shook it firmly shooting me a wide grin in the progress. Sitting down beside me the grin kept tugging on his lips.
"Haven't I seen you before?"
Crystal blue eyes. Crystal blue eyes. Blue eyes. Blue eyes. Eyes. Eyes. Wow.
"Uhm hello? Earth to (YN)!"
"Goodness I'm sorry"
He waved his hand in front of my face and embarrassed my cheeks flushed red and I apologized.
"Well I'm Justin Bieber's girlfriend.."
Shrugging I came up with an explanation to why I supposedly looked familiar."
"Of course! That's why I've seen you before. How is he? It's been so long since I talked to him"
Niall's flushed cheeks and the thick Irish accent made my heart melt completely and I spit the words out with so much truth.
"I haven't talked to him since I came here four days ago. The last time we spoke we fought because I told him I was moving to England. He said I was selfish for following my dream and leaving him, then I said he was the one being selfish not to let me follow my dream. It ended pretty ugly so i don't know how he is and I'm not sure i want to know.."
"That was a very honest answer babe. I'm really sorry to hear all that junk, you seemed to be so happy together"
Niall's arm locked around my shoulder and pulled me close to his warm chest. I nuzzled my face in to his tones chest trying to muffle my soft sobs.
"Don't cry over him babe. If he made you feel like this you honestly deserve better"
His warm slender hands rubbed my back comforting making my crying stiffen off slowly off.
"Thank you Niall"
I moved a bit away trying to wipe my tears away.
"No worries"
Grinning widely he leaned over stroking a thumb under my eyes to remove a tear stain. I laughed slightly.
"I just met you and I've already made a fool out of myself"
Niall chuckled and it sent chills down my spine.
"Really don't worry about it (YN). Now it just feels like we know each other, we skipped past all the awkward getting to know each other scenes"
"true"
I answered and we both laughed a bit at our awkward meeting.
"Why did you move to England?"
"I was offered my dream job here so.."
I smiled at Niall and got a sweet smile in return. Niall started asking questions about my life and job and the conversation set off like a cannonball. We talked and talked about my life and he told me about his. Suddenly the speakers cracked and told that the train could finally move again.
"Wow a whole hour has passed"
The amused look on Niall's face made me giggled, he was a real charmer and I really felt great finally having someone to talk to. It was the first person in England I had talked to that wasn't work related. As the train started moving again Niall asked for my number which I gladly handed to him.
"We should meet up sometime, I'll show you around in the city"
His icy blue eyes were taking my breath away and I only managed to give him a nod in return.
"Great then that's a deal babe"
He got up when the train slowled down indicating his time to go.
"So nice meeting you (YN), I'll see you around"
He bend down, kissed my cheek and with that he was gone. I was left with a lingering feeling at my cheek and running through my whole body. At that moment I had forgotten all about my boyfriend back in LA...



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Ranting..

Hi.
This post is just me ranting (I rant a lot).
I reaallllyyy need to get this off my chest so if you're not interested, then just ignore this post lol.

Okay, this has to do with Haylor. Not everyone has to ship whoever their idol is dating and I totally understand that. I know like all of you are super duper nice and most of you guys are probably directioners so I have nothing against you. This rant only applies to the mean Directioners. So, when photos of Haylor started popping up, a lot of Directioners started sending hate and death threats to Taylor and even her fans sometimes! Most didn't want them to date because they don't want Harry with some other girl but in reality, they have a very slim chance with any of them. Haylor hasn't even confirmed yet that they're dating or not. There were 2 people on Instagram who said "sucks to suck to have someone die from cancer, lol" on their hate pages for Taylor with a poorly photoshopped pic of Taylor bald. A troll trended a tweet saying that 1D deserves to have cancer. People are saying it was a Swify but it wasn't! It was a stupid troll. A lot of Directioners got their panties in a bunch and told Swifties to "grow up", called us "immature" and "ignorant". It's annoying because they were the ones who sent death threats to Taylor and THEY tell us to "grow up". Swifties would never send hate to 1D. It's also annoying because they act all innocent. Now, I know that there are good directioners out there, like you guys and other out there in the world, but the other ones need to stop.
Feel free to disagree with me, but this was my personal opinion and I really don't want to offend anybody. I just needed to get this off of my chest. I would rant to my parents, but they don't even know what a "fandom" or "fanbase" is, lol.
Rant over.

Miles apart; chapter 1

Hey you guys :)

This is the idea I told you about, it didn't turn out as I planned, but I guess it's alright.
So it's the first chapter of Miles apart, tell me what you think....

MILES APART

Chapter 1

My name is (YN), you probably know me as Justin Bieber's girlfriend. And yup, that's me. We've been together for around 1 and a half year. I'm very happy with him, he's making me feel like a true princess. We live together in LA. I don't really do anything other than be with him. He's working on his next album so we have a lot of time together. I help him a bit with writing but besides that I don't do a lot. Seems legit? yeah I guess.. Well now there's just came a little thing around called a job. I've been offered my dream job, can it get more amazing? NO! My life seems to be perfect. There's just one little thing wrong, my dream job is in London.. in England. When I first got the news I was so overly excited, all my dreams were coming true. But then I heard where it was and the paradise fell. I haven't told Justin just yet.. I know he should be the first person to know but it's quiet hard to tell your boyfriend that you are leaving to the other side of the planet. And the worst part? I'm leaving tomorrow..........

"Hi honey"
I looked up to be greeted by the loving smile of my boyfriend, Justin. Smiling back I lowered the book I was reading, or trying to read my mind had wandered off to a lot of other places.
"How was work?"
I asked as he bend over me pecking my lips lightly.
"Exhausting. I've missed you all day"
He fell down on the couch next to me. Opening his arms I crept closer feeling the warmth spread through my body. Locking his strong arms around me I turned my head with a sad smile.
"Anything nagging you dear?"
Justin tugged a strand of hair behind my ear. My eyes twitched to the ground, I had to tell him.
"I've been offered my dream job"
"THAT'S AMAZING"
Looking up at his excited words his lips were pulled up in a smile. I tried to smile back but couldn't really find the happiness.
"Yeah it's pretty amazing"
My voice was barely audible. The happy grin washed from Justin's face.
"Why are you not happy baby?"
I moved a bit away at Justin's words so I could see his reaction when I told him.
"The job is in England and I'm leaving tomorrow"
I spoke so fast that I wasn't sure Justin had even caught my words. It was too hard to look up at Justin so I kept my eyes to the floor. For a long time nothing was said in the room. Finally I dared to look up. His eyes were like stone. His lips were pressed together in a small line.
"Have you accepted?"
It was impossible to decode his emotions. I nodded reluctant expecting everything to happen.
"Hmpf"
A weird noise escaped his lips and he raised from the couch.
"Justin.. I.."
I didn't know what to say. I got up leaving my small hand on his big shoulder. He  pulled away from me and I felt tears build up in my eyes. He wasn't just mad at me, he was furious. Turning around he clenched his fist.
"Why haven't you told me?"
Dripping with anger he spoke, never had I seen him like this before. I was scared...
"I didn't know how to Justin. I love you so much and I don't know how to live without you"
"Then don't leave"
His arms dropped hanging down by his sides. Eyes pleading he stepped closer to me.
"Please (YN).. I can't live without you"
"But Justin this is my dream. We can still be together.."
"How am I supposed to have a girlfriend on the other side of the planet? can't you just stay? I earn enough money for us to live wealthy for the rest of our lives. You don't even have to work"
He reached out for my hands and I grabbed them. It was amazing that he wanted me to stay so badly, but this was my dream.
"I know Justin but this is my dream. Over the last 1 and a half year I've been by your side doing everything to please you. This is my dream and I'm going to do it whether you like it or not"
I shrugged at him and he led go of my hands. His voice was stern and a bit raised when he spoke again
"Now you're being selfish"
"am I being selfish Justin? You're the one telling me to stay here and don't follow my dreams"
Anger boiled inside me when I answered back. Justin yelled back
"I'M NOT BEING SELFISH. I'M DOING THIS FOR US (YN)!"
"NO YOU'RE NOT JUSTIN. HERE I AM BEING YOUR PUPPY AND LETTING YOU FOLLOW YOUR DREAMS. NOW GUESS WHAT? I HAVE DREAMS TOO AND THEY ARE IN LONDON OKAY?!"
"NO (YN) IT'S NOT OKAY. YOU ARE STAYING"
"AM NOT."
I walked past Justin with anger rushing through me. In my room I grabbed the suitcase from the back of the door. I opened the closet pulling all my clothes down the rags throwing it in to my suitcase.
"What are you doing?"
Justin entered the room. His voice now calm but still mad.
"Packing"
I didn't even bother looking at him.
"(YN) please let's talk about this. Maybe I can make them let you work here in LA:"
His voice was now sad and pleading. I turned around tears now streaming down my cheeks.
"Listen Justin. This has been my dream since I was a little kid. I love you with all of my heart and if you love me too you'll let me take this opportunity. We can still be together."
"I'm not sure (YN). You'll forget about me in London"
"No I won't Justin."
I walked up to him locking my arms around his torso. He pulled me close his tears dripping down on top of my head. I looked up stroking the tears away.
"Don't cry, we're not breaking up Justin"
I smiled up at him but it quickly dropped when he spoke,
"Well you leaving me like this feels like you break up with me. Maybe it would actually be easier if we just broke up"
"Well if that's how you feel Justin"
I stepped away grabbing the last clothes from the rags. I felt Justin's eyes burn in to my back while I zipped up my suitcase. Turning around on my heel I was met by Justin's brown orbs.
"Don't do this"
He whispered reaching out for me. I walked past him with the harsh words leave my lips
"You said it yourself Justin. If you don't love me enough to fight through the distance I can't make you. I will always be yours but I am moving to London"
He didn't respond. He just followed me through our shared place watching me as I grabbed my shoes and jacket. Turning around I sent him a small smile.
"I'm yours until you tell me not to be Justin"
With that I walked out the door closing it behind me. I didn't knew anything right now. Was Justin and I still together? I had no idea. The only thing I knew was that I was on my way to London to follow my dreams.




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